So you are bad!

But I won't do that anymore.I also promise you that no matter what I encounter in the future, I will face it with you. Whether I am happy or sad, I will never hide it from you again.I want to be like you said, in front of you, you can cry when you want, laugh when you want, and act like a baby.However, it may take a little time, please be patient and wait for me, okay?I promise, you won't have to wait too long. "

"Okay, I'll wait for you. Wait as long as you want. But, my little idiot, if you don't get me something to eat, I'm afraid I won't have the strength to wait."

"Ah? Oh. I'm sorry, I'll cook it for you now. Is tomato and egg noodles okay? Do you want to add vegetables?"

"You decide. I'll take whatever you want, even if it's poison."

"What nonsense are you talking about? I won't give you poison. You just sit and wait for a while, and it will be fine soon."

"Ah."

Leng Huangxi sat down in the dining room, watched Ning Cai enter the kitchen with instant noodles, and soon got busy with his dinner.Seeing Ning Cai's concentration on chopping and washing vegetables, he suddenly felt that he and Ning Cai had lived together for a long time.Under the light, Ning Cai looks peaceful and natural even though he is busy. He is like a picture scroll, so beautiful that it is unreal.Leng Huangxi thought that he just teased him to call him "wife", now it seems that he really has a virtuous "wife".

However, the person who made Ning Cai so gentle, kind, virtuous and sensible is no longer in this world.Leng Huangxi couldn't imagine the pain Ning Cai experienced when she lost her dearest relative.Before that, he must be a precious son held in the hands of his parents and loved by his parents. After experiencing such a huge change, how much suffering and suffering should he have suffered, so that he can still work hard and be strong like today live.However, such a strong man was defeated because of his selfishness, his anger, and his cruelty.Leng Huangxi suddenly didn't dare to think about whether Ning Cai shed more tears for him than for his dead parents.It is he who made a strong person become so worried about gains and losses and become so fragile.

Thinking of this, Leng Huangxi was only filled with remorse and infinite distress.Seeing Ning Cai preparing dinner for him in the kitchen, he wished he could rush over and hug him tightly.With that in mind, he did the same.Leng Huangxi was no longer just waiting foolishly, he stood up, feeling an inexplicable excitement in his heart, just in that mood, it was as if he saw the person he had been waiting for for a long time, and besides hugging him, he would never look for him again. Nothing can express his mood at this moment.

But he still walked carefully and walked behind Ning Cai pretending to be extremely calm.Probably because I cherish it too much, it will appear timid instead.

"Why did you come in? The smell of oily smoke is very strong here, you go out first, and soon..."

Ning Cai's words made Leng Huangxi unable to restrain himself anymore, he grabbed Ning Cai and hugged him tightly in his arms as if he had found a treasure.Ning Cai was frightened by this sudden hug, he was still holding a spoon in his hand, afraid of getting Leng Huangxi's clothes, he could only raise his hand foolishly.

Leng Huangxi tightened her arms and hugged him even tighter.

"Ning Cai... I'm sorry!"

As soon as Leng Huangxi spoke, Ning Cai froze.He didn't know why Leng Huangxi suddenly apologized to him in a proper way.However, when he heard Leng Huangxi's voice, he felt something was wrong. Was he... crying?But why cry?

"Ning Cai... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." Leng Huangxi's crying voice rang in his ears again, and Ning Cai even felt some cold liquid dripping into the back of her neck.

Is Leng Huangxi really crying?Ning Cai suddenly panicked, he hurriedly wanted to break away from Leng Huangxi's arms, and wanted to see what was wrong with him, but Leng Huangxi didn't let him escape and hugged him even tighter.

"Leng Huangxi... what's the matter with you?" Ning Cai asked worriedly, and her heart ached even more.Why is such a strong man suddenly so sad?Did you think of the past?

"Why don't you blame me for all the bad things I've done to you? Do you know that as long as I think I've made you sad, I'd like to kill myself. How...how can I be such a bastard, How could I not be aware of your intentions at all. I am the real fool!"

Hearing Leng Huangxi's self-reproach, Ning Cai finally understood the reason for his sadness, it was because she felt sorry for herself.Ning Cai suddenly felt her eyes were a little wet.

That's enough, that's enough.It is enough for Leng Huangxi to hold him in his arms now.

