[Entertainment] Eye of the Storm
Chapter 98
What is the standard of a scumbag?
About a man who cheated on his feelings.
Kong Liu became a scumbag, at least the words An Wenshu said turned him into a scumbag, and what she said was basically no different from a man who was not interested after chasing him.But Kong Liu is really not, he just overestimated himself and An Wenshu, and let the situation get out of hand without any precautions.
Kong Liu's initial evaluation of An Wenshu was basically perfect, and this perfection has been maintained for a very long time. Even if they are together for a long time, An Wenshu only becomes more perfect, and has an added attribute of honesty.But it is so perfect that it cannot fall to the ground, after all it is too illusory and unreal.
This perfection has actually been revealed a long time ago. For example, Kong Liu, who was a little surprised to see such an ordinary thing as An Wenshu washing clothes, has never hidden his thoughts.He can know if he hides An Wenshu. If he doesn't hide or has no consciousness of hiding, An Wenshu naturally knows better.Knowing that this is a thunder, it will explode sooner or later, and now is the time to explode.
But Kong Liu didn't blow up, he chose to communicate, which can mean that he is mature, and it can also mean that the love is fading.Because as long as the relationship is deep enough, some emotions cannot be suppressed, and it has nothing to do with the education of the family.If he doesn't explode, if he wants to communicate, then An Wenshu chooses to communicate. Anyway, this person can't escape.
But Kong Liu, who chooses to communicate, doesn't want An Wenshu to be too formal. The formal place is in the study room. The two of them are separated by a desk, and there is a document on the desk that he doesn't want to open. This is definitely not what he wants. communicate.This is so strange, who falls in love like this!
An Wenshu said this: "You want me to change, but you don't like the way I change. I don't know if you realize it. It's quite obvious to me. Whether it's me contacting your family, or I say , I like you, you can follow your preferences, you don't like these changes."
"You said, the psychiatrist told you that I am subtly changing you, but in fact, you have not changed, you have always been like this, following your own values. In your values, it is strange for me to do normal girl things, do Very normal human things are even stranger."
"You said that I think of you too well, and you are the same. No matter how good I think of you, it is out of the influence of feelings, but you think so well of me because of your trust in my ability. Sometimes I feel You think I'm really omnipotent, I'm not sure if that's me thinking too much, but our conversations basically revolve around things that are too literary or too broad."
"How well a script is written, how is the structure of a crew, whether the director or the screenwriter invests in this crew, whether to participate in the distribution of that project, these can also be said to be caused by the professional problems of the actors. But you can talk about ideals with me. China, talk to me about women's rights and human rights, and sometimes talk about the unsound laws of the country. To be honest, I had a very happy chat and the topic was very interesting, but..."
An Wenshu shook his head and smiled, "I met a kid who was in the second grade some time ago. The kid who was in the second grade can tell me that I will buy you the whole of South Korea. This is already a fighter jet among the weird ones, but we don't I will only talk about those things, even if she and I seem to have nothing to talk about except those things."
"But that child and I are not boyfriend and girlfriend, and we don't need to pursue what to do if there is no topic. You will care about this. You don't seem to be used to silence, or you think it's not right for two people to do their own things together. Well, there needs to be a thread, otherwise it's like some kind of broken link."
An Wenshu wanted to say more, but Kong Liu sighed, so she stopped.
She didn't say anything, but Kong Liu opened his mouth, and it turned into a back-and-forth negotiation after all.
"It's not that I'm not used to silence, but that I can't understand what you're thinking in silence. It's not that I have to make getting along so noble, but that you are exposed to those things. Men have self-esteem, Manjusri, I My self-esteem makes it impossible for me to tell you about those parents' shortcomings."
"Your secondary school friend told you to buy Korea. I don't know if it's true secondary school or if you can really do it. But even if I meet someone who is secondary secondary school, no one can say such a big word .We are too different, the life circle and the circle of friends are too different, I can only try to contact your circle and talk about topics that you will be interested in."
"Otherwise, what should I tell you, that there is a director who wants to find me but can't find investment, and hopes to meet you through me? Or tell you, the hottest topic in the circle recently is you, and you are about to Become the overlord of Chungmuro? I can't talk to you about this, and I can't accept your answer."
"I can predict your answer, investment? Okay. Overlord? Not yet. What should I do next? I don't know how to answer if you are humble, and I don't know if you are not humble. Intellectually I know, these thoughts It's too naive and it makes our relationship too clear, but emotionally there is really no way."
"I never felt that I would be a machismo, that women should not be stronger than men, that there would be a kind of offensive resistance, I seriously, I never thought about it, and I never felt that I would Become such a person. But the gap is too big, so big that sometimes I can’t say even if I am under pressure, otherwise I will really become this kind of person.”
"It's not that I don't trust you with emotion but ability. You really can't make people ignore ability. To some extent, you are right. I always think it's strange for you to do things that are too ordinary. Remember what I said, Do you have the ability to create an ideal country, I really think so, but how can a person who can create a new country be ordinary?"
"Haven't you ever noticed that it's not that I'm looking for topics that are too far away from us, but topics that are too close to you are not interested at all. What did I eat yesterday, who did I meet, what happened, and so and so Talked about something that didn't interest you. What I tried to say, you probably forgot, because when I said these things, most of you were in a daze, or thinking about something else in your head."
"You look at things from a strange angle. No, it should be very straightforward. When I say something delicious, your answer is whether you want sister Zhixiang to buy it. I am used to assistants doing everything, but it is far from yours. This kind of naturalness is sometimes just casual talk."
"I asked you if my mother caused trouble. You told me that the old people are like that, as if my mother is a trouble that needs to be solved or has been solved at all, or even easy to solve. Actually, what I want to hear is not this, even if it is It's okay to complain a bit, but you didn't, you handled it so well that I couldn't let this thread continue."
"It's not that I don't talk about life at home, but you really don't like it. You also said that you think those conversations that don't look like a couple are interesting. That's because you only listen to them and talk to them. Only when I talk, can we communicate, instead of me talking unilaterally."
Kong Liu touched his pocket to get a cigarette, remembered that he had finished his cigarette, and put his hand on the table, "I still don't understand why you are so obsessed with being ordinary. You have never been ordinary. No ordinary person would take the law Books as a pastime, even if I am said by many people to have read a lot of books, I would not do that."
"No ordinary person will suddenly appear on the current affairs news and occupy the headlines of all media. Even me, any so-called top star, can't do it. Not to mention, the whole of Korea, the whole world is fine, can find a Ordinary people, become a hero of a country, you have never been ordinary, Manjusri, you can't be ordinary."
Kong Liu was still going on, continuing to refute everything An Wenshu said. The point was that he didn't like her so-called change. Although he really didn't like it, it wasn't because he was a scumbag, and it didn't matter if he chased him.But her change can only make him more stressed and overwhelmed.
