[Entertainment] Eye of the Storm
Chapter 97
There is no moon and no stars tonight, but the wind is very strong.
The lights in Minchen Street are on, sitting under the lights, no, only Jin Jaejoong is squatting under the lights, he is like a thief, hiding under the windowsill of the restaurant, peeking at the couples in the yard, and trying to eavesdrop, But I couldn't hear anything, and because there was no light in the yard, I couldn't even see the expression clearly.My squatting legs were numb, so I had no choice but to give up. Grinning my teeth, I helped my legs to get up, and went to the refrigerator to see what to eat. Jin Zhixiang didn't know where he was. He was hungry, and he felt that An Wenshu would be hungry too.
The kitchen can't hear the sound from the yard, but the wind in the yard can vaguely hear the "clinking" of the kitchen pots and bowls.But it's okay if no one in the courtyard listens, it's not right, An Wenshu is listening, not only the movement in the kitchen, but also the words of her boyfriend around her.
Kong Liu said a lot, for example, he didn't misunderstand, he never blamed anyone for misunderstanding something, he didn't misunderstand An Wenshu for all this, he couldn't think so.He asked whether An Wenshu didn't care about the hundreds of lives of the people on the boat. What he asked was not a misunderstanding, but a fact.
It is impossible for An Wenshu to be the one who caused all this, but he knew in advance that things might happen, but he didn't really intend to save people, but took advantage of the situation and used those hundreds of lives to achieve his own purpose.Because if she really saves more people, it is the way, and the safest thing is not to let the ship sail.
An Wenshu, who knew something would happen a long time ago, has been watching from a distance, watching the ship with hundreds of people and most of them children going out to sea, watching it have an accident, watching it is likely to die, She just watched without any hindrance.
Kong Liu knew that this was not An Wenshu's problem, so why blame her if she didn't do it.He has not misunderstood, he will not misunderstand.What he blamed was not An Wenshu, because An Wenshu told him more than once that I am not what my brother imagined, I am not that good, I am cold-blooded, etc. An Wenshu has said it, the psychiatrist has said it, many people said.
But... who should he blame?Blame yourself?What did he do wrong?
The fault is that you have a high self-esteem and think that you can become a spiritual pillar?
It's still wrong, the person he likes is far beyond what he can bear.
Kong Liu didn't know.
But An Wenshu has always been very honest to him. Kong Liu imitated An Wenshu's honesty and told her the same honesty, told her that he went to a psychiatrist, and told her what the psychiatrist said.Tell her that I know the fear when I saw the news report today. The fear was not whether An Wenshu was injured or not. At that time, An Wenshu was not on the news. What I was afraid of was the name of the boat, and whether An Wenshu was doing it on purpose.
"I can't remember whether I have been to your study room after we fell in love. It seems that I have or I haven't, but I haven't read your documents. You hardly deal with official business in front of me. Even if you read the script together, you seem to have I haven't shown you the script you selected, it was more selected by the Jintong planning team. Then why did I see the folder with the name of Shuiyue that day, was it really unintentional, or was it intentional."
Kong Liu, who had been lowering his head and speaking softly, raised his head at this point, and looked at An Wenshu, "Is my guess right or wrong? Are you using that document to test my bottom line, or is it really because of the gold that day? Zhixiang is not here, did I accidentally watch those?"
"You don't need my answer." An Wenshu sighed, "You don't trust my answer anymore."
Kong Liu responded with a bitter expression, "Yeah, you've always been so smart." He murmured, "It's weird, isn't it? I've become weird. I can't trust you anymore. I'm starting to make you look worse." Think about it, think about what you say, what you do, how much is true, how much is false, or if it is all true, I am suspicious, and if it is all false, you are lying to me."
"But I shouldn't think so, Manjusri, I shouldn't think so. If I can't convince myself to trust your words, then what you said is indifferent, ignoring the rules, ignoring the law, ignoring...human life." Kong Liu's voice was softer "How do I deal with these things?"
"Manjusri, how do I face this?"
An Wenshu said he didn't know, "You came to me, do you really need me to give you an answer?"
Kong Liu also said he didn't know, "I came to you because I have nowhere to go."
"You always said before that I thought too much of you, but I never thought it was wrong. Now I find that those are wrong, and I am afraid that I will go from one extreme to another. I don't know where to go. Go to someone to convince yourself. Convince yourself that you just can't stop the sinking ship, not that you don't want to."
Kong Liu's eyes were dim, and he looked at An Wenshu with sadness, "Can you convince me, convince me, you can't stop it."
An Wenshu didn't say a word, and Kong Liu's swing was not far away from them. The laughter on the swing seemed to be just yesterday, but it was different after all.There is no light in the courtyard, and there is no moon in the sky. An Wenshu said that for the first time since the two fell in love, she did not tell Kong Liu in advance, and what she was about to say was a lie.
"I really have no choice. I am the one who can reach out and stop what the current president is going to do. I can't stop it. If I stop it, I really don't know when, where and when the next search ship will be. Because of what, or even which search would go wrong. I got the news by chance, and I didn’t know what would happen to the ship at the time, but many people were staring at the ship, so I was too.”
An Wenshu looked at Kong Liu with a calm expression, as if what he said was the truth, "Brother thinks too highly of me. In my brother's eyes, I may really be omnipotent, but against a group that controls an entire country, what I can do There are too few things, and I don’t have that much ability. Even going to Incheon this time is a coincidence, otherwise I wouldn’t get hurt.”
He reached out and touched the bandage on his neck, making him think about the past, "I regret my life, brother has always known, so if I really know that there will be problems with the ship, I will prepare everything for such a big show, I won’t let myself get a little injury, and it’s impossible to scratch the skin.”
Kong Liu's eyes fell on her hand, and An Wenshu continued to fill in the details one by one, saying that he really thought too much.Kong Liu didn't know whether he should believe it or not. It seemed that it was true, and it seemed that this was just like all the lies An Wenshu had told before. As long as she didn't tell the truth, he couldn't tell the truth.
Kong Liu, unable to judge, asked her, "Can I trust you?"
"Do you want to believe me?" This was An Wenshu's answer.
Kong Liu, who opened and closed his mouth a few times, couldn't say a single word "think". His back was pressed down by the heavy mountain, and he couldn't even say a word "think".In the end, it could only become a wry smile, a wry smile to An Wenshu, and a wry smile to himself, he couldn't say it.
"Then what is the purpose of my brother coming to see me?"
"I do not know."
"If lovers don't even have the most basic trust, the ending is doomed, right?"
"I don't want to break up, at least for now, I don't think so."
Kong Liu said this sentence with certainty, An Wenshu looked at him carefully, and was a little puzzled, "You really don't want to break up, so what answer do you want to get from me?"
"I don't know." Kong Liu, who turned his head to look in the direction of the restaurant, repeated in confusion, "I don't know."
An Wenshu followed his gaze, there was nothing special, and turned around to say something.But because he suddenly stretched out his hand towards the neck to avoid it, she looked at him suspiciously. She doesn't like people touching her neck. She seems to have said this, right?
Kong Liu's finger was fixed in the air because of her dodging, he hesitated for two seconds and then stretched out, An Wenshu dodged again, his hand followed suit.This time, An Wenshu didn't hide, and directly grabbed his hand, squeezed his wrist with one hand, and put his palm on the gauze with the other hand, trying to remove the gauze, "This is a real injury, do you suspect it's fake?"
