i'm a wang

"Lin Siran, Mr. Lin. Xiao Lu is your boyfriend after all. He has been in a coma to save you from injuries. Have you ever shown even a little sad expression?"

Lin Siran numbly stood up from the chair, picked up the crutch lying on the side, and walked slowly towards the door, the expression on his face remained unchanged, as if Yuan Yi was accusing someone else.

Yuan Yi gritted his teeth secretly, wishing he could step forward and punch him.Again, this lifeless face again.He originally thought that the other party was so sad that he couldn't even express his emotions, but the expression on his face hadn't changed since Xiao Lu entered the hospital.Whether it was the grief that Xiao Lu should have when he was in danger, or the joy that he should have when he was out of danger, he had never seen it on his face.Secretary Lu also said that men don't shed tears lightly, he sees him as a heartless white-eyed wolf!

"I'm afraid that even strangers have more conscience than you? Mr. Lin, a disaster happened because of you, but you stayed out of it from the beginning to the end, like a theatergoer."

"What do you mean? What does it mean to rise because of me?" The calm mask on Lin Siran's face finally cracked due to shock.Secretary Lu told himself that this time it was Wan's revenge, why did Yuan Yi say that it was because of him?

Yuan Yi sneered: "Stop pretending, aren't you at the scene? How could you not have seen the driver's face. Wasn't that man's wife saved by you when you acted bravely? Xiao Lu also helped her find a lawyer and called Won the divorce lawsuit and let the man leave the house. The result? That guy is poor and owes a lot of debts. As soon as he was provoked by Wan's people, he felt that it was the fault of both of you. You are lucky Well, there is nothing wrong with it, poor Xiao Lu was seriously injured, and in the end the culprit refused to give him even a little mercy."

This reason is actually very far-fetched. The cause of this accident was also Wan's counterattack. Even if it wasn't this man, someone else would be used as a tool to attack the two of them.Of course Yuan Yi is very clear about this, but he has always defended his weaknesses and distorted the facts just because he can't see Lin Siran's behavior and wants to vent his anger.

"Also, why do you think Wan's will target you? It's not because Xiao Lu rejected Wan's marriage request at the beginning. It was originally a strong alliance between enterprises. Marriage is not only for Wan's but also for TD. If it wasn't for you, how could Xiao Lu refuse something that is beneficial and harmless, and how could Wan's turn against us?"

This accusation is even more outrageous. According to Xiao Lu's personality, he will never do anything that does not suit his wishes. He has no regard for Wan Shiliu and Wan Shi, so there is no marriage.

If it was Lin Siran who was usually awake, he would of course scoff at Yuan Yi's words. He knew Xiao Lu very well, so how could he not know what he did.But at this time, after continuous blows, he looked cold-hearted and indifferent on the surface, but in fact he had already lost his sense of control. He just paralyzed himself with fantasies day by day, maintaining a calm face.The words that Yuan Yi blurted out were no less than a heavy blow to him, pulling him out of the self-comforting fantasy, and facing the cruel reality that all disasters were caused by his own mistakes.

Of course, Yuan Yi couldn't think of how much his words would hurt Lin Siran, just like he thought that the other party was really the same and never hurt his heart.

Therefore, when he saw Lin Siran's face changed because of this, and he staggered out of the room, he sneered, thinking that this man was still a little bit ashamed.

After that day, Yuan Yi never saw Lin Siran again, he thought that the other party was deliberately avoiding him, and he didn't pay attention. TD Group does not have Xiao Lu in charge, so many things require him to make decisions, whether it is dealing with the driver who hit Xiao Lu and other trivial matters, or joining with the Cui family and other interest communities to divide up the remaining interests of Wan's behind the scenes.He was so busy that he couldn't even eat, and he even had less time to go to the hospital to visit Xiao Lu, so how could he have time to pay attention to this person who disgusted him.

A month later, when he was finally busy with everything and asked about Lin Siran's recent situation, he unexpectedly got an unbelievable news - Lin Siran is crazy.

When talking about this matter, Secretary Lu's face was full of regret, "The doctor said that it might be caused by excessive mental pressure. At first, everyone didn't notice. He was originally taciturn. I stayed with Mr. Xiao in bed in the ward, and everything was done in an orderly manner. Taking care of Mr. Xiao was more conscientious than nursing, so how could anyone suspect that he had a mental illness. Until half a month ago, when the nurses made rounds one night, they found him Talking to the air, it was discovered that he had suffered from schizophrenia a long time ago."

"How come..." Yuan Yi felt his mouth was extremely dry, and he suddenly realized that he had made a huge mistake, "Then what now? How is he now?"

Secretary Lu sighed: "The condition has not improved. Because he will get worse when he leaves Mr. Xiao for a long time, and Mr. Xiao will only occasionally respond to his call. After the discussion between the doctor and Mr. Xiao's parents, It was still decided to let him stay by Mr. Xiao's side. However, after such a long time, Mr. Xiao's condition is getting better and better, he reacts more and more to the outside world, and the possibility of waking up is increasing, but he... "

Yuan Yi couldn't sit still now, thinking of the few words he said a month ago, the guilt in his heart boiled like boiling water.Because of me?Because my words became the straw that broke the camel's back?It turned out that what he saw were all illusions, and it turned out that he was more sad than anyone else!

