So you are bad!

a dressing room.

As soon as Chu Yiman put on her makeup and was about to go out to take pictures, her assistant rushed in.

"What are you doing, being chased by a dog?"

"No. Sister Yiman, I just came out of the bathroom and saw the prince. He is coming this way now."

"What did you say? LEN? Why did he suddenly..." Before Chu Yiman finished speaking, the door of the dressing room was pushed open.Chu Yiman was so frightened that she quickly stood up, seeing Leng Huangxi's expression, she already understood why he came here.

"LEN...you, why are you here. I'm going out to take pictures right now, why don't you wait here..."

"Get out!!" Leng Huangxi gave Chu Yiman a cold look, and then ordered to Chu Yiman's assistant.

The assistant is also a person who knows how to read faces, and she doesn't want to offend the famous Leng Huangxi.He grabbed his bag and went out, not forgetting to close the door when he was done.

"Len, is there something wrong? Me..." Leng Huangxi squeezed Chu Yiman's chin, and with just a little force with her slender fingers, Chu Yiman's fragile mandible that had just undergone surgery can be pinched smash.

"Do you think I won't do anything to you because you're a woman? I let you go wild again and again, so you forget your own identity? Chu Yiman, I said don't come to challenge My bottom line, otherwise you will end badly." As soon as Leng Huangxi let go, he threw Chu Yiman to the ground.He casually picked up an eyebrow trimmer in the makeup box and walked up to her.

"I didn't want to argue with you at first, but you always seem to have trouble keeping your memory. You keep doing things that make me very uncomfortable. Since you have completely annoyed me this time, the accounts between us... have to be good. Forget it."

After Leng Huangxi finished speaking, he looked up at the camera in the corner of the ceiling and smiled coldly.He walked back to the dressing table, picked a glass bottle from a pile of cosmetics, picked up the bottle and threw it at the camera. With one hit, both the bottle and the camera fell asleep on the ground.

The loud cracking sound scared Chu Yiman to kneel down immediately.

"LEN, I was wrong, I was wrong, I promise I will never pester you again, never mess with Ning Cai again. You...can you let me go? Please...let me go..." Chu Yiman knelt on the ground and begged for mercy. Her temper as a young lady in the past was useless in front of Leng Huangxi.She and Leng Huangxi didn't get to know each other in a day or two. She knew exactly what kind of temper Leng Huangxi had and what methods he had.Resisting him at this time will only lead to a worse death.

"Let you go? Then who will let me go? You drove Ning Cai away from me. Do you think you have the right to ask me to let you go?"

"LEN, I was wrong. I didn't know he was so important to you, I was just jealous that he could get your love, I just wanted him to have a taste of not being able to get it, but... I didn't think he was really I will leave you." The murderous look in Leng Huangxi's eyes made Chu Yiman tremble with fright, she rushed over and grabbed Leng Huangxi's trousers, begging for mercy, completely disregarding her own image.

Leng Huangxi looked down at Chu Yiman, then squatted down.He grabbed Chu Yiman's neck and raised her head so that she could look at him.

"Are you jealous of him? What right do you have to be jealous of him? Chu Yiman, who do you think you are, do you think you have a little place in my heart? Don't dream, even if there is no Ning Cai, it can't be you .”

"Why? Why can't it be me? Obviously I knew you first, obviously I liked you first, and obviously the person by your side has always been me, why can't you see me? It was Li Xin at the beginning, Now it's Ning Cai again. They are selfish people who can abandon you for their own sake, and they don't deserve to love you at all." Chu Yiman was also unwilling. Although she was bad, her feelings for Leng Huangxi would not There are fakes, but I just want to get it too much, so I use unscrupulous means, but in the end I get nothing.

"Shut up!!" When Leng Huangxi was mentioned to the pain point, he grabbed Chu Yiman's neck hard with his hands, without any intention of softening his hands at all.For such an annoying woman, it would be best to die!

However, just when Chu Yiman was about to die, a sentence popped up in Leng Huangxi's mind:

[I just don't want you to become a bad person because of me...] That's what Ning Cai once said to him, I don't want him to become a more ruthless and indifferent person because of him.

