So you are bad!

After Wang Zhichen left for a long time, Xiao Yuxia did not recover from the previous situation.I kept thinking about Wang Zhichen's last sentence of apology in my mind. At that time, Xiao Yuxia suddenly understood: In fact, his so-called willingness was not so willing. Deep down in his heart, he hated Wang Zhichen!He hated him for not loving him, hating him... for not protecting him well.His death-seeking actions are actually the punishment he wants to give Wang Zhichen.

Realizing this, Xiao Yuxia was already shocked.He thought of what he had done in the past few days, and a huge sense of human fear rose in his heart.

"No, I didn't do it on purpose, no. I won't become a bad person, I won't. That's not me, it's not me...it's not me..." Xiao Yuxia suddenly seemed to lose control, and accidentally hit The water glass on the bedside was broken.As soon as Ning Cai and Ran Ni reached the door of the ward, they heard something smashing.Ning Cai was startled, and suddenly pushed open the door of the ward, only to see Xiao Yuxia kneeling on the ground, picking up the glass shards on the ground in a panic.

Ning Cai remembered what Xiao Yuxia did last time, and mistakenly thought that he was going to hurt herself again, so she rushed over to grab Xiao Yuxia's hand, and hugged him.

"Xiao Xia, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. It's all me, I'm the one who caused you to become like this. Xiao Xia, please wake up, please wake up!" Ning Cai was filled with guilt, holding Xiao Yuxia and apologizing over and over again .

"Ning...Ning Cai? I'm fine!"

Hearing Xiao Yuxia speak, Ning Cai happily let him go.

"Xiao Xia? Are you okay?"

"I'm fine. I was thirsty just now, and I accidentally knocked over the water glass. Don't make a fuss. Don't worry, I'm fine now, and I won't do anything to hurt myself again."

"Really? Great, it's great that you're fine!"

"Well, don't worry, I'm fine."

"Xiao Xia, I'm sorry, if it wasn't for me..."

"Ning Cai! That incident wasn't your fault. Besides, didn't you save me in the end? If you hadn't appeared in time, maybe I would have been killed... Anyway, don't blame yourself."

"Little Cai'er...you get up first, I'll clean this place." Ran Ni appeared behind the two of them with a broom.

"Learn... Senior sister!" Xiao Yuxia was a little surprised when she saw Ran Ni.

"You know me?" Ran Ni was a little surprised when she saw Xiao Yuxia's reaction.

"At Z University, there are very few people who don't know you, Senior Sister."

"Oh? Is that so? Seems to be right, I was also a good friend of ours anyway. By the way, elementary school boy, which department do you belong to? Why didn't I know that you and our little Caier are good friends?"

Ning Cai helped Xiao Yuxia up, and let Ran Ni come over to clean the floor, while they sat on the bed.

"I met Ning Cai in an elective class. Because I like to see his paintings, I unconsciously want to make friends with him. Slowly, I found that we are very similar in many ways, so unconsciously , it became very good. However, that’s just what I think, Ning Cai is quite indifferent to everyone, and being able to talk to him is already very good.”

"That's not wrong." Ran Ni nodded in agreement, and the glass shards on the ground were also cleaned up.

"But Ning Cai... why are you wearing hospital clothes? Are you injured too?"

"I... I just have a little cold, I'm fine, and I'll be discharged from the hospital in two days."

"Oh, the doctor also said that I'm fine and I can be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, but Zhichen...Brother Chen...don't allow me to stay in the hospital for another week of observation."

When Wang Yichen was mentioned, Ning Cai realized that Wang Yichen was not there.

"What about others?"

"He has activities, so when he comes, he leaves."

"Is it okay for you to be alone? Do you want me to stay with you?"

"No need, you are a patient now, and you still need someone to take care of you. Besides, if Leng Huangxi doesn't see you later, what if he gets angry?"

As soon as Ning Cai heard Leng Huangxi's name, Ning Cai immediately showed a sad expression, her complexion was a little pale, Xiao Yuxia sensed that something was wrong, and asked a little puzzled and worried, "Ning Cai, what's wrong with you?"

"No...it's okay..."

"are you……"

"Oh, Junior Xia, your hands are bleeding!" Ran Ni was afraid that Ning Cai would think of something sad, so she intentionally drew Xiao Yuxia's attention away.Xiao Yuxia raised his hand and saw that the palm of his right hand had been cut for a long time. He was taken aback, and a trace of panic flashed in his eyes.