An Wenshu listened quietly without interrupting or showing any expression. He listened with a serious expression as if he was in a meeting. He had a lot to say and got to the core, but he could only listen and could not speak.Because if she said something, Kong Liu might be able to leave the meeting angrily.
But Kong Liu said those words himself, his psychological endurance is not that weak, he knows what his problem is, "I am always a man, no matter how strong you are, I am still a man, I don't want to use gender as an excuse, but I There is no way to ignore gender, ignore the patriarchal society for thousands of years, and be too egalitarian."
"We are not people who have never been in love. We all know that in a relationship between a man and a woman, one party must compromise and become weak. You can't change, but you are trying to change. The change seems to be taking care of my self-esteem, and the change makes me feel I'm terrible. But I can't change either, I can't become someone who depends on your existence. "
As if afraid of her rebuttal, even though An Wenshu didn't respond, Kong Liu still stretched out his hand to let him continue, don't interrupt, "I know, the word attachment is too exaggerated, I think too much, you didn't give me any help, but in fact you Your existence is already a lot of help. Many times, I don’t like to talk about you with others, especially people in the circle.”
"You said that I haven't changed, but I have changed. I have become more sensitive, more careful, less able to take jokes, and more reflexively thinking when listening to others. Is that what he meant, or is it that? What do you mean? I have changed a lot, and when I realized that I had changed, I couldn’t recognize who the person in the mirror was.”
"It was scary, it made me terrible, I became someone I didn't like, I didn't know that I could be so suspicious, I didn't know that I had so little confidence in myself. I never felt that way. Haven’t had it, and don’t want to.”
"When these changes were not discovered, I just unconsciously reduced my contact with the outside world. Most of the rest time was with you, and I would go to others when you were not free. It sounds like I love you too much , but we all know that we should love ourselves first, and the first priority is always ourselves."
"These changes were reminded by the doctor, and I reacted to them, but I didn't know how to solve them. I couldn't tell and I couldn't know how to change them. I seemed to have fallen into a swamp by accident. The harder I struggled, the more I fell into it. The deeper it gets, the slower the speed at which the mud submerges the head will slow down if you don’t struggle, and you won’t be able to get out no matter what.”
Kong Liu sighed, "Manjusri, love shouldn't be like this, it shouldn't drag us into the boundless swamp, but it should make us all better. Even if it's not as good as each other imagined, it's worth it. expecting people."
Kong Liu finally finished his long speech, but An Wenshu couldn't answer, because it was still a dead game, the chessboard was full, and there was not even a single vacant place to make a move.In fact, what Kong Liu said was very obvious. What he said can basically be summed up as, I need you to be like a girlfriend, occasionally acting like a baby, sometimes being weak, sometimes needing him, and sometimes... not so controlling.
But this thing An Wenshu can't change, she knows better than anyone that she can't change it, pretend?There is no need for that, not to mention that there is too much difference between pretending for a while and pretending for a lifetime.Because this is superfluous for her, she can achieve her goal in a quicker way, why do she have to go around in circles.
An Wenshu reached out and clicked on the file that Kong Liu had never opened, "I think you should read this first."
"I don't need to look at this. Although I don't know what's in it, it should be something that can make me compromise." Kong Liu said with a smile, "I never doubt that you will get what you want, but you shouldn't doubt either. If I'm really being bullied for anything, then we've reached the end of the road and there's no turning back."
An Wenshu, who looked down at the document, asked him very seriously, "Are you sure you don't want to open it?"
"I'm sure we won't be able to continue talking after I open it," Kong Liu replied.
An Wenshu, who turned his head and glanced out of the window, told him a story abruptly. The story of Ye Gong's love of dragons made Kong Liu stunned and wanted to laugh, "You think you are a dragon, and you still think you are ordinary?"
"It doesn't matter whether I am a dragon or not. The key is that you have become Ye Gong. You don't want to see the true face of the dragon, but just want to live in the imaginary auspiciousness." An Wenshu's eyes fell on the document. Let me maintain auspiciousness, but you treat it as a threat from a dragon. Our trust has been broken."
Kong Liu said firmly, "Trust can be rebuilt."
"I can't help it, I'm sorry." An Wenshu's eyes turned to him, his expression was a little cold, "I gave the chance, but you didn't take it, then I..."
The cell phone rang suddenly and interrupted her. It wasn't her cell phone but Kong Liu's.Both of them were stunned. Kong Liu was still a little embarrassed when he found out that he had forgotten to mute the voice in a meeting, and he couldn't help but feel helpless. How did it really turn into a negotiation? He wanted to cut off the fairy tale, but An Wenshu, who saw the caller ID, asked him to catch.
Kong Liu answered, his sister's call, his mother was sent to the hospital, and told him to go quickly.Kong Liu got up abruptly, and asked what was wrong repeatedly. The signal on her sister's side didn't seem to be very good, so she hung up immediately after mentioning which hospital.An Wenshu asked him what was wrong, and saw him running out quickly, "My mother is in the hospital." After the words fell, the person was gone.
An Wenshu, who was stunned for a moment, wanted to follow. The lights in the house suddenly went dark, then turned on again in an instant, then turned on and off again, and flashed three times in a row like a short circuit in an electric wire.An Wenshu didn't move, and the sound of hurried footsteps in the corridor gradually disappeared, and then sounded in the yard, followed by the sound of the door being pushed open a few seconds later.
Tonight's Minchen Street was extremely lively. Less than 10 minutes after Kong Liu left, Kraken entered the gate that had been pushed open and remained open. He went up the steps and turned left accurately and walked to the window of the study. An Wenshu, who hadn't moved, "I promised, I did it, there are only three things to do, and there are two left."
An Wenshu looked at the light that did not short-circuit after flashing three times, and asked her, "How can you be sure that I will shoot him?"
"Character modeling, micro-expressions, body language, the frequency of speech waves, and the pauses in your sentences. All the data is aggregated. There is a 50.00% chance that you will kill him." Jiang Chenxi said that he is very scientific Monster: "If you want the data, I can send it to you. But remember to bring your mobile phone with you next time, and don't make the study room look like a fortress. If Kong Liu didn't bring his mobile phone, or the camera wasn't right, I wouldn't blame me if he died."
An Wenshu, who turned to look at her, smiled and said, "Just over half of the data was consumed just once, but it's cheating."
"Kong Liu can die here if he takes one step slower, why don't you try it." Jiang Chenxi sneered, "Anyway, I'm not the one who wants him to live."
An Wenshu sighed with a smile, "Yes, I want him to live." He got up and walked out.
The sea monster that appeared suddenly came for a deal with humans. Jiang Chenxi had a deal with An Wenshu, and the witness was Gao Enya.To be precise, it was Gao Enya who suggested this deal. This little girl who is usually infinitely innocent, occasionally comes up with amazing ideas.
