i'm a wang

When Lin Siran just saw those eyes shining like stars, he thought he was delusional again.

It was Xiao Lu who was amused by Lin Siran's childish eye rubbing.He had just woken up from a long coma, his throat was as dry as if it had been stuck, and he tried his best several times to make only an inaudible breath sound. Although he didn't express what he wanted to express, it saved Lin Siran from the shock Woke up.

Lin Siran, who was calm when chatting with Yuan Yi just now, lost his sense of control this time. He even forgot that he could call the doctor by pressing the call button in the ward, and rushed to the corridor in a panic. A nurse rushed to the ward.

In just a few steps, his hands couldn't help shaking all the time. Every time he took a step closer to the ward, he felt more and more afraid that everything was his fantasy. When he reached the door of the ward, his fear reached its peak. It made him hesitate to step into the room.

Nurses who had experienced many life and death partings did not have these many worries. As soon as they saw that Xiao Lu really woke up in the ward, they immediately notified the attending doctor.Not long after, the originally empty ward was full of people. After Director Chen made a preliminary examination, two strong nurses carried Xiao Lu onto the emergency bed and pushed him to the relevant examination department for further examination.

Lin Siran wanted to follow, but was tactfully rejected, so he could only sit on pins and needles in the ward, waiting for the news.

At this time, his mind, which was originally filled with all kinds of messy thoughts, was rarely emptied. Sitting in the seat he usually sat in, he didn't want to think about anything, but kept looking forward to the door, waiting wholeheartedly. return to others.

Fortunately, Lin Siran did not wait too long, and Xiao Lu was sent back about an hour later.Compared with when he just woke up, his spirit has improved a lot, and the expression on his face has become more vivid.Especially when he was sent to the ward and saw Lin Siran waiting for him, the sudden burst of joy in those eyes was clear at a glance. After lying down on the hospital bed, he even held Lin Siran's hand and refused to let go, only knowing to look at him Show a silly smile.

Director Chen knew about the relationship between the two of them, and thought that they must have a lot to say at this time, so he gave Lin Siran a few precautions, and left with the nurses.

The ward fell silent all of a sudden.

"You..." The two spoke at the same time and stopped at the same time.Because of this coincidence, they looked at each other, and couldn't help showing a smile on their lips.

"Siran, what's wrong with you? It's depression. Have you relapsed? Yes, okay, are you taking medicine?" Thinking of what Yuan Yi said when he was unconscious, Xiao Lu asked first. Worried, so much so that he broke through the shady scenes in his consciousness, just to wake up, and be able to ask his loved one how he is doing.

Lin Siran didn't expect Xiao Lu to stumble and waste a lot of effort to say such a long sentence, not to understand what happened after he fell into a coma, but to care about his physical condition, and he didn't expect that he...

Wait, Lin Siran thought of this, and suddenly stopped. He remembered what Xiao Lu said just now - "Depression relapses". There is only one person in this world who knows that he has suffered from depression, and that person has long been It completely disappeared before my eyes more than a month ago.

Lin Siran's body trembled suddenly. It was clearly a crisp autumn weather, but he seemed to be locked in a freezer at minus [-] degrees. He felt that there was no place on his body that wasn't cold.

So it was so, so it was so, while trembling and hugging himself tightly, he laughed silently, smiling, but his eyes were red again.

He said, how could good things happen to him in the world, it turned out to be another dream, but this dream seemed more real than before.Xiao Lu in this life has woken up, and Xiao Lu in the previous life has also returned. Isn't this the dream he dreams about day and night and wants to come true?

He covered his eyes in embarrassment, even in a dream, he didn't want Xiao Lu to see himself crying, so he could only cover his face with his hands, hiding his sadness in his palms.

"It's another dream, another dream. When will the dream end? I'm a little tired." He said some self-deceiving words that didn't need treatment, but he was actually troubled by illusions close to reality all the time Then, Xiao Lu who was closer to the real one appeared beside him, constantly pushing him into a more terrifying spiritual abyss.

Hearing Lin Siran muttering to himself, how could Xiao Lu not understand what he was thinking.He just felt sour in his heart and almost shed tears. It was because he didn't protect his Si Ran well, and he didn't keep his original promise.

He struggled to sit up from the bed, his ribs hadn't fully grown, and he felt a sharp pain when he moved, but as if he didn't realize it, he wanted to open his arms to hold Lin Siran in his arms despite the cold sweat constantly pouring out of his forehead .