Kong Liu, who turned her hand backwards to keep her still, was stunned, and said slowly, "I never doubted that you would lie to me with fake injuries."
An Wenshu frowned slightly, pulled his hand down, and just said "I..." Kong Liu withdrew his hand, and asked something she couldn't understand, "Your emotional disorder will make you misunderstand, who do you like?" ?"
"What do you mean?"
"..."
Kong Liu looked at his hands, shook his head hesitantly, did not answer her question, and continued to ask, "You once said that it was too troublesome to fall in love with me, but we were still together later. You said it was because you loved me, but love comes to you. Is it really that important?"
"You hate trouble, and I will bring you trouble. In this case, why are you willing to stand here and explain to me, justify me, just because of love? I can't believe that it is so important, even to me, it doesn't matter So important, what about you, even less important?"
An Wenshu looked at him with half-closed eyes, and suddenly smiled, "Your psychiatrist is very smart." Seeing him stunned, his smile widened, "I like you, as long as this doesn't change, you can't do without me, your psychiatrist I told you, right?"
Kong Liu's expression changed slightly, but he didn't lie, "Yes."
"You said you went to see the doctor, and the doctor told you that I am changing you, and you also found out that I am changing you, so you don't know the purpose of your visit today." An Wenshu sighed with a smile, "Kong Liuxi, You really don't want to break up, but what you don't want is for you to say the breakup."
"Your doctor is brilliant, but you are not, brother, don't try to tell me that you are not that important, let alone induce me, that love is not that important. Once you start talking to me about wisdom without emotion, my aggression will be provoked , that's bad for you, don't do that."
Kong Liu was silent for a few seconds, closed his eyes slightly and then opened them again, looking at An Wenshu seriously, "I can say 100% that I didn't do that. But you doubt me, Manjusri, we are suspicious of each other. I don't want to break up It's not who says who doesn't say, I'm not that bad, but you think I'm so bad, you dare not even say breakup."
"Really?" An Wenshu said with a smile, "That's also very interesting, a relationship of mutual suspicion, sounds like fun."
"You do not trust me?"
"Letter~"
Kong Liu's shoulders slumped, "You don't believe me." This time it was an affirmative sentence.
An Wenshu repeated with a smile, "I believe in you."
The topic seems to have turned into a reincarnation here, An Wenshu didn't want to talk anymore, there was nothing to talk about, Kong Liu left.It's not that I want to leave, but after An Wenshu asked what else to do, I couldn't find a reason to stay, so I had to leave.
When he left, An Wenshu didn't hold him back. He sat on the swing and watched him cross the yard, open the gate, step over the threshold, and close the door again.The second the door closed, the two may or may not have looked at each other. It was too dark and people were too far away to see clearly.
An Wenshu sat on the swing for a long time, until Jin Zaizhong's abalone porridge was cooked, only to find her sitting alone on the swing.I don't know if it's because I'm standing under the lamp, the house is too bright, or the yard is too dark, there is no moon, no stars, no light at all, the person sitting in the dark looks inexplicably pitiful.
Jin Jaejoong, who shook his head and threw the strange thoughts out of his mind, went to find An Wenshu, walked up to her, and squatted on his knees. Normally, she was "injured and still blowing outside, so you don't want to get better?"
An Wenshu closed his eyes and leaned on the back of his hand holding the swing rope, and let out a slow 'um'.The voice was weak, which made Jin Zaizhong a little unhappy, "What's the use of pretending to be pitiful in front of me, you have to pretend to be Kong Liu, and men will be soft-hearted."
An Wenshu, whose eyes were closed, laughed at him with a voice that would make a man soften his heart, "Your IQ is really worrying. You know that I am unhappy and you come here. Do you want to bear the anger?"
"You're angry, I'm not angry yet." Jin Zaizhong rolled her eyes, straightened up and reached out to her, "Get up, even though it's spring, it's still cold at night, let's go in and talk."
An Wenshu, who still had his eyes closed, stretched out his hand towards the void, but Jin Zaizhong grabbed her and pulled her up, pinching her hand in disgust, "Your hand is almost freezing, the swing is so good, it's frozen like this and you're still outside Come on, I’m really not afraid of death.”
An Wenshu, who was not afraid of death, just closed his eyes and let him pull him. In the dark, he gave all the directions to the other party. He asked him what he had cooked in the kitchen just now.
From time to time, he said "Go up the steps, slippers, and answer where the abalone at home was dug out from." Li stuffed the spoon and let her eat first, and he went to cut the kimchi.
The noises that could only be faintly heard in the yard could be heard clearly in the dining room. An Wenshu kept his eyes closed, and when his vision was closed, his other senses were particularly sensitive.The light salty aroma of the abalone porridge, the movement of the kitchen knife cutting vegetables not far away, the warmth of the wooden spoon in the palm, and Jin Zaizhong's continuous complaints.
Tucao An Wenshu was hopeless, Kong Liu made it clear that she was in a bad mood, and she even asked people to tell people in the yard that it was so cold in the yard, don't they know that going into the house to be warmer can also make people feel better.They have all degenerated to the point where they don't know how to talk about love, plus they got injured today, they are simply mentally handicapped!
The dishes were placed in the dishes, and the guy who complained was fiddled with the chopsticks, and the silver chopsticks jingled when they touched the edge of the bowl.Slippers stepped on the floor to 'tap' and walked in his direction, and the strong smell of perfume that he had ignored before also permeated the surroundings.There seemed to be insects chirping outside the yard. I hadn't heard it in the yard before, but I heard it when I entered the house.
An Wenshu opened his eyes.
"What are you looking at? Am I right?" Jin Zaizhong, who was setting the bowl, glanced at her, seeing that her porridge didn't move. ..."
"Jin is in Zhongxi, I'm not happy right now." An Wenshu looked at him, "There's a lot of nonsense, very unpleasant."
Jin Jaejoong, who had no intention of being pleasing at all, rolled his huge eyes, but didn't say any more nonsense, pulled the chair opposite her and sat down to eat porridge.Seeing that she was still not moving, he signaled her to eat quickly with his eyes.
An Wenshu turned the handle of the spoon in his hand and asked him, "Do you know what he is angry about?"
"Who? Brother Kong Liu?" Jin Zaizhong picked up a piece of cucumber and put it on her spoon. "It's obvious, it's not normal for a person like my brother not to be angry about the Sewol issue."
"What's wrong with the number of years?"
"Pretend what, didn't you do it?"
"I really don't know what I did."
Jin Zaizhong held her hand holding the spoon and delivered the porridge to her mouth, telling her to eat it quickly "it won't taste good when it's cold" while telling her not to play dumb "you are standing on the board of the boat, you must know This matter, what do you want to do with this matter, are you some kind of child who will selflessly save someone when he sees someone falling into the sea."
"Sounds like I'm going to die?"
"of course."
The spoon touched his lips, and Jin Zaizhong stared at her, "Eat." Seeing her open her mouth to feed the porridge and cucumber into it, she let her eat it by herself. Are you back? After eating and taking medicine, you have to go to the hospital to change the medicine, right, or do you not want to go to the hospital and ask sister Zhixiang to change it for you?"