"Maybe I accidentally scratched it just now. It's okay. I'll just stick a Band-Aid on it later."

"No, the wound is easy to get infected if you don't treat it, I'll call the nurse to help you deal with it." Ning Cai was about to get up after speaking, Xiao Yuxia hurriedly held him back.

"No, I've been dealing with nurses all morning, and I don't want to see them now. There's a medicine box in the cabinet, why don't you help me deal with it?"

"Okay then. You wait, I'll get it."

Ning Cai got up and took the medicine box to help Xiao Yuxia treat the wound, but she hadn't started yet, just seeing the wound on Xiao Yuxia's palm, Ning Cai was stunned.

[Do you have to appear in front of me in this way every time? 】

In the past, his hands were always injured, Leng Huangxi would only blame him every time he saw them, and never cared about why those wounds came.Later, when they were together, Leng Huangxi was particularly afraid of seeing a little wound on his body, and every time he saw it, he would feel distressed and blame himself.

In the past, he also helped Leng Huangxi treat his wounds, but from now on, he would never be able to help him treat his wounds again.No matter how much Leng Huangxi was injured, he would no longer be able to take care of him, care about him, and feel sorry for him. Maybe, soon, another person will appear by his side to replace him, and it is also possible that Li Xin will because of this Come back to him.

Ning Cai felt heartache unbearably when she thought about it, no matter how stupid Xiao Yuxia was, she could tell that something was wrong with Ning Cai.Seeing Ning Cai's state, Ran Ni couldn't figure out what was going on, so she hurried over, grabbed the cotton swab from Ning Cai's hand, and pulled Ning Cai aside.

"Little Cai'er, let me come."

Standing on the side, Ning Cai found that his face was a little wet, seeing the worried eyes of Xiao Yuxia and Ran Ni, he wiped away his tears in a panic.

"I'm fine. Maybe it's because I have a cold. I always want to cry. I'm going to the bathroom!" Ning Cai pretended to be strong, but rushed into the bathroom as if fleeing.

It’s not about not crying, it’s not about not thinking about it, it’s about forgetting about it!But... why, why can't he do any of them.Why does he feel so sad whenever he hears that person's name!

Ning Cai looked at herself in the mirror, her mind was full of Leng Huangxi's voice and smile.He leaned on the dressing table and squatted on the ground, finally hugging himself and crying with pain.

"Dad...Mom, what should I do? What should I do? I'm in pain...it's hurting...xi...I'm in pain!" But now, no matter how painful or uncomfortable, Leng Huangxi will not be the first Time held him in his arms and comforted him.It was he who pushed away that embrace with his own hands, and he could never have it again!

Seeing that Ning Cai had gone for a long time and did not come out, Xiao Yuxia was a little worried.

"Sister, did something happen to Ning Cai? I always feel that he is very unhappy!"

"Hey... of course he is not happy after breaking up with the person he likes." Ran Ni said helplessly, she knew that Ning Cai could not be so calm all the time, maybe letting him cry would make him feel better.

"What? He and Leng Huangxi... broke up? Why?"

"Because... because I don't know why..."

"No, I have to go see him."

"Hey... I said Xiao Xia, so you don't want to go. You also know Xiao Cai'er, and you like to hold on. You are obviously sad to death, but you keep smiling and saying that it's all right. He definitely doesn't want anyone to see him now. He looks sad, just let him stay alone for a while." Ran Ni held Xiao Yuxia back, not letting him go to Ning Cai.

"But... I'm worried that if he..."

"Don't worry, no matter how sad he is, he won't be overwhelmed. In the worst case, he will cry once. After crying, he will be fine. Okay, it's done. I'll go and see now..." Ran Ni suddenly froze, as if As if someone had suddenly tapped the acupoints, he was stunned while holding Xiao Yuxia's hand.

"Study... Senior Sister? Senior Sister?!"

"Ah?" Ran Ni suddenly came back to her senses, and looked at Xiao Yuxia in a daze.

"Why are you in a daze? Are you okay?"

"No...it's okay. That...Xiao Xia, can you tell me...how did you get the scar on your wrist?"

It turned out that Ran Ni was stunned just now because she saw the scar on Xiao Yuxia's wrist.Xiao Yuxia reacted, as if the secret had been discovered, she suddenly withdrew her hand and covered the scar with her sleeve.Uncomfortably avoiding Ran Ni's gaze.

