So you are bad!

"Ning Cai? Ning Cai?" In the darkness, Ning Cai heard Leng Huangxi's voice in a daze, feeling so anxious and feeling so distressed and guilty.He felt someone holding his palm, until he felt the warmth of that palm spread to his cold heart, he finally regained his strength and slowly opened his eyes.

As soon as he opened his eyes, Leng Huangxi's slightly haggard face came into his eyes.

"Is this a dream?"

"No...it's not a dream. I'm back, Ning Cai, I'm back!" Seeing Ning Cai's extremely weak appearance, Leng Huangxi was almost at a loss for words.How could he let him wait so long, how could he be cruel to let him wait so long?

Ning Cai still didn't believe it, but the next second he sat up suddenly, looked at Leng Huangxi as if confirming it, and threw himself into his arms desperately.

"Why did it take me so long to come back? Why did I have to wait so long? I thought you wouldn't come back, I thought...you didn't want me anymore!" Ning Cai couldn't hide the sadness in her heart, as soon as she touched Leng Huangxi's arms, Just like a child, she was wronged endlessly, and even more like a little woman, she blamed Leng Huangxi.

"I didn't want you, why would I want you?" Leng Huangxi hugged Ning Cai tightly, full of regret.

After a long time, Ning Cai retreated from Leng Huangxi's embrace.Then he looked at the man in front of him distressedly, but after not seeing him for three days, he felt that he had lost a lot of weight, and he looked tired between his brows.Ning Cai knew that these few days must be the hardest and saddest days for Leng Huangxi.

"Li Xin... is he alright?"

When Li Xin was mentioned, Leng Huangxi's eyes flashed a sad look.He caressed Ning Cai's cheek, then hugged her into his arms.His move made Ning Cai guess that Li Xin's situation seemed very pessimistic.He was obviously hugged by Leng Huangxi, but he had the feeling that Leng Huangxi was longing for his hug, as if he was going through something that made him feel exhausted, and because he couldn't bear it any longer, he tried his best to seek comfort .

"When I saw him, he was lying on the bed with an oxygen mask on and his wrists were wrapped in bandages. The doctor said that he had cut himself three times, each cut was hard and heavy, as if it would not hurt. If he hadn't been discovered in time, he might have disappeared like that. Seeing his motionless appearance, I suddenly felt that I hated him. Three years ago, he cruelly abandoned me, and three years later, he wanted to leave in this way. Why doesn't he consider my feelings in everything he does, and why does he do things that I can't bear since he loves me? I've never seen him so dilapidated, and I think the wind will take him away. I The Li Xin I knew was not like that at all. He was so confident and proud. When I went there, he was still in a severe coma, and his heart function was failing rapidly. The doctor said that if he couldn’t wake up within 48 hours, he might die. Sleeping like that forever. I don't like him like this, I don't like him expressing his feelings for me in such an extreme way. If he does this, I won't get my forgiveness. If he dies, I will hate him for the rest of my life. Because he , forced me to become a criminal." Ning Cai listened to Leng Huangxi's narration, and suddenly remembered his self-harm behavior last time. At that time, the one who was injured seemed to be himself, but in fact, Leng Huangxi was the one who was hurt the most. that.

Ning Cai hugged Leng Huangxi's back distressedly, shedding tears silently.

"I suffered at his bedside for a day and a night. As soon as I left, his heart would stop. When I saw the doctors rescue him, I suddenly felt scared. I was afraid that he would not wake up. I was afraid that his heart would stop in front of me. Although I never got any love, at least I never really lost it. Growing up, I only heard the word death in books and on TV , I dare not imagine that one day the people around me will leave me forever. Therefore, I dare not let go of Li Xin's hand, I am afraid that as soon as I walk away, he will give up on himself. I have been telling him about our relationship In the past, I hoped that he could hear my voice and regain his sense of survival. I even told him that as long as he was willing to wake up, I would promise him anything. Ning Cai, you are right, at that moment he needed me more than you , I have no way to leave him alone, I even thought about... let him come back to me."