"Leng Huangxi... I don't blame you. I really don't blame you! On the contrary, falling in love with you is the most precious experience in my life, and I have never regretted it. Promise me, don't say 'sorry' to me again Those three words, if you feel sorry, then tell me 'I love you', okay?" Ning Cai touched Leng Huangxi's back with one hand, stroking him gently, as if comforting him.

Leng Huangxi let go of Ning Cai, saw Ning Cai's eyes were full of tears, and suddenly regretted that he shouldn't be like this, how could he have forgotten that what can make Ning Cai hurt and cry is his pain.

"Ning Cai..."

"Ok?"

"I love you!"

Tears welled up in Ning Cai's eyes suddenly. He didn't want to cry, but he just couldn't help it.He didn't know how long he had waited for this sentence.He thought that he would never hear Leng Huangxi say these words to him in his life.At that moment, in Ning Cai's world, it was as if the sky was full of wind and snow, the sun pierced through the clouds, the ice and snow melted in an instant, and his world finally blossomed.

"I know." Ning Cai looked at Leng Huangxi, showing a moved smile. Leng Huangxi looked at his contented appearance, and wiped away the tears on his face with distress, then took his face and kissed him .That kiss seemed to be extremely cherished, without a trace of passion or desire, only endless love and pity.As if it was not just a kiss, but a promise, an oath, a seal.

If it wasn't for the fact that the instant noodles were still boiling in the pot, Leng Huangxi would definitely not have ended with just one touch.He let go of Ning Cai, Ning Cai opened her eyes and looked at him silly.

"Idiot, if I keep kissing, I probably won't have to eat my dinner."

"Ah!" Ning Cai blushed and hurriedly turned around to turn off the fire.While taking the bowl and taking the noodles out of the pot, he was annoyed at his loss just now.He was a little disappointed because Leng Huangxi didn't kiss him, what happened to him?

Chapter [-] [Firefly]

Ning Cai cooked for Leng Huangxi several times, but Leng Huangxi never ate.This time, he almost watched Leng Huangxi finish his cooked noodles, but he moved his chopsticks instead.

"Why don't you eat it? Do you think my bowl tastes better? Then I'll trade it with you!" Leng Huangxi pushed his own bowl to Ning Cai, who almost ate his bowl, and Ning Cai shook her head.

"Just seeing that you are finally willing to eat what I made makes me feel very happy."

"You're happy like this? Then you're going to cook for me for the rest of your life, won't it bother you?"

"Cooking for the person you like, why would you feel bored?" Ning Cai was a little embarrassed, she lowered her head and just focused on eating noodles.

"When I was young, the old man left me and us at home after he went abroad. At that time, my mother was only thinking about how to win back the old man's heart, and she had no time to take care of me. Basically, I was brought up by Su's mother. Every time I leave school When I got home, Mama Su would cook and wait for me. Sometimes when she had no time to cook, I would cook instant noodles by myself. After eating, I would go to the room alone to do my homework. At that time, I felt that there was nothing better than instant noodles. It’s delicious. However, after eating for a long time, it will lose its taste, or even be boring. But at that time, I couldn’t do anything except instant noodles, and I couldn’t even hold a knife for cutting vegetables. When I was ten years old I was met by my mother in [-], she said that instant noodles are not nutritious, and I have never cooked instant noodles by myself since then. Those days when I cooked instant noodles secretly by myself seemed to have become the deepest secret in my heart. Together with Bury him with unrealistic expectations for the old man." Leng Huangxi's tone was flat, as if he was talking about something unrelated to him, but Ning Cai felt distressed when he heard it.

"Then I'll cook it for you every day from now on." Ning Cai blurted out the same sentence, and after finishing speaking, he felt that Leng Huangxi said that it was not a matter of regret not being able to eat instant noodles. He saw Leng Huangxi smiled and felt a little embarrassed .

"I mean, cooking for you every day won't make you hungry. It won't make you eat instant noodles alone."

"Okay. As for me, I will be responsible for making money to support the family, and you will be responsible for washing and cooking. Wow, are we going to enter the married life in advance? Oh, no, it is a married life."

"I'm telling you seriously, why are you talking nonsense again?"

"What I said is very serious. Ning Cai... If it is possible, I hope that the first person I meet is you, so that I won't become like today, and I won't miss you for so long. "Leng Huangxi held Ning Cai's left hand that was placed on the table, and made another affectionate confession.Ning Cai was about to feel embarrassed again, how could this person seize the opportunity to speak sweet words.Who said that he is indifferent and can't speak nice words.