"It's nothing. I had it when I was very young. My mother said that I accidentally dropped it when I was playful."

"Is...really? I... I'm going to see Ning Cai!" Ran Ni seemed to have received a huge blow, and she almost lost her balance when she stood up.She barely walked to the bathroom by leaning on the wall, and as soon as she reached the door, Ning Cai came out.

"Sister Ni...I'm sorry..." Ning Cai was about to apologize, but Ran Ni suddenly grabbed Ning Cai's shoulders. Ning Cai took a look and realized that Ran Ni's condition was not right. There seemed to be tears in her eyes.

"Sister Ni...what's the matter with you?"

Ran Ni opened her mouth, but found that she couldn't make any sound.Ning Cai was really in a hurry, so she quickly supported her.

"Sister Ni, are you okay? Are you feeling unwell?"

Ran Ni shook her head, tears running down her cheeks.

"Little Cai'er... I found it... I found it..."

"Found? What did you find?"

"I found my younger brother. Xiaoyu...I found Xiaoyu..." Ran Ni whispered while crying.

"What?" Ning Cai was a little surprised, and even couldn't believe it.

"I've been looking for him for so many years, but I didn't know that he was always by my side. I didn't even notice... Xiao Xia... Xiao Xia, he is Xiao Yu! He is my younger brother Ran Yu!!"! ! With a "bang", Ran Ni turned her head, and saw Xiao Yuxia standing behind her holding the medicine box!Shock and disbelief written all over his face!The medicine box fell to my feet, and the contents were scattered all over the floor.

Ning Cai looked at Xiao Yuxia with an expression of impossibility.If, if Xiao Yuxia was Ran Yu, wouldn't he and Wang Zhichen have known each other for a long time!

There seemed to be something wrong with his memory, although Xiao Yuxia always knew that there was a gap in his memory, and he always knew that he had forgotten something, but he never thought about finding them back, he even felt that Whether you have those memories or not is irrelevant.However, when Ran Ni said that name, the memories that had been buried for a long time were suddenly awakened. Those memories that were buried deep in his heart, like a flood that opened the floodgate, flooded into his mind with great momentum, and the impact was overwhelming. He was powerless to fight. "Little friend, what's your name?" Sitting at the gate of the orphanage, a young couple came over, squatted in front of him, and asked softly.

"I... My name is Ran Yu!" He replied timidly, who was a little shy.

"Ran Yu, can auntie call you Xiaoyu? Xiaoyu, starting today, auntie will give you a new name, okay?"

"No!! I don't want a new name, I'll be called Ran Yu!!"... "Big brother, what's your name?" The immature little hand held the boy's clothes and asked in a low voice. "I, my name is Wang Zhichen." The boy bent down and picked up a branch on the ground, and wrote his name.He hadn't attended class for a few days to learn, so he engraved those three words deeply in his heart, and practiced their pronunciation over and over again.

"What about you? What's your name?"

"I... I don't have a name!"

"Why don't people have a name? Then let me pick one for you, okay?"

"Okay, okay." "Then... I'll call you Little Feather!"

"Why Little Feather?"

"Well... because you are soft when pinched, and you look very thin, I can blow you away with just one blow!" I am very happy to have a new name.

Little Feather!So I am your little feather!It turns out that the necklace was really given to me by you!It turns out that I have really fallen in love with you since I was very young.It turns out that my feather, after being discarded by you, has been floating around for so long, but finally it still floats to your side!

Xiao Yuxia finally understood why he fell in love with Wang Zhichen, and finally understood why he wanted to hate him. It turned out...he had been abandoned by him long ago, he had long since forgotten him, and he had long since abandoned him.

However, since he had already forgotten it, why did he have to remember it?Since you don't want him anymore, why do you want to appear in front of him again?Why is it at this time, why does it remind him of everything at this time.The clean, white and soft feathers at the beginning have already become ugly and dirty because of falling into the sewage.But now, he was insulted and trampled once again, can he still be that little feather back then?And Wang Zhichen, will he still remember the feather he discarded?Do you still want him now?

"Xiao Xia?!" Ning Cai exclaimed, but it was too late for him to catch Xiao Yuxia who fell down because he couldn't bear the fact, and Ran Ni couldn't react because it all happened so suddenly.