Gao Enya thought about it when she knew that An Wenshu and Kong Liu were in a relationship. At that time, she didn't know that "Osmanthus sweet potato seedlings" had sequelae.I just thought that An Wenshu had changed too fast, and I didn't really trust whether the sea monster, which can even hide its soul, would have strange tricks. I was afraid that both Kong Liu and An Wenshu would have problems.Adhering to the idea of just in case, the sea monster who lost his soul promised to protect Kong Liu's safety.
An Wenshu?She couldn't die, and from the psychological point of view of high-functioning anti-social, this couple obviously had a higher possibility of Kong Liu being in danger.Compared with An Wenshu, who is full of enemies, Kong Liu, who is basically kind to others, if something goes wrong, it might be An Wenshu who did it, and there is no need to protect An Wenshu.
Under the pressure (temptation) of the big demon, Jiang Chenxi, who has a strong desire to survive, naturally agrees, but there is a premise, three chances and one year to choose one, it is impossible for her to protect her for a lifetime, and she doesn't have that leisure time.An Wenshu chose the former, because he would not kill him more than three times if he really wanted to, let alone three times if he didn't want to. The limitation of one year was too great.
Tonight, when three chances are used up once, 'Sister's Phone' and 'Flickering Light' are both Jiang Chenxi's masterpieces.What should Kong Liu do if he finds out that he has been cheated when he goes to the hospital?Regarding Jiang Chenxi, she is only responsible for saving her life, not her emotions, that is Gao Enya's job.But it's another matter if no one dares to wake up the sleeping monster.
An Wenshu, who walked from the study to the living room, was stuffed into a PSP by Jiang Chenxi before he sat down. On the page was a small game, a bit like a simple version of Mario.An Wenshu looked at Jiang Chenxi suspiciously, and the Siren sat with a cigarette in his mouth and gestured to her with his chin, don't ask so many questions, let's play first and then talk.
An Wenshu played.
For the first time, he died of handicap.
The second time, died of unaccustomed.
the third time……
"Why should I play this?" An Wenshu looked at the villain with only three lives dead, and under Jiang Chenxi's gaze, he pressed restart. "I have no talent for video games."
Jiang Chenxi ignored her, An Wenshu had no choice but to continue, as usual, dead, with three lives lost.An Wenshu really doesn't have much interest in this, and he doesn't want to play anymore, watching Jiang Chenxi, "I know that the number three has special meaning to you, so don't remind me like that."
"Do you know why you play games?"
"Cool?"
"..."
"happy?"
"..."
"Kill time?"
Jiang Chenxi, who had a completely disgusted expression on her face, just wanted to despise her, but An Wenshu smiled, "Is it implying me, did you pass the level? Which level did you pass? Is it related to me?" Put the PSP on the coffee table, "I think about it, I can live?"
The big man with a cigarette was the same as before, as long as he talked about the key points, he would not say a word.An Wenshu still relied on guessing, "You came to me not only because I can live, you probably hope that I will die quickly, but since you have come, there is always a reason, do you want to confirm something with me, to confirm whether I am real or not?" Can you pass the level in the rules of living?"
Jiang Chenxi half-closed her eyes and took a puff of a cigarette, neither saying she was right nor wrong, and asked her instead, "Has Yin Wurong dealt with it?"
"If you ask me this way, have all the other enemies checked?" An Wenshu moved down and leaned on the sofa to face her. "Could it be that today is my death date, but I am alive?" Looking down at his watch, there is still a quarter of an hour Around midnight, today officially becomes yesterday.
"So, we all guessed wrong who killed me. It should be a marine policeman. I remember that their boat fired, and then someone also fired. It's too messy over there. I didn't see it clearly. Did you stop it or did my people stop it?" An Wenshu looked her up and down, "You have been in the water, have you been injured?"
Jiang Chenxi, who was wearing a long dress, lifted the hem of the skirt with her fingers and pulled it to her knees. There was a scar on the calf of her left leg that was about to heal. It was a very obvious scar on her fair skin. It had scabbed over. From the scab, The wound should be deep, with black and red scabs from the ankle to the hollow of the leg. After An Wenshu saw it, he put down the skirt again.
"The healing power is really good."
"..."
"How did you get hurt?"
"..."
"can not say?"
"..."
"That's just not knowing."
"..."
"The sea monster is too useless, even if you are injured..."
"Want to die?"
"Does it hurt?"
Jiang Chenxi was taken aback, her ears moved, An Wenshu sighed, bent over and stretched out her hand to slide up and down her calf vaguely through the skirt, "It hurts, doesn't it, I'm sorry."
Jiang Chenxi, whose ears moved again, raised his hand to meet An Wenshu's surprised eyes, took out two mini earphones from his left and right ears, looked at her and said, "Say it again."
"One time?" An Wenshu was patted on the injured shoulder by the other party just after he finished speaking, his expression twitched, "What are you doing?"
"Too noisy!" Jiang Chenxi's expression almost froze. "Keep your voice down, don't open your mouth, just whisper loudly."
An Wenshu blinked quickly, looked at her fist holding the earphones and then at her ears. She understood something, and asked her in a whisper that was so small that he could barely hear it, "The sea monster's hearing is very keen?" No? When she agrees to the answer, ask her "What do you want to hear?"
"Look into my eyes." Jiang Chenxi said flirtatiously with that icy face, "Look at me with the eyes of the love of this life." He raised her chin with his hand, and approached her face, "Tell me."
An Wenshu obediently let her play with her, seeing the love of this life is impossible, thinking that it is okay to eat sashimi for supper, and looked at her affectionately, "You say."
"Thank you."
"Thank you."
"saved me."
"saved me."
"Let's say it together."
"Thank you for saving me."
Jiang Chenxi, who showed his smile, showed his strength, how to turn the ice-covered thousands of miles into a spring full of spring, and the smiling An Wenshu was stunned by his face, not to mention looking at the love of this life or the love of eternal life. , admiring her face.
With a flash in Jiang Chenxi's eyes, he put down his hands, put the earphones back on, and looked straight ahead.With her inconsistency and fugue state, An Wenshu doubted, "Could it be that you want to end the CG like some love game?"
Since the two met, Jiang Chenxi, who smiled at her for the first time with an absolutely gentle attitude, really acquiesced this time, and it was a very happy acquiescence!The kind of small bubbles of joy all over the body, the happy An Wenshu looked at it dumbfoundingly, the life of the monster is really not easy.
But now is a good opportunity, Jiang Chenxi is rarely happy like this, An Wenshu doesn't care much about his own life and death, and wants to know, "To be honest, there is only a half chance of you appearing in your early years. Are you planning to play tricks?"
"I'll give it to you~" As long as the task can be completed, Jiang Chenxi is invincible and easy to talk "It's still three times! But you probably won't need it anymore, her mother complained a little bit about you, maybe you were willing to bear it before, but now you have evil thoughts, I won't bear it."
An Wenshu tilted his head, "What do you mean, my aunt saw the news and thought I did something wrong?" It's unlikely, that person looks like an intellectual in terms of family and country interests, or it should be said that they have all of them.
