the other side of the fireworks

Xu An didn't stop chasing Xia Fengshu. The colder Xia Fengshu was, the more intense she became. This incident made her partly divert her attention from the game.

Until Xia Fengshu pointed to the dinner on the table and said to her: "Eat them all, and I will leave."

Xu An didn't say a word, the food was swept away, and then looked at Xia Fengshu confidently, she thought she had won the victory.Xia Fengshu did leave, but he just walked back to the bedroom from the dining table.

Xu An felt that she was being teased, which made her furious. She grabbed Xia Fengshu's arm and dragged her from the bedroom to the living room, and then pushed her out the door. close the door.

Silence, hearing the sound of the wind flapping the window screen, Xu An knew that Xia Fengshu was still standing outside the door, and if she could, she would never open that door.

But no, soon, Tong Xiaomiao's babbling cries broke the silence, Xu An's anger had been pushed out of the door, she opened the door weakly, Xia Fengshu leaned against the door, the aura of nowhere to hide made her feel Xu An couldn't face it.

Xu An didn't drive them away again, but her silent and gloomy face expressed her disgust for Xia Fengshu without hesitation.

This was unbearable for Xia Fengshu.

Disgust hurts more than unfeeling, especially those who have loved each other.

To this day, Xia Fengshu dare not stand in front of Xu An in the name of love, just be a friend who depends on others!But when Xu An replaced anger and those harsh words with disgust, Xia Fengshu's heart was cut with a knife, and she found that she couldn't bear her love to become so unbearable.

Miao Miao's physique is weak, and the indoor temperature should be kept around 24 degrees, otherwise she will catch a cold easily.During the dog days, Xia Fengshu didn't dare to turn on the air conditioner, so he opened the door of the north bedroom to keep it ventilated. Fortunately, Xu An's house is transparent from north to south, and the wind direction is convective, so the room is very cool.Xu An has the habit of turning on the air conditioner. When the temperature is above [-] degrees, she simply doesn't leave the car. Instead, she turns on the air conditioner at home to watch TV and play games.Potato chips and ice coke are served on the sidelines. My aunt dare not criticize this kind of life when she comes.

Today is no exception, the air conditioner is turned on to 18 degrees, the French windows of the living room are closed, Xu An finds out the DVD, and plans to enjoy her LCD theater on the sofa first.

Xia Fengshu came out of the bathroom and said, "Can't you turn on the air conditioner first? I'm bathing Miao Miao."

Xu An snorted through his nose, "None of my business."

"She catches a cold easily, and it turns into pneumonia when she has a fever." Xia Fengshu politely asked.

"This is my house. Do I need to ask you what to do? I'm afraid I'll get sick and move out of here. The sooner the better." Passing these words through his teeth, Xu An focused on watching the movie.

Xia Fengshu took Miao Miao out of the tub, wrapped it in two towels, walked quickly through the living room, and returned to the bedroom, closing the door tightly.

Xiao Miao was quite happy babbling, and when Xia Fengshu put her on the bed, she turned over lively.Generally, children will turn over in three months, but young seedlings only turn over once in five months.He was so happy that Xia Fengshu didn't know what to do.By six months, ordinary children could sit up, but Xia Fengshu didn't dare to hope that his sickly daughter could sit up.Seeing her daughter's liveliness now, it seemed that the heart that had just been stabbed twice by Xu An didn't hurt so much anymore.Xia Fengshu quickly changed into small clothes for her daughter, put on the talcum powder, and the room was very stuffy with the door closed, so Xia Fengshu fanned her daughter sweating.Xiao Miao loves to laugh a lot today, and her giggling made Xia Fengshu happy.

Xu An made the living room like a fresh-keeping compartment of a refrigerator, and turned off the air conditioner when she felt cold.

In the evening, Xia Fengshu was cooking in the kitchen, and Xiao Miao sat in the cart and looked at her mother at the door of the kitchen, not knowing what to say, but Xia Fengshu talked and laughed with her daughter as if she understood.

