wait for me to grow up

"Jong Ren, why did you fight Sehun?"

Huang Zitao obediently followed Zhong Ren into the room, Jin Zhongren looked back at the panda with caring eyes, and suddenly felt warm in his heart.

"because of you."

"Because of me?" Huang Zitao's whole body is not well, what's the reason?

"Well, I taught that guy a lesson for you, didn't he make you sad?"

"No, our matter has been settled." Huang Zitao quickly explained.That's right, Sehun was angry, but how could he take it seriously like a child's tantrum that attracted attention?

Zhong Ren deliberately showed a disappointed expression, "Oh, so I did something unnecessary~"

"No, no," Huang Zitao became even more anxious, "Thank you Zhong Ren for thinking of helping me, but what should I do about this matter..."

Overall, Doudou Panda is quite interesting.Jin Zhongren patted his head and said softly, "It's all right."

In fact, the truth is of course not as simple as he said, because of Huang Zitao’s sad things before, he was right to question Wu Shixun, but Wu Shixun also exploded like a bomb, after he said a bunch of messy things, Jin Zhongren finally understood. The guy hasn't sobered up yet.

"Wu Shixun, have you...drink?"

"Oh, can't you?"

"Guy who has never drunk before, you... why are you crazy?" Jin Zhongren originally wanted to step forward and grab him, but Wu Shixun simply pushed him out.Jin Zhongren, who was sitting on the ground unprepared, was completely annoyed. He stood up and looked at him coldly.

"Wu Shixun, are you really crazy?"

"What about you? Jin Zhongren, what does Huang Zitao's matter have to do with you?"

"We...we are teammates."

"But this kind of thing is beyond the control of teammates." Wu Shixun's eyes became strange, and he said, "From now on, you don't care about it!"

"Whether I want to care or not is my business."

"Huang Zitao, it's my business!"

Finally understanding the burning in his eyes, Jin Zhongren's heart skipped a beat, but he still refused to back down. He said word by word, "Huang Zitao doesn't think so, does he?"

Both of them were furious, and within a few seconds they wrestled together. Before, they would snatch things that both of them liked, but this time it was different. They really didn't want to lose...

"Let me intercede for you, brother Xuanjun will listen to me."

"We've talked to Brother Seung-hwan, and it's fine." Kim Jong-in smiled at him, "Huang Zitao, why do you want to debut? Do you like singing?"

Not understanding why Jin Zhongren suddenly asked this question, Huang Zitao blinked stupidly, "I like it, I'm just like you, I have a dream."

"Oh, I see."

"……what?"

"It's nothing, dreams are of course to be guarded!"

No matter who's dream, you can't easily hurt it. When the matter has reached this point, you should bear what you should bear.To be honest, no matter what he and Wu Shixun are thinking, it has nothing to do with Huang Zitao~

Before Huang Zitao went out, Jin Zhongren said again, "Huang Zitao, I'm sorry."

One sentence completely frightened Huang Zitao, he turned his head blankly, "What?"

"There are many, many things, many things that I didn't have time to say, I'm sorry, thank you, and... hello, I'm Kim Jong-in, can we... be friends?"

"..."

Bai Xian watched Huang Zitao who came out of the room with his eyes wandering all over the place, looking cautious.So he simply called the little panda over, "Tao, what did Zhong Ren tell you?"

What did you say?

Huang Zitao's head is also drawing circles, that... what does it mean?Suddenly greeted as if meeting for the first time...

"Why don't you talk?" Pulled Huang Zitao to sit beside him, "But you really don't care about Shixun? He watched you and Zhong Ren go in for so long, and he left with a stinky face~"

"Sehun?"

There was another "click" in his heart, Tao still cared about that crazy-looking Wu Shixun yesterday. The way is face to face.Especially when I woke up yesterday morning, fortunately after helping Shixun clean up, he fell asleep soundly, and didn't make trouble until morning.

When Huang Zitao opened his eyes, he saw Shixun's sleeping face in front of him, the corners of his mouth moved, as if he was about to wake up.Then Tao closed his eyes in a panic, pretending to be asleep carefully~ because he couldn't see, his other senses became more sensitive. Tao heard Shixun's changing breathing, and felt that Shixun's movements were as gentle as possible when he left his side. Inexplicably, he felt a scorching gaze lingering on his face, and it took him a long time to move away.

