So you are bad!

Since Ning Cai kept not answering the phone, Leng Huangxi had no choice but to drive back to the hospital, but he searched the entire hospital, but could not find Ning Cai.Not daring to think about whether something happened to Ning Cai, Leng Huangxi could only persuade himself to calm down and drive back to Huangyu at the fastest speed.

When he got out of the car, he saw that the gate of the yard was half closed, and the big stone in his heart also fell at that moment.It turned out to be back first.

Leng Huangxi opened the door and walked in, it was almost dusk.

The setting sun is like blood, and the sunset glow in the sky seems to imply something, it is extremely red.

Leng Huangxi, who had just stepped into the yard and was about to enter the house, caught a glimpse of a slightly lonely and thin figure by the swimming pool.Leng Huangxi stopped in his tracks, turned around and looked at the back, and was sure that it was the person he had been looking for all this time. He didn't care about other things, he walked forward quickly, half-kneeled down, and held Ning Cai's whole body from behind. Wrap it in your arms.

"Why didn't you follow me into the car? Why didn't you answer my phone? Do you know how worried I am about you? In the future, don't let me disappear without saying a word. Do you hear me!!" Leng Huangxi's tone was a little domineering, and the The intensity also increased, as if desperately trying to feel Ning Cai's real existence, not an illusion.

This situation is very similar to that night when Ning Cai found out that Leng Huangxi was missing. The only difference is that Ning Cai, who was hugged, did not respond to Leng Huangxi like that day, but was like a puppet. Generally, no response is given.

Soon, Leng Huangxi noticed Ning Cai's abnormality. He let go of him, walked around to his side, and turned his body to face him. Seeing Ning Cai's blank eyes, Leng Huangxi's expression changed instantly. .

"Ning Cai... Ning Cai?" Leng Huangxi held his shoulders, calling him, trying to regain his consciousness.Ning Cai blinked, her eyes were not as empty as before, but they were filled with an unknown sadness.Leng Huangxi looked at the sadness in those big eyes, and didn't understand what happened. He stood up, then bent down to hug Ning Cai, but Ning Cai waved his hand away without a trace. hand, then turned and continued to look at the horizon.

This inexplicable resistance and refusal aroused the anger in Leng Huangxi's heart. He held back his anger, squatted down patiently, and asked about the situation.

"Ning Cai? What's the matter with you? Is something uncomfortable?" Leng Huangxi had already put his tone as gentle as possible. Originally, Ning Cai disappeared suddenly and didn't answer his phone, which already made him want to get angry, but when he When she saw Ning Cai sitting alone by the pool, her heart softened unconsciously.It's just that he didn't expect Ning Cai to have such an attitude, which really made him unable to suppress the anger in his heart.

"I'm not uncomfortable. Where's Li Xin? Has he found Chu Mo?" As if sensing Leng Huangxi's anger, Ning Cai no longer stubbornly kept silent, but his indifferent and distant tone and expression did not No matter how happy Leng Huangxi was, he was even more unhappy.

"He's fine." Three simple words answered Ning Cai's question. Leng Huangxi didn't want to mention Li Xin and Chu Mo now.

Ning Cai watched the last corner of the setting sun submerged into the clouds, and he closed his eyes tiredly.

"Do you remember that you once said that you felt that you should not have been born in this world. I never understood why you felt that way. Now... I finally understand, because I, like you, have never I hope so much... It would be great if I hadn't been born."

Although Leng Huangxi didn't understand what he heard, he guessed that there must be a special reason for Ning Cai to say such pessimistic words.

"Fool, if you hadn't been born, how could I have met you. Ning Cai, tell me, what's wrong? Why did you suddenly think this way?" Leng Huangxi didn't know where Ning Cai's negative emotions came from, he All I know is that he can't go away now, and needs to stay with him.Leng Huangxi sat down beside Ning Cai, watching the remnant clouds and sunset in the sky with him.

Feeling the people around him sit down, Ning Cai slowly opened his eyes, he glanced at Leng Huangxi, and then looked into the distance.

"Don't you think today's sunset is particularly gorgeous? It's as red as if someone spilled blood on the sky. The clouds are dyed red in large swaths, so cruelly beautiful."

This doesn't seem to be easy to describe, Leng Huangxi heard something wrong from these words, he suddenly turned his head to look at Ning Cai, the person who was fine a second ago has already shed two lines of tears.

"Are you crying?" Leng Huangxi was too puzzled, looked at Ning Cai who was crying, and for a moment was only interested in asking, forgetting to feel distressed.

"You said... at the beginning... that car accident, why didn't you take me away with you? Why didn't you just burn me to death in that fire?"