Ning Cai froze, and Leng Huangxi's words seemed to push him into a deep valley.

It turned out that he really thought so.So, he made him wait for three days. After waiting for so long, he was thinking whether to give up on him and choose Li Xin?

"But do you know? Do you know how much I hate myself when I have this thought? When Li Xin finally regained consciousness, I suddenly thought, if the person lying there was you, how would I feel? .If I really choose Li Xin, will you use the same way as him to keep me. Then I realized that I am only responsible for Li Xin, and maybe I am unwilling. He committed suicide. It's a threat, it's revenge. But if you do the same one day, it will be punishment, torture, and destroy my whole world. So, I can't let this happen to you, I can't keep you waiting too long."

Leng Huangxi slowly let go of Ning Cai, then got up, knelt down on both knees, and held Ning Cai's hands.

"I'm sorry... I kept you waiting for so long, I'm sorry... I left you alone, I'm sorry... I made you scared, I'm sorry... I once thought of giving up on you... Ning Cai, hit me, Or call me bad. I'm just a jerk..."

When Ning Cai saw the person kneeling in front of him, she shook her head again and again, then got up and knelt on the ground as well.Holding up Leng Huangxi's face.

"Don't apologize, don't! I don't blame you, I don't blame you. Even if you give up on me, I don't blame you. Besides, don't you come back to me now? I just want you to come back." Ning There were tears in the colorful eyes, but the eyes were extremely gentle.

"Ning Cai..." Leng Huangxi whispered his name in disbelief.Why is this person so gentle?It is because of his gentleness that he can't tolerate the slightest harm he does to him.

"Are you hungry? You are staying in the hospital, you must not have eaten well. You go take a shower and change clothes first, and I will get you something to eat."

Leng Huangxi grabbed Ning Cai, hugged him into his arms, and the two of them fell to the floor together.

"Idiot, you must have not eaten well after waiting for three days. You are already malnourished, what if you get sick? Promise me, in the future... don't think about me first, think about yourself more. You are not yours now, you are mine too. If anything happens to you, I'm afraid I'll go crazy. "

Ning Cai lay in Leng Huangxi's arms without struggling.He felt that Leng Huangxi was more tired than hungry now.His voice sounded tired and he needed a good night's sleep.So he let him hold it, anyway, the floor was carpeted and not dirty, so it was used as a bed for the time being.

Gradually, Leng Huangxi's heartbeat began to become steady. Ning Cai guessed that he was really tired and fell asleep after a while.However, at this moment, Leng Huangxi suddenly hugged him tightly and buried his head into Ning Cai's neck, and then Ning Cai heard Leng Huangxi say: "Ning Cai...you are my life, if I don't have you , I will die."

This sentence shocked Ning Cai, who was so shocked that he couldn't speak for a long time.When he finally came to his senses and blinked his eyes, he heard Leng Huangxi's breathing. This time, he really fell asleep.

The confession just now, like an oath, was deeply burned into Ning Cai's heart.He never knew that Leng Huangxi had already taken him so seriously.Perhaps, he should no longer doubt, no longer fear.This man really fell in love with him.And he finally felt his affection.

"Leng Huangxi...Thank you...for coming back." Ning Caiyi entered Leng Huangxi's arms, listened to his strong heartbeat, and slowly closed her eyes.

Being hugged by the one you love makes you feel warm even in winter.To be loved by the one you love, to be in pain and to cry, is happiness.What could be more joyful than being loved by the one you love?What could be more satisfying than loving one another?

Maybe, no more.

Ning Cai knew that no one would make him love so deeply, even if she sacrificed her life for it, she would have no regrets.He would never believe that there was a person who would love him more than Leng Huangxi.Even if there is, it is not rare for him.In this life, all he needs is Leng Huangxi, which is enough.