wait for me to grow up

When he came back, Shixun received a call from his friend. If it hadn't been for howling that he had encountered the biggest disaster since he was born, Wu Shixun would never have given up his panda to Pu Baiya!

Wu Shixun looked at his bamboo horse coldly, with a thousand words in his eyes that was complicated.When Park Chanyeol received the eye wave, he was caught by the happy panda because of the meat, and he waved to Sehun together~

"Goodbye, Sehun, have fun ~ we will have fun too *^_^*"

No wonder it will be fine!Wu Shixun rolled his eyes, it's better that his friend is really busy, otherwise, hum!

If you want to show affection to Huang Zitao, it’s extremely simple, if you do what you like, you should use food to buy it~ Park Chanyeol, who only learned this simple truth after so long, is very sad, but also super happy.

Happiness is that a certain panda whose eyes are twinkling when looking at me is so cute no matter how she looks. Sadness is that this panda is so easy to handle myself but I only know today!

Ah, Park Chanyeol, you really are an idiot!

"Channi, shall we go back and play games?"

"A game?"

"Oh, didn't Shixun say that the new game you guys played is really fun?" Huang Zitao blinked his eyes and looked at Chanyeol eagerly. Chanyeol almost bit his tongue when he glanced at him, and immediately looked away , ummm nodding.

"Then let's play that! I'm going to KO you!"

Seeing the panda talking to himself, Chanyeol suddenly smiled, "Are you so confident?"

"Oh, of course games or something, I'm a genius!"

"Okay, let's try it out."

Half an hour later, the two people in exo's dormitory fought passionately regardless of their image... Well, they used the game controller to fight.Take it for granted, no matter how confident he is in the game, Huang Zitao still can't play the honest and unwilling Park Chanyeol in an unfamiliar game.

Being KO'd again, Huang Zitao rushed forward with staring eyes and vowed to really defeat Park Chanyeol, Chanyeol dodged back and subconsciously stretched out his hand to catch Tao.

As the handle hit the ground with a "boom", Huang Zitao fell into a land called "Park Chanyeol".

"..."

"..."

Looking at Chanlie's eyes, which were super close, watery, Huang Zitao was a little dazed.Hmm... What's going on with this scene like a dog-blooded idol drama?

It was because of the subconscious reaching out that the panda entered his arms without any hindrance. Park Chanyeol didn't know what was going on with him. Before he could react in the next second, his hands had already automatically circled the person in his arms~

"Ah, this posture is so strange!" Huang Zitao was blushing for some reason, stared at Chanyeol and was about to turn over, but accidentally turned the unprepared Chanyeol over.The two changed positions and stared again.

Chanyeol was even more puzzled, why... why did he come up here?

Before he could figure it out, before Huang Zitao fought back, the door of the dormitory opened...

Wu Yifan was stimulated by Bai Xian to go out, and after turning around, he never thought that such a scene would happen.If it was normal, you would know what was going on by looking at the gamepad on the ground, but today I was already damn unhappy, and an unknown fire blazed up.

"What are you doing?"

Being questioned in a low voice by Wu Yifan who came in suddenly, Chanyeol immediately disappeared even the slightest feeling of sadness, sat up straight in a hurry, spread his hands on his chest obediently, with an expression of "I didn't do anything" ~

"Tao, let's... talk alone."

When it comes to "alone", I looked at Park Chanyeol. If Chanyeol didn't understand, he couldn't justify it. After hesitating for two seconds, he found an excuse and went back to the room.

Sometimes, Chanyeol also feels that he is too timid?It's not that I'm not sure what I like, but that I know too well that if I can't get a good result, it will hurt both of us.And...before he made up his mind, he never thought that he would like that person. There is no way to control his heart. All he can control is the distance between him and that person.Careful, safe distance.

Chanyeol agrees with Junmyeon's words, so he analyzed rationally. The reason why they... get together is the common dream that they want to accomplish, which is the most important thing.Moreover, for me who has no chance of winning, showing my heart unscrupulously is the most dangerous thing.It's not a relationship that doesn't talk about everything, and I'm embarrassed because I like that person, and let him start to avoid my words... In that case, what kind of end of the world will it feel like?

So, unconsciously, start to back off.

When faced with that person's embarrassment, is it a kind of tenderness to step back?Or... just out of cowardice?

Across a door, the atmosphere of the two people outside was probably no better than his own. Park Chanyeol sighed lightly, staring at the closed door in a daze...

The biggest punishment for my own timidity is probably the unwillingness to move forward.

"Huang Zitao, you... are driving me crazy!"