Xu An closed the door tightly, she was afraid of these voices.She was afraid that these voices would change something.She doesn't want to change!

Dinner was settled with potato chips and biscuits, and Xu An had a great time playing the game.It hasn't been so smooth for a long time. The newcomer named Velociraptor in the alliance is very powerful, and her cooperation is perfect, meeting gods and gods, meeting ghosts and ghosts.It was so cool that Xu An wanted to jump into the monitor and kiss that guy.

At two o'clock in the night, the elite boss will show up again. Xu An goes to the toilet, washes his face, prepares cigarettes, and drinks a cup of coffee.The Velociraptor came, and they rushed into the hole one after the other, killing the two enemies first without any explanation.Along the way, I met several members of the League, shouted and rushed in together.Those who are not deeply involved in the game will not understand the thrill of fighting and conquering. She and the Velociraptor quickly exchanged fighting methods, the screen vibrated violently, and the boss came out.Xu An excitedly grabbed the mouse, and suddenly heard a heavy knock on the door. For a moment, she thought it was the voice in the game, "Xu An, Xu An!"

"Damn it." Xu An cursed, but didn't intend to talk to her at all.

The door opened, Xia Fengshu said anxiously: "Can you take me to the hospital? Xiao Miao has a high fever!"

"It's none of my business." Xu An yelled, and ignored Xia Fengshu. The boss's powerful lethality had already cost her half of her blood. If it wasn't for the Velociraptor protecting her, she would have died a long time ago. The big boss she has never been violent before!

Happy time always flies by quickly. Xu An, who had killed the boss for the first time and got the equipment, went offline contentedly. It was already four o'clock in the morning. When he walked to the bathroom, he remembered about Xia Fengshu and pushed him away. The door of their bedroom was empty, and an inexplicable uneasiness welled up in their hearts, which was quickly swept away by intention, "I should be able to sleep peacefully tomorrow." Xu An muttered, sleeping with his head covered.

The sun rushed in through the gaps in the curtains, and Xu An felt that his butt was smoking, so he slowly got up.It's been a long time since he slept so peacefully. Although his head still hurts and his throat is still dry, Xu An felt very satisfied. After washing his face in the sink, he suddenly realized that it was only nine o'clock.Inexplicably annoyed, the trade union for a few days was timed by that child crying.The room was quiet, could it be that the mother and daughter haven't come back yet?

Pushing open the door, it was as empty as last night. Xu An looked at their room for the first time. The bed was a little messy. It was obvious that Xia Fengshu hurried out and didn't have time to tidy it up.Except for a crib, I didn’t buy any furniture. I placed a bookcase and a writing desk in front of the window. There was a stack of books on the desk. They were all judicial books. There was a baby carriage in the corner, and there were milk bottles and pacifiers on the bedside table. Milk powder, there is an aroma in the room, which belongs to the aroma of babies.There is a wooden photo frame on the other bedside table. In the photo, Xia Fengshu is holding the child and smiling. Is that a smile?It's just that the corners of the lips are slightly raised.Is there anyone in the world who is so stingy with his smile?Yes, it is Xia Fengshu.Xu An stood in front of the closet feeling lost. The room was like an empty box with a soul, and she was locked in it, unable to move.

The doorbell rang, and Xu An went to open the door with relief. Before opening the door, she thought, forget it, she didn't bring the key.

It's a pity that it wasn't Xia Fengshu who came in, it was my aunt. "I see your car is downstairs." The aunt walked into the house with big bags and small bags, "Oh, this house is so clean, Xiao An, have you had breakfast yet?"

"No." Xu An's heart was empty for some reason.

My aunt quickly noticed the change in the north bedroom, "Who lives in this room!"

"friend."

"There are children."

"She lives here with her children, and helps me clean up the room and cook when she is free." Xu An said this sentence very smoothly.

"How long do you live, who is it?"

"Oh, don't ask, it's none of your business."

