So you are bad!

Your feelings are not pure fans' feelings towards idols at all. "

"I like you because I want to be with you. When you kiss me, I don't feel disgusted at all. Instead, I feel nervous, shy, and even happy. I know I'm abnormal, but I can't control it. Control the way I look at you. I am afraid that you will see through, I am afraid that you hate me, so I can only hide it all. I thought you would never know it in my life, and I thought I would never let you know it in my life. However, you misunderstood me and Uncle Leng, I feel very sad. I wanted to escape from you who looked at me like that, but when you appeared at school, I found that I couldn’t escape at all. I miss you, I go crazy I want to see you. When you asked me to go to your side, I hoped that it would be your sincere words. I know that you have a purpose, but I still promised you. "

"Because I want to stay by your side, I want to be hugged and kissed by you. Even if all of these are punishments for me. I thought I could just stay by your side like that. It wasn't until Li Xin came back that I realized that I didn't have any love at all. There is no possibility. When you used me to take revenge on Li Xin, I was actually in more pain than him. Every time I hurt, it seemed that my heart would stop beating. I wanted to tell you more than once my feelings for you, but Li Xin begged Me, he begged me to leave you. He said he didn't have long to live, he said you were his last wish. I...I couldn't bear it, how could I fight with a patient, how could I put a hopeless People are cornered again. So... I have no choice but to leave you. Because I am afraid that I will not be able to hold on seeing you with him, so I can only hide. "

It turned out that he really went through so much suffering, Leng Huangxi braked and stopped the car to the side of the road.If he had known that it would be such a painful process, he would rather not have known.

"So, you got 'broken heart syndrome' because of me?" If the answer is really yes, Leng Huangxi probably will never forgive himself.

However, he saw Ning Cai shook her head.

"It's not you. I should have had this disease two years ago."

"You mean, after your parents died?"

"Well. Actually... I never told you that I was there when the car accident happened. I even saw the person who hit my parents with the car. But, I can't remember, I can't remember anything. As long as As soon as I remember, I have difficulty breathing. For a while, I was even afraid of seeing lights, and I also received psychological treatment in the hospital for more than a month. But it didn’t work, I just couldn’t remember it, and I couldn’t cry.”

Seeing Ning Cai shaking his head desperately, Leng Huangxi hugged him into his arms.

"If you can't think about it, don't think about it. No one blames you, and no one forces you. Idiot, it's all over!" Leng Huangxi comforted Ning Cai, finally calming him down.

He let go of Ning Cai.

"What about you? How do you know?"

"How I know is not important, the important thing is that I didn't know too late. Otherwise, I will miss you." Leng Huangxi couldn't bear to see Ning Cai cry again, he held Ning Cai's face in his hands, Looking at him with gentle eyes, hoping to convince him and give him strength.

Going through the mental journey I have experienced again, it turned out to be the same feeling, not more painful, but a feeling of sudden awakening.Looking back at those feelings of anxiety and doubt in the past, they can be seen so clearly now.Ning Cai thought, maybe from the first day he met Leng Huangxi, he fell in love with him.It's just that he didn't see his heart clearly until now.Looking at Leng Huangxi's no longer indifferent eyes, Ning Cai understood that his feelings finally had a response, and it was no longer just something he wanted to bury in his heart. From then on, no matter the pain, this man would be with him To experience together, to bear together.He no longer needs to be sad alone, even if he cries, he finally has a hug he can rely on.

Yes, it doesn't matter anymore.How you know it, how you like it, really doesn't matter.He only needs to believe in it all the time, feel the love that Leng Huangxi gave him, and repay him the same or even more love.

Ning Cai tried her best not to cry, this is a happy thing, he can't shed tears.