Originally thinking that he had already explained everything clearly, Huang Zitao sat on the ground with his head down, feeling awkward, "What am I doing?"

"What are you doing? Can you continue playing? My heart is being cut, you...don't feel it at all?"

"..."

Do you feel uncomfortable?Huang Zitao smiled wryly in his heart, what about the discomfort in his heart?I can hardly bear the pain in my heart. Now...does he have to bear the pain of others?

"Huang Zitao, I have thoroughly thought about the change you mentioned. You just want to change, so let's change our relationship!"

"Can't we take a break?" Tao stood up abruptly, "I thought I made it very clear. Let's stop arguing about this matter. I'm afraid it will really hurt our relationship." Just go to the door.

Wu Yifan stretched out his hand and pulled the person back, suppressing the anger in his heart, "You're still hiding!"

"..."

"Even if you don't want to listen, today...you must listen to me." Wu Yifan stared at Tao who was avoiding his eyes because of embarrassment, wishing to pin him down and not let him go anywhere, "I said that , The meaning of that younger brother, you never seem to have really let me finish, and you have never really understood. I also know that there are too many things recently, not only you, but even I have begun to feel burdened, Although I know very well that this is not an appropriate time, but... I don't seem to be able to make it through."

"Brother Fan..."

"This time, let me finish. Huang Zitao, if you keep going in a vague way, I will suffocate to death! I like you, you know about this, don't you?"

Regardless of whether he was mentally prepared or not, these words were undoubtedly still a shock. Tao's mind was completely blank for a second with his head bowed, and there was nothing.Even if he felt that way, he never thought that there would be a day when he would be completely in front of the other party.So Huang Zitao didn't know what to do, how to respond, or continue to play dumb?

What?Like it?

At this time, this person, say to yourself that you like it?

The cognition about this world was blurred in an instant. Huang Zitao opened his mouth and didn't speak, his pupils were in a trance because of the fright. He never dreamed that one day a man would confess to him. He couldn't lie to himself. Because...the eyes are too serious!Seriously it's scary.

No, no, it shouldn't be this kind of plot. After a confession, ordinary people would look at it with such burning eyes, as if the two of them would freeze for a lifetime if they didn't get a reply?Shouldn't you be so shy that you can't look at each other and say "don't say it, you have to think about it!" and then run away quickly?

Hmm... That's right, it seems that those are all heroines.So what is it like for men to confess in TV dramas?A certain panda who was playing the scene of the name of the idol drama in his head suddenly covered his mouth in shock.ah!Isn't the next shot just a kiss?

"Huang Zitao, I'm confessing my love, can you face me with a more normal expression?" The anger accumulated to a certain level, but he was irritated by the strange expression of the panda, Wu Yifan really didn't know what to do with him , aren't you confessing?It's okay to panic, but the expression on the opposite side is completely frightened!

"No, that...I..."

"Don't say it next time."

"..." I haven't said anything yet, is it really a man to block my back like this?

"Because you are really good at hiding, today...you can answer me today. Huang Zitao, I like you, how about you?"

"Of course I...Of course I like you too. As an older brother, as the captain, how could I..."

"It's not like this!" Stopping that person's perfunctory words, he also pushed him to a corner, Wu Yifan stuck there, lowered his head, the two of them were very close, even their breaths were intertwined, creating an ambiguous atmosphere unclear.It was probably because of this atmosphere that half of Wu Yifan's anger disappeared, and he tried his best to calm his emotions and whispered in that child's ear, "My liking is not that kind of liking. My liking started to go crazy since I couldn't tell why I cared. Putting my label on you, that kind of liking. My liking is more easily affected by my heart than ordinary brothers, and my brother who wants to make you really a family member will always protect you. That kind of liking .My liking is the kind of liking that I can’t back down when I’m clear because you won’t be able to breathe if you leave. My liking is the kind of liking that I can’t control and can only hug you tightly by instinct.”

At first, he was pushed suddenly, and the pain of hitting his back against the wall has not been relieved, and then he was shocked by the stormy confession of the person surrounding him.Huang Zitao thought, it's over, there is really no way to hide.

He's not a fool, he already felt strange, didn't he?Otherwise...why is he so secretive and trying so hard to maintain that balance?For Wu Yifan from the beginning, "dependence" should be more appropriate.It was a fledgling plot, like a person alone being hit by the turbulent sea, helpless and fragile, when he met a piece of driftwood, no matter how thin it was, he would hold onto it tightly of.That...is the warmth at the beginning.So he hugged back to that warm one, it was all his own.All the trust, all the feelings, all the dependence...

