the other side of the fireworks

Xu An got up before six o'clock, and it was not very easy to sleep in the living room. Grandma went to the toilet twice during the night, so she didn't sleep well.Get up and prepare breakfast for grandma. Grandma is used to porridge with pickles. When she washes rice, grandma also gets up.

Sitting down on the wicker chair in front of the balcony, the morning air made the room a bit deserted until Miao Miao let out a crisp cry.The house suddenly became bustling, Xia Fengshu came out to make milk powder with Xiao Miao in his arms, and appeared in the kitchen with Xu An at the same time, Xu An made faces with Xiao Miao while cutting mustard, Xiao Miao smiled like a duckling, and stretched out her small hands to rush to Xu An .Xu An played with her shoulders against her, Xia Fengshu hugged Xiao Miao coldly at his grandma and walked away, and Xiao Miao cried again.Xu An put down the knife, chased after Xiao Miao to make faces, and sent her laughing all the way back to the bedroom before returning to the kitchen.

During the meal, my aunt came, carrying a lot of things in large and small bags.

After breakfast, Xu An went out, saying that she was looking for a job, but in fact she was looking for a house. She hoped to find a place not far from home.

Today, Xia Fengshu is also going to take Xiao Miao to Dr. Wang's training class.When Xiao Miao is in class, she can go out and look for a house.While dressing the child, I heard Aunt Xu An outside the door saying: "Mom, why are you bothering, Xiao An will not take care of you."

"Whatever, I'm old, and I don't have much time to see this girl. I haven't seen her for a year and a half, and my heart is empty."

"But you came out and went in, aren't you panicking?"

"No matter what, I'm content to see Xiao'an." The old man's voice was very low, and Xia Fengshu couldn't hear what he said later, as if they had gone to the balcony.

Xia Fengshu felt ashamed of guilt.

With his shirt sleeves rolled up and his tie tucked into his left breast pocket, Dr. Wang was concentrating on stretching exercises with his child.Xia Fengshu held Xiao Miao and watched for a while before he noticed it.He greeted in surprise, but Xia Fengshu couldn't hold the little seedling in his arms anymore, the little guy was suffocated at home.He kept rushing into the crowd and exerting his strength.

"Are you busy? Missed a few days of class." Dr. Wang's tone did not sound like a reproach.

"Something."

"The last inspection report came out. Xiao Miao's body is in good condition, and there is almost no difference between him and a normal child."

Xia Fengshu smiled sincerely, a little smug and proud, and said with gratitude in his tone: "Thank you."

"It seems that I didn't help much. This is just the first routine inspection for Xiao Miao after arriving here, which shows that she has grown very well."

"Anyway, this is the first time after Xiao Miao was born, I feel like other mothers."

"Many mothers have a certain sense of guilt for the premature birth of their children. This feeling will gradually disappear after the baby gradually becomes the same as a normal born baby. It seems that I want to congratulate you again!" Dr. Wang stretched out his hand, Xia Fengshu and hold each other.

Since Xiao Miao was born, she has seen quite a few doctors, but this one gives her the feeling of a doctor's parents.Seeing Dr. Wang pick up Miao Miao, Xia Fengshu was relieved.

She decided to look for a house.

Contrary to what Xu An thought, Xia Fengshu wanted to find a house farther away.

After inquiring about two things at the agency, she was not sure, so she called Lan Weiqing, and only then did she know that Xu An had also contacted her.Lan Weiqing said: "I don't think either of you should worry about it. Let me handle this matter. You can live wherever it is arranged for you."

"are you free."

"Yes." Lan Weiqing said with certainty.

Xia Fengshu was relieved again, today she was relieved twice, which allowed her heart to relax, and her steps back to the training class were much lighter.

After getting off the bus, he walked quickly towards the children's center building, and suddenly stopped, and Qin Youtao stood in front of him.

Subconsciously took a half step back, "Why are you here?"

"Waiting for you." Qin Youtao answered briefly, and then pulled her into the elevator.

"What happened?"

"Come with me."

"What the hell is going on?"

Qin Youtao glanced at her and said, "Is this a place to talk?"

"At least tell me that things are under your control."

Qin Youtao nodded.