"The medicine is in the car outside, and Jin Zhixiang has something to do." An Wenshu swallowed what was in his mouth, and asked curiously, "What do I think, cold-blooded and heartless?"
The hand holding the spoon waved left and right, indicating that Kim Jaejoong, who gave the wrong answer, told her, "You are not cold-blooded and ruthless, you just have to have a purpose in everything, and those who can bring that purpose are worthy of your tenderness, and the rest are just passers-by."
"That doesn't seem like a compliment."
"It wasn't originally."
Jin Jaejoong smiled, "But you haven't changed a lot, my brother has changed you a lot, I thought you didn't look like you before, but I imagined it later, it's good to be warmer, at least without my brother, If you don't make it right, you won't talk to me, just like our breakup that wasn't considered a breakup at the beginning, you didn't contact me again."
"I remember, I have never contacted you."
"Different."
"What's the difference?"
"Hmm..." Jin Jaejoong showed her a polite and polite smile, pointing to his own face, "I used to look for you, and you looked so speechless because we didn't know each other well. Later ..." The smile was restrained, not to the point of being expressionless, but there was no expression. "Although this face is not very good-looking, at least it feels like you see me, and you are not ignoring me."
"The first face is too fake, right? The second face is real. I prefer the real one to the fake one." Jin Zaizhong took a mouthful of porridge, "It doesn't matter if it stays the same, anyway, An Wenshu is An Wenshu , It’s still you if you change.” Speaking of this, what comes to mind “But you can’t do this, you can’t face brother with this face, it feels strange that you have changed.”
An Wenshu was stunned for a moment, and didn't ask what was strange, but asked him, "You don't seem to pay attention to what I'm doing, and you don't have any curiosity at all?"
"Why do you use so much curiosity? You are too curious." Jin Zaijoong said with a smile, "It's not that I'm not curious, but I just think you might not like it. And it's pointless to pay attention to what you do. You should know, you will say, no I don’t know what I should know.”
"Not only in the study room, but because of this?"
"almost."
Jin Zaizhong told her not to just talk, but to eat, and glanced at the bandage on her neck, "Will eating hurt the wound? Why don't you eat? Are you hungry? If you're not hungry, you don't eat. If you take medicine, you won't eat it after a meal." , drink milk? Hot milk for you to drink?"
Facing the nagging Kim Jaejoong, An Wenshu asked, "I'm a person who puts everything in line with interests, do you mind?"
"Mind what?" Jin Zaizhong put down the spoon and got up to warm her milk. Halfway through, he turned around and came back. While pulling An Wenshu up to stand in a better light, he asked her, "Mind if you are not a good person? I am not much better Go, I don't mind what you do."
An Wenshu, who didn't know what he was doing, was pulled along his hand, "So, you are a bad guy, so it doesn't matter if there is one more bad guy in the world?"
"It doesn't matter if there are a hundred bad guys in the world, and I'm not an international policeman." Jin Zaizhong dragged her chin to make her look up, and stroked her gauze with his index finger. "I didn't see clearly before it was too dark outside. Will it hurt your neck?" Bending over, looking carefully at the gauze to try to see through, the tone was relaxed and casual, "An Wenshu is just An Wenshu, there is no good or bad, just someone I like."
An Wenshu stopped breathing for a second, and while exhaling, he thought of Kong Liu, and grabbed his hand, "Don't touch my neck." She knew why Kong Liu did that action before.
"Don't move around." Jin Zaizhong patted her hand away, but was pushed away in the next second, and took two steps back involuntarily, looking at her in surprise, "What's wrong? Did I hurt you?" I have to reach out again.
An Manju who opened his hand repeated the key point "Don't touch my neck."
"Why? What happened to your neck?" Jin Zaizhong wondered.
An Wenshu looked at him strangely, Jin Zaizhong looked back in a daze, and heard her ask, "You don't know that I don't like being touched here?"
"Is there? When did you get such a habit." Jin Zaijoong really didn't know, "Because you were injured?" He wanted to reach out his hand, "Show me, does it hurt?"
An Wenshu, who took a step back to avoid him, suspected that he was pretending to be stupid, but his expression didn't look like "When can you touch my neck casually?"
"When can I not?" Kim Jaejoong asked back, "You shouldn't be in a relationship where you won't be touched by men, what a strange question. Sometimes you fall asleep on the sofa because I carry you to the bed." , you had a stiff neck and I massaged you for you!"
Jin Zaizhong looked at her speechlessly, "Ah, An Wenshu, touching your neck is not your chest, why are you nervous?" Thinking she did it on purpose, Jin Zaizhong stepped forward and grabbed her shoulder, "Don't make trouble, show me if the wound is open Yes, it’s still involved.”
An Wenshu didn't struggle at all, it was because of the struggle that the wound was really hurt. He looked up at the ceiling and recalled, when did she let this guy be so laissez-faire?After thinking for a long time, Jin Zaizhong babbled on the sidelines for a long time, but couldn't remember, that guy was too noisy and had too many problems.
"Where does it hurt?"
"It doesn't hurt anywhere."
"Really?"
"real."
Jin Zaizhong suspected that she was lying, stared at her for a while, and then let go of his hand, "Don't worry about it, don't say it. Sister Zhixiang is not here, so don't pretend to be strong."
"Jin Zhixiang...pretending to be strong?"
"You! You pretend to be strong!"
Kim Jaejoong, who was walking towards the refrigerator, muttered, "You like to pretend to be strong to outsiders. Although strong is not a good description, it is similar. Pretend to be strong and strong, isn't it the same thing?"
"The way that thing is called Yuxia, do you know what it is..."
"Would you like milk or juice?"
"juice."
"I said, that's not pretending to be strong, that's..."
"The juice is not hot, do you drink it cold?"
"Then milk."
"You have to be strong to make people think you..."
"How much to drink, this or this?"
An Wenshu looked at the one-liter bottle of milk in his left hand and the five-hundred milliliter bottle of gold in his right hand. He couldn't help but give him a blank look. He resolutely gave up explaining what was powerful, and pointed to his right hand, "This."
Kim Jaejoong, who put the milk in his left hand back, snickered a bit by closing the refrigerator door, closed the door, shook the milk and looked at An Wenshu with a smile, "Are you in a better mood?"
An Wenshu smiled and said 'thank you', "You really understand me, don't you?"
"This is an experience of blood and tears. You never say anything when you are angry, but if I step on a thunderbolt, you will cause me all kinds of trouble." Jin Zaizhong had an expression of looking back on the past, and made An Wenshu laugh. Seeing her smile, he He laughed even happier, "So, don't expect others to guess if you're unhappy, not everyone has learned such a painful lesson from me."
An Wenshu, who followed him out of the kitchen, leaned against the door and laughed at him, "It's not troublesome for me to find you. All kinds of announcements and commercial performances are good things to make money."
"In Kyoto in the morning and in London in the afternoon, no one thinks it's a good thing. It's just that you can't let go of either, but you can't attend at the same time, so you have to reluctantly give up." Jin Zaizhong unwrapped the milk and poured it into the milk pot and turned it on. He glanced sideways at An Wenshu, "You are the guy who wants to be happy when you are unhappy, and you will die if you are so bad."
"It's really hard for you to like such a bad guy."
"Don't think I don't know what you're saying about me doing it to myself."
"Is it obvious?"
"ah."
