the other side of the fireworks

Xu An spent half the night at Lan Weiqing's, but luckily she still had this friend and someone to talk to, otherwise she really didn't know what she could do.

Lan Weiqing left her boyfriend aside and stayed with her.

"The power gap is too great. You only have the ability to parry, but not to fight back." Lan Weiqing also lit a cigarette. Her smoking age is less than a year, but she can't remember exactly when she started .Her mind is pressing on her brow, making her look very unhappy, not at all like someone who is about to get married.Seeing her like this, Xu An felt a little regretful about having trouble with her.She seemed to see through Xu An's mind, and smiled faintly, "I'm fine, but I'm a little tired, and I have to calculate all the time and be on guard against myself."

"Defend yourself?"

"I choose a life that is contrary to my nature, and I must restrain myself at all times."

Xu An understood what she said, "No matter what it is, there is always a side that needs to be restrained."

Lan Weiqing smiled, and changed her sitting position, revealing a little deeper. She still likes to wear clothes with big V-necks. "Will you forgive Xia Fengshu?"

"How can I forgive her?" Xu An waved his hands excitedly.

"Then, break up?"

Xu An was speechless.

"From Xia Fengshu's standpoint, she has other choices, and she won't do that."

"You're trying to persuade me to forgive her, but she hasn't even discussed it with me. Is there no other way but to sell herself?"

"What can you do? Facing the big men who turn their hands into clouds and rain their hands into rain, what can you do to keep Miao Miao? Don't tell me that you are going to wander the world with that child. You can do it, but the child can't. This game only Someone like Qin Youtao can afford it, Xia Fengshu bet himself completely on that man."

"I understand, I understand the stakes, but I don't know whether to blame her for her infidelity or worry that I will lose her."

"Perhaps, you have to be mentally prepared for this." Lan Weiqing looked at Xu An firmly, "My mother said that beautiful women are so miserable. A woman like Xia Fengshu may enjoy being chased by others all her life, but She couldn't get what she wanted."

"It was me she wanted, and she got it."

Lan Weiqing smiled wryly, "Even if you are sure of each other's hearts, there is still an external force separating you, don't you feel that force?"

"You mean, I shouldn't care about why she slept with a man at this time? Have you ever thought about how pitiful people like us are? If I were a man, it would be a matter of course not to allow her infidelity, This is the shame of the cuckold, and it is a matter of principle. But why should I tolerate this kind of thing as a woman? It’s not fair.”

"Don't be so vulgar. At this time, whether you are a man or a woman, you should understand her difficulties and last resort. Are you going to force her to choose between the child and you? In other words, if you can't forgive this matter , why not let Xia Fengshu go now."

Xu An extinguished the cigarette irritably, and threw her head on the bed. Lan Weiqing covered her with a quilt, and let her sleep to get a sober answer.

Woke up by the phone ringing, Xu An was still half asleep when he answered the phone, she never expected that it was Jie Chu calling. "Meet me, I have something very important to tell you."

Xu An washed her face, she was looking forward to what Jie Chu could say to her.

Jie Chu chose a place very close to her home, which is considerate!He's always been like that to her.After only sleeping for three hours, Xu An's eye circles were dark and his complexion was not very good-looking.Jiechu first asked, "Are you still playing games?"

Xu An smiled and took a sip of Pu'er, "I still play occasionally."

"Living with the person you like, doesn't it still give you healthy living habits?" Jie Chu's tone was a bit strange, but there was no sarcasm.

"I'm healthy." Xu An straightened his back.

Jie Chu nodded, seeming to agree with what she said, "Okay, let's get to the point. Did Jie Sheng say something to you that surprised you recently?"

Xu An acquiesced that she came here for this.

"You ignore him and don't get involved."

"I don't want to be involved, but I want to know why."

Jie Chu sighed, and said helplessly: "He is my younger brother, understand? My biological, twin brother."

Xu An was startled, and looked at Jie Chu, but Jie Chu didn't meet her eyes, "When my mother gave birth to us, she was not in this city, but in a suburban county. At that time, she and her father were not like they are now, holding important positions. My aunt was the vice president of the hospital at the time, and she delivered us when my mother gave birth to us. Jie Sheng was born 10 minutes later than me. His condition was not very good and he was sent directly to the incubator. The condition of the county hospital is very poor. There was only one bed left, and on that day, six children were born, and three of them needed to be put in the incubator. According to the time, Jiesheng had no chance to go in, so he could only be transferred to the city hospital. It would take time, and I am afraid he would not be able to endure that For a long time, my aunt used her power to save him. Later, before my full moon, my father was promoted and took office here. When my mother wanted to take us away, my aunt proposed to adopt Jiesheng. She couldn’t have children, but wanted to I have a child of my own. My mother agreed. To Jiecheng, she couldn’t take care of her after birth. Every day, the aunt replaced her to give Jiecheng maternal love. The mother only cared about me. Without the aunt, Jiesheng might not be able to live now , From this point of view, it makes sense. And there is another point, one of the reasons that I can’t say, is that the aunt provided financial support for my father’s promotion. With this investment, my father was transferred from the suburban county to the provincial capital city to hold an important position .Money can pass through the mind.” After Jiechu said this in one breath, he paused and continued: “At that time, the environment of my aunt’s house was better than mine, and my uncle was the vice principal of the high school. You know, in such a small county, how superior a family consisting of a headmaster and a headmaster would be. My mother left Jiesheng there and took me away."

