wait for me to grow up

Oh Sehun is angry!

It was so obvious that he didn't even talk to him, Huang Zitao realized it, but he couldn't figure out why.When eating in the morning, Huang Zitao was still smiling and making steamed buns for Shixun, but Shixun suddenly stood up, said "I'm done," and left the table.

Recalling carefully, Sehun's strange attitude didn't start today, it seemed that something was wrong when he and Luhan came back yesterday.But at that time he was still angry with Luhan, so he didn't care what happened to Sehun. Thinking about it now, maybe there was a problem at that time.

Realizing that Shixun was angry, Huang Zitao still felt dizzy. He and Shixun had always had a good time and never quarreled, so he didn't know how to deal with this kind of thing.The most important thing is...he doesn't know why Sehun is doing this~

In order to solve this problem, Huang Zitao chased after the company. Today, he and Shixun actually did not have any filming work, but Shixun was not as attached to him as usual, even Luhan ignored him and went out by himself.Taoman made inquiries at the company, and finally found Shixun in an empty practice room.Shixun sat facing the mirror, he didn't know what he was thinking, and he didn't move, he just looked at himself in the mirror.

Probably because he heard the sound of the door opening, Shixun turned his head, saw that it was Huang Zitao, and immediately stood up, without speaking or looking at Tao, and walked straight to the door.

"Shixun." Huang Zitao stepped forward to pull Shixun's arm, but was thrown away. Shixun took a deep look at him, his eyes filled with something cool.Startled by Shixun's eyes, Huang Zitao didn't dare to reach out to touch him again, but just called out again in a low voice, "Shixun..."

Wu Shixun looked at him coldly, his hands hanging on both sides were tightly clenched into fists, he seemed to be trying to suppress himself, he said to Huang Zitao, "Don't mess with me when I'm angry, otherwise I don't even know What will happen."

"But, what's wrong with you, Sehun? Why are you angry?"

Shixun suddenly laughed, there was no warmth in his smile, "Yeah, why am I angry?" He seemed to be asking Tao, but also asking himself, and finally came to a conclusion, "I'm crazy, I!"

He had never seen Shixun like this before, Huang Zitao was frightened and didn't know what to say, then he just watched Shixun rubbing his shoulder and passed by.

Huang Zitao walked in the company in a daze, and everyone he met wondered what happened to this little panda who was usually full of energy.Jin Zhongren was watching his own video with the assistant director who was in charge of his preview, when the person next to him mentioned Huang Zitao, he couldn't help asking, "Excuse me, do you mean Huang Zitao?"

"Yeah, I met you on the second floor just now. He seemed to have something on his mind. He didn't see me at first. He also looked unhappy when I greeted him. He looked like he was about to cry~"

"That, the assistant director..."

The deputy director knew what Jin Zhongren was thinking from the expression on his face, and smiled slightly, "I have nothing to do here, you can go."

"Then I'll go first!"

The assistant director looked at the back of Jin Zhongren who left quickly after saying goodbye, and couldn't help sighing, "Hey, it's nice to be young!"

Jin Zhongren finally blocked Huang Zitao at the top of the stairs. Huang Zitao lowered his head, and the air around him was full of depression. Anyone who looked at him seemed to have something on his mind. This guy... really can't hide anything.

"Huang Zitao!"

Shocked and raised his head, Huang Zitao looked at Jin Zhongren in front of him, the more he thought about it, the more he felt wronged, he looked at him helplessly, and didn't speak, it just made people feel distressed.The two looked at each other like this, Jin Zhongren sighed softly, and stretched out his hand to him, "Come with me."

The four words in Jin Zhongren's mouth easily made Huang Zitao's eyes red. He thought a lot just now and began to question life. Then Jin Zhongren appeared, and stretched out his hand to him like an angel, as if giving him the world. look.

Leading Huang Zitao to the cafeteria, Jin Zhongren patted his head, "Wait for me, I'll get you something to eat."

Just as he was about to leave, he felt his clothes being caught. Jin Zhongren looked back at him, Huang Zitao raised his head and blinked his eyes, "Don't be spicy, I have a bad throat recently."

"……understood."

Jin Zhongren watched Huang Zitao eat bit by bit, his expression was still unclear, he asked him, "What's wrong with you?"

"...Zhong Ren, I seem to have made Shixun angry." He couldn't take it anymore, Huang Zitao simply sat up straight and looked at Jin Zhongren seriously, maybe... Zhong Ren would know the reason for Shixun's anger. .