The aunt put a question mark in her heart, but didn't ask any more questions. She made breakfast for Xu An and wanted to go to the north bedroom to see what happened, but Xu An walked over and closed the door. "This is someone else's private space."

"I'll help clean up."

"No need to tidy up, no one is tidier than her."

"You child, your words are becoming more and more impolite." The aunt was also angry, and she was not as respectful and tolerant to her own mother as she was to Xu An. "Then I'm leaving, give me a set of keys here."

"Nothing superfluous."

"There are six sets in total. You can't keep aunt shut."

"Then you should make a phone call before you come."

After her aunt left, Xu An collapsed on the sofa, and a thought instigated her, so she called Lan Weiqing, "What does Xia Fengshu mean!"

Lan Weiqing was a little startled by this question, "What's the matter? I can only go back at night, can we talk about it when I go back?"

"She, she disappeared, where did she go?"

"What?" Lan Weiqing had lost her voice.

"Anyway, anyway, I can't find her."

"Is no one answering the phone?"

"I didn't call, why should I call her?"

"Damn it, I'll give it a try."

Listening to the sound of hanging up, Xu An fiddled with his mobile phone leisurely, and he will know the news of that person soon.

Within 5 minutes, the phone rang again, and Xu An deliberately waited for it to ring twice before answering.

Lan Weiqing's voice obviously stabilized, "Well, she's fine, she's in the Maternity and Infant Hospital."

"Oh." Xu An pretended not to know.

"Xu An, don't you know that she took the baby to the hospital in the middle of the night?"

"I...how do I know." Half a year's life as a sister made Xu An get used to lying.

"You'd better not know, it would be too inhuman if you knew it and ignored it."

Xu An unnaturally took off the legs hanging from the back of the sofa, "What do you mean by that?"

"It's nothing interesting, Xia Fengshu said, she moved out of your place immediately, I'll go back and help her move tomorrow."

Xu An was startled. "Yeah?"

"I hang up first."

"Wait, wait a minute. When will you move?"

"Afternoon, I'll be back in the morning."

"There's no need to be in such a hurry. You can move after you have a rest."

"Oh, the brilliance of human nature shines in your words, Comrade Xu An, if you still have human nature, please replace me and send the baby's milk powder bottle diapers in Xia Fengshu's house to 3, Building 412, Inpatient Department of Maternal and Infant Hospital Ward. If it’s not too heavy, bring a coat for Xia Fengshu.”

Xu An paused and said, "That, that's fine."

Xu An was a little unwilling to do something that she could have avoided doing. When she drove the car and parked downstairs at the Maternity and Infant Hospital, she thought about it and felt a little guilty when she promised Lan Weiqing to come here.

Guilty about what?Am I obligated to take her to the hospital?Xu An is still trying to be brave, maybe this will allow her to face it bravely.

This floor is full of children's patients, and it seems that there is more sunlight than other places. The crying sounds heard in the corridor seem to be contagious, spreading from one room to another, one after another, which is extremely ear-piercing.Xu An suddenly felt that the crying heard at nine o'clock every morning was simply a fairy tale.

What about the little alarm clock?With this in mind, Xu An found 412 and saw Xia Fengshu. She fell asleep lying on the bedside, her long hair tied up on her shoulders, and her face could not be seen. Only the awkward posture told Xu An that she Very uncomfortable.The little alarm clock didn't sleep, its bright eyes were open, a little hand was sucked into its mouth, its legs kicked off the quilt, and its little socks were crooked.Xu An looked at her, feeling like a giant.

giggle!

Xia Fengshu was awakened by a crisp laughter, first glanced at Tong Xiaomiao, then looked up at Xu An.Xu An hadn't seen that indifferent look for a long time.

"Well, Lan Weiqing asked me to deliver it." Xu An presented the canvas bag in his hand.

Xia Fengshu took it over without saying thank you.