"No, you are fine now. And... If you met me earlier, maybe I wouldn't be tempted by you at all. Some things are hard to say. So, it's not too late for you to meet me now. "

Leng Huangxi thought about what Ning Cai said, and felt that it was not unreasonable.Meeting him earlier doesn't mean he'll fall in love with him. He and Ning Cai are destined to meet at that time and place, and every minute and every second may change the direction of the plot.This kind of thinking of "sorrowing spring and autumn" is really not what he should have.

"Speaking of which, I never know, since when did you like me? Was it after you met me? Or before that?" Leng Huangxi put down the chopsticks in his hand, and a bowl of noodles was almost settled, and he also basically I'm full.So he began to question Ning Cai.Although he already knew more than half of it, he still wanted to hear from Ning Cai how he fell in love with him.And, most importantly, he has to make sure that Ning Cai is really his little fan.

When Ning Cai heard Leng Huangxi's question, she felt nervous for no reason.He buried himself in his noodles, intending to avoid this question.Leng Huangxi didn't urge him, just folded his arms and waited for him to finish eating, and it wouldn't be too late to talk when the time came.

Ning Cai finished eating the noodles in a few strokes, he looked up and thought that Leng Huangxi was going to give up, but seeing Leng Huangxi still had an expression of "no hurry, talk slowly after you finish eating".He swallowed, then picked up the bowl and drank the soup.

"Finished?"'

"I...I'm going to wash the dishes." Ning Cai stood up awkwardly, put away the bowls and chopsticks in front of Leng Huangxi, and walked towards the kitchen.Lengshuang Huangxi pulled him back.

"You have an injury on your hand, and it hurts when you touch the dishwashing liquid. Leave it there until your sister-in-law comes back to wash it." Leng Huangxi took the bowl from Ning Cai's hand and brought it into the kitchen, put it in the sink, and left out.

"But……"

"Let's go, let's go for a walk, I think the air here is not bad. You are more familiar with this place, is there any good place to watch the night scene?"

"This is the countryside. There are no night scenes to see. However, there is a place you will definitely like. I just don't know if it is still the same now."

"I'll know if I go and have a look. Let's go!" Leng Huangxi took Ning Cai's hand and walked out of the house. Ning Cai hesitated, but followed.

There is a hill behind Ning Cai's house, and there is only one cobblestone path leading to the hill.The two walked on it holding hands, listening to the sounds of various insects in the grass beside the road, they seemed very comfortable.

"This road was paved by my father. My mother liked to go to the hills to draw pictures. My father was afraid that she would fall, so he went to the river outside the village to pick a lot of pebbles and came back to pave this road. When I was young, every In summer, our family of three always go back to the hill to enjoy the shade, and sometimes we just set up a tent directly on the hill, and we sit together in it, looking at the stars in the sky. My mother always holds me in her arms and tells me Fairy tales, my dad was right there, humming a nice song until I fell asleep. On summer nights, there would be a lot of fireflies on the hills. I loved catching them when I was young. But I couldn’t catch them once. How about once? Yi Yi caught one lying on the ground, but was scared to tears by its ugly appearance. After that, I didn’t dare to come to the hill for more than a month.” Speaking of this, Ning Cai herself felt a little funny.Leng Huangxi heard Ning Cai share these childhood memories with him, and suddenly felt as if he had participated in Ning Cai's past. All the way, he imagined Ning Cai running on this road when he was a child. It's smiling, it looks beautiful and cute.

"Unexpectedly, you are even afraid of fireflies." Leng Huangxi was afraid that Ning Cai would recall sad things when he recalled the past, so he deliberately teased him.

"At that time, I didn't even know that the fireflies that crawled on the ground were the same kind as the ones that flew in the sky. The ones that crawled on the ground were like caterpillars, and they were particularly disgusting. I was only a few years old at that time, so of course I would be afraid." Ning Cai defended himself.

"Then are you afraid of cockroaches, mice, these things?"

"No. I'm not a girl, why am I afraid of that kind of thing. However, I am afraid of spiders because I was bitten when I was a child."

"Spider? I've only seen that kind of creature on TV and in textbooks. Spiders can also bite people?" Leng Huangxi really didn't know.

