So you are bad!

There are too many things in the world that inadvertently exceed people's expectations. One second ago, they could still love each other like glue, but a second later, they hated like seeing enemies.This kind of transformation that happened overnight was too unacceptable, and Ning Cai, who already had heartbreak syndrome, couldn't bear such a blow.

Knowing that what he said and said also gave Leng Huangxi a fatal blow, but he still said those heartless words cruelly after all.

The heart seemed to be hit hard by something, and Ning Cai, who was caught by Leng Huangxi's arms, seemed a little overwhelmed with heartache.Leng Huangxi saw that he was having difficulty breathing and his heart was in unbearable pain, so he finally couldn't bear to get angry at him, so he let go of Ning Cai's hands that were fettering him, and pulled him into his arms.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I didn't mean to hurt you... I didn't mean to hide it from you, I was just afraid that you would leave me because of it. Ning Cai, forgive me, please? If you really mind our blood relationship , then I promise you, I will never touch you in the future, I only treat you as a younger brother, and I am only your older brother, you can do whatever you want with me, I just beg you, don’t run away. Don’t hide so I can’t find you When it comes to you, don't disappear from my sight. Okay?" First Ning Cai begged Leng Huangxi to let him go, now Leng Huangxi begged Ning Cai not to leave.That was really the first time that Leng Huangxi begged someone in such a humble tone.Seeing him like this, Ning Cai's aching heart was not healed, but even worse.

How could he stay, how could he only treat Leng Huangxi as his elder brother, that would be the most painful torture for him.Similarly, Leng Huangxi will fall into a more painful situation than now.

Ning Cai is not a person who is so strong that he is invincible. On the contrary, he will automatically choose to escape from the unbearable pain in his subconscious mind.Just like this time, after he learned the truth, he even hoped that it was just Chu Yiman's conspiracy to sow discord, or that it was just nonsense from her jealousy.When he questioned Leng Huangxi, he wished that Leng Huangxi could deny that it was not true.But no, he didn't even have an explanation.

If possible, he wished it was just a dream, a slightly longer nightmare, and he wanted someone to wake him up, and then act as if nothing had happened.

What makes him most uncomfortable is that the three people he trusted the most hurt him with lies in the end.The father he believed in, loved, and respected for so long was not his own father.And the mother who loved him the most didn't tell him the secret until the end.She asked him to find Leng Jishan, who was obviously his biological father, but she only said that he was her old friend.In the end, the person he handed over his body and mind turned out to be his own brother.

How could God make such a big joke on him? He knew he shouldn't fall in love with Leng Huangxi, but was it necessary to punish him so severely?What did he do wrong?What did you offend?

What's the use of such a bad life experience and fate?Why not take his life directly before, and use this method to torture him.

Ning Cai closed her eyes in despair, tears ran down her cheeks and wet Leng Huangxi's chest.

The hugs that once made him long for it so much, and gave him countless warm and reassuring embraces, have now become barbed weapons, piercing him with wounds everywhere, bleeding profusely, and pain all over his body.

If we can't even hold each other's hands and hug each other anymore, what's the point of us being around each other?

【Hee, forgive me!Forgive me... I have never been as brave as you imagined...]

Ning Cai struggled to get out of Leng Huangxi's arms, looked at him and said, "Xi... since you won't let me go, then you... kill me. Kill me... here... it won't hurt... ...", Ning Cai put her hand on her heart, her eyes were sad and desperate.

Leng Huangxihuan's hand on Ning Cai's waist froze completely, as if he had heard the most hurtful words in the world, such a cold, domineering and ruthless person, his eyes turned red because of such words.

From the last time Ning Cai committed suicide, Leng Huangxi knew that with Ning Cai's character, if he was ruthless, he would definitely be more ruthless than anyone else.It's just that he never thought that he would be cruel enough to threaten him with his own life and death this time.He knew it was impossible.How cruel do you have to be to say such a thing?

