So you are bad!

XX Hospital.

When Ning Cai was holding flowers and carrying a fruit basket to meet Li Xin, the first person she saw was not Li Xin but Chu Mo.Chu Mo seemed to be in a bad state of mind, and Ning Cai thought that if Li Xin committed suicide, Chu Mo should be the one who suffered the most.He must have had a hard time these few days, no, it should be this period of time.

"Mr. Chu!"

"You came."

"Li Xin... is he okay?"

"Already woke up, but the situation is very unstable."

"are you OK?"

Chu Mo shook his head, a little weak.

"I'm fine. You go in, he just fell asleep. I think if he wakes up, maybe the last thing he wants to see is you."

"sorry."

"You don't need to apologize. It's not your fault. Xin'er was already extreme, but he was too persistent and extreme."

"Li Xin will be fine if you love him so much. I believe that one day, he will feel your heart. Don't give up!"

"Thank you! Go in."

Ning Cai didn't know how to comfort him, he knew that what he said now was superfluous, what Chu Mo needed was not comfort.

Pushing open the door of the ward, the smell of disinfectant was masked by the scent of flowers, Ning Cai saw that a large bouquet of white roses had been placed beside Li Xin's bed.

He walked to the bedside, Li Xin was still infusion, Ning Cai saw that his wrist was wrapped with a bandage, he couldn't imagine how shocking the covered wound was.

Li Xin is really extreme. His love for Leng Huangxi is almost paranoid, but is that kind of love really love?

Ning Cai put down the flower and fruit basket, and Li Xin was alarmed by just a little noise.Hearing the sound behind her, Ning Cai turned her head and saw Li Xin opened her eyes and woke up.

"Sorry, did I wake you up?" Ning Cai apologized slightly.

"What are you doing here?" Li Xin said indifferently, turning his head to the other side, not looking at Ning Cai at all.

"Li Xin...I'm sorry..." Ning Cai sat down on a chair beside her. He came here today to apologize except to visit the sick.

Hearing Ning Cai's apology, Li Xin slowly turned her head.

"I'm sorry? You want me to die soon. Don't pretend to be a good person here. If you really feel sorry, I shouldn't come back. You won't take Leng away from me! You go, I don't want to see you."

"I came to apologize to you because I didn't tell Leng Huangxi about your phone call, and then let you do something that hurt yourself. I know that if he answered the phone, you would definitely not do that. So, I feel sorry. However, I don’t think I’m sorry for you in the matter of being with Leng Huangxi. I didn’t take anything away from you. Leng Huangxi is a person, not an object. He has his own No matter who he is with, it's his choice. If he still loves you, I can't take it away even if I rob you."

"Are you here just to show off to me?" Li Xin couldn't take it anymore, he sat up and stared at Ning Cai fiercely.

"No... I'm not here to show off. I'm here to beg you."

"Ask me? Ask me for what? Ask me to let go? Or ask me to give you the cold?"

"No! I'm here to ask you not to hurt yourself again. I hope your illness will recover." Faced with Li Xin's sarcastic remarks, Ning Cai didn't feel guilty at all, but was full of sincerity. will be touched.

Li Xin was dazed for a moment, and then returned to indifference in the next second, "You don't need to pretend to be kind! You go!"

"Li Xin... have you ever thought that if you really die, you will never get Leng Huangxi for the rest of your life. In that case, you will lose even the right to resent. If, you really love Leng Huangxi, I don't mind comparing with you, I will compare with you openly, I will not ask you to let go, nor will I ask you to leave, if you can snatch him back, then you will come to snatch him, but the premise is that you Be healthy."

Ning Cai's words surprised Ning Cai.

"However... even if you are a patient, I will not let you. How, do you dare to compare?"

"Why do you compare yourself to me?"

"Anyway, you should consider this proposal. Whether you want to continue pretending to be pitiful and sympathetic, or get well quickly and take him back, you decide for yourself."

After Ning Cai finished speaking, she stood up and decided to go out.After walking a few steps, he stopped again and turned to look at Li Xin.

"Li Xin, actually, I've been thinking, do you love Leng Huangxi, or do you just feel... It's your regret to lose him. Are you doing what you are doing now to keep him, or are you just making up for your past mistakes?" What was wrong? As you said, Leng Huangxi is your dream. Do you want to return to him, or do you just want to fulfill your dream? If you love him, why do you have to wait until you Come back after a short time? If you came back earlier, maybe the person beside him now would not be me. "

"Also, I won't lose to you, absolutely not." Ning Cai walked out after finishing speaking. As soon as the door of the ward was closed, he heard the sound of ping-pong-pong in the room. He knew that Li Xin must be He was so angry that he knocked over the fruit basket he sent to the ground.

Hearing the noise, Chu Mo rushed over immediately. Before he could greet Ning Cai outside the door, he opened the door and rushed in.Ning Cai looked back, and Li Xin threw the flowers on Chu Mo like crazy, spilling them all over the ground. Not only was Chu Mo not angry, but he hugged him tightly and comforted him constantly.Ning Caitao walked through the door and isolated herself from the people in the house.I feel a little guilty about what I said, but I don't regret it.

After leaving the hospital, it started to rain again.Ning Cai forgot to bring her umbrella and stood at the entrance of the hospital for a while, when she suddenly heard someone calling him behind her.