When the smell of milk filled the kitchen, laughter rang out more than once.Jin Zaizhong turned off the fire, poured the milk into the cup, and turned his back to An Wenshu, his tone was joking, "Don't let me see that you are unhappy, otherwise why would I bless you, don't you know if you are in love~"
"Admonition from playboy Kim Jaejoong?"
"Yeah, a dandy's admonition."
The kitchen is under warm light, and the boy under the light is dressed in a gorgeous stage style. To be honest, it is not suitable to appear in a place like the kitchen, which is a bit inconsistent.What was even more unsuitable was that when he turned around, the makeup was too heavy, and his face was a little off. He was not handsome at all, but An Wenshu somehow felt that this guy seemed pretty handsome.
She thought so, and said so, Jin Zaizhong raised her head arrogantly, "Do you know what is called a face, this face is also a national property, okay?"
An Wenshu laughed out loud with such shameless self-confidence, and Jin Jaejoong handed her the milk, which was warm but not hot.While she was drinking milk, she cleared the table, put all the dishes in the kitchen, and said to her, "I'm leaving."
An Wenshu nodded while drinking milk, Jin Zaizhong lowered his head and smiled, walked up to her, and lightly touched the gauze around her neck, "Be careful, you know?"
An Wenshu, who was still nodding, seemed to touch the back of his hand with his chin, but it didn't seem to, Jin Jaejoong's hand had already been retracted.Turning his back to her and walking out step by step, An Wenshu drank the milk very slowly, until he disappeared without finishing it.For some reason, the milky smell in her mouth suddenly turned into a milky smell, and she didn't want to drink it anymore.
The half cup of milk left was left in the kitchen, and the drinker left.
But the man who boiled the milk stopped because there was a man who had left at the door.
Jin Jaejoong, who crossed the threshold with half a foot, saw Kong Liu leaning against the wall smoking a cigarette, stepped out with the other foot, called "Brother", and heard him respond, jokingly said, "Brother is waiting for her to chase him out." Well, the plot at eight o'clock is not popular now."
"I'm waiting for you."
"wait for me?"
Kong Liu shared a cigarette with him, and after he took it, handed him the lighter.Jin Zaizhong lit his cigarette and took a puff. He didn't know what he wanted to do with such a serious expression, or he was joking, "Brother doesn't want me to tell you how to coax her?"
"She doesn't need to coax."
"Oh?"
"An Wenshu doesn't need to be coaxed, she knows what she wants better than anyone else, if she needs someone to coax, it's not An Wenshu." Kong Liu looked at him, "You can be coaxed because she is willing to be coaxed, not because she needs it. "
Jin Zaizhong smiled and said nothing, Kong Liu asked him, "Do you have time, I will take you to see someone." When he asked who it was, he replied that it was a psychiatrist.
"No need." Jin Zaizhong said before he spoke, "I personally don't need it, and if it's because of An Wenshu, I don't need it. She probably doesn't like being judged by others. I don't need to listen to another person telling me, How about An Wenshu?"
Kong Liu paused for a few seconds and said, "You don't want to know why she likes me?"
"I don't want to." Seeing that he was choked, Jin Zaizhong lowered his head and flicked the cigarette ash, and when he looked up again, his expression became serious, "I don't want to participate in your affairs, and brother will not want me to participate. Wenshu and I are not only friends, brother That's clear. I don't know what a psychiatrist stands for, or why you want me to see you."
"Since she likes it, she is willing, and she doesn't think it's wrong, then the rest has nothing to do with me. You are lovers, I'm sorry, I can't be a friend to help you, but I don't think I have that obligation , so we stop here."
Kong Liu's expression was not very good, "You don't want to help her?"
"Brother is already helping her, be more patient, people don't change so easily. She changes slowly, so I need to be more patient." Jin Zaizhong bowed slightly to Kong Liu, "I'll go first, brother can speak directly if he has something to say." Enter the door." Pointing to the camera above his head, "everything here can be seen, I might as well go in while waiting here."
Kong Liu, who raised his head in surprise, looked at the surveillance camera above his head, and wanted to say something, but Jin Jaejoong had already pushed open the door that had not been closed, turned around and left.Kong Liu looked at his back and hesitated for a long time, and finally entered the door in the opposite direction from Jin Zaizhong.
Entering the door this time is very similar to the day when Jin Zhixiang was away and Kong Liu couldn't find anyone. The room was empty, and An Wenshu was not there when I walked around.Only the study did not go, Kong Liu did not go to the study, and did not plan to go, took an ashtray from the living room and leaned against the corridor to smoke.
The cigarettes were lit one by one, and a pile of cigarette butts went out in the ashtray. An Wenshu never came out. It was late at night, and even the insects were gone outside, and the silence made people feel flustered.Kong Liu sent the ashtray back to the living room, walked to the door of the study, took a deep breath, and knocked on the door of the study.
"Come in."
Kong Liu, who opened the door, didn't go in. He stood by the door and looked at An Wenshu who was sitting on the chair, "Want to come out and talk?"
"You can come in and chat." An Wenshu raised the document in his hand at him, "There are some things you should look at."
Kong Liu shook his head slowly, "No need, I'm afraid I'll think more."
"Can I know ahead of time what I'm going to talk about?"
"I don't want to break up, we have to find a way to get along."
"How to get along?"
"Get along well without changing you or me."
An Wenshu put down the document and said with a smile, "You may not like to hear it, but I won't change, and neither will you. We can't get along."
"I want to try it out."
"Then you have to get to know me first."
An Wenshu let him in, and Kong Liu sighed and went in. When he walked to the table, An Wenshu pushed a document forward.Kong Liu, who hesitated to pick it up, put it back again, sat opposite her, and said with a wry smile, "Now you remind me of what you looked like when we first met, but we are not negotiating business, right?"
"Not necessarily." An Wenshu saw him surprised, and smiled, "In my world, everything can be turned into a transaction. Love is indeed not that special as you said. It is also a product that can be traded. Transactions require negotiations. Business is not Commercial is just a name."
Kong Liu, who has been sighing for more than a year tonight, asked her sullenly, "For you, I am a person who can negotiate a deal, so what is our relationship, is it a commercial project?"
"It's what I want. I told you that as long as I want it, there is always a way." An Wenshu clicked the file. "That's one of the ways you can't leave me. If you need it, there are countless other ways."
Kong Liu was a little tired, heart-tired, so exhausted that he felt that the two sides could not communicate.From seeing the news to the present, the pressure has accumulated more and more, but he is not the one to vent to women, especially his girlfriend, so he endured it and tried to communicate and solve it.But he never thought of using An Wenshu's method of communication.
"Let's have a good chat, okay? It's normal. Let's have a peaceful chat."
"Actually, that's what I'm doing now."
"An Wenshu, I like you."
"I know."
"I don't want to break up."
"I know too."
"Then, can you change it?"
"I have changed."
An Wenshu looked at him with a smile, "I have changed a lot, but I have changed, but you have changed from loving to liking." Leaning forward, staring into Kong Liu's eyes, "The person you admire is the same An Wenshu, far away The sky cannot be touched, it is a peak that cannot be reached by the magnificent beauty. An Wenshu, who is close in front of you, is a person who is full of flaws, even violates your principles of doing things, and touches the bottom line."
"But only the changed An Wenshu can maintain a relationship with you."