Ning Cai's sword pierced Leng Huangxi's heart hard, and penetrated deep into the bone marrow, impartially.

"I just... made you... hurt so much?" Leng Huangxi couldn't believe it, his voice was so choked up.

Ning Cai couldn't say a word except shed tears.Seeing that he didn't justify anything, Leng Huangxi felt sad, and the tears that lingered in his eyes for a long time and couldn't fall, slipped down.

Ning Cai suddenly closed her eyes, covered her mouth and turned her back.Can't cry, can't cry.Ning Cai bit the back of her hand to keep herself from crying.Yes, he couldn't bear it, he couldn't let it go, what he hated the most was Leng Huangxi's eyes when he was sad.But the pain he saw in Leng Huangxi's eyes just now seemed to take away all his breath.

"Okay...I can let you go, but...not now. At least...leave when I don't know, so...I don't have to be sad when I see you leaving in front of my eyes. "

In the end, Leng Huangxi made a compromise.Even though he was absolutely unwilling, he still had to agree to let go.What can be done?Is it really necessary to kill Ning Cai?That Ning Cai who would rather be killed by him than leave, he couldn't keep him, and he couldn't bear to keep him.

He could not bear his pain, let alone the person who made him suffer, was himself.

People are very contradictory creatures. Ning Cai, who wanted to escape, even said such unfeeling words in order to get an answer, but when Leng Huangxi really agreed, he hated him why he agreed and why he didn't Stick to it.

But all of this is a foregone conclusion, and there is no room for maneuver.

Because of the unbearable heartache, Leng Huangxi, who had made a compromise, said the last request, then turned around and walked away quickly.Hearing his footsteps going away, Ning Cai finally let go of her clenched hand, squatted on the ground clutching her heart, weeping uncontrollably.

And Leng Huangxi, who fled away, entered the room, saw Ning Cai crying through the French windows, but could no longer comfort him.He punched the glass, slid to the ground, and wept desperately.

The clouds in the sky gradually dissipated, the day was gradually replaced by night, and the colorful lights in the yard were lit up one by one. Ning Cai looked at the lights that twinkled like stars, and her heart seemed to be hollowed out.

How long he sat by the pool, how long the cold wind blows, he has no energy to count.His voice was hoarse, his eyes were swollen, his legs were numb, his body was tired and tired, and his heart... was dead.

Maybe it's really fate, he didn't even have a birth that really belonged to him, what qualifications did he have for happiness?

However, now that he is away from Leng Huangxi, where can he go?Where should I go?

Unexpectedly, the cruelest, cruelest, and most heartless person in the end is actually himself.

As if giving himself a punishment, Ning Cai sat until midnight, until the moon hid in the clouds, the bugs stopped chirping, the wind blew and the rain started, and he got up and went back to the house.

The room was still brightly lit, as if he was afraid that he would be afraid of being invisible in the dark, he insisted on turning on all the lights in the whole house.Ning Cai didn't see Leng Huangxi in the living room, she was relieved but also a little disappointed.He didn't know if he had already fallen asleep and dared not go upstairs, but wanted to go upstairs again.If you really have to leave, at least let him see him one last time.But thinking of the last sentence he said, Ning Cai had already stepped on the steps, but she couldn't lift them up.

In the end, he still couldn't work up the courage to go upstairs, so he turned off all the lights on the first floor, and sat on the sofa with his knees hugged like that for a night.

Since you can't see him for the last time, let's spend the last night with him.At dawn, he had to leave.

Ning Cai, who was no match for sleepiness, fell asleep before dawn.But he didn't know that Leng Huangxi was not upstairs at all, but had been in the small room downstairs, looking at him sitting on the sofa through the gap in the door until he fell asleep.

Seeing Ning Cai collapsed on the sofa, Leng Huangxi opened the door and walked out, holding a blanket in his hand.Taking advantage of the night light, he walked to the edge of the sofa and covered Ning Cai with a quilt, not daring to make any noise, for fear of waking him up, and then he would leave immediately.