"No, you are involved in politics. The Blue House is still surrounded. The president is not lightly implicated. You may really be dragged out of office by you. His mother is worried that you will influence Kong Liu. South Korea is only this big. In her impression, being too involved in the entertainment circle and the political circle is not a good thing." Jiang Chenxi gave the answer without going around at all, "It doesn't matter if you have small thoughts before today, after today, you won't have the patience to accept these small thoughts. "
An Wenshu, who didn't respond, asked curiously, "You really think that I will do it because of the probability of just over half?"
"You are indeed going to make a move. Forget if you have emotional disorders. The probability of more than half is already very high. Even if you don't want to kill him, it's something like confinement. You won't let him leave this room anyway. Because you don't want to kill him. Trust him. What you don’t trust but want to get, you can only hold it in the palm of your hand, and you can’t escape.”
Jiang Chenxi looked at her with a smile, "Don't rush to deny it, you have to listen to it, you still remember that I said that you are likely to confuse love, then have you ever thought that maybe Kim Jaejoong can also become your love? Replace Kong Liu."
"You really thought of all kinds of tricks to stop working. If I go to Kim Jaejoong, you can completely ignore Kong Liu, right?" An Wenshu laughed at her, "I want to have Kong Liu, but I don't have such thoughts about Kim Jaejoong. They're not the same."
Jiang Chenxi, who was posing delicately with her index finger, said that she made a mistake, "Although I meant that I didn't want to waste time on Kong Liu, but the point is that you are confused. Confused love will make the truth blurred and the fake become blurred." Real, because the sense of false existence is too strong, it will be confused."
An Wenshu, who smiled without saying a word, expressed "hehe" with his facial expression.
Jiang Chenxi has a very good temper, "It's up to you whether you want to hear it or not, what I can tell you is that Gao Enya has seen love for Kim Jaejoong in you, if you don't fall in love with two people at the same time, it means that Kim Jaejoong is probably being faked The concealed truth."
An Wenshu was taken aback, and Jiang Chenxi smiled and said, "Don't believe me? You can recall carefully, you usually make a low-level mistake, thinking that the people around you are too familiar and not tempted. But it is not so easy to be tempted. Sometimes It is easy to be overlooked. Especially for adults with rich experience in sex, the trace is mainly caused by shyness, which is so weak that your mother can't find it, because the skin is too thick."
Jiang Chenxi, who is definitely an advanced player in love, taught Xiaobai, "A lot of heartbeats are hidden in ordinary and trivial daily life, not as exaggerated as literary works. It may just be a memory of a chance meeting, or it may just be a familiar smell on someone. If The luck is particularly miserable, without even this hint, he may really not be found."
"But one thing is the same. The feeling of admiration must be low self-esteem at first, a very, very, very weak and inexplicable low self-esteem. What if I don't deserve that person. Because I start to fear that I won't be able to get it subconsciously. That person is good at everything. It is the origin of beauty in the eye of the beholder. No matter how confident a person is, he will beautify him unconsciously."
An Wenshu thought for a while, "It sounds like Kong Liu is right."
"Think clearly, thinking that a person is a good person and rationalizing a person's behavior are two different things. Don't think that those who are shy and timid are inferiority. Like a little boy in love, he uses all kinds of strange tricks to trap people around him, so that the other person's attention is on you."
Jiang Chenxi smiled brightly, "Inferiority will make you judge that the conventional route is impossible before you try to start a relationship with him, and you must use special means. Inferiority and arrogance are opposites, they are twin mirrors, and arrogance represents To show off, you will show off your feathers to the peacock, and those feathers represent your shining points, such as wisdom."
"You have a bad habit of showing off your IQ. To some extent, it can be explained that your self-confidence is based on a smart brain. Therefore, it is Someone who makes you want to show off your IQ, strengthen your presence, and increase your value."
"Because your control is so strong, that person will still be trapped in a routine by you. Slowly adapt to you, and you will gradually transform the other person into what you think. Then the very mentally handicapped person will teach the other person how to attack yourself. , and then he was extremely stupid because of that indescribable inferiority complex, so he hesitated."
"An Wenshuxi, believe me, that person is not Kong Liu. Just because of the desire to control, you can't like someone who hates being controlled. You and Kong Liu's lover have been talking nonsense for a long time. In fact, there is only one contradiction, that is, you both want It is impossible to control the opponent."
An Wenshu, who felt like listening to a class, recalled carefully, "But what you said still feels like Kong Liu. I think he showed off his IQ and tied him in the name of cooperation and children. It is because he likes that he has such a strong desire to control."
"..."
"???"
Jiang Chenxi took a shallow breath, and put on a fake smile, "Excuse me, why do you like to teach Jin Zaizhong so much things that he probably doesn't need at all, such as how to understand business and how to understand you."
"How much information did you dig up on me and him before you tried to fool me?" An Wenshu laughed at her. "This trick is useless to me. I have never made a mistake in logic. I don't want to get him, I'm sure .If you like someone, how could you not want to get it.”
Jiang Chenxi, who smiled and scolded an idiot, was desperate for her EQ, "I'm sure it's my own, what else can I get? He's yours, so I can't run away. What's more, who told you?" , if you like it, you must get it, there is really something that makes you happy when you see the other person is happy."
"Be realistic, do you think such self-sacrificing things can happen to me?"
"..."
Jiang Chenxi, who couldn't refute this sentence at all, didn't refute it at all, and said to An Wenshu, "Don't touch me for a minute." After speaking, regardless of An Wenshu's answer, he directly withdrew his soul and handed in the task.
All the Krakens based on the Jinjiang system handed in a beautiful mission with a CG ending. She hesitated for a long time before accepting this mission, because it was really difficult to do and the goal was too troublesome.But that's very rare, multi-person superimposed tasks, each person is not much, adding up is very embarrassing, I don't want to give up!
The target of the mission is An Wenshu, and there is only one type. I hope she can live.Originally, Jiang Chenxi really didn't plan to pick it up. The time span of living is too long, and he can't do it!But on the morning when she was about to give up, a new task popped up, which was also a superimposed task. This time the character description was not only alive, but also had the exact date and location, so why hesitate!pick up!
An Wenshu once asked Jiang Chenxi what the so-called other shore of time refers to. The other shore of time refers to five years. All the prayers are people who made wishes on the other shore five years later, hoping that this shore can be realized.Five years ago today, An Wenshu's death was marked, and there were [-] people who were willing to offer their life and blessings to fulfill their dream.
Therefore, good people still have to do good things, and only good people can be rewarded.
An Wenshu, who guessed all the peripherals correctly and was about to touch the core of the Tao, even if he claimed to be building an utopia, he would never have imagined that things would develop like this, everything is really God's will in the dark.
It's like An Wenshu holding Jiang Chenxi, who has lost her breath and heartbeat, and has no way to explain to Jin Zaizhong, who has gone and returned for no reason, that she didn't do anything.After all... too many previous convictions!
Kim Jaejoong "Where are you... going to bury her?"
An Wenshu "Huh?"