"Of course. But your family has been rich since you were a child, so how could there be such a thing in the house you live in. So, it's normal that you haven't seen it. I'm not like you, I'm a young master. I was very naughty when I was young. Running all over the village. Being bitten by a spider, it was also out of curiosity that I took a stick to it."

"I really didn't see it. I thought, when you were a child, you must have been a good baby. You were small, with a pair of beautiful big eyes, eyelashes always flickering, and your hair was very soft. Every day, you dress neatly It’s neat, carry a small schoolbag, go to school on time, go home on time, and then do your homework seriously, help your mother wash the dishes after dinner, and never make noise when you sleep. I thought you should look like this when you were young.”

"Then you know now, aren't you particularly disappointed?"

"No. No matter what you look like, I like it." Leng Huangxi fondled Ning Cai's hair and said softly.Ning Cai blushed and lowered her head to kick the stones under her feet.

"Let's go. How far is it?"

"Hey, it's here. See that street lamp above? It's there." Ning Cai pointed to the end of the steps, where an old street lamp stood there, emitting a dim light. Leng Huangxi looked at it, There is an illusion of going back to the old days.

"There are a total of 21 steps here. My dad named it the Stairway to Happiness. He said that as long as you walk through this step with the person you like, you will be blessed. When I was young, many lovers in our village would come here. " Speaking of this, Ning Cai seemed a little excited.

"Why is it the 21st step?"

"Because my mother was 21 years old when my father and mother got married. My father said that being able to marry my mother was the happiest thing for him. That's why he paved the way."

"It seems that your father really loves your mother."

"Well. They're the happiest and most loving couple I've ever met. I always thought so, but..."

"Since you have believed in it for 20 years, don't change it. Ning Cai, there is no one right or wrong when it comes to emotional choices. Maybe your parents are hiding something from you, but they love you, and you are living happily, right? ?So, don’t worry about what other people say. Just believe what you have always believed.” Leng Huangxi interrupted Ning Cai, knowing that he was still brooding over the past 20 years ago.

"Let's go. Since it's the ladder of happiness, let's take a walk together." Leng Huangxi held Ning Cai's hand tightly and stepped on the first step. Hesitating, followed his footsteps.

Dad, Mom.Did you see it?Now, I am walking this road with the person I like, you guys will definitely bless us, right?We will be happy, right?

"Ning Cai..."

"Ok!"

"No matter how hard and bumpy the future is, I will accompany you through the rest of the journey. I will hold your hand like this and never let go for the rest of my life."

When he climbed the last step, Leng Huangxi had just finished speaking. He looked at the fireflies flying in the grass in front of him.At that moment, he seemed to understand why Ning Cai's father paved such a road. It turned out that as long as he finished walking, he would really see happiness.

"Wow. It's fireflies! I didn't expect there to be any more." Ning Cai was a little excited. He pulled Leng Huangxi across a flat field and stepped into the grass.Ning Cai looked up at the night sky, the stars and the flying fireflies almost merged into one.He was looking down for Ning Cai, who had already let go of his hand and caught fireflies in the grass.He had a smile on his face, so happy, so innocent.He seemed to see Ning Cai when he was a child, and his heart was agitated.

Here, it seems that there is really a magic that makes people go back to the past.

The fireflies flew a little high, and Ning Cai couldn't catch them even when he jumped to catch them, but he still enjoyed it.Leng Huangxi stood behind him like that, and he felt that Ning Cai at this time was like a fairy who had fallen into the mortal world, so beautiful that people couldn't breathe and dared not touch her.

"Ah, I caught it, I caught it." Ning Cai's excited and joyful voice came from the empty grass. Leng Huangxi watched him turn around and ran towards him step by step with his hands in his hands. He couldn't help but want to open his eyes. Open your arms and embrace this beautiful person.But he didn't, he just stood quietly, waiting for his little lover to run towards him laughing.He is ready for everything, if he falls, he will rush to catch him immediately, and he will not let his little lover get hurt even a little bit.

"Stretch out your hand." Ning Cai ran up to Leng Huangxi and asked him to stretch out her hand before she could catch her breath.Leng Huangxi smiled and stretched out his hand, spreading his palm, waiting for the gift his little lover wanted to present him.

Ning Cai slowly spread her palms together, put the firefly in Leng Huangxi's palm, and then helped Leng Huangxi fold her fingers.

"My mother said that fireflies, like shooting stars, can fulfill people's wishes. Now, I give my wish to you. Can you fulfill it for me?"