It's just that all of this does not include the persistence of being with you for a lifetime.

This, Huang Zitao was also asking himself.

Before waiting for an answer, Wu Yifan continued, "I admit that the reality has indeed changed. I still insist on everything before, so it looks a bit silly. Since our relationship must change, it won't help if I don't give up. Then I will give you a chance to choose. You want to change, okay, but I only have one option, we... just become lovers!"

The announcement was a bit domineering, Huang Zitao stared blankly at the desperate man in front of him, feeling more and more flustered... Does the kind of liking he mentioned really have to bear such a heavy pressure, making him feel out of breath.Tao thought... he had already given the answer, we were calm and calm, and then we became people who supported each other in our careers.Like that, can't you?

Because all Huang Zitao's dodges faced Wu Yifan's firmness, which made him feel even more guilty.

"Brother Fan, as I said, in my heart, you are very powerful."

"..."

"No matter what happens, the person I don't want to hurt the most is you. In fact, I started to be cautious when facing you very early on. Because I think you have given too much, so I want to give you too A lot, because I was afraid that you would get angry, so I became obedient, and let the whole world know what a good person you are... Also, I have become unable to speak in front of you casually, I don’t know when I will accidentally make you angry, I also felt a little strange, but before I had time to think about how we became like this, I started to feel uncomfortable."

"..."

"Although it's because I care about it that I'm cautious, but... this kind of cautiousness is not a good performance, right? Rather than the last two of them falling into grief and unable to extricate themselves, it's better...to solve it now."

Wu Yifan's pressing step by step made Tao feel at a loss as to what to do, but it also made him stop blindly avoiding, like an ostrich buried himself in the soil bag.It seems that it is best to speak clearly and clearly.Even if it hurts, it hurts cleanly.

He mustered up courage in his heart over and over again. He was really used to relying on this person in front of him, and he was also used to thinking carefully about whether it would make him uncomfortable when he said every word and did everything to him, so Only at this moment will it be more tormented.He really... doesn't want to see that person's sad eyes, especially this sadness is caused by himself.

So Huang Zitao looked at Wu Yifan with guilt-ridden eyes, at that moment Wu Yifan flinched, he didn't know if he understood the meaning in his eyes, or regretted his impulsiveness, he quickly avoided the opposite gaze, hesitant Baba said, "Forget it, I'll give you time to think, you don't have to force yourself, I also..."

"No, actually... As I said before, I didn't want to grow up so fast. At that time, I was really scared. Although growth is gorgeous, there are always scars under the gorgeous medals, so I flinched back then. Yes. But the dream of growing up has always been there, and it has never been shaken even a little bit. Now it is the time that I have to bear it, and I... will not shrink back." Huang Zitao hesitated, entangled, and used the most When looking directly at the person in front of him with the courage, a wonderful sense of calm rose suddenly, and he said to him, "So, there is a word that I have to say."

Wu Yifan suddenly embraced hard, and blocked Tao's words. He didn't know why he was so flustered, but he felt that Tao's words might be irretrievable, but all his loves might be irretrievable.

The man who hugged him was trembling.

Is it afraid?or other?

Huang Zitao was like a rag doll being tightly hugged in his arms, two lines of tears silently flowed down the pair of peach blossom eyes that were powerlessly closed, and instantly flowed into that person's clothes, except for a little wetness , leaving no trace.

The voice seemed to be trembling with that person, Huang Zitao opened his eyes again, his eyes were full of firmness, embellished with grief, that firmness even made people feel distressed.In the end, he whispered three words in that person's ear.

He said, "Sorry..."

Those three words were soaked in tears, so they had an astringent taste, and they were not spoken so easily, but they were easily tempered in both hearts for a while, and a lot of blood was produced.The pain was piercing, the pain was thorough, and the pain was vigorous, but there were also unspeakable grievances.

No matter who they are, they never thought that the relationship between them would end with these three words, and then start a new relationship.In the end...it's still the same, how can I not be wronged?

But some things don't come true with hard work, don't they?

When Zhang Yixing opened the door and came in, what he saw was a dazzling scene, which coincided with the memory that he didn't know how long ago.

He remembered, that time when he went shopping with Lu Han, Lu Han made an appointment with him to go back to the dormitory together, and then there was no news.So he went back alone. At that time, when he opened the door, he saw two people hugging each other. He didn't remember what he thought at the time, but now... at a certain moment, it was anger. The silence was extinguished, leaving only deep sorrow.