"Wu Shixun?" Jin Zhongren raised his eyebrows, "That guy got angry when he got angry, what's the big deal? Looking at you like that, I thought something serious had happened!"

"No, it's fine if we quarrel, but he's really serious about being angry. He's never been like this before, so I'm afraid."

Sehun...

Jin Zhongren suddenly thought of Wu Shixun who was wandering around by his side yesterday, and when Tao and Luhan came back, he was indeed in a bad mood.

"Probably because yesterday..."

"What happened yesterday?" Tao hurriedly asked.

"Yesterday Shixun wanted to contact you all the time, but you turned off the phone when he called you. Probably... Seeing you and Luhan coming back, he was a little angry. Anyway, he is so naive. Don't worry, he will be fine in a while."

"Because...that?"

If it was because of that, Sehun would be fine if he explained clearly.Huang Zitao finally felt relieved, and smiled sweetly, "I'll apologize to him later."

"It's him who made trouble for no reason, okay, what are you doing with him!" Jin Zhongren poked the fried rice cakes on his plate with his chopsticks.

"Isn't Sehun the younger brother~"

Kim Jong-in was not satisfied with this answer. what?younger brother?Who is not?

"That... Zhong Ren..."

"Huh?" Raising his head and meeting the smiling eyes of a certain panda, Jin Zhongren inexplicably felt that his throat was a little dry, "What, what are you doing?"

Huang Zitao looked at the fried rice cakes on his plate pitifully, with a look of deep affection.Zhong Ren poked the fried rice cake, "Do you want this?"

Huang Zitao nodded like a chicken pecking rice.

"Didn't you say you can't eat spicy food?"

“But now I really want to eat~”

"It's not that you have a bad voice."

"Just one piece is fine~" Huang Zitao tried his best to blink his eyes, fully expressing his desire with his expression.In the end, Jin Zhongren lost his persistence and raised the corners of his mouth helplessly, "Open your mouth!"

So a certain panda happily accepts the food, extremely happy, and Jin Zhongren puts all the complaints about his "brother" behind him, how can such a Huang Zitao be regarded as an elder brother?It's obviously... the same as a chicken...

Maybe even Jin Zhongren didn't realize how he smiled when feeding Huang Zitao, and how much tenderness leaked from his eyes.

He couldn't see it himself, but someone else could. Li Chenghuan passed by the cafeteria originally to bring something to eat for Lin Xuanjun who stayed up late yesterday, but he didn't expect that there would be someone here at this time. From a distance, he saw Jin Zhongren feeding Huang Zitao, and Jin Zhongren The pampering all over his face was imprinted in Li Chenghuan's eyes.He couldn't help but stop, frowning and stood there for a while, then turned around, ready to go out to buy something.

No matter how Huang Zitao called Shixun, there was still no movement from Shixun's side. If he couldn't find Shixun, he could only go back to the dormitory and wait.After waiting for a long, long time, it was dark, and there was no one around, and there was still no sign of Shixun.

Just now Brother Fan called and asked why he didn't go back, Huang Zitao said hesitantly that he was still in the company, so he couldn't say that he was just blowing the cold wind downstairs.Wu Yifan could also hear that Tao was lying, and after a while of silence, he just said "come back soon."

Tao looked up at the balcony of the dormitory, feeling a little sorry.But what worried him the most now was Shixun, where did Shixun go if he didn't come back so late?When I met Luhan today, Luhan also looked anxious, and I heard that Sehun also had a dark face towards him, and Luhan didn't know what was going on.

Anxious, the cold wind was blowing at night, Huang Zitao waited for a long time before seeing Shixun's shadow from a distance.Wu Shixun approached unsteadily, and it seemed that something was wrong.Huang Zitao rushed out to help him, smelling a strong smell of alcohol.This time Shixun didn't push him away, probably because he was drunk and didn't know it was him at all.

"Sehun, why are you drinking?"

"Huang Zitao..."

"what?"

"Huang Zitao!"

"Ah, what?" I don't know why Shixun kept calling his name in a daze. Feeling the heat of the cold wind on Shixun's body, Tao barely propped up his body and called him softly, "Shixun, you Are you okay. Sehun..."

"Huang Zitao, you're going too far!" As he spoke, Shixun's tone was a bit bleak, and he looked at the person in front of him with blurred eyes, vaguely... that was the one he was thinking of.He wanted to raise his head and touch his face, but felt a knife was cutting his heart.With choked up sobs, he kept saying, "Huang Zitao, you and Lu Han are both too much! Both...too much!"