"What is your wish...?" Leng Huangxi and Ning Cai stood facing each other, looking from a distance, they were both as beautiful as a picture scroll.Leng Huangxi is like a handsome god in the sky, while Ning Cai is a kind and pure little angel.

"My wish is, I hope that Leng Huangxi can be happy, not get hurt, not sad, not have hatred. I hope he can be happy."

Ning Cai spoke very seriously, her big eyes were as bright as stars.Leng Huangxi smiled slightly, then spread his palms, and the caught fireflies flew away.

"Idiot, why are your wishes all about me?" Leng Huangxi plucked the leaves from Ning Cai's hair, and then took him into his arms.

"...My happiness is you."

Ning Cai hugged Leng Huangxi back, he felt extremely happy.

Bugs are still chirping, fireflies are still flying, stars are still twinkling, and happiness will continue forever.

That long hug seemed to have passed for a century. No matter how the world changed, no matter how the world changed, they would embrace each other tightly until the world withered and died forever.

Originally, Leng Huangxi planned to follow Ning Cai's words, but he still didn't listen to what he said.However, it doesn't matter. Questions such as "how to like it" and "why to like it" seem to be completely unimportant in front of the already owned one.

Under the dim street lights, Leng Huangxi hugged Ning Cai and sat on a bench.Summer nights are very quiet.Ning Caiyi was in Leng Huangxi's arms, with her eyes closed, enjoying the long-awaited warmth he had been waiting for.Leng Huangxi looked down at him, his long eyelashes projected on his clean and fair face, like an elf doll in a fairy tale.

"Leng Huangxi..."

"Ok?"

"Can you sing for me?" Ning Cai raised her head, met Leng Huangxi's gentle gaze, her heart softened, and her tone carried a hint of coquettishness.

"Okay, what do you want to hear?"

"Whatever. As long as it's your song, I'd like to listen to it." Ning Cai leaned back on Leng Huangxi's chest, and rubbed it coquettishly.

Leng Huangxi was silent for a while, brewing in his heart, and then said softly:

to such a blue moon

All my thoughts fly to you

(Here the prince sings an English song)

……

Ning Cai listened quietly, Leng Huangxi's singing voice was very soft and gentle, just like whispering in the ear, and she narrated the uninterrupted affection in the lyrics with full of affection.

Although he didn't quite understand the meaning of the lyrics, he knew that this must be a beautiful love song.It was the song that Leng Huangxi only sang to him.Ning Cai suddenly wanted to cry, but it sounded like such a happy song.Perhaps, he never thought that one day, his idol would become his lover, and then he would sing only for him.

After singing a song, Leng Huangxi looked down at Ning Cai again, only to find that he had fallen asleep.He raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, lowered his head and kissed the corner of his eyes lightly.

"Baby... from now on, don't cry anymore." Leng Huangxi whispered softly, feeling very distressed.

He gently hugged Ning Cai, his movements were careful and gentle.Ning Caiyi was in his arms, she didn't wake up at all, but fell asleep soundly.Leng Huangxi hugged him and walked down the steps step by step.

Uncle Ning, Aunt Ning, don't worry.I will take good care of Ning Cai, and I will make him happy.

It was late at night, the fireflies began to rest, and the stars began to disappear. Only the bugs continued to play, and the dim street lamp at the end of the steps refused to close their eyes.

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Mo Zhi's broken thoughts:

This is Momo's favorite chapter so far!

Chapter 110 [Fans]

The weather in summer is weird, if you say it is windy, it will be windy, and if you say it is raining, it will rain.

Leng Huangxi woke up to the sound of rain. As soon as he opened his eyes, he subconsciously looked at the person in his arms, but he didn't see Ning Cai.He immediately became more than half awake, got out of bed and hurried downstairs, thinking that Ning Cai would be in the kitchen, but there was no one in the kitchen.

"Ning Cai? Ning Cai?" Leng Huangxi stood in the living room and shouted, but no one responded.He panicked for a moment, opened the door and rushed out, regardless of how heavy the rain was.Unexpectedly, as soon as she rushed to the yard, she saw Ning Cai walking back holding an umbrella.He still had a bag in his hand.

Seeing Leng Huangxi standing at the door soaking in the rain, Ning Cai panicked and ran over with her umbrella.

"How do you..."