Zhang Yixing didn't know what was wrong with him, but his chest felt cold, and a thin layer of cold sweat broke out from the palm on the handle. He wanted to quit the moment he broke away from the shock. When he looked up and saw But it was a pair of wet peach blossom eyes.

Huang Zitao, who was hugged, opened his eyes and looked directly at Zhang Yixing. Inexplicably, from Yixing's eyes, he saw a sadness deeper than his own...

"prosper……"

Huang Zitao didn't know why he muttered his name back then, but it was that word that made Wu Yifan's body completely stiff, and then let him go because he turned around, Zhang Yixing, who was about to leave, also stopped and stood there quietly look at him.

His eyes are like the quiet Han River, calm and gentle, with the temptation to sink deeper and deeper.

There was a thought rampant in Huang Zitao's mind, he always felt that Brother Xingxing, who was so sad, absolutely...absolutely can't let him alone.So he looked at Zhang Yixing, even with a sticky cry because of the emotion just now, and said to him, "Xing, take me away too."

Zhang Yixing was shaken for a moment. He never thought about having other identities other than brothers with this person in front of him. That was the most important decision for him to stay by his side. He never wanted to step into that restricted area for a moment.But at that moment, he was shaken, he endured everything, no matter who was holding that person's hand, he just watched quietly, because he knew what he should do.But when that person left other people's arms and looked into his own eyes and asked him to take him away, he really couldn't lie to himself.

At that moment, how could there be no heartbeat?

There have been fantasies and expectations, and dreams come true, which is more wonderful than anything else.That thing happened now~

Therefore, Zhang Yixing was braver than ever, bravely took the first step towards the boundary line he personally drew, and pulled that person to his side, tight, tight!

And Wu Yifan stood where he was, as if he saw the ending between them.

Huang Zitao is a full-fledged eagle, the immaturity of the past may become a memory he can no longer see, and the blue sky that Tao pursues is in the far future.Now Huang Zitao is trying his best to bravely spread his wings and fly high. He has no way to fight back, but standing in the same place, he can only look at his back, watching him... move away from him bit by bit.

Byun Baekhyun had settled his mood and was about to have dinner with the captain, when he saw Jin Junmian's voice changed instantly after answering a phone call, "What did you say?"

The sudden serious tone made not only Baek Hyun, but even Jing Xiu startled.

On the other end of the phone, Park Chanyeol stared straight at the floor, his voice was lifeless, "I was in the room, I didn't hear the details clearly, but Kris confessed to Tao, brother... what should I do?"

"Where are they now?"

"It seems that Brother Yixing came back. Tao should be with Brother Yixing. Brother Kris has also gone out. I don't know where he went."

Hearing that Tao is now with Yixing, Junmian is relieved, but his heart is still not very good. He already knew that Wu Yifan would not be so obedient, but he did not expect that the balance he worked so hard to build so early Destroyed instantly.Has that person thought about it, what will their team do in the future?Whether Tao accepted it or not, it was unfair to all of them!

"What's wrong?" Jingxiu felt that the current Junmian was really scary, so she lightly touched his arm and asked him.

"I'm afraid we won't be able to eat today." Junmian smiled wryly, "We have to go back quickly, something serious happened."

Bian Baekxian seemed to sense something, opened his mouth slightly, and asked in a daze, "Is that Wu Yifan?"

Seeing Jun Mian's eyes, everything became clear, Bai Xian clenched his fists fiercely, that man...is he a lunatic?Just can't stand the excitement?Do you have to do everything right?So what is it that I have endured for so long...to endure for so long?

Taking a panda out of the house full of emotions, Zhang Yixing led the panda straight along the road in a daze. Neither of them had the courage to speak first to break the silence.

In fact, Zhang Yixing wanted to ask what was going on, but when he looked back at Huang Zitao who was in a daze, he was speechless.He has too much intolerance, the most intolerable thing is to embarrass that person.He has already hidden a lot of heart because of this, and this time is not bad.

"Xing, won't you say something to me?"

If Huang Zitao hadn't spoken first, Zhang Yixing would have planned to accompany him to walk the streets of Seoul quietly.He sighed cautiously, and replied as if nothing happened, "If you are willing to say something, I am willing to listen."

"Why... are you always so gentle?" Looking at Yixing pitifully, Tao turned his head away, unable to explain what he remembered, but the whole person was shrouded in a thick layer of gloom.

"And Wu Yifan, what's wrong?"

Dazed for a moment, Huang Zitao subconsciously bit his lip, that's it, because he is so familiar, no matter whether he wants others to know or not, they will know.Even if they don't say it out loud, maybe they can see it with just their eyes. This feeling of being completely seen through without any secrets... How should I put it, there is really no sense of security.