Xu An was thinking about Xia Fengshu, would she give up the seedlings because of the growth environment?That woman won't, that woman is so selfish, she just wants to keep her baby by her side.

"Later Jiesheng found out about his background. At that time, he and I were both in high school, and he was five months younger than me in the household registration. In fact, it was the aunt's intention. Maybe she wanted to cover up this matter. At that time, I received Jiesheng He told me this and met with me, and we didn’t think there was anything wrong. He started a company five years ago, when he was still in college, and his uncle and aunt gave him all Later, he came to seek my mother's support. My mother did not refuse, after all, he was my own son."

Xu An seemed to be able to guess what he was going to say next. Is this an emotional entanglement caused by a property dispute?

Jiechu said: "Jiesheng is doing everything to get his mother's attention, maybe he is acting like a baby, maybe he wants to ask for more. Later, his mother refused to support his company twice. With the current scale of his company, he should be satisfied. But he wasn't satisfied."

"What did he mean by bringing me in?"

"Your aunt can't accept your life. She is trying everything to save you. Jie Sheng is cooperating with her. I don't know what the purpose is?"

"Maybe my aunt promised her that if she married me, she would marry a gold mine."

Jie Chu smiled, "You are a gold mine? Where do you start with this?"

"I don't know either. I didn't know before Jiecheng told me. I'm so poor that I just lost my job."

Jie Chu took out a business card from his pocket, "I'm glad you left his company. This is the business card of a friend of mine. You may consider working in his accounting firm."

"Thank you, these days, it's easy to do things if you have a relationship." Xu An took the business card without hesitation.

"You don't get involved in my family's affairs. The relationship seems to be easy to sort out. You don't need to thank me. If you have any questions, you can call me. Treat me as your friend."

"friend?"

Jie Chu nodded affirmatively.

Xia Fengshu confirmed that the old lady was Xu An's grandmother, because she saw Xu An's aunt behind the old lady.

Grandma leaned on a crutch, and it seemed that her right leg was not very convenient.There is a reason for my aunt to walk behind. My uncle moved an old-fashioned wicker chair and placed it in front of the balcony in the living room. Grandma sat down there, not looking at Xia Fengshu, but looking at the scenery outside the balcony. "This house is a good buy. The orientation is good and the scenery is good.”

Xia Fengshu became transparent. In this home that did not belong to her, facing the head of the Xu family, she hugged Xiao Miao, and there was no room for her.

But she couldn't rush out the door. After all, Xiao Miao was in her arms. She couldn't understand the pressure in front of her. Instead, she felt happy that there were more people in the family. She wanted to catch Xu An's aunt. Obviously, she knew the person who took care of her.

My aunt pretended not to see it.

Xia Fengshu didn't want Miao Miao to suffer indifference, and carried the child back to their hut, just like they hid when they first came. About an hour later, Xu An came back, Xia Fengshu didn't make this call, it was her aunt who called. of.

Calling grandma, Xu An looked around for Xia Fengshu's mother and daughter, and found it. Xiao Miao was playing on the bed, Xia Fengshu was sitting on the floor, and Xu An opened the door to startle her.

Without saying a word, Xu An closed the door, and the affairs outside the door were waiting for her to deal with. She hadn't seen grandma for a year and a half since she left home in a fit of anger.There are very close things in my heart that I want to say, but I can't say them.

"I want to live here and tidy up a room for grandma." Grandma said with a natural attitude.

There are only two rooms, of course grandma lives in Xu An's room.

That night, there were four people sitting at the dining table. Xu An picked up the chopsticks and put them down and said, "Don't eat, there are still people." She pulled Xia Fengshu out of the room, let her sit in her seat, and hugged Xiao Miao by herself. He took another chair and sat down, "Grandma, she is Xia Fengshu."

Grandma ignored her, and Xu An also ignored her, and used chopsticks to pick up vegetables for Xia Fengshu.

Xia Fengshu's hands were shaking, she didn't dare to take the chopsticks, she was afraid she wouldn't be able to hold them.Xu An skillfully holds the child with one hand and eats with the other.He urged Xia Fengshu to say, "Why don't you eat?"