Jiang Chenxi "Buried who?"
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About a man who cheated on his feelings.
Kong Liu became a scumbag, at least the words An Wenshu said turned him into a scumbag, and what she said was basically no different from a man who was not interested after chasing him.But Kong Liu is really not, he just overestimated himself and An Wenshu, and let the situation get out of hand without any precautions.
Kong Liu's initial evaluation of An Wenshu was basically perfect, and this perfection has been maintained for a very long time. Even if they are together for a long time, An Wenshu only becomes more perfect, and has an added attribute of honesty.But it is so perfect that it cannot fall to the ground, after all it is too illusory and unreal.
This perfection has actually been revealed a long time ago. For example, Kong Liu, who was a little surprised to see such an ordinary thing as An Wenshu washing clothes, has never hidden his thoughts.He can know if he hides An Wenshu. If he doesn't hide or has no consciousness of hiding, An Wenshu naturally knows better.Knowing that this is a thunder, it will explode sooner or later, and now is the time to explode.
But Kong Liu didn't blow up, he chose to communicate, which can mean that he is mature, and it can also mean that the love is fading.Because as long as the relationship is deep enough, some emotions cannot be suppressed, and it has nothing to do with the education of the family.If he doesn't explode, if he wants to communicate, then An Wenshu chooses to communicate. Anyway, this person can't escape.
But Kong Liu, who chooses to communicate, doesn't want An Wenshu to be too formal. The formal place is in the study room. The two of them are separated by a desk, and there is a document on the desk that he doesn't want to open. This is definitely not what he wants. communicate.This is so strange, who falls in love like this!
An Wenshu said this: "You want me to change, but you don't like the way I change. I don't know if you realize it. It's quite obvious to me. Whether it's me contacting your family, or I say , I like you, you can follow your preferences, you don't like these changes."
"You said, the psychiatrist told you that I am subtly changing you, but in fact, you have not changed, you have always been like this, following your own values. In your values, it is strange for me to do normal girl things, do Very normal human things are even stranger."
"You said that I think of you too well, and you are the same. No matter how good I think of you, it is out of the influence of feelings, but you think so well of me because of your trust in my ability. Sometimes I feel You think I'm really omnipotent, I'm not sure if that's me thinking too much, but our conversations basically revolve around things that are too literary or too broad."
"How well a script is written, how is the structure of a crew, whether the director or the screenwriter invests in this crew, whether to participate in the distribution of that project, these can also be said to be caused by the professional problems of the actors. But you can talk about ideals with me. China, talk to me about women's rights and human rights, and sometimes talk about the unsound laws of the country. To be honest, I had a very happy chat and the topic was very interesting, but..."
An Wenshu shook his head and smiled, "I met a kid who was in the second grade some time ago. The kid who was in the second grade can tell me that I will buy you the whole of South Korea. This is already a fighter jet among the weird ones, but we don't I will only talk about those things, even if she and I seem to have nothing to talk about except those things."
"But that child and I are not boyfriend and girlfriend, and we don't need to pursue what to do if there is no topic. You will care about this. You don't seem to be used to silence, or you think it's not right for two people to do their own things together. Well, there needs to be a thread, otherwise it's like some kind of broken link."
An Wenshu wanted to say more, but Kong Liu sighed, so she stopped.
She didn't say anything, but Kong Liu opened his mouth, and it turned into a back-and-forth negotiation after all.
"It's not that I'm not used to silence, but that I can't understand what you're thinking in silence. It's not that I have to make getting along so noble, but that you are exposed to those things. Men have self-esteem, Manjusri, I My self-esteem makes it impossible for me to tell you about those parents' shortcomings."
"Your secondary school friend told you to buy Korea. I don't know if it's true secondary school or if you can really do it. But even if I meet someone who is secondary secondary school, no one can say such a big word .We are too different, the life circle and the circle of friends are too different, I can only try to contact your circle and talk about topics that you will be interested in."
"Otherwise, what should I tell you, that there is a director who wants to find me but can't find investment, and hopes to meet you through me? Or tell you, the hottest topic in the circle recently is you, and you are about to Become the overlord of Chungmuro? I can't talk to you about this, and I can't accept your answer."
"I can predict your answer, investment? Okay. Overlord? Not yet. What should I do next? I don't know how to answer if you are humble, and I don't know if you are not humble. Intellectually I know, these thoughts It's too naive and it makes our relationship too clear, but emotionally there is really no way."
"I never felt that I would be a machismo, that women should not be stronger than men, that there would be a kind of offensive resistance, I seriously, I never thought about it, and I never felt that I would Become such a person. But the gap is too big, so big that sometimes I can’t say even if I am under pressure, otherwise I will really become this kind of person.”
"It's not that I don't trust you with emotion but ability. You really can't make people ignore ability. To some extent, you are right. I always think it's strange for you to do things that are too ordinary. Remember what I said, Do you have the ability to create an ideal country, I really think so, but how can a person who can create a new country be ordinary?"
"Haven't you ever noticed that it's not that I'm looking for topics that are too far away from us, but topics that are too close to you are not interested at all. What did I eat yesterday, who did I meet, what happened, and so and so Talked about something that didn't interest you. What I tried to say, you probably forgot, because when I said these things, most of you were in a daze, or thinking about something else in your head."
"You look at things from a strange angle. No, it should be very straightforward. When I say something delicious, your answer is whether you want sister Zhixiang to buy it. I am used to assistants doing everything, but it is far from yours. This kind of naturalness is sometimes just casual talk."
"I asked you if my mother caused trouble. You told me that the old people are like that, as if my mother is a trouble that needs to be solved or has been solved at all, or even easy to solve. Actually, what I want to hear is not this, even if it is It's okay to complain a bit, but you didn't, you handled it so well that I couldn't let this thread continue."
"It's not that I don't talk about life at home, but you really don't like it. You also said that you think those conversations that don't look like a couple are interesting. That's because you only listen to them and talk to them. Only when I talk, can we communicate, instead of me talking unilaterally."
Kong Liu touched his pocket to get a cigarette, remembered that he had finished his cigarette, and put his hand on the table, "I still don't understand why you are so obsessed with being ordinary. You have never been ordinary. No ordinary person would take the law Books as a pastime, even if I am said by many people to have read a lot of books, I would not do that."
"No ordinary person will suddenly appear on the current affairs news and occupy the headlines of all media. Even me, any so-called top star, can't do it. Not to mention, the whole of Korea, the whole world is fine, can find a Ordinary people, become a hero of a country, you have never been ordinary, Manjusri, you can't be ordinary."
Kong Liu was still going on, continuing to refute everything An Wenshu said. The point was that he didn't like her so-called change. Although he really didn't like it, it wasn't because he was a scumbag, and it didn't matter if he chased him.But her change can only make him more stressed and overwhelmed.
An Wenshu listened quietly without interrupting or showing any expression. He listened with a serious expression as if he was in a meeting. He had a lot to say and got to the core, but he could only listen and could not speak.Because if she said something, Kong Liu might be able to leave the meeting angrily.
