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Lin Siran originally thought that those memories might affect his attitude towards Xiao Lu, but in fact, he underestimated his love for Xiao Lu too much.

Before receiving the call, he still didn't know how to face Xiao Lu because of the guesses in his heart; after receiving the call, the moment his ears caught Xiao Lu's voice, all his previous thoughts were secretly suppressed. Pushed into the corner, the beating heart still provided blood full of love to the brain, as if the love for Xiao Lu had filled the whole body like red blood cells, supporting his life.

The phone made Xiao Lu's voice seem a little distorted, but his tone of voice was still so soft and warm. He babbled on some ordinary things, trying to tell Lin Siran not to worry about himself, and to take good care of himself without him by his side, and not to stay up late. Don't forget to eat.

However, Lin Siran knew that Xiao Lu was trying to be brave, and the long-distance travel, the psychological pressure must have made him physically and mentally exhausted. He was just used to hiding his burdens and showing an invincible side to the outside world like a superman.

Knowing that the other party may not be worthy of his trust, he still couldn't help caring about him, reminding him to pay attention to the weather, reminding him to pay attention to traffic safety, reminding him to notify him in time if there is anything, and not to carry it alone...

Xiao Lu listened to Lin Siran's nagging without the slightest impatience. To others it was nagging, but to him it was the rain after a long drought.

In the next few days, things gradually began to develop for the better. With the help of the excellent surgical team hired by Xiao Lu, Xiao's father and Xiao's mother were both out of the critical period and recovered well.

But for Lin Siran, those sudden memories did not let him go, they would still disturb his brain at night.It’s just that it’s different from the forced indoctrination, he began to be pulled into the scenes in his memory, personally, hiding in his own body and watching everything with empathy:

He has seen happy things, he has seen himself and Xiao Lu, who were young in junior high school, go from acquaintance to friendship, from friendship to passionate love; Heterosexual couples secretly huddled together on the playground; he saw them doing homework together, from the initial serious conversation to the involuntary kiss, and then to the joyful thing they couldn't help doing together;

He also saw sad things, saw that because of that accident, he killed his mother, when he suffered from depression due to guilt, it was Xiao Lu who did everything he could to get him out of the quagmire. He was rescued abruptly, that Xiao Lu was not as rich as the current Xiao Lu, but he still gave everything.He watched a lot, but he still didn't see the cause of his own death. All these made him wonder whether his previous doubts were wrong?

The days passed like this day by day, and soon, July came to an end and August arrived.

Xiao Lu would make three phone calls with Lin Siran every day, morning, noon and evening, not seeing each other for more than a week, Xiao Lu's miss for his lover had skyrocketed like a reservoir in the rainy season, and there was an urgent need for flood release.However, Xiao's father, Xiao's mother, who is far away in the United States, cannot do without his son. Moreover, according to the investigation of the accident scene and the cause of the accident, the accident may not be as simple as an accident. the truth.

So, when Lin Siran saw Xiao Lu at the door of his house on the morning of August 8rd, one can imagine how surprised he was.

"Xiao Lu, why are you back?"

As soon as the words fell, Lin Siran was hugged tightly by Xiao Lu.People who reunite after a long time are often irrational, Xiao Lu is like this, after hugging the person he misses day and night, the first thing he does is not to hold him down and give him a lingering wet kiss, but to hug Lin Siran's neck Smell the taste.

Hearing the sound of Xiao Lu's breathing near his neck, Lin Siran, whose body was still tense, couldn't laugh or cry, the hairy head poked his cheek, a little itchy, which also eased his emotions.

Stretching out his hand to rub Xiao Lu's head, Lin Siran gently and forcefully pushed him away, "Let's talk about how you came back first, is it okay for uncle and aunt to leave you?"

Gently biting Lin Siran's fair neck, leaving a small tooth mark to swear sovereignty, Xiao Lu replied: "It's okay, I'll leave after lunch. I'm here today to help you celebrate. The meal I didn't finish before serving."

Lin Siran was puzzled, "What are you celebrating? There hasn't been any happy event recently?"

Xiao Lu childishly covered Lin Siran's eyes, "I knew Siran you forgot, wait, I'll show you."

Lin Siran's long and slender eyelashes trembled slightly, scratching Xiao Lu's palm, which also made his heart unstoppable. Xiao Lu's Adam's apple twitched, looking at the bewitching face of his lover under his palm, he couldn't help swallowing. I took a sip of saliva.Wait, wait, he persuaded himself, and then showed Lin Siran what was originally hidden behind him.

When the warm palm left his eyes, Lin Siran saw the light for the first time, and what he saw was an all-too-familiar title——"Research and Prevention of "Unknown High Fever"".

"This is?" Lin Siran took the magazine from Xiao Lu's hands in great surprise, and turned to the cover—it was indeed an authoritative publication in the industry "Animal Medicine".

On that day in mid-July, Lin Siran originally wanted to tell Xiao Lu that his academic year thesis would be published in Animal Medicine, but later Xiao Lu left temporarily, and he encountered various things, so he forgot.Unexpectedly, he didn't say it, but Xiao Lu got the news from nowhere, he forgot, but he remembered it firmly.

