So you are bad!

Leng Huangxi dragged his exhausted body, supported his head, turned around and prepared to go upstairs.If you don't go upstairs quickly, Ning Cai will see his unbearable appearance. It's useless enough that he can't even keep the person he loves most. He doesn't want to be seen by the person he loves most. It's a mess.

"Yes... I'm sorry." Ning Cai knew that an apology seemed superfluous at this time, but he felt that he should say something. If he didn't say anything, maybe he would never have the chance to talk to Leng Huangxi again. up.

Leng Huangxi stopped, then turned around, and walked back to Ning Cai.

"I'm sorry? You say sorry to me? You know that these three words are not what I want to hear. Didn't you say it? When you want to say sorry in the future, you can use other three words instead. How about it, do you want it now? Tell me about it?"

Ning Cai raised her head, recalling what he once said to Leng Huangxi: [From now on... If you want to say sorry, then use "I love you" instead...] What I said before, now I use myself On him, it was really ironic.

"I'm sorry..." But when she opened her mouth, Ning Cai could only say these three words.

"If you really feel sorry for me, then you agree to my last request. As long as you agree, I will accept your apology."

"What... request?"

"Be my last lover, tonight...stay with me!"

"No, I..." Ning Cai almost refused without thinking, but after seeing Leng Huangxi's disappointed expression, he couldn't bear to say it.He has hurt him so many times, is it true that he can't even agree to his last request?Moreover, he used "request" instead of "request". He was clearly begging him to agree and begging him not to refuse.However, if he agrees, he is afraid that he will not do well, and he will even be greedy for that warmth, and he will be reluctant to leave in the end.

People who have already broken up should not be entangled anymore. If this continues, it will only make the two of them more painful.

Seeing that Ning Cai hesitated, Leng Huangxi knew that he had already agreed more than half of it, as long as he took a little more offensive, Ning Cai would be captured without a fight.

Leng Huangxi took Ning Cai's hand, and gently pulled him in front of him. He looked down at him, with infinite tenderness and a trace of sadness in his eyes, which made Ning Cai unable to refuse him at all.

"Ning Cai, promise me. I swear we will be strangers after tonight, and I will never bother you again. One last time, let me love you one last time, okay? My plane tomorrow afternoon, I hope, in Before I leave here, the last person who stays with me is the person I love the most."

Tomorrow's flight?So fast?In other words, after tomorrow, he will never see Leng Huangxi again, and tonight is the last time he will see him.If I hadn't come here, wouldn't I not even be able to see him for the last time?

"...Okay, I promise you." Apart from not being able to bear to refuse, Ning Cai also wanted to see if he could accept the current Leng Huangxi even with such a blood relationship.Moreover, after Leng Huangxi drank, he didn't feel at ease leaving him alone.After all, he was still reluctant, even still in love, otherwise he would not have come back, and he had slept for so long.Perhaps, in his subconscious mind, he was waiting for Leng Huangxi to come back, so he didn't leave for a long time.

No wonder Leng Huangxi called him "lying" and called him "heartless".A person who would deceive and ignore even his own heart is indeed an indifferent person.

"Is it cold? I'll get you a coat."

"No need, I'm not cold. You... you go take a bath first, I... I'll make you hangover soup." Suddenly returning to the previous relationship, Ning Cai felt that she couldn't get used to it, even though he had promised to be cold When Huangxi was his last lover, it was impossible for him to really be the same as before.The excuse to cook for him was actually because he was anxious to avoid Leng Huangxi, because he really didn't know how to face him now.

Ning Cai pulled out her hand and wanted to go to the kitchen, but within two steps, she was hugged from behind, and she fell into that familiar embrace, warm as ever.Ning Cai was a little frightened, and wanted to break free in a panic, but Leng Huangxi hugged him tightly and did not let go, and lowered his head, resting his chin on Ning Cai's shoulder, leaning his head on his neck, smelling the smell of his hair. The aroma and the hot air from time to time made Ning Cai so excited that she didn't dare to move at all.

"Ning Cai, did you promise me to stay because I drank alcohol and worried that I would do something that would hurt me like last time?" Leng Huangxi closed his eyes, feeling the real existence of the person in his arms.

Ning Cai was shocked again, as if he was thinking something in his heart, no matter how deep he hid it, he couldn't hide it from Leng Huangxi's eyes in the end, and he was seen through at a glance.Is it because he really doesn't know how to cover up, or in front of Leng Huangxi, all his covers will become invisible?