But Tong Xiaomiao looked at Xu An and giggled again. Xu An wanted to find a mirror to see if there was anything on his face.Xia Fengshu took out the contents of the bag and returned the bag to Xu An.

"I'm not in a hurry to use it." When Xu An spoke, he obviously lacked confidence.

"I'm in a hurry to pay you back."

"Don't you even need to say thank you?"

"Xie Lanweiqing is ready, didn't she ask you?" Xia Fengshu's sharpness was the same as the first time he saw it.

Xu An was speechless.Tong Xiaomiao began to cry, Xia Fengshu hurriedly coaxed her daughter and said, "Baby is hungry, mommy..."

The mother and daughter were happy and happy, Xu An stood there for a while, then decided to leave.While picking up the bag, Tong Xiaomiao, who was suckling, suddenly giggled, spat the pacifier aside, and looked at Xu An with a smile.

"She, she likes me." Xu An leaned forward and stretched out a finger, wanting to touch Tong Xiaomiao, but he didn't dare to touch it.

Tong Xiaomiao's small hand barely grasped Xu An's fingertips, only then did Xu An realize that what she was looking at was not herself, but the baby bear T-shirt she was wearing.But the light touch of her fingertips was enough to distract her, and Xu An was shocked by that small force.

Xia Fengshu ruthlessly pushed her hand away, picked up Tong Xiaomiao, and stuffed the pacifier into the child's mouth again.

Throughout the day, Xu An who was driving, Xu An who was waiting for red lights, Xu An who was eating, and Xu An who was playing games, looked at the fingertips held by Tong Xiaomiao from time to time.

The next day, Lan Weiqing came to move, and Xu An said, "Where are you going?"

"That's mine, it's due in more than a month."

"Oh, you admit it, Xia Fengshu's reason for coming here is not valid."

"It was Xia Fengshu's decision to come to your place. I wanted her to continue living with me, and I just moved out. However, she is under a lot of financial pressure and cannot afford the rent of 2000 yuan. I want to find a small apartment for her. , but she bumped into you."

"Why does she think I'll let her live here?"

"You know this better than I do."

"I don't know. If you told me this in advance, I might agree. But just living in like this, I feel cheated and teased again."

"Come on, the name Xia Fengshu can't even be mentioned in front of you, will you agree to her living in?"

"Is your way right?"

Lan Weiqing smiled wryly, "I thought that based on your emotional foundation and the painful encounters with each other, you would cherish each other and support each other."

"Do I need her support?" Xu An suddenly raised his voice, as if her heart was agitated.

"Please look in the mirror, Xu An, are you normal?"

Xu An paced in front of the window, "What's wrong with her, why was she abandoned? She still has a child."

Lan Weiqing once again said that she knew, although not all, but enough for Xu An to understand Xia Fengshu's suffering and awaken her pity, "Xia Fengshu said that she would not live in this city for too long, once Xiao Miao's body It's better, she doesn't get sick so easily, so she takes her away, and during this time, she tries to save food and money as much as possible."

"Why are you leaving?"

"I don't know, I didn't ask, because I know that answer must be very painful. I can't help that much, so it's better not to ask."

"Pain." Xu An chewed the word.

Lan Weiqing started to pack her things, Xu An said, "Actually, it's okay for her to live here."

"Why are you talking about this kind of person now?"

"Is it late?"

"I see she's made up her mind."

"Tell her that I will let her live."

Lan Weiqing glared at her, called Xia Fengshu, hung up within 20 seconds and said, "She said no."

"Hey, he even kicked his nose on his face. Didn't I see that child as pitiful?"

"Xu An, even if Xia Fengshu didn't say anything, I can imagine how mean you said to her, otherwise she wouldn't make such a decision."

"Do you want me to apologize to her?" Xu An showed an expression of disbelief.

"No, she can just move away."

"She is like this, self-centered, she doesn't think about children?"

"You have the ability to tell her."

"Just go." Xu An put on the baby bear T-shirt and went out. Lan Weiqing stood there dumbfounded, not knowing whether to clean up