"Kong Liu, this is a dead end."
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The lights in Minchen Street are on, sitting under the lights, no, only Jin Jaejoong is squatting under the lights, he is like a thief, hiding under the windowsill of the restaurant, peeking at the couples in the yard, and trying to eavesdrop, But I couldn't hear anything, and because there was no light in the yard, I couldn't even see the expression clearly.My squatting legs were numb, so I had no choice but to give up. Grinning my teeth, I helped my legs to get up, and went to the refrigerator to see what to eat. Jin Zhixiang didn't know where he was. He was hungry, and he felt that An Wenshu would be hungry too.
The kitchen can't hear the sound from the yard, but the wind in the yard can vaguely hear the "clinking" of the kitchen pots and bowls.But it's okay if no one in the courtyard listens, it's not right, An Wenshu is listening, not only the movement in the kitchen, but also the words of her boyfriend around her.
Kong Liu said a lot, for example, he didn't misunderstand, he never blamed anyone for misunderstanding something, he didn't misunderstand An Wenshu for all this, he couldn't think so.He asked whether An Wenshu didn't care about the hundreds of lives of the people on the boat. What he asked was not a misunderstanding, but a fact.
It is impossible for An Wenshu to be the one who caused all this, but he knew in advance that things might happen, but he didn't really intend to save people, but took advantage of the situation and used those hundreds of lives to achieve his own purpose.Because if she really saves more people, it is the way, and the safest thing is not to let the ship sail.
An Wenshu, who knew something would happen a long time ago, has been watching from a distance, watching the ship with hundreds of people and most of them children going out to sea, watching it have an accident, watching it is likely to die, She just watched without any hindrance.
Kong Liu knew that this was not An Wenshu's problem, so why blame her if she didn't do it.He has not misunderstood, he will not misunderstand.What he blamed was not An Wenshu, because An Wenshu told him more than once that I am not what my brother imagined, I am not that good, I am cold-blooded, etc. An Wenshu has said it, the psychiatrist has said it, many people said.
But... who should he blame?Blame yourself?What did he do wrong?
The fault is that you have a high self-esteem and think that you can become a spiritual pillar?
It's still wrong, the person he likes is far beyond what he can bear.
Kong Liu didn't know.
But An Wenshu has always been very honest to him. Kong Liu imitated An Wenshu's honesty and told her the same honesty, told her that he went to a psychiatrist, and told her what the psychiatrist said.Tell her that I know the fear when I saw the news report today. The fear was not whether An Wenshu was injured or not. At that time, An Wenshu was not on the news. What I was afraid of was the name of the boat, and whether An Wenshu was doing it on purpose.
"I can't remember whether I have been to your study room after we fell in love. It seems that I have or I haven't, but I haven't read your documents. You hardly deal with official business in front of me. Even if you read the script together, you seem to have I haven't shown you the script you selected, it was more selected by the Jintong planning team. Then why did I see the folder with the name of Shuiyue that day, was it really unintentional, or was it intentional."
Kong Liu, who had been lowering his head and speaking softly, raised his head at this point, and looked at An Wenshu, "Is my guess right or wrong? Are you using that document to test my bottom line, or is it really because of the gold that day? Zhixiang is not here, did I accidentally watch those?"
"You don't need my answer." An Wenshu sighed, "You don't trust my answer anymore."
Kong Liu responded with a bitter expression, "Yeah, you've always been so smart." He murmured, "It's weird, isn't it? I've become weird. I can't trust you anymore. I'm starting to make you look worse." Think about it, think about what you say, what you do, how much is true, how much is false, or if it is all true, I am suspicious, and if it is all false, you are lying to me."
"But I shouldn't think so, Manjusri, I shouldn't think so. If I can't convince myself to trust your words, then what you said is indifferent, ignoring the rules, ignoring the law, ignoring...human life." Kong Liu's voice was softer "How do I deal with these things?"
"Manjusri, how do I face this?"
An Wenshu said he didn't know, "You came to me, do you really need me to give you an answer?"
Kong Liu also said he didn't know, "I came to you because I have nowhere to go."
"You always said before that I thought too much of you, but I never thought it was wrong. Now I find that those are wrong, and I am afraid that I will go from one extreme to another. I don't know where to go. Go to someone to convince yourself. Convince yourself that you just can't stop the sinking ship, not that you don't want to."
Kong Liu's eyes were dim, and he looked at An Wenshu with sadness, "Can you convince me, convince me, you can't stop it."
An Wenshu didn't say a word, and Kong Liu's swing was not far away from them. The laughter on the swing seemed to be just yesterday, but it was different after all.There is no light in the courtyard, and there is no moon in the sky. An Wenshu said that for the first time since the two fell in love, she did not tell Kong Liu in advance, and what she was about to say was a lie.
"I really have no choice. I am the one who can reach out and stop what the current president is going to do. I can't stop it. If I stop it, I really don't know when, where and when the next search ship will be. Because of what, or even which search would go wrong. I got the news by chance, and I didn’t know what would happen to the ship at the time, but many people were staring at the ship, so I was too.”
An Wenshu looked at Kong Liu with a calm expression, as if what he said was the truth, "Brother thinks too highly of me. In my brother's eyes, I may really be omnipotent, but against a group that controls an entire country, what I can do There are too few things, and I don’t have that much ability. Even going to Incheon this time is a coincidence, otherwise I wouldn’t get hurt.”
He reached out and touched the bandage on his neck, making him think about the past, "I regret my life, brother has always known, so if I really know that there will be problems with the ship, I will prepare everything for such a big show, I won’t let myself get a little injury, and it’s impossible to scratch the skin.”
Kong Liu's eyes fell on her hand, and An Wenshu continued to fill in the details one by one, saying that he really thought too much.Kong Liu didn't know whether he should believe it or not. It seemed that it was true, and it seemed that this was just like all the lies An Wenshu had told before. As long as she didn't tell the truth, he couldn't tell the truth.
Kong Liu, unable to judge, asked her, "Can I trust you?"
"Do you want to believe me?" This was An Wenshu's answer.
Kong Liu, who opened and closed his mouth a few times, couldn't say a single word "think". His back was pressed down by the heavy mountain, and he couldn't even say a word "think".In the end, it could only become a wry smile, a wry smile to An Wenshu, and a wry smile to himself, he couldn't say it.
"Then what is the purpose of my brother coming to see me?"
"I do not know."
"If lovers don't even have the most basic trust, the ending is doomed, right?"
"I don't want to break up, at least for now, I don't think so."
Kong Liu said this sentence with certainty, An Wenshu looked at him carefully, and was a little puzzled, "You really don't want to break up, so what answer do you want to get from me?"
"I don't know." Kong Liu, who turned his head to look in the direction of the restaurant, repeated in confusion, "I don't know."
An Wenshu followed his gaze, there was nothing special, and turned around to say something.But because he suddenly stretched out his hand towards the neck to avoid it, she looked at him suspiciously. She doesn't like people touching her neck. She seems to have said this, right?
Kong Liu's finger was fixed in the air because of her dodging, he hesitated for two seconds and then stretched out, An Wenshu dodged again, his hand followed suit.This time, An Wenshu didn't hide, and directly grabbed his hand, squeezed his wrist with one hand, and put his palm on the gauze with the other hand, trying to remove the gauze, "This is a real injury, do you suspect it's fake?"