"Don't worry, I won't do that kind of stupid thing again. Do you know? I woke up that day and found that you were gone. I looked for you like crazy, but I couldn't find you. You put the ring and The phone was returned to me, and I didn’t even know where to find you. I called your name in the rain, knowing that there would be no response, but I still hoped that you could hear me, and then suddenly appeared in front of me, Tell me you were kidding me, you didn't leave me, you didn't leave me alone. Afterwards, I was tired of shouting and running. I wanted to go back to the house, but I was afraid, I was afraid that I would go back to the house Come to find out that I would go crazy without you, so I lay in the yard so that if you came back, I could see you at a glance. However, you didn't come back until I was sick and hospitalized with a fever. That's when I knew , you really left me, and no matter how sad I am, you will never come back, just like when I was abandoned by my parents when I was a child, just like Li Xin left me at the beginning, no matter how I beg you, you will finally I still have to leave. Therefore, I will not do that kind of thing of looking for death and life again, because even if I die...no one will feel sorry for you." Leng Huangxi did it on purpose, he said while observing Ning Cai's reaction.He just wanted him to be sad, to regret, to feel guilty, to know how much he couldn't live without him.For the first time, he was cruel to want Ning Cai to be in pain. It would be better if the pain was so painful that he could not breathe. Only then would he be willing to face his sincerity, and would not dare to say leave him easily.

"No... no... I... I..." Ning Cai was heartbroken, holding back tears and breaking away from Leng Huangxi's arms. He looked at Leng Huangxi with a thousand and ten thousand "I'm sorry" "I wanted to say it, but he knew it wasn't what Leng Huangxi wanted.And he also knew that once the injury was done, no amount of apologies could save it.

"Okay... why are you nervous? I don't blame you, don't cry, you know I don't like you crying. Ning Cai, since it's the last time, let's forget all the unhappy things and love each other again OK?"

forget?Can you really forget it?Is it really possible to act as if nothing happened, and then fall in love as before?

Leng Huangxi let go of Ning Cai and smiled softly.

"I'm hungry, can you cook for me? You can do whatever you want. I'll take a shower first."

"it is good……"

Watching Leng Huangxi go upstairs, Ning Cai dared to shed the tears that had been rolling in her eyes.Feeling tears running down her cheeks, Ning Cai reached out to wipe it away.

She thought she had cried enough, thought she was strong enough, but when she saw Leng Huangxi, nothing worked.After crying so many times, the tears still fall unconsciously, even he himself hates himself like this.Wiping away her tears in a hurry, Ning Cai walked to the kitchen.After leaving for less than a week, it feels so strange to come back here again. The kitchen utensils that I have held countless times in my hands are now extremely heavy just holding a small knife.It's not what it used to be, is that what you mean?

As soon as Leng Huangxi went upstairs, he returned to his room and went straight into the bathroom.Without taking off the clothes, turn on the water to the maximum, stand under the shower and shower from head to bottom.The water was very cold, but no matter how cold it was, it couldn't be as cold as the rain that day, and no matter how cold it was, it couldn't be as cold as his heart now.

Feeling that he was almost flushed, Leng Huangxi turned off the water. He walked to the mirror, looked at himself who was drenched and looked extremely embarrassed inside, and smiled triumphantly.

"Ning Cai...you shouldn't come back, and you shouldn't agree to stay. Do you think...you can leave if you stay? Do you think...do I let you go for the fourth time?"

After coming out of the shower, Leng Huangxi didn't change into clean clothes, but put on a bathrobe directly.He didn't even wipe his hair, even though his hair was still dripping with water, he walked to the bed, picked up his cell phone, and made a call.

"I want you to do something for me..."

Ning Cai thought that Leng Huangxi must be only focused on drinking and didn't eat anything. Fearing that he would be hungry, she simply cooked a bowl of fried rice and a bowl of hangover soup.As soon as he served the table, he heard Leng Huangxi's footsteps going downstairs.

Leng Huangxi walked to the dining table with a towel in his hand, glanced at his dinner on the table, and frowned in displeasure.

"Why only one person?"

"I...I'm not hungry. You...you eat quickly. This is hangover soup, remember to drink it, I...I'll go upstairs first." Ning Cai didn't know how to get along with Leng Huangxi at all, he put down Bowls and spoons are eager to go away.Without even thinking about it, Leng Huangxi stretched out his hand and pulled him back, then took his hand, clasped his fingers tightly, pulled him to the sofa in the living room, handed him the towel in his hand, and sat down by himself. down.

"I have a wound on my hand, you wipe my hair."

Not to mention that Ning Cai hadn't noticed yet, as soon as he said Ning Cai, he went to look at his hands. There were indeed large and small deep and shallow scars on the two exposed arms, which were as shocking as the whip marks from before.

Ning Cai was startled, could it be that all these wounds were because of him?He said he would not do stupid things again, but why did he get so many wounds on his hands?

【Leng Huangxi, I'm sorry.Really sorry.It's because of me, it's all because of me that you became what you are now.sorry. 】

"Don't blame yourself, these injuries have nothing to do with you at all. Wipe my hair and dry it quickly before I can eat, or I'll be cold in a while."

Why do you know what I'm thinking when you turn your back to me?

Ning Cai raised her hand, and when her fingertips touched Leng Huangxi's hair, he was startled.

How can it be so cold? ... a shower with cold water?Didn't you say you won't do stupid things again?But why do you want to do this again?

Leng Huangxi, you did it on purpose.You do all of this... to make me regret and feel sad, right?

Ning Cai suddenly stopped while wiping, and paused for a few seconds before continuing.

