i'm a wang

Fortunately, there is no unparalleled road, a figure suddenly jumped out from the hiding place behind the earthen wall of the yard, hugged Lin Siran and dodged to the side.At the same time, the big rock was kicked away from the original direction with a "bang".

Not only the murderer Yan He was pinned to the ground by a group of bodyguards, Dou Liangcai was also strictly controlled.

Lin Siran only felt that one moment he felt the shadow of death descending on his head, but the next moment, he felt dizzy for a while. He was hugged tightly in his arms and moved a few times, away from the possible harm.The visitor's arms bound him so tightly that he didn't say a word, but his rapid panting exposed the nervousness and helplessness in his heart to Lin Siran nakedly.

Lin Siran struggled lightly, and Xiao Lu broke free from the fear of losing his lover. He hastily let go of his arms, rubbed his body up and down with a pair of fiery palms tremblingly, and kept asking: "Siran, Siran?" Ran, are you okay? Did you get hurt anywhere? Is there any pain? "

However, Lin Siran didn't reply to his question, but looked him up and down complicatedly, and found that he was not injured, and the bodyguard had already controlled the situation, so he turned and left without saying a word.

Xiao Lu was stunned. During his return to China, he had envisioned many times the scene where he and Lin Siran would meet.He was eager to see him, but also afraid to see him, so that he could find the person he was looking for only a few hours away, but because of that unknown fear, he stopped him from finding him.He only dared to secretly send bodyguards to protect him secretly. He had to hear news about him more than a dozen times a day to be at ease, and he could only fall asleep every night by hugging his clothes.

After severely dragging Wan Shi off the horse and restoring Lin Siran's reputation, he dared to come here and meet him.

God knows how remorseful he felt when he saw that stone fall.Although he had already made full preparations to ensure that no one could hurt Lin Siran even a little bit, but when the danger happened in front of him, he still couldn't restrain the panic in his heart.

He still misjudged human nature, and the weakest person would do such a thing in front of him. The surprise that originally wanted to relieve Lin Siran turned into shock.

When he rescued his lover from danger, while he was afraid, he kept thinking about what his Si Ran would do to him?Will you ask him why he came here now?Will you forgive him for his omissions?Will you listen to his defense seriously and reconcile with him?

The only thing he didn't expect was that the other party didn't even say a word to him.

In Xiao Lu's eyes, Lin Siran was indifferent to him.But for Lin Siran, when two Xiao Lus appeared in front of his eyes together, made the exact same movements when he was in danger, and showed the same anxious expressions when he was in danger, his confused brain had already made him speechless any words.

The choice he deliberately ignored was the choice he should have made when he met the soul Xiao Lu that morning.At this moment, it made him realize that he couldn't escape or avoid it.

His body is still walking, but his thoughts have long been separated, so that he forgot to ask the human Xiao Lu why he asked those two people to come to him to pray for forgiveness, and why he hid behind the earthen wall and did not come to see him directly; so that He forgot to ask the soul Xiao Lu why he tried his best to save him even though he knew he couldn't touch anything, even though it was destined to be a futile effort.

Maybe he actually knows that some questions don't need to be asked, and the answers have already been written in his heart.

Does he love Soul Xiao Lu?Yes, the self in the last life did love him deeply, so much that when he learned that the other party had betrayed him, his heart was ashamed, and the whole world lost its meaning to him.

Does he love human Xiao Lu?Yes, before I recovered my memory, I fell in love with him at first sight. After the two parties confirmed the relationship, that love became stronger and stronger, so strong that he was always willing to give everything of himself for the other party.

however.

Undoubtedly, he also hated Xiao Lu, the soul. In his last life, the fact that he caused his mother to die was like a thorn in his heart, which could never be removed.He can forgive him for betraying him, he can forgive him that his love for him was a plan from the beginning.Because, he redeemed himself with his life in the previous life, and he also used his life to save himself in this life.

Xiao Lu repaid Lin Siran's life with his own two lives, that's enough.

But he couldn't forgive him for killing his mother. From the moment Lin Meijuan died, it indicated that there was no possibility of a new life between them.

So, what about human Xiao Lu?It is undeniable that when he met him after a long absence, the involuntary love emanated from the bottom of his heart. If he had no memory of the so-called last life, then he would have a good talk with him to eliminate the misunderstanding between each other.They can be together well and deal with the blessings and misfortunes in the long future together.They can love each other and have each other for a long time, until they are very old and die hand in hand.

It's a pity that there is no if, he can deceive Xiao Lu that he loves him, but he cannot deceive himself.That love is just because of another person who is exactly the same. He loves him just because he is another him.He doesn't want to be an emotional liar, he doesn't need a substitute, even if he dies alone in a small house in the countryside.

Maybe without himself, Xiao Lu can find another better relationship, and be with another person who is more worthy of him.

When he made a decision, his heart was not without pain, as if a heart had been torn in two, one half remained in his body, but the other half was pulled out and thrown into the distance.It's just that the more pain he felt, the calmer his expression became. Tears had flowed away long ago, and his eye sockets were like dry riverbeds. No matter how much he hoped for water to save those dying fish, he couldn't squeeze out a single drop.

Beside him was a Xiao Lu who was at a loss for concern, and behind him was another Xiao Lu who was walking in a hurry. Looking at the door of the house that was close at hand and his mother standing at the door with a worried face, he suddenly stopped in his tracks.

I can't let my mother worry about herself anymore. During the past few days in my hometown, she wanted to ask him about his situation countless times, but she hesitated to speak in silence countless times, just because she didn't want her son to think of those sad things.And some words are not suitable to say in front of mother.

It's time to clarify with Xiao Lu, no matter which one it is.

After telling his mother to wait for him to come back at home, he said "come with me" to Xiao Lu, and then led him to the southeast.

Lin Siran didn't go very far, when he reached a position where the bodyguards and others could not hear him, he stopped.

The author has something to say: report good news!The stupid author's fingers don't hurt at all hahahahaha!Last night, I was so worried that I wanted to go to the hospital because of the throbbing pain in my fingers and arms. I didn’t expect to come together this morning, and even a little bit of pain was gone hahaha.

Thank you Shanshan, Xiao Nuo, and Xiao Gu for your concern, the flat chest of the stupid author will be buried for you!Hey hey hey!