"Sehun, I'm sorry, can I apologize? I didn't know you were looking for me. I had something to do at that time, so..."

Shixun pushed him away, held his shoulders tightly, and smiled coldly, "What's the matter? What's the matter? About Lu Han?"

"...I promised him not to tell anyone."

Sure enough... Wu Shixun laughed at himself in his heart, hey, Wu Shixun, what kind of answer do you want?Do you really want to know, do you want to know how humble you are?

Today was the first time Wu Shixun drank alcohol, he hadn't drunk it before, it was disdainful.Many of the male classmates secretly made appointments to drink, as if they were so chic, but he thought it was funny, how could anyone drink such a nasty thing?One by one like a fool.Today he was a fool for a while, and ran to drink his own wine, but he didn't care how bad the wine was, because his heart was so uncomfortable that he couldn't feel it at all.He didn't know what was wrong with him, last night on the balcony he clearly saw the person he had been waiting for for hours, and... Kissed him and hugged him for a long time, Brother Lu...

It's hard to describe his mood at that moment, first he was shocked, and then he felt a huge sense of betrayal, and his heart was completely chilled piece by piece.

"You promised him, what else?" Wu Shixun looked at Huang Zitao sadly, "How can you promise so many people every day? Except me, you seem to have secrets with everyone. Huang Zitao, are you really serious?" It's too much, you are so important in my heart, but in your heart? What about me?"

"No, no, you are also very important, Sehun... Yesterday was really because of Luhan..."

"Luhan Luhan, it's always Luhan! Do you like him? What's the matter with you?" Wu Shixun suddenly yelled and Huang Zitao's eyes widened in fright. Only then did he realize that Shixun seemed to have misunderstood something, he shook his head again and again, "Listen to me, Sehun, it's not what you think."

"Yes, it's not what I thought, it's what I saw!" Wu Shixun pointed to his eyes, "I saw clearly with my eyes! What do you make me think? Oh, Huang Zitao and Lu Han , They are really friends who love each other, hugging and kissing are not a problem. Huang Zitao, do you think it's normal?"

Although he knew that this matter was not easy to believe, Huang Zitao still had to explain it over and over again, "It's really a misunderstanding!"

"Misunderstand?"

Tao nodded vigorously, "It's a misunderstanding, just like that time at KTV with Bai Xian, it's just a misunderstanding."

"Yes, I remembered, and Byun Baekxian!" Wu Shixun touched Huang Zitao's face inch by inch, "Look at how attractive you are, everyone wants to misunderstand you."

"Wu Shixun, what are you talking nonsense about?" Throwing away his hand, Huang Zitao didn't care if Shixun was drunk or not, how could he bear it under such circumstances?Even when you are angry, you can't just talk nonsense!But almost as soon as he got angry at Shixun, Tao regretted it. Shixun's appearance should make people feel distressed, and the reason why he said foolish words was because he was drunk.Most importantly...he didn't stand in the cold wind for hours trying to get mad at him.

But Wu Shixun's eyes were already red, and he looked like he was exploding.The most painful thing about Shixun is that he doesn’t know why he is in pain. His still ignorant heart was completely cut when it was beating slightly. At that time, he still couldn’t see the light in the dark part of his heart. Posture, how to approach, from whom, stubbornly sprinkled over.But it's just me who doesn't understand the reason for caring, and is hurt because of this caring.Injured, he was struggling in place like a trapped animal, but the more he struggled, the more blood flowed all over the ground... probably because of the pain, it started to become sharper, and regardless of the consequences, he indiscriminately hurt others and himself.With tears in his eyes, he accused Huang Zitao of going too far. He counted Huang Zitao's crimes one by one, and his softness hidden behind the thorns all over his body was easily exposed, allowing Huang Zitao to clearly see... Wu Shixun cared about him so much.

If it wasn't for caring, it wouldn't be like this.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I will feel angry, Shixun, I'm really sorry~" Huang Zitao didn't care how Shixun struggled, he held his hands tightly, and his voice was moist, "It makes you feel uneasy, I’m sorry. But Sehun, you can tell me clearly, you can scold me for my carelessness, you can ask me why I ignored your call. But after telling me everything, you have to Believe me. Believe me, I care about you as much as you care about me, I know you don’t like having secrets, there really are no secrets between us... But, there is one thing that I promised Luhan not to say , that's about Luhan, it shouldn't be a conflict between us. Also, what you saw last night, believe me, we are not a strange relationship. Maybe that looks really hard to explain. , but it was really a joke made by Lu Han, I was also angry, but how can a joke be taken seriously? Brother Donghai said... They are all boys, and occasionally such nonsense is not serious, he also jokes when he jokes. It's normal..."