But Kong Liu said those words himself, his psychological endurance is not that weak, he knows what his problem is, "I am always a man, no matter how strong you are, I am still a man, I don't want to use gender as an excuse, but I There is no way to ignore gender, ignore the patriarchal society for thousands of years, and be too egalitarian."
"We are not people who have never been in love. We all know that in a relationship between a man and a woman, one party must compromise and become weak. You can't change, but you are trying to change. The change seems to be taking care of my self-esteem, and the change makes me feel I'm terrible. But I can't change either, I can't become someone who depends on your existence. "
As if afraid of her rebuttal, even though An Wenshu didn't respond, Kong Liu still stretched out his hand to let him continue, don't interrupt, "I know, the word attachment is too exaggerated, I think too much, you didn't give me any help, but in fact you Your existence is already a lot of help. Many times, I don’t like to talk about you with others, especially people in the circle.”
"You said that I haven't changed, but I have changed. I have become more sensitive, more careful, less able to take jokes, and more reflexively thinking when listening to others. Is that what he meant, or is it that? What do you mean? I have changed a lot, and when I realized that I had changed, I couldn’t recognize who the person in the mirror was.”
"It was scary, it made me terrible, I became someone I didn't like, I didn't know that I could be so suspicious, I didn't know that I had so little confidence in myself. I never felt that way. Haven’t had it, and don’t want to.”
"When these changes were not discovered, I just unconsciously reduced my contact with the outside world. Most of the rest time was with you, and I would go to others when you were not free. It sounds like I love you too much , but we all know that we should love ourselves first, and the first priority is always ourselves."
"These changes were reminded by the doctor, and I reacted to them, but I didn't know how to solve them. I couldn't tell and I couldn't know how to change them. I seemed to have fallen into a swamp by accident. The harder I struggled, the more I fell into it. The deeper it gets, the slower the speed at which the mud submerges the head will slow down if you don’t struggle, and you won’t be able to get out no matter what.”
Kong Liu sighed, "Manjusri, love shouldn't be like this, it shouldn't drag us into the boundless swamp, but it should make us all better. Even if it's not as good as each other imagined, it's worth it. expecting people."
Kong Liu finally finished his long speech, but An Wenshu couldn't answer, because it was still a dead game, the chessboard was full, and there was not even a single vacant place to make a move.In fact, what Kong Liu said was very obvious. What he said can basically be summed up as, I need you to be like a girlfriend, occasionally acting like a baby, sometimes being weak, sometimes needing him, and sometimes... not so controlling.
But this thing An Wenshu can't change, she knows better than anyone that she can't change it, pretend?There is no need for that, not to mention that there is too much difference between pretending for a while and pretending for a lifetime.Because this is superfluous for her, she can achieve her goal in a quicker way, why do she have to go around in circles.
An Wenshu reached out and clicked on the file that Kong Liu had never opened, "I think you should read this first."
"I don't need to look at this. Although I don't know what's in it, it should be something that can make me compromise." Kong Liu said with a smile, "I never doubt that you will get what you want, but you shouldn't doubt either. If I'm really being bullied for anything, then we've reached the end of the road and there's no turning back."
An Wenshu, who looked down at the document, asked him very seriously, "Are you sure you don't want to open it?"
"I'm sure we won't be able to continue talking after I open it," Kong Liu replied.
An Wenshu, who turned his head and glanced out of the window, told him a story abruptly. The story of Ye Gong's love of dragons made Kong Liu stunned and wanted to laugh, "You think you are a dragon, and you still think you are ordinary?"
"It doesn't matter whether I am a dragon or not. The key is that you have become Ye Gong. You don't want to see the true face of the dragon, but just want to live in the imaginary auspiciousness." An Wenshu's eyes fell on the document. Let me maintain auspiciousness, but you treat it as a threat from a dragon. Our trust has been broken."
Kong Liu said firmly, "Trust can be rebuilt."
"I can't help it, I'm sorry." An Wenshu's eyes turned to him, his expression was a little cold, "I gave the chance, but you didn't take it, then I..."
The cell phone rang suddenly and interrupted her. It wasn't her cell phone but Kong Liu's.Both of them were stunned. Kong Liu was still a little embarrassed when he found out that he had forgotten to mute the voice in a meeting, and he couldn't help but feel helpless. How did it really turn into a negotiation? He wanted to cut off the fairy tale, but An Wenshu, who saw the caller ID, asked him to catch.
Kong Liu answered, his sister's call, his mother was sent to the hospital, and told him to go quickly.Kong Liu got up abruptly, and asked what was wrong repeatedly. The signal on her sister's side didn't seem to be very good, so she hung up immediately after mentioning which hospital.An Wenshu asked him what was wrong, and saw him running out quickly, "My mother is in the hospital." After the words fell, the person was gone.
An Wenshu, who was stunned for a moment, wanted to follow. The lights in the house suddenly went dark, then turned on again in an instant, then turned on and off again, and flashed three times in a row like a short circuit in an electric wire.An Wenshu didn't move, and the sound of hurried footsteps in the corridor gradually disappeared, and then sounded in the yard, followed by the sound of the door being pushed open a few seconds later.
Tonight's Minchen Street was extremely lively. Less than 10 minutes after Kong Liu left, Kraken entered the gate that had been pushed open and remained open. He went up the steps and turned left accurately and walked to the window of the study. An Wenshu, who hadn't moved, "I promised, I did it, there are only three things to do, and there are two left."
An Wenshu looked at the light that did not short-circuit after flashing three times, and asked her, "How can you be sure that I will shoot him?"
"Character modeling, micro-expressions, body language, the frequency of speech waves, and the pauses in your sentences. All the data is aggregated. There is a 50.00% chance that you will kill him." Jiang Chenxi said that he is very scientific Monster: "If you want the data, I can send it to you. But remember to bring your mobile phone with you next time, and don't make the study room look like a fortress. If Kong Liu didn't bring his mobile phone, or the camera wasn't right, I wouldn't blame me if he died."
An Wenshu, who turned to look at her, smiled and said, "Just over half of the data was consumed just once, but it's cheating."
"Kong Liu can die here if he takes one step slower, why don't you try it." Jiang Chenxi sneered, "Anyway, I'm not the one who wants him to live."
An Wenshu sighed with a smile, "Yes, I want him to live." He got up and walked out.
The sea monster that appeared suddenly came for a deal with humans. Jiang Chenxi had a deal with An Wenshu, and the witness was Gao Enya.To be precise, it was Gao Enya who suggested this deal. This little girl who is usually infinitely innocent, occasionally comes up with amazing ideas.
Gao Enya thought about it when she knew that An Wenshu and Kong Liu were in a relationship. At that time, she didn't know that "Osmanthus sweet potato seedlings" had sequelae.I just thought that An Wenshu had changed too fast, and I didn't really trust whether the sea monster, which can even hide its soul, would have strange tricks. I was afraid that both Kong Liu and An Wenshu would have problems.Adhering to the idea of just in case, the sea monster who lost his soul promised to protect Kong Liu's safety.