…………

"What's your expression? What happened to Sehun?"

"No, no!" Huang Zitao shook his head hastily, but he was startled by Bai Xian's power of observation, and his eyes began to avert.

It would be a lie to say that there is nothing, after all... Sehun kissed him last night~

Before and Bai Xian, everyone was half drunk, and it was because of the game, so we could pass it by just joking.That Lu Han was a mistake at all, Lu Han took the lead and directly chose to lose his memory.But what about Sehun?Because the trouble was too much, but I didn't know how to end it.

In fact, Zhong Ren called himself over just now, and he was relieved in his heart. What kind of expression should he use to face Wu Shixun?If Shixun also said "It's because of you!" like Zhong Ren did, how would he continue?

So, just make a mushroom that hides itself!

Huang Zitao went to ask Lin Xuanjun pitifully, because Li Chenghuan was in the room, so he could only ask Brother Xuanjun about it at the door.Lin Xuan was in trouble, and he had nothing to do about it. He patted Tao's head, "It's okay, Li Chenghuan is not that over the top, and he won't make things difficult for you."

"I know that fights can be big or small, depending on what Brother Cheng Huan says, but I don't feel at ease after hearing Zhong Ren's tone."

"I'll ask you again, don't think too much, but..." Lin Xuanjun thought of what Li Chenghuan said before, "I want to ask you if this matter has anything to do with you?"

"...I don't know, it seems that there are."

"I know, I know, it's okay, you go back first."

Huang Zitao wanted to ask something else, but Li Chenghuan called Lin Xuanjun into the room with a bad tone, so Tao had to say "goodbye" in a hurry, and then he was locked outside...

Huang Zitao "met" Park Chanyeol while taking a walk, and he couldn't help but recall the scene when he came to the Han River for the first time, looking at Chanyeol who was smiling at him from afar, he hurriedly searched for a suitable expression, and looked at him laugh.

In the end, Huang Zitao and Park Chanyeol walked side by side by the Han River.No one spoke, and the atmosphere was quiet but harmonious.Actually what Chanyeol wanted to ask, did Jong In say something?Everyone who didn't know why Zhongren and Shixun had a conflict was very concerned about those two children, but they never mentioned it so that everyone's concern was cut off.Chanyeol, like everyone else, was worried that those two kids, both Sehun and Jongin, had spent a long time with him as trainees.

He didn't tell Huang Zitao that since he accompanied him that time, he seemed to have contracted the problem of coming to the Han River.Listening quietly to the sound of water and wind, the impetuousness in my heart gradually disappeared.But the more this is the case, the more uncontrollably the figure of a certain panda appears in my heart, laughing, sad, cute, fragile...

Each of them is like a corner of a rainbow in the sky, bright and colorful, beautiful and colorful.

Chanyeol raised his head slightly, unconsciously his footsteps had slowed down, and he staggered away from Huang Zitao, so that he could look at him unscrupulously from behind.Look boldly with eyes that you usually dare not use.He dare not express his liking, his liking is humble and fragile, his liking is hidden behind that person, but he also longs for him to look back at him.

Then, Huang Zitao turned around, with a smile that made Chanyeol's heart palpitate, he looked back at Chanyeol who was almost standing there.

At that moment, his heart was beating fast, and Chanyeol's prepared smile was only half opened, looking stupid, Tao couldn't help laughing after staring at it for a while, his eyes narrowed into crescent moons.When Chanyeol came to his senses, the panda had already smiled into a flower with a dazzling appearance.

"What~" When Huang Zitao smiles, he has the power to make others want to laugh with him, peach blossom eyes, cat mouth, and fat lying silkworms under his eyes.

That's why Chanyeol also smiled foolishly, "Don't you allow others to be in a daze?"

"It's really a daze, a daze!"

Chanyeol was not angry, he laughed with Tao, he thought, if Huang Zitao was always happy like this~

"Chanyeol, you said...Sehun and the others will be fine?"

"Fighting is a big or small thing..."