Hastily picking up the car keys on the table, Yuan Yi ignored the upcoming shareholder meeting, ran to the parking lot quickly, stepped on the gas pedal and galloped towards the hospital.

Lin Siran didn't feel that he was sick, he saw all the doctors' diagnoses, but he couldn't explain that he just forgot occasionally, that that person was no longer by his side.

So when he took good care of Xiao Lu who was still in a coma, and habitually opened his mouth to chat with that person, it caused the nurse's misunderstanding.He also wants to get rid of this problem of his own, but it is a pity that he is used to it, and he always speaks again unconsciously.

He told him that he read a book today, which said that a craftsman spent his whole life creating a unique stone sculpture in the world.He thought, if he was willing to spend his whole life by the comatose Xiao Lu, would he also wake up?If he is willing to exchange his life for his next life, can he also come back?

He told him that when he massaged Xiao Lu's muscles yesterday, his fingers moved a few times, and when he changed Xiao Lu's urine bag today, his calf kicked a little, so tomorrow, when he wiped Xiao Lu's body Will he open his eyes when the time comes?

He told him that the sycamore tree outside the window had a yellow leaf, and time passed so quickly, did he miss him when he left?

He told him that Xiao Lu's parents would be able to visit their son in half a month. If he was here, would his ears turn red with joy?

He told him that he told Xiao Lu the little stories he made up every day, and every time he told the climax, his eyelids would tremble slightly, does it mean that he could actually hear everything?

He told him a lot, kept talking every day, murmured Xiao Lu's name, didn't know whether to tell him or him.

This day was another sunny day, Lin Siran unexpectedly saw Yuan Yi in the ward with a face full of shame.

Seeing him for the first time, Lin Siran immediately wanted to leave. The past few times when Yuan Yi came to visit Xiao Lu was after dinner. During that time, he would take a walk downstairs in the hospital, so he never met him.It's not because I have any opinion on Yuan Yi, but because I don't want to cause additional disputes.

Who would have thought that this time, Yuan Yi grabbed Lin Siran's hand, bowed deeply, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry."

Lin Siran helped him, but didn't answer, or he didn't know how to answer.Yuan Yi didn't feel sorry for himself. What he said at the beginning was also reasonable to a certain extent. Although he felt uncomfortable at the time and was even depressed for a while, he adjusted back after a while.

After thinking about it, he really didn't know how to answer, so he could only say "You are right, no need to apologize", sat down on the edge of Xiao Lu's hospital bed as usual, and picked up a book to read.

He has become more and more lazy to communicate with people recently. He feels that the other party will not understand what he said, so he just stops talking.Anyway, he can tell Xiao Lu whatever he wants to say, no matter which one he wants to say, he will give him a satisfactory response.

Seeing Lin Siran's emaciated appearance, Yuan Yi felt really uncomfortable. He hesitated for a while, then carefully dragged a chair and placed it next to Lin Siran, and asked softly: "Siran, can I have a chat with you?" ?”

Lin Siran looked at the book without raising his head, he really didn't want to speak.However, he still spent a quarter of an hour thinking about it. Considering that the other party is Xiao Lu's good brother, he put down the book and responded with "Yes".

"You, how are you lately?" Yuan Yi held back for a long time before finally choking out such a sentence.

"I'm fine." Lin Siran answered simply.

Yuan Yi, who had been thinking for a long time, ended the topic with just two sentences. He looked at the other party, then at Xiao Lu on the hospital bed, and finally choked out another sentence: "Then you, take care of yourself and recuperate well. I never The United States invited an expert on mental illness, and he formulated a relevant treatment plan based on your situation, saying that he has a very high hope of recovery. He will be able to go to City B the day after tomorrow, and you will be able to recover if you cooperate with his treatment."

"En. Thank you." The expression on Lin Siran's face eased. Although he thought he was not sick and didn't think this expert could play any role, he still accepted Yuan Yi's love.

Seeing that Lin Siran accepted his kindness, Yuan Yi finally felt less guilty, and the other party's mental state was much better than he imagined, so he could feel a little relieved.

After briefly talking about some things about Xiao Lu and caring for Lin Siran, Yuan Yi also left.

Lin Siran sent him out, and when the two said goodbye at the door of the ward, they turned their backs to Xiao Lu's hospital bed, so they didn't notice that since he heard the word "mental illness", he started to flick his index finger slightly, and at this moment, Eyes that opened suddenly.

The author has something to say: _(:з」∠)_ It was updated just now, and then the stupid author went to take a shower to check Weibo, only to find that the catalog did not post a new chapter!Repost this time, it should be brushed out, right?Good night babies, the ending is getting closer and closer, the stupid author is so excited!