Leng Huangxi let go of his hand abruptly, and Chu Yiman fell to the ground, coughing violently.

When did Ning Cai's words affect him to such an extent.At some point, what he Leng Huangxi decided would change because of Ning Cai's words.Even though they had separated, even though he hated Ning Cai in his heart, he still cared about his words and his thoughts.

It turned out that he was really, really, thoroughly trapped in "Ning Cai".He also thought that maybe he insisted on Yu Ning Cai just because his appearance just made up for many regrets in his heart, and he refused to let go just because his domineering monopoly had become a habit.It turned out not to be, he really loved him, wanted him, and wanted him to stay by his side for the rest of his life.That's why he didn't dare to tell him the truth, because he just wanted to keep Ning Cai selfishly.

Before coming, he thought of many ways to deal with Chu Yiman, but in the end, because of Ning Cai's words, he couldn't do anything, he couldn't do anything.He couldn't even draw Hua Chu Yiman's face, or even slap her.Leng Huangxi, who was once cruel, has become so soft-hearted because of Ning Cai.But it was him who had already softened his heart, who had treated Ning Cai in so many cruel ways in the past, which hurt him deeply.

After all, who is sorry for whom?What's wrong with Ning Cai leaving him.

"I warn you, if you dare to trouble him again, your fate will never be as simple as today!" Leng Huangxi threw the knife in his hand to the ground, got up and left.

He couldn't do it in the end, just like Ning Cai said, he couldn't become a demon, otherwise Ning Cai wouldn't like it.

Although Leng Huangxi was merciful this time, Chu Yiman definitely had reason to believe that Leng Huangxi was determined to strangle her just now.She didn't know why Leng Huangxi suddenly changed his mind and let her go, but she also understood that if there was a next time, Leng Huangxi would never give her another chance.

Chu Yiman didn't want to experience the feeling of being almost killed by the person he loved the most again.Even if she doesn't get Leng Huangxi's love, she doesn't want him to hate her anymore.Maybe, this is her fate, destined to fall in love with a man who doesn't love her, and can't fall in love with her.

Wang Zhichen got Ning Cai's ward number from the consultation desk, and when he went to look for it, there was no one in the ward just in time.He hesitated for a moment, then walked in.No one is better, as long as he is sure that Ning Cai is fine, he should leave as soon as possible.

There was only one bedside lamp turned on in the ward, and Ning Cai, who was lying on the hospital bed, looked a little pale under the light.Wang Zhichen walked over softly and slowly, and sat down beside his bed.After sitting down, Wang Zhichen realized that it wasn't because of the lighting, Ning Cai's complexion was really bad, even her lips were a little purple.

"Didn't you say it was just a cold? Why did you look so pale? Ning Cai... did something really happen to you? Why is Leng Huangxi not by your side when you are so sick? Did he not take good care of you?" You? Or did he do something to make you sad?"

Ning Cai in the dream seemed to have heard Wang Zhichen's voice. Hearing these words, tears overflowed from his eyes, ran across his cheeks, and dripped onto the pillow.

Wang Zhichen saw that Ning Cai was still crying in his sleep, and those crystal clear tears seemed to be dripping on his heart, which made his heart, which he had planned to seal, unconsciously ache again.He raised his hand cautiously and wiped away the tears from the corners of Ning Cai's eyes.

"Even if I love you again, your tears will only be shed for him alone. Ning Cai, I wish I was the one who made you sad. I even said that if he treats you badly , I will definitely take you back. But... I may not be able to do what I promised. I can no longer hurt Xiaoxia, and I can no longer do things that make him sad. So, so, no matter what happens, you You must be strong and live happily. Only when you are happy can I let go and go to Xiaoxia's side with peace of mind."

Wang Zhichen sat by Ning Cai's bed for a while and then left. Although he couldn't let Ning Cai go, he didn't want Xiao Yuxia to wait for him alone.As soon as he left, Ning Cai woke up, or in other words, he woke up when Wang Zhichen said those words.