Kong Liu, who turned her hand backwards to keep her still, was stunned, and said slowly, "I never doubted that you would lie to me with fake injuries."
An Wenshu frowned slightly, pulled his hand down, and just said "I..." Kong Liu withdrew his hand, and asked something she couldn't understand, "Your emotional disorder will make you misunderstand, who do you like?" ?"
"What do you mean?"
"..."
Kong Liu looked at his hands, shook his head hesitantly, did not answer her question, and continued to ask, "You once said that it was too troublesome to fall in love with me, but we were still together later. You said it was because you loved me, but love comes to you. Is it really that important?"
"You hate trouble, and I will bring you trouble. In this case, why are you willing to stand here and explain to me, justify me, just because of love? I can't believe that it is so important, even to me, it doesn't matter So important, what about you, even less important?"
An Wenshu looked at him with half-closed eyes, and suddenly smiled, "Your psychiatrist is very smart." Seeing him stunned, his smile widened, "I like you, as long as this doesn't change, you can't do without me, your psychiatrist I told you, right?"
Kong Liu's expression changed slightly, but he didn't lie, "Yes."
"You said you went to see the doctor, and the doctor told you that I am changing you, and you also found out that I am changing you, so you don't know the purpose of your visit today." An Wenshu sighed with a smile, "Kong Liuxi, You really don't want to break up, but what you don't want is for you to say the breakup."
"Your doctor is brilliant, but you are not, brother, don't try to tell me that you are not that important, let alone induce me, that love is not that important. Once you start talking to me about wisdom without emotion, my aggression will be provoked , that's bad for you, don't do that."
Kong Liu was silent for a few seconds, closed his eyes slightly and then opened them again, looking at An Wenshu seriously, "I can say 100% that I didn't do that. But you doubt me, Manjusri, we are suspicious of each other. I don't want to break up It's not who says who doesn't say, I'm not that bad, but you think I'm so bad, you dare not even say breakup."
"Really?" An Wenshu said with a smile, "That's also very interesting, a relationship of mutual suspicion, sounds like fun."
"You do not trust me?"
"Letter~"
Kong Liu's shoulders slumped, "You don't believe me." This time it was an affirmative sentence.
An Wenshu repeated with a smile, "I believe in you."
The topic seems to have turned into a reincarnation here, An Wenshu didn't want to talk anymore, there was nothing to talk about, Kong Liu left.It's not that I want to leave, but after An Wenshu asked what else to do, I couldn't find a reason to stay, so I had to leave.
When he left, An Wenshu didn't hold him back. He sat on the swing and watched him cross the yard, open the gate, step over the threshold, and close the door again.The second the door closed, the two may or may not have looked at each other. It was too dark and people were too far away to see clearly.
An Wenshu sat on the swing for a long time, until Jin Zaizhong's abalone porridge was cooked, only to find her sitting alone on the swing.I don't know if it's because I'm standing under the lamp, the house is too bright, or the yard is too dark, there is no moon, no stars, no light at all, the person sitting in the dark looks inexplicably pitiful.
Jin Jaejoong, who shook his head and threw the strange thoughts out of his mind, went to find An Wenshu, walked up to her, and squatted on his knees. Normally, she was "injured and still blowing outside, so you don't want to get better?"
An Wenshu closed his eyes and leaned on the back of his hand holding the swing rope, and let out a slow 'um'.The voice was weak, which made Jin Zaizhong a little unhappy, "What's the use of pretending to be pitiful in front of me, you have to pretend to be Kong Liu, and men will be soft-hearted."
An Wenshu, whose eyes were closed, laughed at him with a voice that would make a man soften his heart, "Your IQ is really worrying. You know that I am unhappy and you come here. Do you want to bear the anger?"
"You're angry, I'm not angry yet." Jin Zaizhong rolled her eyes, straightened up and reached out to her, "Get up, even though it's spring, it's still cold at night, let's go in and talk."
An Wenshu, who still had his eyes closed, stretched out his hand towards the void, but Jin Zaizhong grabbed her and pulled her up, pinching her hand in disgust, "Your hand is almost freezing, the swing is so good, it's frozen like this and you're still outside Come on, I’m really not afraid of death.”
An Wenshu, who was not afraid of death, just closed his eyes and let him pull him. In the dark, he gave all the directions to the other party. He asked him what he had cooked in the kitchen just now.
From time to time, he said "Go up the steps, slippers, and answer where the abalone at home was dug out from." Li stuffed the spoon and let her eat first, and he went to cut the kimchi.
The noises that could only be faintly heard in the yard could be heard clearly in the dining room. An Wenshu kept his eyes closed, and when his vision was closed, his other senses were particularly sensitive.The light salty aroma of the abalone porridge, the movement of the kitchen knife cutting vegetables not far away, the warmth of the wooden spoon in the palm, and Jin Zaizhong's continuous complaints.
Tucao An Wenshu was hopeless, Kong Liu made it clear that she was in a bad mood, and she even asked people to tell people in the yard that it was so cold in the yard, don't they know that going into the house to be warmer can also make people feel better.They have all degenerated to the point where they don't know how to talk about love, plus they got injured today, they are simply mentally handicapped!
The dishes were placed in the dishes, and the guy who complained was fiddled with the chopsticks, and the silver chopsticks jingled when they touched the edge of the bowl.Slippers stepped on the floor to 'tap' and walked in his direction, and the strong smell of perfume that he had ignored before also permeated the surroundings.There seemed to be insects chirping outside the yard. I hadn't heard it in the yard before, but I heard it when I entered the house.
An Wenshu opened his eyes.
"What are you looking at? Am I right?" Jin Zaizhong, who was setting the bowl, glanced at her, seeing that her porridge didn't move. ..."
"Jin is in Zhongxi, I'm not happy right now." An Wenshu looked at him, "There's a lot of nonsense, very unpleasant."
Jin Jaejoong, who had no intention of being pleasing at all, rolled his huge eyes, but didn't say any more nonsense, pulled the chair opposite her and sat down to eat porridge.Seeing that she was still not moving, he signaled her to eat quickly with his eyes.
An Wenshu turned the handle of the spoon in his hand and asked him, "Do you know what he is angry about?"
"Who? Brother Kong Liu?" Jin Zaizhong picked up a piece of cucumber and put it on her spoon. "It's obvious, it's not normal for a person like my brother not to be angry about the Sewol issue."
"What's wrong with the number of years?"
"Pretend what, didn't you do it?"
"I really don't know what I did."
Jin Zaizhong held her hand holding the spoon and delivered the porridge to her mouth, telling her to eat it quickly "it won't taste good when it's cold" while telling her not to play dumb "you are standing on the board of the boat, you must know This matter, what do you want to do with this matter, are you some kind of child who will selflessly save someone when he sees someone falling into the sea."
"Sounds like I'm going to die?"
"of course."
The spoon touched his lips, and Jin Zaizhong stared at her, "Eat." Seeing her open her mouth to feed the porridge and cucumber into it, she let her eat it by herself. Are you back? After eating and taking medicine, you have to go to the hospital to change the medicine, right, or do you not want to go to the hospital and ask sister Zhixiang to change it for you?"
"The medicine is in the car outside, and Jin Zhixiang has something to do." An Wenshu swallowed what was in his mouth, and asked curiously, "What do I think, cold-blooded and heartless?"
