the other side of the fireworks

I had nothing to do, no car was driving, but I opened my eyes early, the little alarm clock didn't go off today, and it turned over on the blanket on the floor.Her mother was wiping the floor, and when she knelt on the ground, the curve of her back was like a graceful smile, with both sides turned up, full of tenderness.

The face is beautiful, but also cold.Even when looking at the small alarm clock, it is not always with a smile.

Xu An walked barefoot on the floor that had just been wiped, leaving footprints one by one.

Xia Fengshu patiently wiped it again.

Xu An made a cup of strong coffee and drank it on his own. It felt a bit bitter. Usually this concentration is just right. Is it because he went to bed early yesterday?All taste buds open?

"Where's your car?" Xia Fengshu finished wiping the floor and was washing clothes.

Xu An was startled, "None of your business."

"Can't you cover yourself with better language?"

"Why should I cover up, I won't drive the car, what?"

Xia Fengshu sighed, "What are you going to do if you don't drive?"

"None of your business!" Xu An was irritable.

"Of course it matters. If your tree can't get the shade, I have to move it."

"The house won't collapse, and it doesn't matter if I lose my job."

"Property fees, sanitation fees, water and electricity fees, do you want me to share?"

"Don't you see anything but money?"

"What I see doesn't matter, what you see matters."

"What do you mean?"

"Even if you only have yourself in your eyes, it's time to plan for yourself."

Xu An was wandering on the street, the sun was so hot that her face was sore, she went into an ice shop, and just ordered a mango ice, when it started to rain again.

It doesn't matter if you don't want to be awkward.

I didn't even eat breakfast, and the cold pulp went down my stomach, which made me feel very uncomfortable.

Songs that Xu An didn't like were playing in the store, the kind of love songs that were neither sweet nor bland, it was very boring to listen to.Grab a magazine at random, don't read the text, just look at the pictures.

When the rain was about to stop, she walked out of the ice shop and stopped in front of a "US" clothing store. This kind of store has customized services, and she can put the words or pictures she wants to write on any clothing to express her love A wish or a long-lasting wish, or a feeling of hatred.Any wish, good or evil, can be expressed through this.There was a hat in the window, a black jazz hat with small brims, and two unique XX on the hat. Xu An went in and bought it, and went out wearing it.Laughing while walking, Xia Fengshu, the meaning of the abbreviation of your surname and I is really extraordinary. Too many words in life are replaced by this. , and even swear words.

Xia Fengshu and I are XX, we cannot be a pair of XX in an upright manner.

Suddenly, Xu An understood that the source of her troubles was still Xia Fengshu. Although she didn't want to get entangled, the tree that Xia Fengshu planted in her heart had not been removed by the roots.Meeting her again is like meeting sunshine and rain again, and the tree grows again.

She didn't resent Jiecheng for teasing her for being a lesbian, at that moment, what she worried about was how Xia Fengshu would react to such teasing.Probably, she left because of this!And I still can't have her.

She vented her anger on her aunt, and her helpless act made her face up to her own pain.

She can't get what she wants, even if it's close at hand.

Xu An fiddled with the two XX on the hat, sobering up.

She called her uncle and asked for a taxi, but the uncle gave it to her without saying anything.

When Xu An returned home, he threw the key heavily on the coffee table, as if he was afraid that Xia Fengshu would not hear him.

"Xia Fengshu, I heard that you don't plan to stay in this city forever."

Xia Fengshu put down his book and looked at Xu An in confusion.

"This sentence is not a lie!" Xu An asked while leaning against the door.

"What do you want to say?"

"Before you leave, you have to live here forever." Xu An took off his newly purchased hat and fiddled with it, "I want you to live the happiest life, and you only have one happy life in your life. In the future, when you leave I miss it wherever I go, and when I think of it, I have to wash my face with tears and regret my life."

"Who inspires you? Makes it hard for you to make this kind of decision."