An Wenshu?She couldn't die, and from the psychological point of view of high-functioning anti-social, this couple obviously had a higher possibility of Kong Liu being in danger.Compared with An Wenshu, who is full of enemies, Kong Liu, who is basically kind to others, if something goes wrong, it might be An Wenshu who did it, and there is no need to protect An Wenshu.
Under the pressure (temptation) of the big demon, Jiang Chenxi, who has a strong desire to survive, naturally agrees, but there is a premise, three chances and one year to choose one, it is impossible for her to protect her for a lifetime, and she doesn't have that leisure time.An Wenshu chose the former, because he would not kill him more than three times if he really wanted to, let alone three times if he didn't want to. The limitation of one year was too great.
Tonight, when three chances are used up once, 'Sister's Phone' and 'Flickering Light' are both Jiang Chenxi's masterpieces.What should Kong Liu do if he finds out that he has been cheated when he goes to the hospital?Regarding Jiang Chenxi, she is only responsible for saving her life, not her emotions, that is Gao Enya's job.But it's another matter if no one dares to wake up the sleeping monster.
An Wenshu, who walked from the study to the living room, was stuffed into a PSP by Jiang Chenxi before he sat down. On the page was a small game, a bit like a simple version of Mario.An Wenshu looked at Jiang Chenxi suspiciously, and the Siren sat with a cigarette in his mouth and gestured to her with his chin, don't ask so many questions, let's play first and then talk.
An Wenshu played.
For the first time, he died of handicap.
The second time, died of unaccustomed.
the third time……
"Why should I play this?" An Wenshu looked at the villain with only three lives dead, and under Jiang Chenxi's gaze, he pressed restart. "I have no talent for video games."
Jiang Chenxi ignored her, An Wenshu had no choice but to continue, as usual, dead, with three lives lost.An Wenshu really doesn't have much interest in this, and he doesn't want to play anymore, watching Jiang Chenxi, "I know that the number three has special meaning to you, so don't remind me like that."
"Do you know why you play games?"
"Cool?"
"..."
"happy?"
"..."
"Kill time?"
Jiang Chenxi, who had a completely disgusted expression on her face, just wanted to despise her, but An Wenshu smiled, "Is it implying me, did you pass the level? Which level did you pass? Is it related to me?" Put the PSP on the coffee table, "I think about it, I can live?"
The big man with a cigarette was the same as before, as long as he talked about the key points, he would not say a word.An Wenshu still relied on guessing, "You came to me not only because I can live, you probably hope that I will die quickly, but since you have come, there is always a reason, do you want to confirm something with me, to confirm whether I am real or not?" Can you pass the level in the rules of living?"
Jiang Chenxi half-closed her eyes and took a puff of a cigarette, neither saying she was right nor wrong, and asked her instead, "Has Yin Wurong dealt with it?"
"If you ask me this way, have all the other enemies checked?" An Wenshu moved down and leaned on the sofa to face her. "Could it be that today is my death date, but I am alive?" Looking down at his watch, there is still a quarter of an hour Around midnight, today officially becomes yesterday.
"So, we all guessed wrong who killed me. It should be a marine policeman. I remember that their boat fired, and then someone also fired. It's too messy over there. I didn't see it clearly. Did you stop it or did my people stop it?" An Wenshu looked her up and down, "You have been in the water, have you been injured?"
Jiang Chenxi, who was wearing a long dress, lifted the hem of the skirt with her fingers and pulled it to her knees. There was a scar on the calf of her left leg that was about to heal. It was a very obvious scar on her fair skin. It had scabbed over. From the scab, The wound should be deep, with black and red scabs from the ankle to the hollow of the leg. After An Wenshu saw it, he put down the skirt again.
"The healing power is really good."
"..."
"How did you get hurt?"
"..."
"can not say?"
"..."
"That's just not knowing."
"..."
"The sea monster is too useless, even if you are injured..."
"Want to die?"
"Does it hurt?"
Jiang Chenxi was taken aback, her ears moved, An Wenshu sighed, bent over and stretched out her hand to slide up and down her calf vaguely through the skirt, "It hurts, doesn't it, I'm sorry."
Jiang Chenxi, whose ears moved again, raised his hand to meet An Wenshu's surprised eyes, took out two mini earphones from his left and right ears, looked at her and said, "Say it again."
"One time?" An Wenshu was patted on the injured shoulder by the other party just after he finished speaking, his expression twitched, "What are you doing?"
"Too noisy!" Jiang Chenxi's expression almost froze. "Keep your voice down, don't open your mouth, just whisper loudly."
An Wenshu blinked quickly, looked at her fist holding the earphones and then at her ears. She understood something, and asked her in a whisper that was so small that he could barely hear it, "The sea monster's hearing is very keen?" No? When she agrees to the answer, ask her "What do you want to hear?"
"Look into my eyes." Jiang Chenxi said flirtatiously with that icy face, "Look at me with the eyes of the love of this life." He raised her chin with his hand, and approached her face, "Tell me."
An Wenshu obediently let her play with her, seeing the love of this life is impossible, thinking that it is okay to eat sashimi for supper, and looked at her affectionately, "You say."
"Thank you."
"Thank you."
"saved me."
"saved me."
"Let's say it together."
"Thank you for saving me."
Jiang Chenxi, who showed his smile, showed his strength, how to turn the ice-covered thousands of miles into a spring full of spring, and the smiling An Wenshu was stunned by his face, not to mention looking at the love of this life or the love of eternal life. , admiring her face.
With a flash in Jiang Chenxi's eyes, he put down his hands, put the earphones back on, and looked straight ahead.With her inconsistency and fugue state, An Wenshu doubted, "Could it be that you want to end the CG like some love game?"
Since the two met, Jiang Chenxi, who smiled at her for the first time with an absolutely gentle attitude, really acquiesced this time, and it was a very happy acquiescence!The kind of small bubbles of joy all over the body, the happy An Wenshu looked at it dumbfoundingly, the life of the monster is really not easy.
But now is a good opportunity, Jiang Chenxi is rarely happy like this, An Wenshu doesn't care much about his own life and death, and wants to know, "To be honest, there is only a half chance of you appearing in your early years. Are you planning to play tricks?"
"I'll give it to you~" As long as the task can be completed, Jiang Chenxi is invincible and easy to talk "It's still three times! But you probably won't need it anymore, her mother complained a little bit about you, maybe you were willing to bear it before, but now you have evil thoughts, I won't bear it."
An Wenshu tilted his head, "What do you mean, my aunt saw the news and thought I did something wrong?" It's unlikely, that person looks like an intellectual in terms of family and country interests, or it should be said that they have all of them.