The hand holding the spoon waved left and right, indicating that Kim Jaejoong, who gave the wrong answer, told her, "You are not cold-blooded and ruthless, you just have to have a purpose in everything, and those who can bring that purpose are worthy of your tenderness, and the rest are just passers-by."
"That doesn't seem like a compliment."
"It wasn't originally."
Jin Jaejoong smiled, "But you haven't changed a lot, my brother has changed you a lot, I thought you didn't look like you before, but I imagined it later, it's good to be warmer, at least without my brother, If you don't make it right, you won't talk to me, just like our breakup that wasn't considered a breakup at the beginning, you didn't contact me again."
"I remember, I have never contacted you."
"Different."
"What's the difference?"
"Hmm..." Jin Jaejoong showed her a polite and polite smile, pointing to his own face, "I used to look for you, and you looked so speechless because we didn't know each other well. Later ..." The smile was restrained, not to the point of being expressionless, but there was no expression. "Although this face is not very good-looking, at least it feels like you see me, and you are not ignoring me."
"The first face is too fake, right? The second face is real. I prefer the real one to the fake one." Jin Zaizhong took a mouthful of porridge, "It doesn't matter if it stays the same, anyway, An Wenshu is An Wenshu , It’s still you if you change.” Speaking of this, what comes to mind “But you can’t do this, you can’t face brother with this face, it feels strange that you have changed.”
An Wenshu was stunned for a moment, and didn't ask what was strange, but asked him, "You don't seem to pay attention to what I'm doing, and you don't have any curiosity at all?"
"Why do you use so much curiosity? You are too curious." Jin Zaijoong said with a smile, "It's not that I'm not curious, but I just think you might not like it. And it's pointless to pay attention to what you do. You should know, you will say, no I don’t know what I should know.”
"Not only in the study room, but because of this?"
"almost."
Jin Zaizhong told her not to just talk, but to eat, and glanced at the bandage on her neck, "Will eating hurt the wound? Why don't you eat? Are you hungry? If you're not hungry, you don't eat. If you take medicine, you won't eat it after a meal." , drink milk? Hot milk for you to drink?"
Facing the nagging Kim Jaejoong, An Wenshu asked, "I'm a person who puts everything in line with interests, do you mind?"
"Mind what?" Jin Zaizhong put down the spoon and got up to warm her milk. Halfway through, he turned around and came back. While pulling An Wenshu up to stand in a better light, he asked her, "Mind if you are not a good person? I am not much better Go, I don't mind what you do."
An Wenshu, who didn't know what he was doing, was pulled along his hand, "So, you are a bad guy, so it doesn't matter if there is one more bad guy in the world?"
"It doesn't matter if there are a hundred bad guys in the world, and I'm not an international policeman." Jin Zaizhong dragged her chin to make her look up, and stroked her gauze with his index finger. "I didn't see clearly before it was too dark outside. Will it hurt your neck?" Bending over, looking carefully at the gauze to try to see through, the tone was relaxed and casual, "An Wenshu is just An Wenshu, there is no good or bad, just someone I like."
An Wenshu stopped breathing for a second, and while exhaling, he thought of Kong Liu, and grabbed his hand, "Don't touch my neck." She knew why Kong Liu did that action before.
"Don't move around." Jin Zaizhong patted her hand away, but was pushed away in the next second, and took two steps back involuntarily, looking at her in surprise, "What's wrong? Did I hurt you?" I have to reach out again.
An Manju who opened his hand repeated the key point "Don't touch my neck."
"Why? What happened to your neck?" Jin Zaizhong wondered.
An Wenshu looked at him strangely, Jin Zaizhong looked back in a daze, and heard her ask, "You don't know that I don't like being touched here?"
"Is there? When did you get such a habit." Jin Zaijoong really didn't know, "Because you were injured?" He wanted to reach out his hand, "Show me, does it hurt?"
An Wenshu, who took a step back to avoid him, suspected that he was pretending to be stupid, but his expression didn't look like "When can you touch my neck casually?"
"When can I not?" Kim Jaejoong asked back, "You shouldn't be in a relationship where you won't be touched by men, what a strange question. Sometimes you fall asleep on the sofa because I carry you to the bed." , you had a stiff neck and I massaged you for you!"
Jin Zaizhong looked at her speechlessly, "Ah, An Wenshu, touching your neck is not your chest, why are you nervous?" Thinking she did it on purpose, Jin Zaizhong stepped forward and grabbed her shoulder, "Don't make trouble, show me if the wound is open Yes, it’s still involved.”
An Wenshu didn't struggle at all, it was because of the struggle that the wound was really hurt. He looked up at the ceiling and recalled, when did she let this guy be so laissez-faire?After thinking for a long time, Jin Zaizhong babbled on the sidelines for a long time, but couldn't remember, that guy was too noisy and had too many problems.
"Where does it hurt?"
"It doesn't hurt anywhere."
"Really?"
"real."
Jin Zaizhong suspected that she was lying, stared at her for a while, and then let go of his hand, "Don't worry about it, don't say it. Sister Zhixiang is not here, so don't pretend to be strong."
"Jin Zhixiang...pretending to be strong?"
"You! You pretend to be strong!"
Kim Jaejoong, who was walking towards the refrigerator, muttered, "You like to pretend to be strong to outsiders. Although strong is not a good description, it is similar. Pretend to be strong and strong, isn't it the same thing?"
"The way that thing is called Yuxia, do you know what it is..."
"Would you like milk or juice?"
"juice."
"I said, that's not pretending to be strong, that's..."
"The juice is not hot, do you drink it cold?"
"Then milk."
"You have to be strong to make people think you..."
"How much to drink, this or this?"
An Wenshu looked at the one-liter bottle of milk in his left hand and the five-hundred milliliter bottle of gold in his right hand. He couldn't help but give him a blank look. He resolutely gave up explaining what was powerful, and pointed to his right hand, "This."
Kim Jaejoong, who put the milk in his left hand back, snickered a bit by closing the refrigerator door, closed the door, shook the milk and looked at An Wenshu with a smile, "Are you in a better mood?"
An Wenshu smiled and said 'thank you', "You really understand me, don't you?"
"This is an experience of blood and tears. You never say anything when you are angry, but if I step on a thunderbolt, you will cause me all kinds of trouble." Jin Zaizhong had an expression of looking back on the past, and made An Wenshu laugh. Seeing her smile, he He laughed even happier, "So, don't expect others to guess if you're unhappy, not everyone has learned such a painful lesson from me."
An Wenshu, who followed him out of the kitchen, leaned against the door and laughed at him, "It's not troublesome for me to find you. All kinds of announcements and commercial performances are good things to make money."
"In Kyoto in the morning and in London in the afternoon, no one thinks it's a good thing. It's just that you can't let go of either, but you can't attend at the same time, so you have to reluctantly give up." Jin Zaizhong unwrapped the milk and poured it into the milk pot and turned it on. He glanced sideways at An Wenshu, "You are the guy who wants to be happy when you are unhappy, and you will die if you are so bad."
"It's really hard for you to like such a bad guy."
"Don't think I don't know what you're saying about me doing it to myself."
"Is it obvious?"
"ah."