Park Chanyeol has also seen how the company deals with those undisciplined trainees, so now he is worried. Although Sehun and Jong In are already in the stage of preparing for their debut, and Jong In is still the main target of the company, but this turbulent In the circle, if you take a wrong step, you will lose everything, no one can tell.What if the company has a backup?What if things can still be replaced by now?

But they can't afford to lose.

Because of Chanyeol's hesitation, Tao became more nervous, "Otherwise, I'll go to Brother Seung-hwan, I can't let them..."

"Huang Zitao, are you stupid? How can you go to Li Chenghuan at a time like this? If he has a conclusion, no matter what you say, it won't change anything, but it may make things worse. What if...you are also involved? manage?"

"Can I do nothing but wait?"

"This one……"

"But if that happens, I'll be sad."

Because Zhong Ren said it was for himself, if something happened to them because of him, how could he forgive himself?

"Don't worry, if there's anything, we won't ignore it." Chanyeol hesitated for a long time, then reached out to pat his head...

No matter how entangled they are here, the result of this matter will come down soon.

Kim Jong-in didn't know how Lee Seung-hwan communicated with the company about this matter, the company's final answer was just a personnel adjustment.After Jun Mian finished his adjustment, he went directly to the agent's office to ask what was going on.At the door, I met Wu Shixun who came out.

Shixun raised his head, his eyes were cold and incomprehensible, Wu Shixun was also stunned when he saw the person coming, and turned his body slightly, "Go in, he's here."

Zhong Ren nodded and knocked on the door.

Sitting behind the table, Li Chenghuan raised his eyebrows when he saw the person coming in, "You are really brothers, why fight with such a tacit understanding?"

"Adjusted list..."

"Isn't that the best solution?" Li Chenghuan looked at him amused, "If you're not satisfied, you're making progress."

Kim Jong-in knew that pulling himself and Sehun out of Team M was of course the best result, after all...it had no effect on Huang Zitao.However, if Lee Seung-hwan didn't intend to embarrass them in the first place, what is the meaning of the choice he gave himself and Sehun?What he didn't understand was Li Chenghuan's attitude.

Lee Seung-hwan didn't have the heart to tease him anymore with Kim Jong-in's tangled look, so he repeated what he had just said to Oh Se-hun.

"If you're asking for a reason, I just want to see what you guys think. To be honest, Jin Zhongren, the company doesn't have time to take care of your small troubles, but the company can't afford your love and hatred. This matter is terrible." Whether it is big or small depends mainly on what you think. Simple conflicts are fine, I am most afraid that you will take things too seriously that should not be taken into account now. If you come and tell me to put all the faults on Huang Zitao, I may I’ll look down on you, but I’m at ease, let’s just let this matter go, anyway, you’re just working partners, if you don’t have brotherhood, just pretend it’s okay.” Lee Seung-hwan rarely talks about these things with them, he doesn’t think it’s necessary, if They can't make it to the end. The so-called reminders are a waste. If they have the ability to go on stage, they can figure out these things themselves.

But now, probably because he has really been with these children long enough to start nagging about this kind of thing.

"However, you all told me that you have to bear everything by yourself. Jin Zhongren, I admire you, but I also started to worry. What are you thinking about Huang Zitao? We don't need to explain it clearly. It's okay to be vague like this. You can tell me He’s good, but he can’t pass it! I’m not just talking about emotional requirements. Reality doesn’t give you that chance, do you understand? After practicing for so long, I’ve suffered so much. Not only you, you’ve also seen what Huang Zitao has paid Right? Don’t think about ruining all of this. I know you’re all smart, you’re divided into two teams, at least you can’t be together often during the promotional period at the beginning, calm down, and think about it, you still don’t have the ability to be willful.”

"...I see." Jin Zhongren never carefully dissected his own heart, never asked himself what it means to be different from Huang Zitao.Instead, I heard the clue from Li Chenghuan's mouth. It turned out that it was so obvious to others when I didn't understand it...

Li Chenghuan is right, they shouldn't have such thoughts now, the foundation has not even been laid down, it is uncontrollable.Maybe... this is really the best solution.

"Adjust?"

Huang Zitao held the new document he got from Jun Mian. The new arrangement was for Wu Shixun, Kim Jong In and Kim Jong Dae, Zhang Yixing to switch groups. Tao frowned and asked, "The two of them have not been separated because of that incident."