Ning Cai opened her eyes and turned her head to look at the desk lamp. A fly flapped its tiny wings and flew around the light bulb in the lampshade. It didn't know what it was looking for, but it just flew and circled endlessly.

He suddenly felt how pitiful that little bug was, and couldn't bear to see it so tiredly chasing something that didn't belong to it, so he stretched out his hand and turned off the desk lamp with a "snap".

The room was instantly plunged into darkness, with only a little moonlight pouring in through the window sill. Ning Cai stared blankly at the dark ceiling for a while, then turned over, and closed her eyes wearily again.

Everyone has his own story, and at the end of the story, everyone has his own destination, which can neither be wrong nor changed, only to accept fate.

During the few minutes staring at the ceiling in a daze, Ning Cai kept thinking about a question: What exactly does he love about Leng Huangxi?Before falling asleep, he finally had the answer.Perhaps, like a moth to a flame, because it is greedy for the light and heat, it will jump over it without knowing the heights of the sky and the earth, even if it is self-destruction, there will be no complaints or regrets.Leng Huangxi is the light and heat he is greedy for, and he is just a moth looking for warmth.

If it's fate, then Leng Huangxi is his fate, and whether he falls in love with him or loses him, it's also his fate.

Since it is fate, then admit it.Anyway, now, except for his life, he has nothing to take away.

Time went to the middle of the night, and the moon was hidden in the dark clouds at some point, and the stars were also covered. After a while, it started to rain.It's just that the night is already deep, and there is no reminder of lightning and thunder. I am afraid that no one will notice the rain that fell in the middle of the night.Just like Xiao Yuxia didn't know when Wang Zhichen went back, let alone that Wang Zhichen sat beside his bed and watched over him all night; similarly, like Ning Cai didn't know that Leng Huangxi would come to his ward inside.

Since leaving in the morning, Leng Huangxi has been worried about Ning Cai's physical condition. After coming out of Chu Yiman's place, Leng Huangxi drove back to the hospital and drove around for a long time. Dare to show up.

The night was too dark, he couldn't turn on the lights, he could only find the bed by feeling, then stopped by the bed and stood for a long time.The night was too quiet, and Ning Cai's breathing was too clear, and Leng Huangxi could only deduce that Ning Cai was right in front of him based on this.Turn on the phone, find the edge of the bed by the light, and sit down.Looking at the sleeping person, Leng Huangxi's heart, which had been cold all day, finally warmed up in a corner.

"Little idiot..." Leng Huangxi called out softly, but there was no more to say.He just held up the phone with one hand to keep the screen from turning off, while the other hand froze in mid-air, unable to bear it or dare to touch it.His eyes were gentler than the disappearing moonlight, but also more lonely.He looked at Ning Cai, refusing to blink until his eyes were swollen and sore, then he withdrew his hand, turned off the phone, and got up to leave.

Suddenly, the corner of the clothes was caught.He stopped, and when he heard Ning Cai's voice, his defenseless heart collapsed in an instant.

"Hee..."

That babbling call was the softness in the deepest part of Leng Huangxi's heart.Leng Huangxi sat back and covered Ning Cai's hand, feeling cold for a while, feeling infinitely distressed.

【Ning Cai, I can't hate you, and I can't blame you.I resigned to my fate, from the moment I met you, I have resigned to my fate. 】

The rain was gurgling outside the window, Leng Huangxi hugged Ning Cai, whose hands and feet were cold, until dawn and the rain stopped.Faced with such a familiar warmth, Ning Cai thought that it was just a dream of his, and that he and Leng Huangxi in the dream could still sleep in each other's arms as before.

Chapter 160 [Looking Back]

When Ning Cai woke up, Leng Huangxi had already left.He sat on the head of the bed, touched the cold bed beside him, and felt a little dazed.

It turned out that it was really just a dream. People who had already said they hated him and would never forgive him would come back to see him.However, knowing that it was a dream, why did I still feel lost after waking up from the dream?Didn't he give up by himself?What's the use of being sad now?

Ran Ni took a day off today and made a very nutritious and nourishing soup at home for Ning Cai to send to the hospital.