Probably Tao's explanation played a role, Shixun's emotions gradually calmed down, but when Tao was halfway through his words, he suddenly stepped forward and quickly attacked Tao's lips, and under Huang Zitao's shocked expression, he quietly asked, "Are my jokes normal, too?"

"..."

"Can't you? You can't do it because it's me, or are you a liar at all!"

Huang Zitao, who felt scared because Shixun started to struggle again, quickly nodded, "Yes, it's very normal, because we are the best relationship, we won't get angry even if it's a joke~" Said, leaning forward Hugging Wu Shixun tightly, afraid that he would lose control again.

Huang Zitao's smell filled the air, the familiar smell calmed him down, Wu Shixun stretched out his arms to hug Huang Zitao, his long eyelashes trembling in the dark night, he wasn't sure if the person in his arms met luck or misfortune, he just relied on Instinctively groping for a way to approach him a little bit, it was strange that such an approach made it impossible to refute, as if the brain had been fired and the heart had made a decision.If this is the case, since you are unable to struggle, then accept it!

Who told me that I just like to stick by your side?

Who told me to be so worthless that imagining your neglect almost made me cry?

Who told me to want to rely on you so strongly?

Who told me that I don't even know why my heart palpitations...

There was an answer ready to come out, Wu Shixun closed his eyes and recalled on Huang Zitao's shoulder how soft the lips he touched just now, he began to become greedy, with a little bit, he would want more, now being hugged by this person, Gradually hope that this temperature can surround him all the time, hope that this person has only him in his eyes and in his heart.

Huang Zitao supported the drunken Wu Shixun, being careful not to let anyone see him, he finally thought about it and dragged him back to his room for fear of disturbing others.Kim Min-seok was not asleep at first, and wanted to wait for Tao to come back, but Tao was startled when he knocked open the door, and quickly got up to help him put Sehun on the bed.

"What's the matter?" Minshuo didn't dare to call others, and asked Tao in a low voice, "Did Shixun drink?"

"Well, bro...can you take care of him for me? I'm afraid Seung-hwan will scold him if he finds out. The company said before that if something happens before debut, we will still be replaced."

Of course Kim Min-seok knew, now is not the time to feel relieved, but... what happened to Sehun?Is the little child actually stained with alcohol?He looked at the open door, "Tao, close the door quickly, Shixun will sleep here today, I hope he won't be found tomorrow. What's wrong with this kid~"

Huang Zitao's eyes were dim. Although he didn't speak, he was full of self-blame.Shixun is angry with him, why is he so stupid, obviously Shixun is very sensitive, why didn't he pay attention to it!

This night passed while Kim Min Suk was worried, but this night, someone was like them, sleepless all night~

Lee Seung-hwan finally made a decision that he had to explain to the company what he thought he could fool the past.And the first reason for this decision was the conflict between Oh Sehun and Kim Jongin.

When the trainee ran over to tell him, he couldn't believe it at all.Not only because of the sensitive time when they are about to debut, but also because everyone knows that the relationship between the two children is not easy to quarrel.Lin Xuanjun was also dumbfounded, "What do you mean a fight? It's just a joke, right?"

"Really, I almost got into a fight in the practice room just now. When I came, I saw brother Junmian passing by. I was afraid that something might happen, so I ran over and told you guys~"

Li Chenghuan didn't say anything, and immediately went out, Lin Xuanjun followed behind, but before going out, he turned his head and glared at the trainee, "Even if it's true, it's enough for Junmian to tell us, what's the matter with you? Don't Think I don't know what you're thinking, even if something happens to them, it's definitely not your turn!"

When Lin Xuanjun arrived, it had calmed down, but from his expression, he could tell how low the air pressure was.Li Chenghuan looked at the three people in the practice room coldly, Junmian seemed to want to explain but was afraid, and wanted to find a suitable time to speak.And Kim Jong-in and Oh Se-hoon had already been pulled away, and Se-hun was leaning against the wall angrily, not speaking but still looked angry to anyone who looked at him.Jin Zhongren was pulled by Jin Junmian, with his head down, his clothes and hair were messy.

It seems that the trainee just now did not lie.

"What's the matter with you? Children can't be so nonsense, don't you know you're going to debut?"