"It's always okay if there is nothing to do?" Jin Junmian patted Tao's head, "Aren't you supposed to be happy that Yixing can go back to China to develop with you?"

"This is..."

Maybe there is really no way to have both, no matter who you are separated from, you will miss it.Huang Zitao bit his lip and thought, but looking at it now, that crazy Sehun...does he miss himself?What if I miss you?It seems that just imagining Sehun's pitiful eyes has already begun to feel distressed.What should Sehun do without him to take care of him?

Tao thought about those foolishly.He didn't take into account that he never really took care of Sehun at all... well, if it counts as playing with him~

Because of thinking like this, Luhan rejected all the dinners proposed by the four of them, saying that he has no appetite, which shocked Luhan.

"No appetite? Are you sick?"

"No, Xiaolu... don't you really want to be with Sehun?"

Lu Han sighed lightly, "Fool, this is also considered together, compared to the previous grouping, this is better. You don't know how homesick Zhang Yixing is, right? The ones you didn't participate in, and I didn't participate, Zhang Yixing The years of training were more difficult than anyone else, so I felt sorry for him before, because he wanted the opportunity to return to China more than anyone else. Not for anything else, there are always so many in my own country. Be confident. Shixun... There are many people who will take care of him without me, and it is good for him to develop in South Korea. With his Chinese proficiency and attitude of not being serious about learning, the language will torture him for a long time. "

Huang Zitao followed suit, he knew what Lu Han said was right, "However, when I think about parting, I feel uncomfortable."

"When we can't see each other, we will take them with us and work hard together!"

"Ok!"

What Lu Han brought out was another energetic little panda.

Because of Lu Han’s words, he figured it out, anyway, no matter who he is separated from, he will miss him, so just think about the team members who can be with him, and feel lucky~

Huang Zitao went to the company and dragged Wu Yifan out, then followed Luhan and Zhang Yixing to find a Chinese restaurant to have a good meal, Luhan clamored for a treat, but in the end Wu Yifan paid for it because he didn't bring his wallet.Huang Zitao pointed at Lu Han and giggled, "Xiao Lu, you are so embarrassing!!!"

"What are you talking about? Master Lu, do you know that I made a mistake?"

"That's not true, he's still a Beijinger, he's not a man at all, he's so stingy!!!" Huang Zitao laughed unrelentingly, if Wu Yifan didn't drag him, he might get stuck in the middle of the road.

Wu Yifan pulled Huang Zitao to his side, shook his arm, "Stop making trouble, be careful with the car."

Zhang Yixing on the side has always been smiling. After so many days, today seems to be really relieved.I don't know if it was because of Zhong Ren's problems before that they suddenly made such a decision, anyway...it's great.

It's great to be with these three people~

Seeing Zhang Yixing's smile, Huang Zitao was stunned for a moment, then thought a lot, and then he was even more relieved, probably... this is really a good ending.

Tao was still talking nonsense and arguing with Lu Han, Wu Yifan looked at Huang Zitao with a smile, but knew Huang Zitao's intentions in his heart.I deliberately decorated myself to be extremely pleasant, but I probably still had some unspeakable words in my heart.Maybe subconsciously, I don't want others to worry about me, and I hide my thoughts in the same way as a child.It's really... naive and cute~

This kind of Huang Zitao makes people have to like it.

Wu Yifan's eyes became deep, he wanted to hold that panda in his arms, hug him tightly, and ask him, "Can you stay by my side forever?"

When Zhang Yixing turned his head, he saw Wu Yifan's eyes, undisguised, burning eyes.Yixing's smile also froze, many moments when Wu Yifan and Huang Zitao were together came to mind, that kind of emotion made people have to pay attention.Especially Wu Yifan's thoughts, I can see too clearly, or because I have practiced with him for so long, because I know that person well, so I can see how much he cares from his eyes.

Thinking too much made his expression stiff, he didn't even know that Huang Zitao was close to him.Huang Zitao bumped into him lightly, "Brother Yixing, what are you thinking?"

"Huh? No, nothing."

"It's really a super long reflex arc," Tao smiled happily at him, "Did you not hear what we just said?"