When the smell of milk filled the kitchen, laughter rang out more than once.Jin Zaizhong turned off the fire, poured the milk into the cup, and turned his back to An Wenshu, his tone was joking, "Don't let me see that you are unhappy, otherwise why would I bless you, don't you know if you are in love~"
"Admonition from playboy Kim Jaejoong?"
"Yeah, a dandy's admonition."
The kitchen is under warm light, and the boy under the light is dressed in a gorgeous stage style. To be honest, it is not suitable to appear in a place like the kitchen, which is a bit inconsistent.What was even more unsuitable was that when he turned around, the makeup was too heavy, and his face was a little off. He was not handsome at all, but An Wenshu somehow felt that this guy seemed pretty handsome.
She thought so, and said so, Jin Zaizhong raised her head arrogantly, "Do you know what is called a face, this face is also a national property, okay?"
An Wenshu laughed out loud with such shameless self-confidence, and Jin Jaejoong handed her the milk, which was warm but not hot.While she was drinking milk, she cleared the table, put all the dishes in the kitchen, and said to her, "I'm leaving."
An Wenshu nodded while drinking milk, Jin Zaizhong lowered his head and smiled, walked up to her, and lightly touched the gauze around her neck, "Be careful, you know?"
An Wenshu, who was still nodding, seemed to touch the back of his hand with his chin, but it didn't seem to, Jin Jaejoong's hand had already been retracted.Turning his back to her and walking out step by step, An Wenshu drank the milk very slowly, until he disappeared without finishing it.For some reason, the milky smell in her mouth suddenly turned into a milky smell, and she didn't want to drink it anymore.
The half cup of milk left was left in the kitchen, and the drinker left.
But the man who boiled the milk stopped because there was a man who had left at the door.
Jin Jaejoong, who crossed the threshold with half a foot, saw Kong Liu leaning against the wall smoking a cigarette, stepped out with the other foot, called "Brother", and heard him respond, jokingly said, "Brother is waiting for her to chase him out." Well, the plot at eight o'clock is not popular now."
"I'm waiting for you."
"wait for me?"
Kong Liu shared a cigarette with him, and after he took it, handed him the lighter.Jin Zaizhong lit his cigarette and took a puff. He didn't know what he wanted to do with such a serious expression, or he was joking, "Brother doesn't want me to tell you how to coax her?"
"She doesn't need to coax."
"Oh?"
"An Wenshu doesn't need to be coaxed, she knows what she wants better than anyone else, if she needs someone to coax, it's not An Wenshu." Kong Liu looked at him, "You can be coaxed because she is willing to be coaxed, not because she needs it. "
Jin Zaizhong smiled and said nothing, Kong Liu asked him, "Do you have time, I will take you to see someone." When he asked who it was, he replied that it was a psychiatrist.
"No need." Jin Zaizhong said before he spoke, "I personally don't need it, and if it's because of An Wenshu, I don't need it. She probably doesn't like being judged by others. I don't need to listen to another person telling me, How about An Wenshu?"
Kong Liu paused for a few seconds and said, "You don't want to know why she likes me?"
"I don't want to." Seeing that he was choked, Jin Zaizhong lowered his head and flicked the cigarette ash, and when he looked up again, his expression became serious, "I don't want to participate in your affairs, and brother will not want me to participate. Wenshu and I are not only friends, brother That's clear. I don't know what a psychiatrist stands for, or why you want me to see you."
"Since she likes it, she is willing, and she doesn't think it's wrong, then the rest has nothing to do with me. You are lovers, I'm sorry, I can't be a friend to help you, but I don't think I have that obligation , so we stop here."
Kong Liu's expression was not very good, "You don't want to help her?"
"Brother is already helping her, be more patient, people don't change so easily. She changes slowly, so I need to be more patient." Jin Zaizhong bowed slightly to Kong Liu, "I'll go first, brother can speak directly if he has something to say." Enter the door." Pointing to the camera above his head, "everything here can be seen, I might as well go in while waiting here."
Kong Liu, who raised his head in surprise, looked at the surveillance camera above his head, and wanted to say something, but Jin Jaejoong had already pushed open the door that had not been closed, turned around and left.Kong Liu looked at his back and hesitated for a long time, and finally entered the door in the opposite direction from Jin Zaizhong.
Entering the door this time is very similar to the day when Jin Zhixiang was away and Kong Liu couldn't find anyone. The room was empty, and An Wenshu was not there when I walked around.Only the study did not go, Kong Liu did not go to the study, and did not plan to go, took an ashtray from the living room and leaned against the corridor to smoke.
The cigarettes were lit one by one, and a pile of cigarette butts went out in the ashtray. An Wenshu never came out. It was late at night, and even the insects were gone outside, and the silence made people feel flustered.Kong Liu sent the ashtray back to the living room, walked to the door of the study, took a deep breath, and knocked on the door of the study.
"Come in."
Kong Liu, who opened the door, didn't go in. He stood by the door and looked at An Wenshu who was sitting on the chair, "Want to come out and talk?"
"You can come in and chat." An Wenshu raised the document in his hand at him, "There are some things you should look at."
Kong Liu shook his head slowly, "No need, I'm afraid I'll think more."
"Can I know ahead of time what I'm going to talk about?"
"I don't want to break up, we have to find a way to get along."
"How to get along?"
"Get along well without changing you or me."
An Wenshu put down the document and said with a smile, "You may not like to hear it, but I won't change, and neither will you. We can't get along."
"I want to try it out."
"Then you have to get to know me first."
An Wenshu let him in, and Kong Liu sighed and went in. When he walked to the table, An Wenshu pushed a document forward.Kong Liu, who hesitated to pick it up, put it back again, sat opposite her, and said with a wry smile, "Now you remind me of what you looked like when we first met, but we are not negotiating business, right?"
"Not necessarily." An Wenshu saw him surprised, and smiled, "In my world, everything can be turned into a transaction. Love is indeed not that special as you said. It is also a product that can be traded. Transactions require negotiations. Business is not Commercial is just a name."
Kong Liu, who has been sighing for more than a year tonight, asked her sullenly, "For you, I am a person who can negotiate a deal, so what is our relationship, is it a commercial project?"
"It's what I want. I told you that as long as I want it, there is always a way." An Wenshu clicked the file. "That's one of the ways you can't leave me. If you need it, there are countless other ways."
Kong Liu was a little tired, heart-tired, so exhausted that he felt that the two sides could not communicate.From seeing the news to the present, the pressure has accumulated more and more, but he is not the one to vent to women, especially his girlfriend, so he endured it and tried to communicate and solve it.But he never thought of using An Wenshu's method of communication.
"Let's have a good chat, okay? It's normal. Let's have a peaceful chat."
"Actually, that's what I'm doing now."
"An Wenshu, I like you."
"I know."
"I don't want to break up."
"I know too."
"Then, can you change it?"
"I have changed."
An Wenshu looked at him with a smile, "I have changed a lot, but I have changed, but you have changed from loving to liking." Leaning forward, staring into Kong Liu's eyes, "The person you admire is the same An Wenshu, far away The sky cannot be touched, it is a peak that cannot be reached by the magnificent beauty. An Wenshu, who is close in front of you, is a person who is full of flaws, even violates your principles of doing things, and touches the bottom line."
"But only the changed An Wenshu can maintain a relationship with you."
"Kong Liu, this is a dead end."
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