"Ning Cai!"

Ning Cai turned her head, and the person who caught up was actually Chu Mo.

"Mr. Chu?"

"Would you mind talking to me?"

Ning Cai was a little surprised, what did Chu Mo ask him for?Could it be because of the things he said to irritate Li Xin in the ward just now?Or is there something wrong with Li Xin?No, it shouldn't be the latter, otherwise, Chu Mo wouldn't be here.

"I don't mind." Ning Cai nodded. He also wanted to know, what could Chu Mo talk to him about?

Because Li Xin's condition is not very good, Chu Mo can't leave too far away, and the place where the two of them talk is arranged in the corridor outside the inpatient department for patients to rest.

"Mr. Chu... what do you want to talk to me about?"

"Ning Cai, do you think that Xin'er's behavior is actually too much? You must also hate him in your heart, right?"

"I..." Ning Caizhen couldn't answer this question as soon as she came up. It seemed that Chu Mo really came to talk to him because of Li Xin.

"Mr. Chu, what I said in the ward just now irritated Li Xin. I'm sorry. But please believe me, I didn't mean to hurt him."

"I know. I know that what you said is actually helping Xin'er. You want to use the aggressive method to cheer him up and don't give up the treatment, right?"

"Actually... I don't know if this method is feasible. I'm even afraid that if I stimulate him, he will be in danger instead. However, when he woke up, he looked at me as if he wanted me to disappear immediately. I just I know, he won't do stupid things again. Mr. Chu, I'm sorry!"

"Didn't I say that you are not wrong. This time, I want to thank you."

"why?"

"After you left, Xin'er pulled me and told me that he was going to have an operation and he wanted to get better quickly. He even took the medicine I sent in. Before that, he had been resisting and even wanted to die. It's you, let He came back to life."

"He...has he agreed to the operation?" Ning Cai was a little excited, she didn't expect that it would be really useful for him to provoke Li Xin so much, but...it seems that Li Xin really hates him.

"Ning Cai..."

"Ah."

"Can I ask you something?"

Li Xin was happy to have the operation, but Chu Mo didn't seem happy.Ning Cai was a little puzzled. Hearing that Chu Mo asked him to ask for something, he suddenly felt that what he wanted to ask was not necessarily a good thing.

"what's up?"

"Next Wednesday, Xin'er will have a heart transplant. Can you help me ask Leng Huangxi to go to the hospital to watch over him that day? With him around, Xin'er will feel more secure."

"This... I will tell him."

"Thank you!" Chu Mo smiled slightly, and then took out a small box from his pocket.Pass it to Ning Cai.

"And this, if the operation is successful, please help me pass this to Xin'er. If...fails, you can bury this with Xin'er."

Ning Cai looked at the box in front of him. He didn't know what it was, but Chu Mo's tone sounded like it was something very important. Since it was an important thing, why didn't Chu Mo send it himself.

"Why do you ask me? Wouldn't it be better for you to give it yourself?"

Chu Mo shook his head.

"I'm going back to France next Tuesday, and I may not have the chance to hand it over to Xin Er."

"Back to France? Why did you suddenly go back to France? Can't...can't you wait until Li Xin's operation is over?"

"I came back to accompany Xin'er. He doesn't need me anymore, and it's useless for me to stay. Most importantly, I dare not stay and wait for Xin'er's operation results, because... I am afraid of the operation Failure. I can't bear the pain of his death in front of me..."

Ning Cai suddenly understood Chu Mo a little bit. If it was him, he would not want to see the person she loved the most die in front of her.He has experienced that kind of pain before, so he understands it.Coupled with Li Xin's indifference towards Chu Mo, maybe he can't hold on anymore.

"Okay, I'll help you. Then you go back...will you come back?"

"I won't be back in a short time. However, in the future... no one can say for sure."

"Then... does Li Xin know?"

"I don't plan to tell him before his operation. Don't tell him about it. I'm afraid he will be sad if he knows I'm leaving. "

"Well. I promise you."

"Ning Cai... thank you."

"You're welcome. But, Mr. Chu... If, I mean if... If Li Xin's operation really fails, won't you come back?"

"If you really fail, you must not tell me. Because I just want to believe that he will always be alive... So, no matter what the result is, I don't want to know. Do you understand?" Chu Mo said this plainly, But extremely sad.Ning Cai understood that Chu Mo wanted to never know the result of Li Xin's operation for the rest of his life.If it succeeds, he will silently bless Li Xin in a place where he can't see it. If it fails, he won't know, and then he can treat Li Xin as still living in a place he doesn't know, so... he Only then will never heartache, will not be sad.

This is probably Chu Mo's most reassuring yet most painful decision.If he hadn't met Leng Huangxi first, Ning Cai felt that maybe he would have fallen in love with someone like Chu Mo.

"Chu Xian...Chu Mo, one day, you will definitely find someone you love and who also loves you."

"Well, I think so too. Then let's... let's not live here. Next week, I guess, I don't even have time to say goodbye to you."

"bye!"

For some reason, when Ning Cai held the box and said goodbye, she had the illusion that she would never see her again.It was as if, that farewell, inadvertently, became a forever farewell.