After getting out of the elevator, Qin Youtao quickened his pace, and a person standing at the door of the training class immediately pushed open the door, and when Xia Fengshu walked in, he picked up Miao Miao who was playing.There was also a father who came to pick up the mother and the baby, and the mother also warmly struck up a conversation and said, "Your husband has been waiting for you for a long time."

Xia Fengshu smiled, but couldn't explain it either.When wanting to say goodbye to Dr. Wang, Qin Youtao said in a low voice: "I let him go, why do you want him?"

"You want to take care of this too?"

The mother who spoke to me just now said, "Doctor Wang seems to be off work."

Xia Fengshu was surprised. It stands to reason that she entrusted Xiao Miao to Dr. Wang. How could he leave work without waiting for her to come back?She came out by Qin Youtao's arm and got into Qin Youtao's Rolls Royce. The driver drove, and Qin Youtao sat in the back seat with her.The car drove all the way to the apartment that Xia Fengshu was most familiar with. After entering the door, Qin Youtao said: "Doctor Wang is Zhou Yanran's eyes. Don't think that he treats you well because of your face. No matter how beautiful you are, you are ten times more beautiful." You can't tempt a man like him."

"You really know everything."

"You are too confused, otherwise I wouldn't have to say so much."

Xia Fengshu hated his mocking tone, "Grandma Wolf disguised herself as a doctor, but I handed over my daughter to him, does that mean?"

Qin Youtao smiled, at this moment, he loved to listen to whatever Xia Fengshu said, "You haven't called me all this time."

"You didn't ask me to call you."

"Don't you care about my decision?"

"Do you want to call if you care?"

Qin Youtao looked at her, Xia Fengshu let him look, a kind of unrestricted contract was formed after that night, Xia Fengshu was worried all the time, but remained stubbornly silent.No strategic idea, just want to save a little self-esteem.

Qin Youtao said: "You have to live here until the matter is settled."

"Can you tell me a little more about it?"

"Your father's business didn't go well. Zhou Yanran got into trouble with me, and the compensation hasn't been settled yet. Son, you've seen it too, Zhou Yanran is ready to do something."

"Will I be protected here? Are you sure Dr. Wang really tipped off Zhou Yanran?"

"Aren't you brainless? Don't you know how to analyze? Why wasn't he there when you came back? If I came half an hour late, I don't know where Xiao Miao is right now."

Xia Fengshu was dumbfounded, and couldn't figure it out for a while.But someone like Qin Youtao would not be able to arrange Dr. Wang.

"I told them that you are mine." Qin Youtao said in a low voice, as if he didn't want to emphasize his relationship with Xia Fengshu. What's wrong with you?" He ignored Dr. Wang's question at all.

Xia Fengshu smiled, she never worried about this, but looking at Qin Youtao's guilty face, it was obvious that she was disturbed by his rough behavior last night, and worried that she would become a frightened bird. "Just tell me what to do."

Qin Youtao was slightly surprised, "You just live here quietly, don't deny my relationship with you."

"What's the relationship between us?"

Qin Youtao thought for a while and said, "Fiancee."

Xia Fengshu was startled.She never thought it would be this, how could it be possible, how could Qin Youtao marry herself.With his status, he wants to marry an innocent daughter of a famous family!

Qin Youtao said: "That's what I told them. You have to speak with me. It's just a way of saying."

"who are they?"

"Zhou Yanran and Tong Zhan."

Xia Fengshu understood Qin Youtao's strategy a little bit, put her and Xiao Miao under his name, Zhou Yanran might stop.

She called Xu An, although she only said that she had found a house to borrow, but did not mention the complicated background behind it.Xu An still disagrees with her renting in Qin Youtao's house.

The reason is very straightforward, don't get entangled with that man!

Xia Fengshu said that it had already been decided and would not change it.

Xu An asked for the address and came directly to the door.Xu An, who was very angry, vented his temper as soon as he entered the door. Compared with her starlight, this apartment is not generally superior.

"How did you get in touch?"

"I'm looking for him." Xia Fengshu said nonsense with his eyes open.

Xu An's face flushed with anger, "Why did you do this, didn't you say it well yesterday?"

"You don't need to ask why, you see, it's very good here. Anyway, he's empty and no one lives there."