"Ning Cai, won't you say something when you go out? Do you know how nervous I am when I see you disappear?" Before Ning Cai could finish speaking, Leng Huangxi roared angrily.Ning Cai was a little stunned by fright, and Leng Huangxi pinched his shoulder until it hurt a little.

"I'm sorry, I thought you must be exhausted after carrying me back last night, so I didn't have the heart to wake you up. I...I just want you to sleep more." Facing Leng Huangxi who suddenly became angry, Ning Cai couldn't help it feel a little scared.When Leng Huangxi gets angry, it really makes people feel timid unconsciously.He almost thought that they were back to the way they used to be.

Seeing that Ning Cai was a little scared, Leng Huangxi realized that he had acted too much. He was a little annoyed, because he couldn't manage himself well, not because he said he would never yell at him again.

"Hold...Sorry, I...I didn't mean to yell at you. I was just worried that something would happen to you. Ning Cai...I didn't control my emotions, right..."

"Don't say it. It's not that you don't say those three words. It's normal for you to be angry. I made you worry. I won't do it in the future. Don't blame yourself! I just went to buy breakfast. You ate it last night So little, I’m afraid you’ll be hungry. Although, you said you don’t eat breakfast, I still want to buy it for you.”

When Ning Cai said this, Leng Huangxi regretted it even more.He looked at the bag in Ning Cai's hand, feeling sorry for the little fool.When he came yesterday, he noticed that the nearest shop was ten miles away. This idiot had a foot injury and it was raining. He ran so far just to buy him breakfast.How early does he have to get up?

"Stupid, don't do these stupid things for me in the future, do you know?"

"You... are you not angry anymore?"

"You ran so far to buy me breakfast, I feel so bad that it's too late."

"Sorry, I made you wet. Go inside first."

"No, go directly to the car. I have to go back early today, and I have a schedule in the afternoon."

"Oh, that's fine." The two walked a few steps under the umbrella, and Ning Cai exclaimed, "No way. I can't leave now. There is still one thing I haven't done."

"what's up?"

"Xiaoxue, please ask me for your autographed photo."

"What do you do with that kind of girl's request? Leave her alone!" Leng Huangxi didn't want to see Lin Xue in the first place, so how could he agree to give her an autographed photo.

Ning Cai grabbed Leng Huangxi's clothes.

"But... I have already promised her. Can't you just treat it as signing for me?"

"Idiot, her mother treated you so well, and you still promised to help her?"

"I... If you don't want to, then forget it. Let's go." Ning Cai was a little disappointed, how could Leng Huangxi bear to see him like this.

"Forget it. I really lost to you! Let's go, little idiot!" Leng Huangxi took Ning Cai's hand and walked back, Ning Cai couldn't help laughing, he knew that Leng Huangxi couldn't bear to refuse him .

Back in the house, Ning Cai found a dry towel to wipe Leng Huangxi's head, and then went upstairs to get those photos.

"Well, there are only a few, and they will be signed soon." Ning Cai handed the photos and pen to Leng Huangxi, and sat down opposite him.Opened the Xiaolongbao bought back, picked it up with chopsticks and fed it to Leng Huangxi's mouth.

"Take a look, the buns in this bun shop are delicious." Speaking of delicious food, Ning Cai couldn't restrain her excitement.Leng Huangxi looked at the steamed bun by his mouth, but did not open his mouth.

"Ah... I forgot, you don't eat such greasy things in the morning. I should have bought bread." Ning Cai was about to take back the chopsticks when Leng Huangxi suddenly grabbed his hand, and then opened his mouth to eat That bun.

"I didn't say no to eating."

"How about it, isn't it delicious?"

"Hmm. It's okay." In order not to disappoint Ning Cai, Leng Huangxi had no choice but to cater to him.In fact, it's not that he doesn't eat greasy things, but he can't eat them.If he eats something too greasy before driving, he will feel sick and want to vomit.It's just that he didn't want Ning Cai to be unhappy, and he didn't want to waste the breakfast he had traveled so far to buy.

After signing the photo, Leng Huangxi also ate about three or four buns.

"Signed. Let's go!"

"Wait a minute." Ning Cai pulled a tissue, stretched out her hand and wiped Leng Huangxi's mouth naturally.Leng Huangxi was a little dazed, shouldn't he be the one to do this kind of thing?

"Okay, let's go." Ning Cai put away the lunch box, threw it into the trash can, and went out happily.I just obeyed his wishes, so he is so happy?Like a child, giving a candy is very satisfying.