"Ning Cai!! What are you talking about? I didn't warn you, I forbid you to have such thoughts. Tell me, what happened?" Leng Huangxi hugged her tightly in his arms, he The worst thing to see is Ning Cai like this, as if she was going to give up everything and just walk away.

"Leng Huangxi..."

Being called by Ning Cai's first and last name, Leng Huangxi was obviously taken aback.It sounded like they were meeting for the first time.so strange.

"Let me go."

Leng Huangxi, who hadn't reacted from the call, was stunned again when he heard this sentence, and even felt that his hands and feet were frozen for an instant.

"You... what did you say?" Leng Huangxi thought he had heard wrongly, he pulled Ning Cai out of his arms, because he was angry, he had already forgotten to be gentle.

Seeing Leng Huangxi's anger and fear, Ning Cai closed her eyes again, tears running down her cheeks.When he opened his eyes again, all the sadness and reluctance in his eyes turned into indifference and alienation.

"From the day I fell in love with you, I knew I was wrong. I thought that as long as I buried this feeling, my mistakes would be forgiven by God. But I didn't hide my feelings for you, not only openly I stayed by your side, and pulled you into this mistake with me. Therefore, God saw that I was too wrong, so he punished me in such a cruel way. Why...why do you want to put something in my hands? After giving it all to you, I told me that I shouldn't have fallen in love with you from the beginning. You said... God, why is he so cruel? "

Ning Cai clutched her aching heart, feeling that all the strength in her body was about to be sucked away.

"You are telling me now...do you regret falling in love with me?" From Ning Cai's remorseful and unwilling tone, Leng Huangxi could only hear this feeling.

Ning Cai was stunned for a moment, then smiled wryly.

"Regret... What's the use of regret? If regret can change everything, then I'm willing to regret it ten thousand times."

"Ning Cai!! Don't you think it's too late for you to come and tell me you regret it?" Leng Huangxi was already dazzled by anger, and couldn't hear the other meanings in Ning Cai's words at all.He pinched Ning Cai's shoulder, as if to crush her.

"Yes, it's too late. It's too late. Even if I regret it, nothing will change. Even if I say I regret it, it won't change the fact that I'm in love with you. Even if I regret it, it won't change... I The fact that I fell in love with my own brother, and had a relationship with him!!" After finishing the last sentence, Ning Cai had no strength left, and fell into Leng Huangxi's arms crying, his cries becoming more and more sad.

Leng Huangxi was already unable to respond at all, when Ning Cai yelled out the words "brother", his breathing seemed to stop at that moment.As if someone gave him a sword, it spread along the wound, and his whole body froze into ice for a moment.

Everything that I didn't understand, I understood at that moment.

Ning Cai finally found out what he had been hiding for so long.

Feeling the stiffness of Leng Huangxi's whole body, Ning Cai slowly withdrew from his embrace.He was also tired from crying.

"You...you know?"

"If I don't know, how long are you going to keep it from me? One year? Ten years? Or a lifetime? You keep me in the dark, make me act like a fool, love each other and love each other with my own brother? Leng Huang Xi, how can you be so selfish? You already knew that I was your half-brother, and you... how could you still kiss and hug me as if nothing had happened? Leng Huangxi, you bastard... bastard... Why are you my brother? Why are you? Why? I hate you, I hate you!" Ning Cai stood up abruptly, trying to run away, but Leng Huangxi came to his senses and chased after him and hugged him tightly.Seeing him in such pain made her heart ache too much.He knew how uncomfortable Ning Cai was feeling now, so even if he said something that made him angry, he couldn't get angry. He could only hold him tightly and never let him escape.

He concealed everything, and he also knew that Ning Cai would never accept this cruel fact, and he understood Ning Cai's hatred for him now.But even if all the faults are his, he will not let go, absolutely will not let go.

Ning Cai struggled hard in Leng Huangxi's arms, the embrace he longed for so much, now, in his view, even touching it was a sin.As long as he thought that he had sex with his brother, he felt that he had done the dirtiest thing in the world.The sweetness of the past has now turned into the sharpest sharp knife, stabbing at him one by one.

Ning Cai struggled for a long time to no avail. He felt that his whole body was in pain. From the moment he knew the truth, he had been tortured by this fact. It seemed like a miracle that he still had the strength to return to the villa.If it wasn't for Leng Huangxi holding him now, maybe he would faint directly.Compared with Leng Jishan's concealment last time, Leng Huangxi's deception to him this time caused him more harm. It was a feeling of being praised to heaven and then thrown into hell.For a moment, he seemed to have fallen into a bottomless abyss, from which he could never recover.

