So you are bad!

Between deep sleep and waking, the saddest thing is that you can't find the junction of two time and space no matter what.Dreams and reality seem to be absolutely independent existences. When you wake up from the dream, you are awake. No matter how gorgeous the dream is, the moment you open your eyes, you have to say goodbye to the bustling world. Don't go back to this real world for half a cent.

However, the dream is always too beautiful, it fulfills all your wishes that you can't realize in reality, and makes up for all the regrets that you want to make up for in reality. It is unconstrained, gorgeous, colorful, and bizarre.Some of them are not, some of them have been seen or not, and they have all been encountered in dreams one by one.But all of this is just a dream after all, and everything will be empty after a bustling scene.

Therefore, whether awake or not, both the dreamer and the awake person are sad.

It was as if he had traveled to another world, like a butterfly fluttering its wings across the boundless sea, Li Xin also traveled through thousands of mountains and rivers in that dream.After endless searching, there was no result. Even though I was unwilling in every possible way, I still woke up tired and full of regret.

What is a glance of ten thousand years, he finally understood the moment he opened his eyes.With just one glance, it seems to have seen all the joys and sorrows in the world, and all the gatherings and partings in the years.After sleeping for so long, it was like reliving the twenty years he had lived. The feeling of enlightenment made him feel compassionate to the world, and even the boring ceiling felt so beautiful. Good looking.

Maybe it's because I died once, or maybe I walked around the gate of hell, saw the flowers blooming on the other side of the roadside of Huangquan, heard the murmur of the Wangchuan River, witnessed the decisive battle of those souls on the Naihe Bridge, and heard about it. One after another, the past and the past are in the wind, and I am lucky to be able to wake up. I have nothing but gratitude!

"You...you're awake?! Doctor Lin, Doctor Lin, the patient is awake!!" Seeing the nurse's joyful expression, if possible, Li Xin wanted to smile back and express his heartfelt thanks.However, Hades seems to have returned everything to him, but he forgot to return his smile.From the moment he was able to wake up, he knew that he was destined to never laugh again.

Li Xin sat up slowly, covering her heart.The doctor finally cured him, but what's the use?What's the use of taking a broken heart away?The heart was in his chest, but it still hurts.

"Chu Mo...you liar...liar..." Li Xin clutched the skirt of her clothes tightly, tears welling up uncontrollably.

He endured the pain and got out of bed, stumbled to the bathroom.Looking at himself in the mirror who had lost a lot of weight, he stroked his own face in the mirror.

"Chu Mo... isn't my heart yours? Don't you also live in my body? Then come out and talk to me, okay? Come out and apologize to me, come out and tell me that you are not dead. Come out...why...why can't I see you...are you asleep? Can you get up, let me see you...Chu Mo, get up..."

No matter how Li Xin called Chu Mo's name to himself in the mirror, it was impossible for Chu Mo to appear there after all.Li Xin slapped the mirror, crying out of shape.

"I don't want your heart, you get up and take it away! Take it away..." Li Xin cried, and suddenly rushed out of the bathroom, as if she was looking for something.He was looking for a knife, a knife that could take out his heart.

"I'll give it back to you, and you can come out and talk to me if I give it back to you. I'll give it back to you..." Li Xin went crazy hoping to find something that could at least pierce his heart, but he I can't find it no matter how hard I look.

Suddenly, he saw a bunch of blood-red roses beside the bed. He walked over, took out the flowers, held them in his arms, and then slumped on the ground.

"Chu Mo? Chu Mo, are you here? Are you here? Can you come out and meet me?" Li Xin murmured to a bunch of flowers, but how could the flowers respond to him?

Li Xin begged for a long time, but the Chu Mo he wanted to see still didn't show up. He suddenly became angry and threw the bouquet on the ground, smashing the bouquet to pieces as if venting his anger.

As if not enough to relieve his anger, he stood up again, holding the beautiful glazed vase, and threw it on the ground, breaking it to pieces.The doctors and nurses rushed over when they heard the sound, and suppressed the mad Li Xin on the bed.

"You just had a heart transplant and you just woke up after a week of sleep. You shouldn't be so angry, it will affect your recovery."

"Doctor, I don't want this heart. Can you take it out and return it to the person who donated it to me? Please, please."

"How can it be possible to take out the heart that has been transplanted to you, not to mention that the donor has passed away."

"No...he didn't die...he promised me that he wouldn't leave me alone. He didn't die...no..." Li Xin resisted desperately when he heard the word "passed away".

"Doctor Lin, why is this happening?" the nurse asked worriedly

"Maybe he still needs to get used to it. It's okay. Give him a tranquilizer and let him sleep for a while."

"Yes!"

"Oh, by the way, let his family members know that he has woken up."

"Ok."