"It's easy for a woman like you who is abandoned by men to feel happy. It's not difficult at all. You have to remember that even if you betrayed me, I still extended a great helping hand to you in your most difficult time .”

"Leaving aside whether you can do it or not, have you ever thought about whether a ruthless person like me knows how to be grateful? What if I let you down again?"

Xu An scolded XX in his heart, but still said indifferently: "Then I'll take you..."

Xia Fengshu smiled contemptuously.

Xu An said: "...'s child is taken away as retribution. How?"

Xia Fengshu stood up and pushed her, then closed the door heavily.

Xu An laughed wildly outside the door. Obviously, she had the upper hand.

Live well, even if the purpose is not good enough.

Coming back to the Internet, the Velociraptor immediately appeared with a long series of exclamation points.

Xu An replied with a string of Xs.

The living habits are the same as before, Xia Fengshu is like a newly bought sofa in the house, and Xu An is used to her existence.Occasionally, an unfriendly conversation ensues.

"Eat the leftovers."

"Why do you let me eat leftovers?"

"If you don't put it in your stomach, just put it in a garbage bag, and you can carry it downstairs and throw it away."

"Tch, I don't care, you want me to do housework for free."

Xia Fengshu hugged Tong Xiaomiao in one hand, and wiped the glass on the balcony with a rag in the other, "I want to be clear, I didn't eat your food for nothing, I bought the food, and I cooked the rice."

"amazing."

"Even leftovers are better than the garbage in your room."

"Tch, you wouldn't use this method to improve my living habits."

"Watching you eat leftovers can give me a sense of happiness. Don't you want me to be so happy that I regret it? Xu An?" Xia Fengshu glanced back at her, and Xu An was very annoyed by his playful tone.

Xiao Miao doesn't cry so much anymore, and Xu An's biological clock is about to return to the past.After staying up all night playing online games, the scene of the BOSS crashing to the ground flashed back in his dream, and suddenly he heard a voice that was colder than the BOSS: "Wake up!"

Opening his eyes, Xia Fengshu stared at her with a plain face.

"Crazy!" Xu An cursed.

"Help me look after Xiao Miao, I'm going to buy vegetables." Xia Fengshu pulled Tong Xiaomiao's stroller to Xu An's bed.

"None of my business!"

"Don't swear at my daughter." Xia Fengshu kicked Xu An's ass, and walked away.

Tong Xiaomiao was silent for about 30 seconds, then spoke her language one by one, and after a few minutes, she began to babble and cry.The small alarm clock worked again, Xu An got up, stared at her and said, "Why are you crying!"

Xiao Miao sneezed and woke up Xu An completely.

"We have to pay the property fee." Xia Fengshu said while washing his face.

"Pay it, how much?"

"One thousand three hundred and four in half a year."

Xu An, who was facing the game, took out her wallet, and there was only more than 500 yuan in cash in it. She threw the card to Xia Fengshu and said, "You go and pay it."

"It's not my card." Xia Fengshu looked at his face in the mirror, his chin was pointed, did he lose weight back to his original weight?

"It's not mine either, use it if you have money." The card was given to Xu An by his aunt, and Xu An didn't know how much money was in it, only that he would never spend it all.

"Whose?"

"You care? It's none of your business?"

Xia Fengshu walked up to Xu An's desk, patted her forehead, his hand was cold, Xu An was startled, "You want to drive me away, tell me why you use your aunt's money to humiliate me."

Xu An sneered, "It's strange, you live and eat here for nothing, and even emphasized your self-esteem with me."

"First of all, I'm not free. Secondly, you want me to come back to live. Why can't I have self-respect?"

Xu An was speechless.

Xia Fengshu looked at her unscrupulously, as if he wanted to see her embarrassment fully.

"Okay, I'll give you money, Xu An's money, money that won't hurt your self-esteem." Xu An pushed her away and continued to stare at the monitor, but his mind was churning with things that had nothing to do with the game.