"It's not a dream, you didn't have a dream, I'm back, Si Ran."

Lin Siran didn't respond, and Xiao Lu didn't give up either, he just hugged him quietly and talked about what he had experienced in a hoarse voice.

At that time, he really thought that he was going to disappear, but he didn't expect that after losing consciousness, he woke up again in a human body.It was also this time that he finally knew the truth about what he had been brooding about for many years.It turned out that he had been wrong all along. Just like there can't be two identical leaves in the world, it's also impossible for a world to have two Xiao Lu.From beginning to end, he was alone.

In order to save Lin Siran, his parasitic dog body died, and he should have returned to his human body.It's just that he was really worried about that child standing alone in a pool of blood. The strong obsession to stay and take care of him actually forcibly tore his soul apart, leaving half of the memory and emotion left by Lin Siran's side. , and the remaining half returned to his body.That's why when Xiao Lu was a child, he suddenly cured his narcolepsy, but lost his memory and emotion, just because his soul was not complete at that time.

However, before their souls reunited because of this opportunity, none of them knew that the other was the part they were missing.As a helpless soul wandering between heaven and earth, Xiao Lu once doubted the value of his own existence, and was jealous of himself as a human being countless times.As a human being, Xiao Lu found Lin Siran again, but he also lost his rare and precious memories, and lost the crucial ten years of the other party's life.

"So, none of this was a dream, I woke up, I came back, and everything turned out fine."

When Xiao Lu spoke, Lin Siran listened quietly all the time, he didn't interrupt, and couldn't bear to interrupt.

He was reluctant to part with the warm breath blowing in his ears, the warmth of his body that was tightly attached to his skin, and the pair of palms gently caressing his back. All of these were not in his dreams, and he hadn't seen them for a long time. Live Xiao Lu.

After Xiao Lu finished speaking, he also sat there motionless, waiting for the dream to end in his consciousness, and at the same time couldn't help but hope that everything Xiao Lu said was the truth.

As long as he sat in the chair, Xiao Lu sat with him for a long time, the hospital gown on his back was drenched in cold sweat, but he didn't make a sound, still babbling about the past between him and Lin Siran Things, whether they are in this life or in the previous life.As long as it's a happy thing, he can dig it out from the depths of his memory, and tell Lin Siran every single thing in detail.When the words were dry, he stopped, swallowed a few mouthfuls of saliva, took a rest, and then continued.

He said that he never erased the eraser that he gave him when he was a child, and secretly hid it in a small iron box.

He said that when he asked him to have the first meal, he was so nervous that he didn't even know where to put his hands. Not only did he choke on the fish, but he was also stuck in his throat by the fishbone because he ate too fast.

He said that the night before he invited him to live together, he thought about the lines for various invitations all night, and bought a lot of strategy books in advance to read, but when he faced the real person the next day, he forgot all the lines he had practiced. He just said dryly, "Live with me."

He said a lot, if he wants his Si Ran to know, this time, he is no longer his fantasy, but a real existence.

From the afternoon until the sun was setting, the two people's cuddling with each other was interrupted by the nurse who came in to make rounds.And Lin Siran, after an afternoon of time testing, when he saw Xiao Lu's never-changing smile under the afterglow, he finally realized that this time, it really wasn't a dream.

On the edge of the bed, the blue checked sheets made the hands of the two clasped so conspicuously, Lin Siran moved the fingers of his right hand, in exchange for Xiao Lu's gentle but firm grip.

The same skinny, pale and fragile hands, at this moment, are like two green pines on the cliffs, even after countless storms, lightning and thunder, they are still tightly entwined with each other with their branches.

Whether it is a natural disaster or a man-made disaster, there are such two trees in the world. Once they start to join hands, they will never be separated again forever.

Just like the setting sun outside the window, just like their story, it has ended, but it will begin again.

The author has something to say: Dang Dang Dang Dang! Hey! ! ! !Meh, little ones who have been chasing here!This is the end of the main text, do you have any extras you want to watch?The daily life of Xiao Dawang and Lin Xiaoran?Or is it the day when the husband and wife spend their honeymoon hand in hand?

Hehehe, don't hit me if you think the ending is unexpected, the stupid author has already laid the groundwork, not to mention I'm so hot and cute, you shouldn't have the heart to beat me up, right?