if i am not me

In the empty countryside, dilapidated farms that seemed to have been abandoned stood in the dark night, ferocious like a monster.Among them, the flickering flames seem to show the existence of the owner, and the whispering human voice does not attract the attention of any living beings, but it makes the people in the house seem to have heard the call from hell.

"You trash...you trash!" A hoarse and gloomy voice came from a group of black shadows, as sharp as the cold wind on a winter night, making the little man kneeling on the ground tremble even more violently.Unable to suppress his fear of his master, Wormtail could only keep bowing his body down more humblely, trying to reduce his master's monstrous anger. "But you can't do such a small thing as getting his blood... What's the use of me keeping you..."

Hearing the words that almost condemned him, Wormtail was so startled that he almost jumped up, but the remaining sliver of reason still allowed him to suppress his fear and look up at the black shadow, violently shaking his head to beg for mercy. "Master, master, please listen to my explanation...I am because someone blocked me...Master, believe me, if it wasn't for that person, I would definitely succeed..."

"……say clearly."

Knowing that he had another chance, Wormtail immediately told Voldemort about his experience that night.

"...Later, I was caught by him suddenly, he...he tried to read my memory, but I stopped him, so...he kept torturing me, and later even wanted to kill me...but he didn't expect I can still resist." Wormtail crawled at Voldemort's feet to show respect for his master, and at the same time to cover up his twinkling eyes, he said ninety percent of the truth, because he didn't dare to let his master know that he had leaked this task. "I, I used the holding spell while he was not paying attention, and finally managed to escape...Master...I..."

"Okay, Wormtail..." The voice full of anger before returned to calm, "Answer me a few questions."

The slightly raised tone made Wormtail tremble almost invisible, "It's... Master."

"He knows you're an Animagus?"

"Yes……"

"He is very familiar with the terrain of Hogwarts...including the secret passages?"

"It looks like this..."

"...Wormtail, don't try to challenge my authority."

"Master... Master?"

"He knows your purpose of going to Hogwarts this time, right?" The voice was calm without a trace of ups and downs, but it was enough to make Wormtail freeze on the ground and dare not move again.Quietly waiting for the master's sentence, although he knew that he was still useful to Voldemort, but the Dark Lord's mind was beyond his grasp.

Silence, for a long time.

"Huh..." If it wasn't for this stupid guy, it would still be useful. "You said you could find him..."

He breathed a sigh of relief, it seemed that his life was safe for the time being.But thinking that Wormtail frowned secretly, he still replied respectfully, "Yes, master...they told me some information about him."

"Very well... I hope to get what I want as soon as possible, Wormtail..."

"Yes...Master, you will get what you want..."

Hermione Granger, an intelligent girl, has always stood proudly in Gryffindor with her wisdom and calmness. Even Ravenclaw has to admit that this famous bookworm at Hogwarts does have her own uniqueness. place.But at this moment, she didn't have the usual haughty and inaccessible feeling at all, and she didn't hide the expression on her face. Her eyes, which usually only brighten when she reads books, are now full of curiosity. Staring at the handsome blond boy next to him, it was as if he was a rare out-of-print book that he had longed for.

In contrast to her was the red-haired boy next to him. He rubbed his ears, stared at the two people in front of him with wide eyes, as if he had never looked at them carefully before.At this moment, Ron really wants to act like I won't be fooled by your jokes, but... the serious faces of the two people in front of him let him understand that what he heard just now is definitely not an auditory hallucination, nor is it an occasional The dream that woke him up.

Neville blinked, looked from one to the other, then smiled knowingly, and sat beside him without speaking.Surprise is naturally there, but in fact, I already know it in my heart--to these two awkward guys.

The five of them sat by the lake maintaining a strange atmosphere. The brilliant sunlight above their heads made them all sweat a little, but no one paid attention to it now.

Harry looked at the different expressions on the faces of the other three and smiled at Ron. "Dude, is it so hard to accept?"

Ron grinned, gave Drake a hard look, and then pouted and looked at Harry, "It's just too sudden."

"Tsk—" Hermione, who was sitting next to him, rolled her eyes to express her disdain.Don't think they didn't see that he was playing stupid, couldn't this kid be more honest?

Feeling a little guilty by Hermione's rant, Ron immediately jumped up and looked at Hermione with raised eyebrows, "What do you mean?"

Hermione glanced at him coldly and told him with her eyes, 'You know it yourself. '

"Hmph!" It seemed a bit reconciled, but Ron unexpectedly sat back obediently, and continued to stare straight at Harry and Drake, no, it should be said to be staring at Drake—this kid was so silent He just abducted a Harry who he regarded as his younger brother, he couldn't swallow this breath.

As if understanding Ron's anger, Draco raised his eyebrows proudly, and stared back with those blue eyes.