"Sister Ni, this soup...is actually made for Xiao Xia."

Ran Ni laughed uncomfortably when the central matter was mentioned.

"Say...what are you talking about. This soup is just for you. Come on, you have to drink it up today. Look at how thin you are."

Ning Cai knew that Ran Ni would not admit it, so she changed her words: "But I don't have an appetite. Why don't you send it to Xiao Xia."

"Can……"

"Sister Ni, I know you care about me. But I really can't drink it. Since you have worked so hard, it can't be wasted, so you can send it to Xiaoxia."

"Then I'll save some for you?"

"No, I'll go get some food by myself when I'm hungry, so you don't have to think about me."

"Okay then, I'll send it over and come back."

"Ah."

As soon as Ran Ni left, Ning Cai got up to tidy up. She was admitted to the hospital suddenly, but she didn't leave anything behind. She made the bed neatly, folded the quilt squarely, and then went through the discharge procedures.He didn't like to owe favors, his illness was in his heart, no matter how long he stayed in the hospital, no matter how much medicine he took, if he didn't want to be cured, no one would be able to cure him.No matter how long it is to stay, it is useless. It is better to leave as soon as possible to save a sum of hospitalization expenses.

When we left the hospital, it was already drizzling.There was an old woman selling umbrellas at the entrance of the hospital. Ning Cai bought a black folding umbrella with the little cash she had on her body, and walked with it in the rain for a long, long time.

Just like after the fire accident, standing on the side of the street, he once again didn't know what to do.At the bustling intersection, there is a constant flow of vehicles and crowds, and even the time to wait for the traffic lights has become extremely long.Looking up, I saw a tall building across the street. On the huge LED screen, all the posters of Leng Huangxi were displayed in changing patterns.

Ning Cai suddenly felt relieved, a smile from the heart rippling on her lips.

You are the brightest star in the sky, I have been obsessed with you, I have loved you, and I have been closer to you; even if I am not with you in the end, the warmth and light I feel when I am close to you are enough for me to miss and remember Live the rest of your life.

Ning Cai spent a day thinking about everything. He went to the small building by car and stayed outside the small courtyard for a long time.The roses on the courtyard wall have begun to wither, and the red and pink petals have fallen to the ground, as if they are practicing for the upcoming passing of summer.He didn't hate Leng Jishan, nor did he blame him at all.But he couldn't recognize him as his father, just like he didn't come to recognize his son.In fact, it doesn't matter whether he has this kind of blood relationship, after all, he has been called "father" for more than [-] years, and Ning Zhiyuan is the only one.The reason why he can't admit it is because once they recognize each other, he must coldly recognize the fact that Leng Huangxi can no longer be his lover, but only his relative.

After leaving the small building, Ning Cai went to Huangyu again, the place where he lived for nearly two months, and came and went countless times, but this time he really wanted to say goodbye completely.

The yard was locked, which proved that the owner was not at home. Fortunately, when he left that day, he selfishly took a key to the house.Nothing in the yard has changed, but because the mood of the person appreciating the scene has changed, it adds a sense of depression and sadness.Follow the cobbled road to the pool.Every corner of this house seems to carry the memory of the story between him and Leng Huangxi, and wherever he goes, the past will automatically emerge.

Here, once, he threw himself into that person's arms desperately; also here, he pushed that person away desperately.The happiest and saddest moments happened here, and fate really likes to play tricks on people.

Stepping on the bluestone road under your feet, every step you take, the memory becomes clearer and clearer.That was the road that Leng Huangxi walked step by step behind his back, but today he can only walk alone.At that time, he laughed and called him his brother, but he insisted on refusing.It turned out that fate had long left a signal for what would happen in the future, but he was blinded by happiness, and if he couldn't notice it, he was doomed to escape.

After Li Xin moved out, Leng Huangxi changed the password of the house to Ning Cai's birthday.When he could still open the door after entering the password, Ning Cai felt a little unbelievable.He thought that Leng Huangxi should have changed the password long ago.