Xia Fengshu hugged Miao Miao, she didn't want to live in this room like a ghost, only to be seen by Xu An.

"What are you doing?" Xu An raised his voice.

Xia Fengshu didn't answer, she couldn't open her mouth to speak, she just went back to the room and started to pack her things.Enough is enough!She has no idea of ​​getting angry with Xu An, Xu An has a reason to leave her, because of her betrayal again, the infidelity of the body cannot be compensated by the integrity of the soul, Xu An's attitude at this time is completely due to the situation, with her Personality, will definitely resist the pressure of the family.However, Xia Fengshu couldn't accept this kind of care, let alone let this resistance witness their poor love.That's it!Undercurrents are coming from all directions, their love has no place to die, they just come one by one, maybe they can handle it, but Xia Fengshu is unable to deal with it like this, and can only surrender.

Suddenly hearing the sound of crumbling dishes coming from outside, turning around to look, Xu An pushed a table of vegetables to the ground, causing a mess all over the place.Xia Fengshu was astonished, never expected that Xu An would be so presumptuous in front of grandma.Xu An turned on all the lights, "Xia Fengshu, where are you going?"

"Do I have to stay here?" Xia Fengshu was also angry, she didn't want to do such a performance with her in front of Xu An's family.

"Can't my grandma live here?"

"I didn't say no."

"Then why are you moving?"

"I……"

"Is there no place to live without you? My family is here, why are you so angry? You are too domineering a woman."

Xia Fengshu couldn't speak, and Xu An tied her to a crime that did not belong to her based on the facts.She was arguing, but Xia Fengshu couldn't fight back.

Grandma put down her chopsticks and watched her granddaughter circling in the living room.My aunt wanted to speak, but was stopped by my grandma.

"You can't go anywhere, that matter is not over yet." Xu An pointed at Xia Fengshu fiercely and said.

"Xu An, are you sensible?" Xia Fengshu naturally understood that she was referring to Qin Youtao's incident.

"That's how I am."

Xia Fengshu pointed to a place of garbage and asked, "Is that how you are?"

Xu An smiled coldly, "Without you, I would just live like this!"

Xia Fengshu shut the door with a bang.

Xu An breathed a sigh of relief, and turned to look at grandma. "You are welcome to live here, but she cannot leave."

"What does grandma eat?"

"I ordered takeaway." Xu An called a restaurant he was familiar with, quickly ordered a few dishes, and then began to clean up the garbage on the ground.My aunt wanted to speak again, but was stopped by my grandma.After a while, the takeaway was delivered, Xu An left a portion for Xia Fengshu, and shared the rest with his family.

The rheumatism in grandma's right leg was so severe that most people would be in a wheelchair, but she refused.My aunt was worried that she would live here, worried that Xu An would not take good care of her, and even more worried that grandma would be angry.Everyone has seen Xu An's attitude today, and she can't be expected to make Xia Fengshu stay away because of her grandma's poor health.The aunt was very angry with Xu An.

The door of Xia Fengshu's room was closed, and Xu An could only sleep on the sofa in the living room.

At night, Xia Fengshu had to come out to warm milk for Miao Miao.Xu An quickly jumped up from the sofa and supported the kitchen door, staring at Xia Fengshu's face and said, "Who said, Xu An, I love you, don't leave me?"

Xia Fengshu shook her hands, and the hot water in the thermos scalded her fingers.

"I promised you, I promised at that time, don't you remember?"

"What are you talking about? Afraid I'll leave? That's all you have to offer." Xia Fengshu put the thermos bottle away, and gently shook the bottle.

"Aren't you going to leave?"

"I have this plan..."

Xu An grabbed Xia Fengshu's arm and cut her off. "Say it again."

"I'm moving out." Xia Fengshu was in pain next to him, Xu An's hand strength was not as strong as a man's, but it made her feel distressed. "OK?"

In silence, Xu An gradually relaxed her arms, she had to agree to this decision, and this decision made her feel so embarrassed. "Just go out to live temporarily, and when grandma leaves, you will move back."

Xia Fengshu understood her mood, and gently put his arms around her body, pressing his face against hers.

At this moment, both of them are troubled by a sense of powerlessness. Facing life, they are helpless and can only maintain their love in an evasive way.Then, where is the end of retreat?They didn't know what to do.

When Xu An's hand touched Xia Fengshu's back, Xia Fengshu asked, "Did you forgive me?"

Xu An understood that she was referring to Qin Youtao, and immediately lowered his arms, "No, I didn't..." He didn't say a word, drowning in sobs.Xu An felt aggrieved, but let Xia Fengshu hug him without any promise.The phrase "I can't let you leave me" stuck in her throat, and she didn't dare to say it for fear of tears coming out.