"No, you are involved in politics. The Blue House is still surrounded. The president is not lightly implicated. You may really be dragged out of office by you. His mother is worried that you will influence Kong Liu. South Korea is only this big. In her impression, being too involved in the entertainment circle and the political circle is not a good thing." Jiang Chenxi gave the answer without going around at all, "It doesn't matter if you have small thoughts before today, after today, you won't have the patience to accept these small thoughts. "
An Wenshu, who didn't respond, asked curiously, "You really think that I will do it because of the probability of just over half?"
"You are indeed going to make a move. Forget if you have emotional disorders. The probability of more than half is already very high. Even if you don't want to kill him, it's something like confinement. You won't let him leave this room anyway. Because you don't want to kill him. Trust him. What you don’t trust but want to get, you can only hold it in the palm of your hand, and you can’t escape.”
Jiang Chenxi looked at her with a smile, "Don't rush to deny it, you have to listen to it, you still remember that I said that you are likely to confuse love, then have you ever thought that maybe Kim Jaejoong can also become your love? Replace Kong Liu."
"You really thought of all kinds of tricks to stop working. If I go to Kim Jaejoong, you can completely ignore Kong Liu, right?" An Wenshu laughed at her, "I want to have Kong Liu, but I don't have such thoughts about Kim Jaejoong. They're not the same."
Jiang Chenxi, who was posing delicately with her index finger, said that she made a mistake, "Although I meant that I didn't want to waste time on Kong Liu, but the point is that you are confused. Confused love will make the truth blurred and the fake become blurred." Real, because the sense of false existence is too strong, it will be confused."
An Wenshu, who smiled without saying a word, expressed "hehe" with his facial expression.
Jiang Chenxi has a very good temper, "It's up to you whether you want to hear it or not, what I can tell you is that Gao Enya has seen love for Kim Jaejoong in you, if you don't fall in love with two people at the same time, it means that Kim Jaejoong is probably being faked The concealed truth."
An Wenshu was taken aback, and Jiang Chenxi smiled and said, "Don't believe me? You can recall carefully, you usually make a low-level mistake, thinking that the people around you are too familiar and not tempted. But it is not so easy to be tempted. Sometimes It is easy to be overlooked. Especially for adults with rich experience in sex, the trace is mainly caused by shyness, which is so weak that your mother can't find it, because the skin is too thick."
Jiang Chenxi, who is definitely an advanced player in love, taught Xiaobai, "A lot of heartbeats are hidden in ordinary and trivial daily life, not as exaggerated as literary works. It may just be a memory of a chance meeting, or it may just be a familiar smell on someone. If The luck is particularly miserable, without even this hint, he may really not be found."
"But one thing is the same. The feeling of admiration must be low self-esteem at first, a very, very, very weak and inexplicable low self-esteem. What if I don't deserve that person. Because I start to fear that I won't be able to get it subconsciously. That person is good at everything. It is the origin of beauty in the eye of the beholder. No matter how confident a person is, he will beautify him unconsciously."
An Wenshu thought for a while, "It sounds like Kong Liu is right."
"Think clearly, thinking that a person is a good person and rationalizing a person's behavior are two different things. Don't think that those who are shy and timid are inferiority. Like a little boy in love, he uses all kinds of strange tricks to trap people around him, so that the other person's attention is on you."
Jiang Chenxi smiled brightly, "Inferiority will make you judge that the conventional route is impossible before you try to start a relationship with him, and you must use special means. Inferiority and arrogance are opposites, they are twin mirrors, and arrogance represents To show off, you will show off your feathers to the peacock, and those feathers represent your shining points, such as wisdom."
"You have a bad habit of showing off your IQ. To some extent, it can be explained that your self-confidence is based on a smart brain. Therefore, it is Someone who makes you want to show off your IQ, strengthen your presence, and increase your value."
"Because your control is so strong, that person will still be trapped in a routine by you. Slowly adapt to you, and you will gradually transform the other person into what you think. Then the very mentally handicapped person will teach the other person how to attack yourself. , and then he was extremely stupid because of that indescribable inferiority complex, so he hesitated."
"An Wenshuxi, believe me, that person is not Kong Liu. Just because of the desire to control, you can't like someone who hates being controlled. You and Kong Liu's lover have been talking nonsense for a long time. In fact, there is only one contradiction, that is, you both want It is impossible to control the opponent."
An Wenshu, who felt like listening to a class, recalled carefully, "But what you said still feels like Kong Liu. I think he showed off his IQ and tied him in the name of cooperation and children. It is because he likes that he has such a strong desire to control."
"..."
"???"
Jiang Chenxi took a shallow breath, and put on a fake smile, "Excuse me, why do you like to teach Jin Zaizhong so much things that he probably doesn't need at all, such as how to understand business and how to understand you."
"How much information did you dig up on me and him before you tried to fool me?" An Wenshu laughed at her. "This trick is useless to me. I have never made a mistake in logic. I don't want to get him, I'm sure .If you like someone, how could you not want to get it.”
Jiang Chenxi, who smiled and scolded an idiot, was desperate for her EQ, "I'm sure it's my own, what else can I get? He's yours, so I can't run away. What's more, who told you?" , if you like it, you must get it, there is really something that makes you happy when you see the other person is happy."
"Be realistic, do you think such self-sacrificing things can happen to me?"
"..."
Jiang Chenxi, who couldn't refute this sentence at all, didn't refute it at all, and said to An Wenshu, "Don't touch me for a minute." After speaking, regardless of An Wenshu's answer, he directly withdrew his soul and handed in the task.
All the Krakens based on the Jinjiang system handed in a beautiful mission with a CG ending. She hesitated for a long time before accepting this mission, because it was really difficult to do and the goal was too troublesome.But that's very rare, multi-person superimposed tasks, each person is not much, adding up is very embarrassing, I don't want to give up!
The target of the mission is An Wenshu, and there is only one type. I hope she can live.Originally, Jiang Chenxi really didn't plan to pick it up. The time span of living is too long, and he can't do it!But on the morning when she was about to give up, a new task popped up, which was also a superimposed task. This time the character description was not only alive, but also had the exact date and location, so why hesitate!pick up!
An Wenshu once asked Jiang Chenxi what the so-called other shore of time refers to. The other shore of time refers to five years. All the prayers are people who made wishes on the other shore five years later, hoping that this shore can be realized.Five years ago today, An Wenshu's death was marked, and there were [-] people who were willing to offer their life and blessings to fulfill their dream.
Therefore, good people still have to do good things, and only good people can be rewarded.
An Wenshu, who guessed all the peripherals correctly and was about to touch the core of the Tao, even if he claimed to be building an utopia, he would never have imagined that things would develop like this, everything is really God's will in the dark.
It's like An Wenshu holding Jiang Chenxi, who has lost her breath and heartbeat, and has no way to explain to Jin Zaizhong, who has gone and returned for no reason, that she didn't do anything.After all... too many previous convictions!
Kim Jaejoong "Where are you... going to bury her?"
An Wenshu "Huh?"
Jiang Chenxi "Buried who?"
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