Put away the umbrella and stand by the door, open the door and go in, the curtains all around are drawn, and the empty hall looks a little dark.Ning Cai walked to the floor-to-ceiling windows and opened a half-meter-wide gap, allowing the light to come in and fall on the sofa in the center of the living room.Open the door of the cabin, unexpectedly neat and not messy.The big green frog puppet was sitting on the bed, smiling innocently.Ning Cai wanted to hug it again, but he couldn't, because there was nothing here that belonged to him.After closing the door, Ning Cai walked to the sofa and sat down.There was a large and a small box on the coffee table. When I opened it, it turned out that it was the mobile phone and ring he left behind that day, and they were still here.Turning on the phone and seeing the person on the screen, the tears he thought had dried up again gushed out of his eyes and dripped onto the screen.

It was originally a photo of Leng Huangxi, but now it has been replaced by a firefly in the dark.He knew what that meant. He had made a wish to him that he would be happy, and he had also secretly made a wish that they would never be separated for the rest of their lives.But now, his wish is impossible to come true.

Leng Huangxi changed the photo into a firefly, did he also want to make a wish?What is his wish, maybe Ning Cai is very clear.He held the phone tightly, held the ring in the palm of his hand, placed it on his heart, and curled up sideways on the sofa, weeping uncontrollably.

Ning Cai didn't expect that she would fall asleep crying and crying. When he suddenly woke up from the dream, he realized that it was already dark outside the window.He sat up in a panic, put the phone and ring back in place, and got up anxiously to leave.The moment Ning Cai opened the door, Ning Cai dropped the umbrella she was holding and looked at the people standing outside the door. He seemed to be sucked out of his soul in an instant, so he could only stand in the room stupidly, looking at Leng Huang. Hee, can't make any sound.

The two looked at each other for a long time, and neither of them gave in to the other first.Ning Cai watched Leng Huangxi's eyes change from shock to indifference to ice-cold, and he gradually regained his senses, with only panic in his eyes.

Why do you want to fall asleep?Why did you meet him at this time?Why did he come back by such a coincidence?Why let him see himself... so reluctant?He hated him already, and he didn't want him to hate him even more.

Leng Huangxi pushed open the door and walked in, forcing Ning Cai to have nowhere to go and could only retreat step by step.

"Why? Why did you come back?" As soon as Leng Huangxi spoke, Ning Cai raised her head in shock.He drank, and drank a lot.

"I...I..." Ning Cai retreated while trying to explain.But he didn't know how to explain it, he shouldn't be here at this time.

Seeing that Ning Cai kept avoiding him and retreating, Leng Huangxi stretched out his hand in great displeasure and pulled her in front of him, not allowing Ning Cai to show any resistance.

"Have you ever cried?" Leng Huangxi lowered his head slightly, raised Ning Cai's face, and saw a pair of red and swollen eyes, and there were tears on his face that would not have time to dry in the future.

Leng Huangxi, who had been drinking, was full of aggression.Lian's tone of voice was full of aggression, as if anyone who resisted him would be crushed immediately.But compared to Leng Huangxi who might get angry with him, Ning Cai was more worried about whether Leng Huangxi would "self-mutilate" after drinking, just like what he did in the painting room last time. He remembered what Warren said, Whenever he drank, he would...

"Ning Cai... Speak! Tell me, why did you come back? Why are you crying? Huh?" Ning Caiming knew that Leng Huangxi had drunk, but his eyes were sober and frightening.Ning Cai didn't dare to look up at him, he had to leave immediately before the situation got beyond his control.

"I forgot to take something away, I came back to get it. I didn't cry, it's just that I have caught a cold these two days, and my eyes are uncomfortable..."

"Lie!!" Leng Huangxi suddenly scolded, Ning Cai was startled, and pushed Leng Huangxi away.

"I didn't mean to disturb you. I'm leaving!" Ning Cai was so frightened that she just wanted to run away immediately.He wasn't afraid of Leng Huangxi, but he was afraid of his soft heart.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he grabbed the doorknob, he was pulled back by a strong force behind him. Before he could react, the door was closed with a bang, and he himself was pushed hard against the door.