Harry looked at the strange interaction between the two inexplicably, then turned to Hermione and Neville, who were beside them with relaxed faces, and asked the question he had just raised with his head tilted. "It doesn't seem like the two of you are particularly surprised."

Neville and Hermione smiled at each other, and said in unison, "Sooner or later."

For the first time, Harry felt that he seemed to underestimate the two people in front of him. Were Neville and Hermione so sensitive back then?The answer is that I don't know... It seems that I was an impulsive little boy at that time, and I couldn't even figure out my own thoughts, let alone really understand the friends who cared about him.He seemed like a bad guy back then.

Listening to Neville talking about the same-sex couples in his family, Harry remembered the shock he had felt when he learned from Draco that same-sex marriage was perfectly legal in the wizarding world.However, when it comes to his understanding of the magic world, it seems that he knows almost nothing except the things related to the original war... Just like how he could kill an Auror or eat death at will He is a gangster, but he can't arrange the boxes perfectly like Mrs. Weasley anyway.

"Okay, Harry, let's go," Harry, who was a little distracted, was suddenly brought back to his senses by the touch of his hand, and looked at Ron, who was still staring at Draco but was hit on the head by Hermione with her wand, and stood beside him. Sneaking Neville, he smiled brightly and waved to them.

Hermione smiled narrowly at Drake's words, and Neville helplessly grabbed Ron who was still grumbling beside him, waved at them, and walked towards the castle.In the distance, Harry could still hear Hermione's roar and Ron's unwilling rebuttal.

"You brother-in-law and sister-in-law!"

"I do not have--"

Smiling and watching until their figures disappeared from view.Exams are over and their time at school is running out.

The afternoon breeze took away some of the heat from the air, and Harry squeezed Draco's hands into his.

"Draco...don't you think I'm weird?"

Hearing this, Drake naturally understood what Harry was referring to, and recalling that incredible conversation, he pulled Harry into his arms and hugged him tightly.

"I... am Harry Potter, the former 'Boy Who Lived' and 'Savior'..." I believe that anyone who hears this sentence will think that the speaker is crazy, but after the shock, Draco I don't doubt the truth of it, even though the statement itself seems to have a huge contradiction.

Draco couldn't remember how he reacted at the time, he only remembered Harry trembling in his arms telling his "once" story, saying that his name was Harry Potter, and he was a child whose parents were at the age of one. The orphan who died trying to save him, but Voldemort, who was the culprit, was accidentally defeated by a baby. He, Harry Potter, became the current Neville Longbottom - "The Boy Who Lived".But not as lucky as Longbottom, who didn't have any relatives in the wizarding world, he was finally fostered at the home of a Muggle aunt who hated magic. He didn't know for the first time until he received a letter from Hogwarts when he was 11 years old. It was only then that he realized the real reason for his parents' death and his greatest enemy.He thought it was the end of the suffering, but he didn't expect it was just the beginning of the disaster.

After entering school, for the first time in his life, he had friends, Ron Weasley and Hermione Granger, and of course, his biggest rival - Draco Malfoy.Every year seems to be very fulfilling, because around him, events that are impossible for others to happen once in a lifetime continue to happen, so this "brave" Gryffindor cub is always full of vitality Challenge everything until he grows into an excellent "savior".

On the final battlefield, when he completed the final mission and defeated Voldemort, when he thought he could finally get rid of all these annoying things and become an ordinary person to live an ordinary life, he didn't know that his life had come to an end.Until he woke up again and became Johnson.

Listening to Harry's faint narration, Draco just listened calmly, maybe he had already guessed subconsciously.Those eyes full of vicissitudes that are different from those of the same age, the calm and chilling personality, and the powerful magic power far beyond ordinary people, these are not what an ordinary Muggle-born boy should have, even if he has one as a killer. grandpa.

The reason why he was so calm at that time was because his heart was already telling the answer.

Angry about Harry's concealment?It's fake to say that I don't mind, but it's more understanding and distressed.

No matter how mature his mind and soul are, Harry's body is always a weak toddler. He can't imagine that if Harry didn't meet his grandpa after waking up, and if he didn't meet Mary after being seriously injured, what would happen to him now? where will harry be...

The fragility of that night receded, and Draco looked at Harry, who was bathed in the sun, and unconsciously increased the strength in his hand, "You are you, whether you are Potter or Johnson." Even if it is only a piece of soul, it is still him Harry.

Harry's green eyes met the pair of azure blue eyes that made him sink. Once upon a time, this boy has been firmly engraved in his heart, and the traces will never be erased?Caressing his delicate eyebrows, Harry smiled softly. Harry Potter used to be Draco Malfoy's deadly enemy, but now, Draco Malfoy is Harry Johnson's favorite person.

"thank God I've you."