Leng Huangxi sat down on the ground, looked at Ning Cai's sleeping face, and saw that there were still tears in the corners of his eyes, he wanted to reach out to wipe them off for him, but he could only retract and put down the raised hand in the end.

"Ning Cai... do you know how afraid I am of losing you? I want to lock you up like this and never let you go anywhere. But... I'm afraid, I'm afraid that if I really do that, you will Like Li Xin...flee to a place where I will never see you again, and never come back. So, I let you go...because...I don't want you to hate me." Leng Huangxi said softly in his heart He knew that Ning Cai would not hear these things, and he would not see his sad look.

Ning Cai didn't leave immediately, this is already the greatest gift to him.

A phone ringing woke up Leng Huangxi who had fallen asleep at some point, he opened his eyes suddenly, and looked at the sofa, there was no one there.The blanket that was supposed to cover Ning Cai's body was now covering him.There was a mobile phone and a ring on the coffee table, and the one that rang just now was the mobile phone.

Leng Huangxi grabbed the phone, but the alarm that had been set in advance rang, and now, it was already noon.When the alarm is turned off, the phone is automatically unlocked, and the page where the phone stays is a text message that has been edited but not sent.

【sorry!Return the ring to you, forget about me.Just pretend we... never met. 】

"Ning Cai! Ning Cai!"

When Leng Huangxi finally came to his senses, he got up from the ground and rushed upstairs. Everything that belonged to Ning Cai was still there, but Ning Cai was gone.

Leng Huangxi chased after her like crazy, only to find that it was already raining heavily outside, and Leng Huangxi, who was running and searching in the rain, had no idea where Ning Cai had gone.

He knelt down in the rain, holding the ring in his hand, as lonely and helpless as when he was abandoned by his father when he was three years old, no matter how much he shouted, no one turned back.

Warren, who rushed back from France, saw Leng Huangxi collapsed in the yard as soon as he got out of the car. He rushed over without thinking about holding an umbrella.

"LEN!!"

Warren thought that Leng Huangxi had fainted, but when he squatted down, he realized that Leng Huangxi hadn't fainted at all. He was clearly awake, but he collapsed in the rain like a dead person.

"LEN what are you doing! Get up!"

"Brother... tell me, why do the people I love leave me? Tell me, did I do something wrong? Why do they keep saying they love me, but they all leave me in the end? Why?"

Hearing Leng Huangxi's tone, Warren knew something must have happened.However, now is not the time to figure out what happened.When he grabbed Leng Huangxi's hand, he was terribly cold. He might have been lying down in the rain for a long time. If this continued, even if Leng Huangxi's body was made of copper and iron, he would not be able to endure it.

What is it that makes Leng Huangxi feel so pessimistic?It has been three years since the last time he did this.The last time when Li Xin left, he locked himself in the bathroom and drank cold water all night.

Wait, why are you not seeing Ning Cai at this time?

Could it be that the reason why Leng Huangxi behaved like this has something to do with Ning Cai?During the few days he was away?What happened?If Ning Cai really caused Leng Huangxi to become like this, then he would definitely not let him go.

"Brother... Do you think that in the end, everyone will leave me? Then... the whole world, I will be the only one left?"

"No, I don't know how other people are, but I won't."

"Really? That's good..." Leng Huangxi finally smiled, then closed his eyes, and said, "Brother...my heart is gone...help me...get it back, okay?" ?”

"LEN? LEN?"

Warren didn't have time to reflect what Leng Huangxi's last words meant, he helped him up and carried him back into the car.

At this time, Ning Cai was still walking aimlessly on the street. Without an umbrella, he walked in the rain like a walking dead. No matter how the people passing by cast their eyes on him, he was indifferent.He seemed to have lost his soul, lost his mind, and was at a loss, not knowing what to do.

By now, Leng Huangxi must have known that he had left.Is he going crazy and desperately looking for him now?Are you, like him, heartbroken and dying?