Because of Huang Zitao's silence, Zhang Yixing was at a loss. Three seconds ago, he had made up his mind not to embarrass him, but he still asked rashly, standing where he was, with a trace of embarrassment flashing across his face.

"Actually... I'm just a little scared. I never thought about it, never thought about it... never thought about getting along with him in other ways. So I..."

Get along in other ways?Zhang Yixing frowned slightly. If I read correctly just now, that Huang Zitao who was hugged by Wu Yifan in the dormitory, that Huang Zitao who looked at him with helplessness in his eyes, that Huang Zitao whose whole body was complaining of heaviness...

"He said it, didn't he?"

He finally couldn't hold back, and told you all about his desire for you, didn't he?

Tao was taken aback by Zhang Yixing's sudden question, he thought... He thought no matter how obvious it was, only he knew it.Why, he also knew what Yixing meant?

Regardless of whether it scared the dazed panda or not, Zhang Yixing put his hands on his shoulders and asked again more seriously, "What did Wu Yifan tell you?"

"Why... it seems that you..."

It seems that you know about my life earlier than me?Huang Zitao was really frightened. If Zhang Yixing, who usually doesn't care about the world, knows this well, then who else can he hide?

Huang Zitao looked at Zhang Yixing, Zhang Yixing looked at Huang Zitao, the two of them seemed to be frozen, standing motionless by the side of the road with no one there, but their eyes were turbulent...

Wu Shixun returned to the dormitory full of anger, remembering that the serial calls just now were due to his broken-hearted friend, he couldn't help but get angry!Please, you have only known that girl for less than a month, right?An online dating also takes me so seriously!Accidentally, I really thought it was infatuated. Shixun asked a little more and found out that the girl was the nanny of his friend's team in the game. Because of a trivial matter, they quarreled and split up, but she regretted it now The main reason is that the girl blocked him directly in the game!

"Are you out of love or because of a game?"

"Of course it's a game! I have to fight the boss this weekend. What do you want me to do if she doesn't form a team? It's too late to find it now!"

Wu Shixun was speechless immediately, if it weren't for the old man who had to save face or something, I really wanted to pour the coffee on hand directly~

In the end, although he heard a few complaints from his classmates for several years, in fact, Wu Shixun has already started to scold in his stomach!You said that they finally had a rest time, how could they waste it in this kind of place?His family's cute panda is still waiting for him to accompany him. When they broke up just now, his family's panda looked at Pu Daya with dangerous eyes. He can't let that kind of poaching happen to him!

At first he thought that the stupid panda should be the one who opened the door to greet him, but when he met a pair of familiar round eyes, Wu Shixun rolled his eyes, "Why are you alone, Tao?"

"Sehun..."

Park Chanyeol's rare flustered expression made Wu Shixun frown, "What's wrong?"

"Well, Sehun, listen to me, Brother Kris came back just now..."

"Then what's the matter?" Didn't Huang Zitao make it clear to that brother recently?Will something go wrong again?Shixun pursed his mouth, dissatisfaction pervaded his entire face.

"Although I didn't quite understand it, but it seems..." Looking at Sehun hesitantly, Chanyeol clearly knew that this kid also liked Tao, was it a bit cruel to tell him that?Thinking of this, I was a little hesitant to say something.

"It seems that you should say something!"

"It seems to be a confession..."

"..."

I knew I couldn't say that!Park Chanyeol thought with great regret, would it be better if he added more rhetoric just now?

As if drenched by the invisible cold and hopeless, Wu Shixun lowered his head and snorted suddenly, and then asked word by word in a voice that Chanyeol found unfamiliar, "Then what is Huang Zitao's reaction?"

"Big... probably frightened, probably refused."

Otherwise, Kris couldn't have that frozen expression when he went out just now...

Originally, I wanted to comfort him, but before Chanyeol touched Sehun, he was startled by Sehun who raised his head. The child's eyes... were filled with anger.Chanyeol was stunned, he had known Sehun for so long, he had never...never seen him like this.

"Sehun..."

"Brother Lie, do you know? I've tried to bear it for so long, and I want to tell him my heart over and over again. If I can, I will ignore everything, just to let him know how much I like him! Unexpectedly But it's still too late, if I knew that there would be such a day, wouldn't the tears I shed because I concealed my heart be meaningless?"

Park Chanyeol didn't know what to say to comfort him, and he couldn't tell him that he actually felt the same way, but it was just a pair of eyes accompanying him, sad~