White hair, at the temples, there are actually a few white hairs like silver threads.Leng Huangxi was only 23 years old, and he already had gray hair.Is this... also caused by him?How much harm did he cause Leng Huangxi?

"Okay. You go to eat, I'll take the towel up..." After almost wiping the moisture from her hair, Ning Cai put the towel away, turned around and went upstairs.Surprisingly, Leng Huangxi didn't hold him back this time.

Ning Cai went upstairs, and when she reached the door of Leng Huangxi's room, she didn't have the courage to push it open, stopped for a while, and finally put the towel on the flower stand next to the door.When she was about to go downstairs, Ning Cai stopped suddenly and looked back at the painting room at the end of the corridor.It was once filled with Leng Huangxi's feelings for Li Xin, and later filled with his love for Leng Huangxi.What about now?What has it become?

As if being drawn by something, when Ning Cai came back to his senses, he had already pushed open the door of the studio and walked in.

The room was as empty as before, except for the easel by the window, there was nothing.Ning Cai walked towards the easel. There was no canvas on the easel, but a picture book, and that picture book was the one he painted for Leng Huangxi.

After taking down the album, Ning Cai sat down on the stool beside her.Slowly opened, memories will also be opened.Every painting has a story, and every stroke carries his feelings for Leng Huangxi.If you are an outsider, you will be moved by your deep affection.She obviously loves him so much, why on earth did she want to leave him?

Ning Cai, are you stupid?

Turning to the end, when she saw the farewell picture, Ning Cai's heart was stabbed again.The sting was not because of the self in the painting, but a passage written in Leng Huangxi's handwriting under the painting:

[Little fool, come over if you want to care about me, don't just hide behind my back and cry.Maybe one day, you will want to leave me because you are afraid and not brave enough...but it doesn't matter, I will wait for you...wait for you to come slowly...]

Ning Cai covered her mouth suddenly, afraid that she would cry out.It turns out that you have long expected this day, and you have known that one day I will leave because of my timidity.Leng Huangxi...you are the idiot, the stupidest, most stupid idiot in the world.

"So you're here!" Leng Huangxi's voice suddenly sounded behind her, Ning Cai stood up in fright, and the album in her hand fell to the ground, and the photos in it also fell out.

"Why don't you go down? You don't want to stay with me? Are you... avoiding me?"

"No... no. I... I just..." Hearing that Leng Huangxi was a little angry, Ning Cai also became a little nervous, but he didn't know how to explain it, because what Leng Huangxi said was the truth.

Leng Huangxi walked up to Ning Cai step by step, and picked up the albums and photos that had fallen on the floor.Looking at himself in the album and the two people in the photo, he smiled self-deprecatingly.

"Ning Cai... You said, the first time I saw you, should I drive you out? Then we would not have any further stories. You said you don't regret falling in love with me... But what should I do? , I seem to regret meeting you now. You said that if I had been more ruthless at the beginning and didn't feel guilty for you after knowing that you liked me, now I...would I feel better?" Leng Huangxi said while holding his hands Ning Cai handed the photo to Ning Cai. Ning Cai took the photo with trembling hands. After seeing the person in the photo clearly, her eyes widened in shock.

It was a memory he had forgotten. When he saw those photos for the first time, Leng Huangxi kissed him punitively. It was also that kiss that made him understand his feelings for Leng Huangxi .

"Ning Cai, do you know why I can always guess your mind? Because everything you have is written in your eyes. No matter how much a person can lie, his eyes will never lie People. You thought you hid it well, but didn’t I find out in the end? Just like you now...you don’t want to part with me at all. Ning Cai...tell me...what is the real reason why you left me? I don’t believe you The love for me is so fragile, what is the real reason why you want to leave?" Leng Huangxi was not in a hurry, and said softly, asking persuasively.

He has never believed that Ning Cai is leaving him just because of their blood relationship, there must be other reasons, and he has always believed that the blood relationship may be just an inducement. The best opportunity and reason for Ning Cai to escape.

"No..." Ning Cai replied resolutely, but in Leng Huangxi's eyes, he was just trying to stay calm to cover up his panic.Fearing that Leng Huangxi would continue to ask, Ning Cai hurriedly changed the subject, "Have you finished eating? I'll go down and clean up..." Leng Huangxi saw that Ning Cai wanted to avoid him and run away again, and the anger he had suppressed for a long time was on the verge of erupting.With a big wave of his hand, Ning Cai was brought into his arms, and Leng Huangxi restrained him, preventing him from struggling.

"Why? Why do you always want to run away? Since you promised to stay, don't always avoid me and avoid me. If you feel that staying with me makes you so painful, why didn't you just leave Drop? Ning Cai...do you know how cruel you are..."

cruel?It is cruel!So, you will feel regret it!If you had known that I was such a person early on, maybe you wouldn't have kept me by your side at all.How disappointed should I be now?

You probably never would have thought that the person who said he couldn't live without you, in the end, left you behind.So, you're right, if you hadn't been soft on me in the morning, maybe we wouldn't have been in such pain.