green water for a long time

The days are always passing by.On Qingming Festival, Lu Lanbo went back to Shiyan.

Lu's father and Lu's mother were talking about other topics, and they carefully avoided Qin Mingchang. In fact, Lu Lanbo didn't want to mention Qin Mingchang either.Lu Lanbo hated his parents because of himself, but weren't they for their own good?The love of parents is selfish and heavy, Lu Lanbo can only bear it silently.

Later, Lu Lanbo met Qin Mingchang several times in the hospital, and he seemed nonchalant.Lu Lanbo felt even more sad.

On Wednesday night, Zhang Hongjiang asked Lu Lanbo to come out for a drink.

"Look at your impulsiveness last time, how awkward Li Mingan is with Zheng Rongshuang now."

"Why do I think it's best to talk it through without delaying each other." Zhang Hongjiang took a sip of whiskey and said with a serious face: "Besides, you didn't stop me that day."

"My waist is not healed yet." Lu Lanbo muttered.

"You fell down by yourself. I called you today because I have something to do."

Lu Lanbo looked at him sideways, thinking that it must be something bad.

Zhang Hongjiang took out his mobile phone and found a picture, "Which color looks better?"

"I can't tell the difference." Lu Lanbo felt that the colors of the two lipsticks were similar, and he looked at Zhang Hongjiang with some doubts, "Why did you ask me?"

"Don't all of you guys know about beauty makeup?" Zhang Hongjiang shook his head depressingly, "You're so useless, you'll pay for the drinks yourself later."

Lu Lanbo was speechless. He looked at Zhang Hongjiang with disdain, "I don't wear makeup. Do you still have this hobby?"

This time Zhang Hongjiang was a little shy, he whispered, "I'm chasing a girl."

"Who? Got a picture?"

Zhang Hongjiang handed over the phone again, and Lu Lanbo couldn't wait to see the strange woman who could conquer Zhang Hongjiang. He felt that she should at least have a figure like MaggieQ.

Lu Lanbo looked at the photos on the phone with a little astonishment. The woman in the photos had nothing to do with her figure, and was even a little fat.Her skin tone is dark, and her facial features are also plain, which is really not good-looking.

Lu Lanbo didn't know what to say for a moment: "Have your aesthetics changed?"

"I love her, she can see through me." Zhang Hongjiang talked about their encounter very excitedly.The woman is a legal reporter who has been rushing to the front line of news.Zhang Hongjiang spoke for a while, with a gentle smile on his face, it could be seen that he was distracted.

"Very good, interesting soul."

"The skin is also pretty, very warm." Zhang Hongjiang didn't blush at all when he said the nasty words.

Lu Lanbo nodded: "I understand. What does it mean that the person you love is the one you like. You can't buy both lipsticks?"

Zhang Hongjiang thought for a while, and suddenly realized: "You are right, if I buy two, I don't have to choose. Did you break up with Qin Mingchang?"

Lu Lanbo suddenly heard Qin Mingchang's name, and his heart almost stopped: "I don't know what to say." Although the opening was like this, Lu Lanbo finished talking about him and Qin Mingchang in one breath.

Zhang Hongjiang figured out the ins and outs of the matter: "Sometimes the calmer the performance, the more entangled the heart is." He sighed, "Qin Mingchang still lost to himself in the end."

Zhang Hongjiang seems to have thought of something: "When we were doing Ph.D. internships in the hospital, a seriously injured patient suffered from pulmonary embolism after surgery and died later. In fact, the operation was very successful. Qin Mingchang was not the doctor in charge of the bed, but he felt that it was him. It’s my fault, and I’ve been guilty for a long time.”

Lu Lanbo had never heard Qin Mingchang talk about this matter, so he continued to look at Zhang Hongjiang.

"Sometimes he has too many burdens. However, it's good that you are so calm and calm. Maybe one day he can figure it out." Zhang Hongjiang originally wanted to pat Lu Lanbo on the back, but felt a little embarrassed.He put down his hand and looked at Lu Lanbo.

Lu Lanbo nodded, and thought for a while: "Should I prove to him that I didn't become gay because of him?"

Zhang Hongjiang shrugged, then clapped his hands in a sudden realization: "If you date more than a dozen men in a row, it proves that you are still gay without him."

Although Lu Lanbo felt that what he said was absurd, his thinking seemed to be like this.He was thinking about the feasibility quickly, but he didn't pay attention to Zhang Hongjiang.

"Don't do stupid things, don't make yourself regret more." Zhang Hongjiang suddenly became serious, "Let's leave it to time. Sometimes it's powerless to keep a person alone. You can't stop the flowers from blooming, and you can't stop the flowers from falling."

"If our love can't help him overcome his so-called guilt, is there any need for me to wait for him? Does it mean that what I do now is in vain?" Lu Lanbo sighed again. .

"Maybe you don't love each other that much either." Zhang Hongjiang felt himself being dazzled by Lu Lanbo, "Your homosexual feelings are really complicated."

Lu Lanbo ignored him, ordered another glass of whiskey, and poured it into his mouth. It would be great if feelings could be swallowed so easily.