"What?"

"Just go shopping another day."

Luhan waved his hand, "Forget it, Huang Taozi, it's not like you don't know that Zhang Yixing is an otaku, except for the company and the dormitory, you can save yourself that worry ~ I..."

"When? I'll go with you."

Lu Han didn't say anything, Zhang Yixing suddenly raised his head to look at Wu Yifan who still had a natural expression.Lu Han stared at the little deer and watched a certain panda jumping high because of Wu Yifan's words, holding Wu Yifan's arm and acting coquettishly, he felt so sad that he couldn't look directly at it.

Seriously, Luhan just wanted to say, "I happen to want to go shopping too..."

Curling his lips, Luhan didn't say anything, secretly thinking, then let Shixun accompany him~

But... I don't know what happened, Lu Han secretly looked at Zhang Yixing, as if there was some uncomfortable feeling, it was there.

It was already very late when they went back. In the living room, Sehun, Chanyeol, and Baekhyun were watching TV, but no one spoke.Shixun looked back and saw the four of them stood up immediately, "What's for dinner?"

Luhan originally wanted to answer, but when he carefully looked at Sehun, he didn't look at him, so he secretly looked back at Tao.I don't know what happened these two days, Shixun's attitude towards him is also weird, he doesn't say a word, sometimes his eyes feel cold.

Realizing that Shixun was talking to himself, Huang Zitao was dumbfounded for a while, and then subconsciously said, "Eat...food."

"That's right, go for a walk with me after dinner."

"..." Tao blinked, didn't he just come back?He didn't even come in through the door!But probably because Sehun's eyes were too serious, he nodded unnaturally, and then followed.

During that process, no one spoke.

After the two left, Chanyeol carefully asked Baek Hyun next to him, "But... didn't Sehun not eat?"

"Why do you ask so many questions? Watch your TV!" Bai Xian replied sullenly.

Luhan smiled stupidly, "Well... I'm going back to my room first." Then he turned to look at Yixing, "Do you want to go together?"

Zhang Yixing nodded briskly, and then the two of them rushed to their room together...

Chanyeol, who was ignored by Baek Hyun, looked at Wu Yifan, who stayed behind, with doubts in his eyes.Wu Yifan looked back at him silently, then went straight back to his room without saying a word.This kind of aura makes people feel deeply despised -_-||

Wu Shixun's heart has been in a mess for the past few days, and he suddenly understood why he was so strange and started to be afraid.For the first time, liking someone in this way, the feeling of being out of control gripped me tightly, making me breathless.Because I have never had it before, I don’t know how to face and solve it, so I hesitated in place while worrying.

I was probably impulsive that day. The small conflict with Jin Zhongren actually caused the company to come forward, and the result of the resolution... probably was not bad.However, I was looking forward to following Huang Zitao in his hometown and getting to know everything that accompanied him growing up. Is there no way to fulfill such a wish?

Silently following Shixun's pace, isn't the atmosphere with him too heavy these days?Not knowing how to change, Huang Zitao just quietly followed.Until...until Sehun stopped and looked at him with water-like eyes.

"Sehun?"

"Huang Zitao, what should I do? I don't seem to be able to see the sea you mentioned. Didn't you say that you would take me for a walk to feel the sea breeze of your favorite hometown?"

"...No, there will be a chance."

Just like what Lu Han and Jun Mian said, they are not separated, group activities are temporary, they will always be one.It is each other's luck to have such a bond, isn't it?

"Then let's make a deal."

"What agreement?"

"Go to your hometown, just the two of us, isn't it said that there will be a chance?"

"Okay, let's make an appointment. When I have time, I will take you to my hometown, introduce you to my friends, take you to my favorite store, and let my parents know what a cute little brother I have." Tao smiled. , In fact, this kind of longing didn't start from Shixun's words. The partners who stand side by side are already like family members. I want those important people in my life to know what kind of child he is.

The two walked side by side, chatting at random, Huang Zitao slowly grabbed Shixun's arm, and Shixun responded normally, as if the madness of that night was forgotten by them together.

"If you stay in Korea, take care of yourself."

"Okay, what are you worried about me? I'm the youngest in Team K."