Xu An walked in a panic, it could be said that he got out.Back downstairs, a 120 was parked there, and later, she watched grandma being carried into the ambulance.

Grandma's health was far worse than Xu An imagined, with heart disease, emphysema, and rheumatism. When she arrived at the hospital, she was notified that she was in critical condition, and her aunt immediately called all her relatives, including her son in Australia.Xu An sat on the window sill outside the intensive care unit, his head was so heavy that he couldn't lift it up.Dad arrived in the afternoon, pointed at Xu An and scolded: "You little debtor, you don't know what is good or bad, if your milk is gone, you will be mad at you."

Xu An listened, in fact, she felt that what her father said made a lot of sense.

In front of her dying grandmother, she shouldn't have any persistence.

The next night, all relatives were present, and grandma finally withdrew the ventilator and came back after a circle before the gate of hell.Xu An finally raised his head.Grandma asked her to sit beside her and held her hand. She couldn't speak anymore, so she just watched with a smile on her face.

Xu An couldn't hold back his tears any longer and broke down in sobs.

Xu An did not make any promise to her grandma to sever ties with Xia Fengshu, and when she returned home and faced the empty room, she never thought that she had lost Xia Fengshu.Is this due to her consistent persistence, or is it ridiculously naive?When she couldn't fall asleep, she was biting a cigarette and looking at the sea of ​​lights on the balcony, Xia Fengshu, you are in that direction, in that man's house.Did he give you what you wanted?If that's the case, I shouldn't force you to do anything!

Grandma stayed in the hospital for a week, and after seeing a slight improvement, the doctor advised her to go back to her hometown for recuperation. After all, the climate difference between the north and the south is great, which affects the heart and rheumatism.Grandma remained silent until Xu An said that she would accompany her back home, and she nodded.

The worried Xia Fengshu is the same as Xu An who shoulders the heavy responsibility. Love can't support them at this time, it just adds to the burden.

Qin Youtao wanted the whole world to believe that he might want Xia Fengshu, and Zhou Yanran was very angry. This would have an impact on Qin Youtao's business. As for the extent of the impact, it may not be possible to evaluate it for a while.

Xia Fengshu said: "You won't marry me, so why bother to cast doubt?"

"How do you know that I won't marry?" Qin Youtao sat eating opposite Xia Fengshu, and drove an hour here for lunch. It was hard to say what his purpose was.

"Stop teasing me, am I not pitiful enough?"

"How pitiful, would it be pitiful to be my Qin Youtao woman?" Qin Youtao put down his chopsticks, frowned and smiled at Xia Fengshu, "In a few days, your father's affairs should be settled, and then I will take you back to your hometown Look at your parents."

Xia Fengshu was overjoyed, this decision really touched her heart.Only this man in front of her can help her do it.

"Laugh when you're happy, what are you holding back for?" Qin Youtao stood up confidently, walked to Xia Fengshu's side, and kissed her hair gently, Xia Fengshu trembled unconsciously. "Don't be afraid of me. That day, I was a little out of order, and I won't be in the future."

Xia Fengshu forced a smile, she was frightened, not because of that night, but because of Xu An. "Can I not be your woman?"

"why."

"I just want to live a peaceful life with Xiao Miao. A big man like you can't give me that kind of life."

Qin Youtao said: "I won't marry you, don't worry, your life will be as peaceful as you think."

"I'm not your mistress either."

"This is up to you." Qin Youtao picked up his coat and left.

Xia Fengshu lay beside Miao Miao who was taking a nap, looking at the ceiling uneasily.I can't figure out how this kind of life at the mercy of mermaids happened.

Qin Youtao placed the biggest bet, and he wanted to win.In addition to confronting Zhou Yanran head-on, Tong Zhan must cheer up from his sluggish state and help him.His decision to marry Xia Fengshu is hard to convince others. He hopes Tong Zhan can believe that, from a certain point of view, he is the one who has the greatest influence on Zhou Yanran.Right now, it is impossible for Tong Zhan to come back from Australia and rob him of a woman, because his determination to protect his mother is equally strong.He had clearly conveyed to Tong Zhan that Xia Fengshu was attached to him for the sake of the child. If Tong Zhan had listened to it, he probably wouldn't just sit idly by.