"Look at me, look into my eyes, and then tell me...you don't love me anymore! As long as you admit that you don't have any feelings for me, I'll let you go and never pester you again."

Leng Huangxi was making the last gamble, he bet that Ning Cai would not admit it, he bet that Ning Cai would never break the relationship.

Ning Cai raised her head, looked into Leng Huangxi's eyes, listened to his "begging", he opened his mouth, but couldn't say any negative words.

"I don't..." Leng Huangxi was about to let go. Just when he thought his bet was a complete failure, Ning Cai said the following two words, "...I know!" Leng Huangxi, hearing these two words, held Ning Cai's shoulder again, as if...he hasn't lost too thoroughly.

"I don't know! I don't know how to answer you. When I knew that we were related by blood, at that moment, I felt that my world was about to collapse. It was hard for me to get your love, it was hard for me Standing in the closest position to you, it’s hard... Finally, I’m not alone. But someone suddenly told me that I didn’t deserve everything, that my love for you was a sin, and I was really messed up. I I can't accept it, I'm timid and cowardly, I can't wait to avoid you even if you approach me, do you know how much this kind of contrast hurts me? Do you know how much I want to be with you? But I'm afraid, I'm afraid I can't do it, I'm afraid my reaction will make you sad, that's why I'm leaving you. I know it's unfair to you, and I know I'm too selfish, but Leng Huangxi...not only you Sad, only you hurt, my heart is a thousand times ten thousand times more uncomfortable than you. You have no idea what you mean to me, and you have no idea that the person I liked for three years suddenly became my own brother. What a blow to me." Ning Cai no longer knew what he wanted to express, and he could answer with only one sentence, but he struggled and said a lot in pain.Seeing the tears in Ning Cai's eyes, no matter what the explanation was, Leng Huangxi didn't want to listen anymore.He let go of the shackles on Ning Cai, stepped back, and opened the distance.

"Since it hurts so much, why did you leave me? Since I made you so sad, why do you come back?" Even if you didn't lose completely, you still lost after all.Ning Cai's answer made Leng Huangxi completely give up. He had tried everything before, and those who insisted on leaving, no matter how much they said to stay, it would be empty.He only needs one sentence, as long as Ning Cai says that he still loves him.

"I..." What do you want to say?To say that he is reluctant, to say that he misses him?To say that he has never let go of him in his heart, is it impossible to let him go?But...is he still qualified to say that now?Does he have the face to say that?He was the one who proposed to break up, and he was the one who wanted to leave. Can he still go back on his word now?Even if he regrets it, can he still be Leng Huangxi's lover without any scruples like before?He can choose to ignore it, but will the problems between them not exist?Impossible, everything can't go back to the beginning.Now, those unnecessary words he said will only make the two of them more painful.Now that the bad guy has already been done by him, let's do it to the end.

"I do not……"

"That's enough. Let's go!" Leng Huangxi seemed afraid of hearing the remaining two words, he interrupted him, turned his back, and didn't want to look at him.

"I don't know if I still have the confidence to let you go for the fourth time, and I don't guarantee that even if you leave, I will catch you back, so... only when I stay far away from you can I control myself I don’t want to hurt you, and you... don’t have to be afraid that I will find you and make you suffer. You can move back and live in this house. I have already transferred this house to your name. You don’t have a place to live yet, so you want to live in it. It doesn't matter how long. Of course, if you don't want to come back, then sell it, and I won't be coming back anyway."

Leng Huangxi was able to finish these words calmly, which he himself did not expect.I drank alcohol at first, but now my stomach, head, and heart all hurt badly.He has never been so tired for a moment, even when Li Xin left, he has never been so sad.Because Li Xin left so heartlessly, it was not worth being sad at all.But Ning Cai was different, he knew how reluctant he was to leave, but he still didn't want to stay, the feeling of powerlessness that he wanted to stay but couldn't stay was the saddest thing.

Although Warren had said that Leng Huangxi would leave the last time he came to see him, he was still shocked and heartbroken when he heard Leng Huangxi say "never come back again".