"Leng Huangxi... I don't blame you for lying to me, but it's impossible for you to keep me by your side. So... let me go, please? Please, let me go."

Leng Huangxi slowly regained his composure, seeing Ning Cai looking at him beggingly, his heart was stabbed severely.There was too much pain in Ning Cai's eyes, and this pain was all thanks to him.

He slowly raised his hand to cup Ning Cai's face.

"Little idiot, I found you back with great difficulty, and I will not let you go. If I let you go, I will die." Leng Huangxi said with great pain and determination.Ning Cai knew that he would not let go, but when he really saw the persistence and fear in Leng Huangxi's eyes, he still felt so uncomfortable.

"I don't care what you are to me, I just know that I want you. I want you to stay with me forever, and you are not allowed to go anywhere."

"Leng Huangxi..."

"Don't call me in such a strange tone, I will be angry. Ning Cai...you are not my younger brother, you are just my lover. You are already mine, so...I don't allow you to escape, no!!" At this moment, Leng Huangxi has lost all reason, his attachment to Ning Cai is no longer as simple as a simple desire for monopoly.

"Leng Huangxi, don't do this." Ning Cai pushed Leng Huangxi away and took several steps back.

"Leng Huangxi, can you see clearly? I am your younger brother, we can't be together. Even if you don't mind, but I do. I can't help it... Falling in love with my own brother, I can't help it... and The son of the murderer who killed my parents. No matter how much I like you, I can't pretend that none of this happened. You knew all this tomorrow, but you still kept it from me. Do you know that you let me I feel like a heinous sinner now!"

"You care so much about our blood relationship? You can't love each other because of your brother-in-law? Just because of this, you are going to run away from me?" Leng Huangxi stepped forward and grabbed Ning Cai's hands, asking angrily.Ning Cai didn't know how to answer, he really cared, Leng Huangxi didn't do anything terribly wrong.All this is just because of his cowardice of Ning Cai.Because he rejected his blood relationship with Leng Huangxi from the bottom of his heart, he couldn't accept it, and it was impossible for him to accept it.

"Ning Cai, what is the difference between you now and Li Xin back then? In the end, you still want to leave me. You think you are the only one who feels guilty? Do you know how much pain I feel? I fell in love with myself His younger brother took his body, and his mother was the murderer of his parents. You think it’s good for me to hide all this? You say I’m selfish, so why don’t you? You know that I can’t let you go , but you ran away from me because you couldn't accept it. If you knew the truth earlier, wouldn't you want to hide from me for the rest of your life, so that I would never see you? Do you know that you begged me to let go How cruel the way you left!" Ning Cai had never seen Leng Huangxi so sad, so why didn't he understand the pain in Leng Huangxi's heart?This cruel fact is too cruel for them, if it is not hard-hearted, no one can remain indifferent.

Ning Cai thought of the illusion he felt a few days ago, and it turned out that it was not an illusion, but real.Leng Huangxi, who knew the truth before him, should have suffered thousands of times more than him. He also felt distressed, and he couldn't bear it.However, God made fun of him, even so, he still couldn't stay by Leng Huangxi's side, because...he was afraid that he would lose control of his liking for him, and in the end, he would really end up in a situation that was against ethics and morals.In that case, he would really be unpardonable.He can make mistakes, but Leng Huangxi can't, he can't let Leng Huangxi accompany him to fall deeper.Therefore, no matter how reluctant he was, he could only cut off this evil relationship with his own hands.

"Since we both made each other suffer so much, let's separate." Ning Cai gritted her teeth and made such a decision, a large piece of her heart was gouged out, bleeding little by little.

"What did you say?"

"You know we can't be together again."

"Why is it impossible? Just because I am your brother? Are you going to give up loving me? You obviously can't do it! It is impossible for you to let me go!"

"Even if I can't, I won't be with you."

"Ning Cai!! Do you dare to leave me and try!"

"Why, if I escape, are you going to kill me?" Ning Cai was also angry in her heart. Leng Huangxi knew everything, but still concealed it from him. It is impossible for him to stay calmly now.

"Ning Cai... don't run away from me. You know me, if you dare to run away, maybe... I will really kill you."

Ning Cai was startled, how could he have forgotten that Leng Huangxi who had strangled his neck countless times back then.How could he have forgotten how afraid Leng Huangxi was of losing him.

But now, he has no way to stay.What the hell is he going to do to make it all go back to when they first fell in love.Leng Huangxi was not his own brother, nor were his parents deliberately murdered, he was still his little idiot, and he was still his Xi, so that would be great.

It's a pity that everything can't go back to the beginning.