He will not marry Xia Fengshu, except that she is a beautiful woman, she does not meet his wife's standards in any way.And between them, it seems that he just loves her.However, being able to get that woman was a huge motivation for Qin Youtao, surpassing the traces left in his heart by his first love.Whenever I think of the body tightly in my arms and the woman's indifferent pleading, it will make my blood boil.Qin Youtao even kept planning what kind of strength and tone to use in the next sex.But, when will it start next time.

60

At 10:30 in the evening, Qin Youtao returned to the apartment from the office, and Xia Fengshu's bedroom door was locked.Qin Youtao took a shower and leaned on the sofa in the living room. Tonight, he wanted this woman.The door opened, and looking back, Xia Fengshu came out holding Miao Miao, went to the bathroom with hot milk, mother and daughter were inseparable.

Qin Youtao looked at them.

After a while, Xia Fengshu came out and sat on the opposite side in an orderly manner. This was a necessary conversation. Xia Fengshu knew that he couldn't hide, so there was no point in hiding. "I can't be your lover, I'm gay."

Qin Youtao laughed out loud, but he didn't believe it.

"I like women, really." Xia Fengshu emphasized, but it only made Qin Youtao smile even wider.

"Which woman do you like?"

Xia Fengshu was hesitating how to answer, when his body was already in Qin Youtao's arms, "Does it have to be like this?"

That night was the key that opened the floodgates of desire.Qin Youtao was much more enthusiastic than last time, obviously this man was not a reckless man, he lightly wrapped his arms around Xia Fengshu's waist, turned over and put her under his control. "I'm a man, what do you want from me."

Xia Fengshu avoided his kiss, resisting and said: "I don't like you."

Qin Youtao froze for a moment, with obvious disappointment in his eyes, "I want you, don't talk so much nonsense."

"Is it an exchange?"

These words were too disappointing, Qin Youtao grabbed her neck with one hand, and said fiercely: "Don't bargain with me."

Xia Fengshu became angry, and some strength came from somewhere to push Qin Youtao away, "I don't want to, can't I? Am I not qualified to say this?"

Qin Youtao really wanted to slap her across the face, but she didn't want to slap her face. This woman could always arouse his desire for violence, but looking at her face, she couldn't bear it. "Why do you think you can get anything you want from me?"

"How much do you want, how much is enough?"

"It's up to you to choose the beginning, and it's up to me to decide the end. That's fair."

Xia Fengshu glared at him with an almost hateful look.She understands the power of sex, she understands the other party's desire to possess her, so what is she struggling with now?She doesn't get it, isn't she already going all out?Qin Youtao dragged her into the bedroom and threw her onto the bed with such force that Xia Fengshu had no resistance.Man, terrible man.Xia Fengshu, who has lived in the violence of men since she was a child, felt great fear. She shrank her body reflexively. Qin Youtao's desire and anger were intertwined. When he tore off her clothes, he saw the light blue-red color on her back, Is that what you left behind?Xia Fengshu was shaking, the last line of defense in her heart was as fragile as a paper wall, she understood that she could never face Xu An again.Even if the original intention of leaving her was her grandma's poor wish, at this point, she has no face to face her.

Qin Youtao stopped and went through Xia Fengshu's messy hair to kiss her face, "Is it so difficult? Am I not the man you want?"

"Qin Youtao, you are raping ### violent me." One sentence made Qin Youtao leave her body.

"How do I do it, tell me?" Qin Youtao didn't intend to give up, he was still controlling himself with reason.He doesn't like to push it, that's no fun.

Xia Fengshu turned over, gasping for breath, "I, I'm not ready."

"What are you going to prepare?"

Heartbroken, Xia Fengshu stood up and hugged Qin Youtao. Just like that night, she could only survive the predicament by doing so.Qin Youtao regarded this as the fear caused by the last time, so he was very gentle. Even so, his chest was still soaked with large tears.He was a little discouraged, but also strangely satisfied.

"You are such a crying woman." Qin Youtao said looking at Xia Fengshu's back.

Xia Fengshu sniffed, "I hate you."

"This is nothing new."

"Last time I said it for you, this time I said it for myself."

"I'm not good enough?" The man was referring to the ups and downs just now.

"To me, men are beasts." Xia Fengshu wrapped his body in a quilt and left.