"Isn't this worth celebrating?" Seeing Lin Siran's obvious surprise, Xiao Lu felt joy in his heart. The smile of his lover was the best reward for his hard work.

Lin Siran was flipping through the magazine in his hand with complicated emotions. He didn't know how Xiao Lu knew about it, but the affection in it made his heart tremble uncontrollably. He knew that he was shaken again. The building blocks of doubts were built, and they were overthrown again and again with their own hands, over and over again, each time only because of intentional or unintentional actions made by Xiao Lu.

Xiao Lu didn't know what was going on in Lin Siran's mind. Seeing his family's Siran concentrating on the magazine in his hand, he couldn't bear to disturb him, so he rolled up his sleeves and walked into the kitchen with the vegetables at the door.In order to prepare a sumptuous celebration lunch and make up for the regret of last time, he rushed to the vegetable market to select the ingredients by himself after getting off the plane, and he must make it perfect.

Lin Siran asked for leave in the morning and didn't go to work, so he sat on the sofa in the living room while flipping through magazines, while staring at Xiao Lu's busy figure in the kitchen in a daze.I haven't seen him for nearly half a month, but this man is still so handsome and charming. The slim white shirt reveals his good figure, and the rolled up sleeves soften the stern lines on his face, unintentionally exuding a sense of home The smell of a good man.If it was in the past, he probably would have moved closer to him to get intimate, after all, the relationship between them does not need unnecessary tweaking.

Just as he was thinking wildly about something, a piece of cool cucumber lightly touched his lips, Xiao Lu was waiting with a bowl in his left hand, and looked at him expectantly with the cucumber in his right hand with chopsticks.

Lin Siran was watched by such earnest eyes, he opened his lips unconsciously, and bit the cucumber into his mouth.The cucumber is crispy and fresh. It should be picked in the morning. You can still feel the unique fragrance between your lips and teeth. When you bite down, the sweet and delicious juice of the cucumber itself, mixed with the salty aroma of vinegar and soy sauce, is very delicious. It is refreshing.After chewing a few times in his mouth, he swallowed a piece of cucumber. Lin Siran was a bit bitter in summer, but this cold cucumber dish was very suitable for him.

Xiao Lu observed his words and expressions carefully, seeing Lin Siran's frowning brows relaxed slightly, he was finally relieved.

If it was said that he hadn't noticed that Lin Siran's attitude towards him was abnormal, then getting along with him this morning was enough for him to find out the difference. The invisibly intimate and resistant psychology of the other party was very clear.Just like now, he can accept his intimacy, and even after a certain degree of intimacy, his mood will be very happy, but it will not take long for that kind of happiness to disappear, and it will be replaced by a kind of He couldn't understand the worried look; moreover, he didn't like to take the initiative to approach him as before, as if doing so would make him feel uneasy and panicked, something was always controlling his words and deeds, and Xiao Lu, for Know nothing about this.

Did something happen during his absence that he didn't know about?Xiao Lu was very puzzled, since Mao Zhu would report everything about Lin Siran to him, he couldn't be more clear about his lover's movements.So what made him change his attitude towards himself?He decided to have a serious talk with his lover before going back.He firmly believed that there was no problem between them that could not be resolved through communication. For two people who loved each other deeply, as long as the misunderstanding was resolved, what would be irreversible?

He prepared lunch with confidence, hoping that his Si Ran could quickly return to its original appearance.

Because of his unfamiliar cooking skills, Xiao Lu cooked a full lunch for three or four hours. However, the dishes are rich enough, not only Lin Siran’s favorite food, such as braised chicken drumsticks, stir-fried green beans, stir-fried beef, steamed meat with fermented bean curd powder, etc. There are also refreshing seafood such as West Lake Vinegar Fish, Steamed Clam Egg, Small White Shrimp and Winter Melon Soup. What is rare is that these dishes are all delicious in color, flavor and taste, which shows Xiao Lu's sincerity.

Lin Siran was obviously also taken aback by the large table of dishes, and when Xiao Lu graciously helped him serve the food with the dishes, his expression became more complicated.During the dinner, Lin Siran didn't open his mouth to speak, but Xiao Lu talked about some interesting things he heard from somewhere, barely enlivening the atmosphere.However, Lin Siran felt that Xiao Lu's eyes on him were different, and he was keenly aware that maybe he was about to show his cards against his abnormality.

Sure enough, when the meal was halfway through, Xiao Lu put down the chopsticks in his hand, looked straight at Lin Siran and asked, "Siran, do you have anything you want to say to me?"

Lin Siran's heart trembled, and the spoon in his hand fell on the dining table with a bang.

Finally, he thought.

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Let me make up for today’s short story tomorrow. The cockroaches at home are almost to death. When you are lying on the bed and drowsy, you suddenly feel itchy on your thighs, as if something is crawling. Turn on the light and see: ah Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! !

PS: This chapter has added some content. The stupid author is busy killing cockroaches today, and the next chapter has only [-] words. I might as well post it tomorrow after finishing it~ Hehehe, put the lid on the pot and escape.