"Let me go, you let me go...I don't want to sleep, don't...I want to find Chu Mo, I want to find..." Li Xin just woke up, how could he earn so many people, the nurse pierced in with a needle, and he It immediately quieted down.The moment he lost consciousness, he seemed to see Chu Mo smiling at him.

"Chu Mo..."

Seeing Li Xin fell asleep, the nurse shook her head and left.

"Let's go and inform his family."

After the nurse went out, Li Xin fell into a coma. In the dream, he kept looking for Chu Mo, but he couldn't find it. Every time he could only see a vague figure. Once he wanted to get closer, that figure would disappear. fall from the sky.He has been chasing, catching, and losing in this endless cycle. Finally, he could finally see Mo's appearance clearly and catch him, but when he threw himself into Chu Mo's arms, he found Chu Mo His chest was already stained red with blood, and his own chest was also covered in blood.

Li Xin looked at Chu Mo in horror, but he just smiled and said nothing, and the blood on his chest became bigger and bigger.

"Don't...don't...Chu Mo don't! Don't disappear, don't disappear! Don't leave me alone, don't! Chu Mo!!"

Li Xin could only watch Chu Mo disappear in front of him. He couldn't wake up, but he could only repeat this dream all the time. He was exhausted from being tortured. Every time Chu Mo disappeared, he felt extremely heartbroken.

The nightmare has been haunting Li Xin like this, and it seems that he is unwilling to let him go, and Li Xin in the dream has already been tortured out of shape, and finally he can't bear it anymore, walks to a cliff, and decides to end everything .

[Mo, let me accompany you, okay?I can't find you here, so I'll find you over there, okay?You have to wait for me, wait for me to come to you.And then...we'll never be apart again.If there is an afterlife, I promise you, I only love you at all, and I will never love anyone else.So...you must wait for me, you must...]

Li Xin leaped decisively and fell into the abyss in an instant.The moment he fell, he heard someone calling his name, so familiar and urgent.Who is it?Who is calling him?

【Mo?is it you?It must be you, right?Don't worry...soon...soon you will see me...]

"Li Xin? Li Xin?"

In Li Xin's ward, Leng Huangxi, who rushed over after receiving the call, was holding the hand of Li Xin who was in a coma. Seeing his extremely painful state in his dream, he tried to comfort him and wake him up .But he can only watch Li Xin being trapped by the nightmare, he is unwilling to wake up no matter what.Leng Huangxi couldn't bear it, held Li Xin's hand tightly, hugged him, and hugged him in his arms, hoping that his embrace could make Li Xin get through those nightmares and wake up safely.

And Li Xin, who was falling rapidly in the dream, suddenly stopped landing, he felt someone grabbing him, and even felt that he was hugged by something warm.Because the power and temperature were too real, Li Xin, who wanted to find out, finally escaped from the dream and slowly opened his eyes.

After waking up, what Li Xin saw was someone's real chest, he suddenly hugged it, pressed it tightly, and checked again and again that there was no blood, no wound, and he could even hear a strong heartbeat.

"Mo, I knew it, I knew you wouldn't leave me. You didn't leave me, right? Am I dreaming? Or did I really find you? Mo... Let's never separate again, okay? "

"Li Xin...I'm Leng Huangxi." Leng Huangxi is so unwilling to shatter Li Xin's beautiful expectations, but reality is reality after all.

Li Xin stopped suddenly, then he let go of Leng Huangxi slowly, raised his head to confirm, the moment he saw Leng Huangxi's face, he was completely awake, and then realized again that he finally lost Chu Mo, Never get him back.

"Cold..." Li Xin didn't want to believe it, he called his name tremblingly.

"Li Xin... Chu Mo..."

"Don't say it! Don't say it!" Li Xin didn't want to hear what he didn't want to hear, so she covered Leng Huangxi's mouth with her hand.

"Cold...don't tell me he's dead. You just don't know anything, okay? Let's just pretend that Chu Mo is still alive. He's just too busy for a while to come and see me. So don't say anything, don't say anything Is it okay?" Li Xin said deceivingly.Seeing him like this, Leng Huangxi also felt sad. He took Li Xin's hand and held it in his hand.

"Okay, I won't say anything, I won't say anything."

Outside the door of Li Xin's ward, Ning Cai looked at the scene inside, removed her hand from the doorknob, turned and left.

Perhaps, from the very beginning, Leng Huangxi should have belonged to Li Xin. After going around and going around, Leng Huangxi finally returned to Li Xin's side, and he... After all, he was nothing.

Walking through the long corridor, Ning Cai suddenly had a feeling of waking up from a big dream, as if she had returned to reality all of a sudden, he and Leng Huangxi had nothing to do with each other in the end, and everything that happened before was just a dream.

Now, at dawn, this dream should be over.When he woke up from the dream, he had nothing left.

If this is really a dream, then can he beg, when this dream wakes up, everything will go back to the beginning, back to three years ago, his parents did not leave him, and he never knew Leng Huangxi.

If so, how wonderful it would be!