"You're a maknae, even in the M team."

"Oh?" Sehun squinted over, "I don't think anyone would treat me as a young lady when I'm with you."

"……What's the meaning?"

"Compared to you who are so naive, I'm really too mature~" Sehun looked at the sky and sighed.

"What's the matter with being mature? Being mature and fighting like elementary school students?" He complained reflexively when he was told, and regretted it after he finished speaking. He obviously tried his best to avoid this topic, but accidentally said it out.Wishing to plug his mouth immediately, Tao blinked his eyes and hoped that Shixun would just pass by without hearing clearly.Of course, the truth would not be as good as he thought, Shixun's face darkened at that moment, and then he lowered his head.

He asked Huang Zitao, "When I came back that day, what did Jin Zhongren tell you?"

"No...nothing~"

"Forget it," Shixun stared straight at his mouth, knowing that there were some things he couldn't ask, so he simply ignored them, "But you should know, I kept my mouth shut to Li Chenghuan to protect you!"

"Um……"

Whispering in his heart that Kim Jong-in really told him, Sehun continued, "Then how can you thank me?"

"Ah?" A certain panda's eyes widened, "Why... how can I thank you?"

"Think about it carefully, I was holding the belief of sacrificing for you at that time, it doesn't mean anything, how petty!" Shixun rolled his eyes and pouted.

"What... means?" A certain panda continued to widen its eyes.

"Isn't it up to you to think for yourself?"

⊙▽⊙? ? ?

Wu Shixun is sure that the panda will probably maintain eyes of this size tonight~

It doesn’t matter if you get teased by Oh Sehun, it’s not once or twice anyway (Hey, what kind of decadent idea is this?) ~ But, I was relaxing on the balcony, and suddenly Kim Jongin came in.

Huang Zitao's eyes that didn't shrink all night almost scared Zhong Ren.

"What are you doing? Do you want to learn how to be cute like Lu Han?"

"It's not that style, okay?" Tao retorted, watching Jin Zhongren smile but suddenly thought of something.

"that……"

"Huh?" Jin Zhongren, who was lying on the balcony blowing the wind, looked back at him, the hair on his forehead was blown, and his strong figure, which belonged to a man, was concealed by the wide shirt, but it was also ready to move a little bit.Probably because of always practicing dancing, that guy Kim Jong-in really has a good figure, his skin is also sexy, and he has an indescribable temperament.Even Tao who is often praised for his good figure has to admit that Kim Jong-in is very attractive even in the eyes of men.

But now, because of the wind, Jin Zhongren looked at him with half-closed eyes, looking down, making people speechless for a while.

Huang Zitao, who was curled up on the recliner and wrapped in a blanket to blow the air, suddenly became depressed, and he wrapped the blanket a little tighter viciously...

"What's wrong?" Jin Zhongren couldn't help laughing seeing him like that.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but since when, Kim Jong-in smiled more at him.Even the eyes are much gentler.

"No, I want to ask you something."

"Huh?" Turning around completely, Jin Zhongren waited for his next words.

"Just now, Shixun told me..."

"what?"

"The one handled by the company, the one you choose..."

"..."

Finally knowing what he was talking about, Jin Zhongren avoided Tao's sight, hid a wry smile in the night, and said softly, "That is my choice."

"why?"

"what why?"

Huang Zitao began to stammer, "That's why, why do you want to consider me?"

"That..." Jin Zhongren raised the corners of his mouth, walked towards Tao step by step, until he stood in front of him, bent slightly, "What do you think?"

"Ah?" The hand holding the blanket almost froze for a moment, Huang Zitao blinked his eyes and pretended to be innocent, please, how do you answer this kind of question?

"What do you think? Why should I sacrifice for you?" There was a burning light in his eyes, and Jin Zhongren almost wanted to reach out and touch the panda that shrank himself into a ball, and then tell him the reason in his heart.

"Why?"

"……fool."

…………

Three seconds later, a certain panda whose blanket had fallen off rubbed its forehead, turned its head to look in the direction where Jin Zhongren left, as if his resentful gaze could cause him any harm.

"What, Jin Zhongren, that guy, it's fine to swear, what kind of hands are you doing! Hmph!!!"

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