The two got into the car, and soon the car left the small village.When the car slowly drove out of the small county town, Ning Cai felt a burst of sadness in her heart.When will you come back next time?Maybe one two years, maybe countless two years, maybe never come back.

"Wake up so early, sleep a little longer?"

"En." For some reason, Leng Huangxi felt that Ning Cai's answer was particularly weak.Intuition told him that Ning Cai is very unhappy now and needs to be relied on.

"In the future, as long as you want to come back, I will accompany you back. So, don't be sad, have a good sleep. "

Ning Cai was surprised that Leng Huangxi saw through his thoughts so quickly. He turned his head and saw Leng Huangxi's worried eyes. Then he leaned over and kissed Leng Huangxi on the cheek without thinking much.Because it was so fast, Leng Huangxi didn't even respond, and the kiss disappeared.

"Thank you." Ning Cai smiled, that kind of smile was kind of cute.Leng Huangxi thought, if he wasn't driving now, he would definitely grab Ning Cai and give her a good kiss.

Ning Cai closed her eyes for a while, really unable to fall asleep.He sat up again, looked at Leng Huangxi, and wanted to do something sooner.

"Why don't you sleep? Are you sleepy?"

"Hmm. Can't sleep!"

"Then shall I play a song for you?"

"No. I like to hear you sing it yourself."

"In that case... why don't you tell me how you fell in love with me?"

"You really... want to know?" Ning Cai asked hesitantly.

"Hmm! I really want to know."

"Okay. Since you want to know, I'll tell you. But after I tell you, you also have to tell me how you know I like you."

"OK!"

Ning Cai cleared her throat, but still hesitated.

"Actually... I am also your fan. Two years ago, my parents passed away. I was very sad. I came here to study alone. I felt that I was helpless, and I felt very wronged. I planned to give up several times. , until one time, two seniors took me to your concert. Maybe you won’t believe it, and you think it’s strange that a boy would fall in love with a star. But it’s just that one look, just that one look, and I fell into it .When all the lights dimmed, I looked back and only saw you under the spotlight. Once you played the piano, I couldn't move my feet. From your piano sound, I heard your tenderness, and Missing someone. I cried when I listened to it. But it was not sad, but moved. I never told you that my dad was actually a piano teacher. He often played the piano to me when I was young. I also I don’t know how to describe it. Anyway, I felt like I was standing on the edge of a cliff at that time, and I might fall into the abyss at any time. However, it was because of you, your piano sound that pulled me back. Since then, I I started to pay attention to you silently, and after every nightmare, as long as I hear your songs, I feel very at ease."

"And then? Then I found out that you didn't actually worship me? But you liked me?"

"At that time, I didn't feel that my feelings for you were special. I just thought that you rekindled my hope, just like reading a book or watching an inspirational movie. It just gave me a new understanding of life. Compared with idols, I think you are more like my belief. I don’t expect to touch you, and I don’t fantasize about meeting you one day. You are like me A secret in my heart, I don’t want to share with others, I just want to hide you quietly in my heart. I don’t pay much attention to your movements, but I will listen to every song of yours, and I will not go to your tribe I will leave you a message, and I will not spend a lot of money to buy your peripherals, let alone send you gifts to express my love. I just want to support you, believe in you, and thank you in places you will never know. At first I didn’t understand, I thought it was actually a star-chasing. It wasn’t until I met you later that I realized that it wasn’t just that, it’s not so much a star-chasing, it’s better to say...a secret love. It turns out that I’ve always liked you, And I have liked you for two years." Ning Cai recalled that feeling now, and her heart was still sour and sweet.Originally, this was only something he knew alone, but now that he was able to tell Leng Huangxi so calmly, it felt like a time had passed, as if a lifetime had passed.That kind of forbearance, that kind of secret joy, that kind of anxiety, after boiling hot in my heart, sank deep in my heart, and finally returned to plainness.

"When I met you, I thought I would be calm, but it wasn't like that at all. I almost screamed with joy. Not because I met my idol, but because I actually met you. You were cold to me, I will feel unhappy, if you lose your temper with me, I will feel very sad. When you are close to me, I will be very, very nervous. When you touch me, I feel like my heart is going to jump out. At first I just saw I got to my idol, so I lost control unconsciously, until that time, when you questioned me with a photo, and then... kissed me, I didn't know, I'm right