Li Chenghuan looked back at him, "Do you think I'm stupid? Now is not the time for you to protect them!"

"What can I do? Is there any conflict that can be resolved? Do you want to give them a credit in the company because of this matter?"

"Brother, it's all my fault!" Jin Junmian hurriedly explained, "Recently, I have ignored their mood, probably because they are very nervous, so they became irritable, and today..."

"It's not your fault." Li Chenghuan looked at them coldly, "I think it's Huang Zitao's problem, right?"

"What's the matter with Guan Tao?" Lin Xuanjun muttered, and Li Chenghuan saw both Jin Zhongren and Wu Shixun raised their heads to look at him, and there was tension in their eyes that couldn't be hidden.

Sure enough?

Whether it was the way he saw Huang Zitao and Jin Zhongren eating in the cafeteria yesterday, or the idiot Lin Xuanjun jokingly mentioned the two brothers Shixun and Zitao who were huddled together downstairs at night, it made him feel weird.Although this conclusion is not easy to come to, judging from the attitudes of the two people he saw now, his guess may unfortunately come true.

Although the conclusion is surprising, it is not unheard of in Taiwan. Lee Seung-hwan, who has been in this circle for a long time, is not too difficult to accept, but... this is not a good thing for a new group .No matter how tolerant the idol circle is, fans cannot tolerate idols cheating, especially this kind of deformed relationship, it should be regarded as the biggest scandal.Once it is exposed, it will be beyond redemption, and the company will never take such a big risk!

"What do you say?" Ignoring Lin Xuanjun's question, Li Seung-hwan just stared at Kim Jong-in and Oh Se-hun, and Se-hun stepped forward, "It's a problem between us, it has nothing to do with Tao."

Kim Jong-in was silent for a while, looked at Lee Seung-hwan, "Can you just talk about this with the three of us?"

Seeing Li Chenghuan lead the two away, Lin Xuanjun felt angry, what's the matter with keeping him here?He and Jin Junmian looked at each other, and then couldn't help laughing, "We seem to have been rejected~"

"Brother, they..."

"Don't worry, if that guy doesn't want to keep them, he won't make such a fuss, just report it to the higher authorities. But... I don't understand what it has to do with Tao."

"This... I don't know either." Jin Junmian had a headache this time. Did something happen between the three children?Recently, everyone was busy with filming and attending classes, so they didn't pay attention to them for a while, who knew that such a thing would happen!

Lee Seung-hwan motioned for Oh Se-hoon to close the office door and let them sit down.His fingers unconsciously touched the lines on the wooden table, thinking about how to speak.

Probably because the atmosphere was too depressing, Wu Shixun was also worried about what Li Chenghuan said just now, "it's Huang Zitao's problem", for fear that Li Chenghuan might have misunderstood something.He simply opened his mouth first, "Brother, it's really not Huang Zitao's problem, Zhong Ren and I just had a quarrel~"

"Arguing over Huang Zitao?"

"of course not……"

Jin Zhongren grabbed Wu Shixun and interrupted his hasty rebuttal, "Brother, this is just a trivial matter, there is no need to be so serious."

Lee Seung-hwan smiled, compared to the simple Oh Se-hoon, Kim Jong-in is smarter and knows how to deal with his own problems.

"Some questions, I don't want to ask, I don't want to know too clearly. But I don't explain it clearly, and I don't mean that I don't know! Since I said it, I have my reasons. Your lying will only make me lower my respect for you. Favorability. Remember, I am not a reporter, and I am not here to make trouble for you, but to help you solve problems. I ask a question, and you answer me honestly."

Both of them were startled, not knowing what to say, they just nodded.

Li Chenghuan asked earnestly, "I let you choose. I will punish one person for this matter no matter what. Of the twelve of you, Huang Zitao's position is the most unstable. If I want to, I will give him up. What am I going to do about this matter?" What about the higher-ups? Is it your problem, or Huang Zitao's problem?"

"..."

Our life is a test paper full of multiple-choice questions, and there are choices to be solved everywhere. Lee Seung-hwan gave the two of them the right to choose, and warned them that the consequences of any choice can only be borne by themselves.In fact, he is not a born villain, he just wants to know how far they can go.Even for those who care, there is still a difference in importance when it comes to the opportunity to debut.If they are smart enough, they will understand what is the right choice, and they also know that the road to realizing their dreams is so bumpy. If they make a wrong step, they will never recover. There will not be so many people who will accompany them to take risks!

"What do you mean there may be punishment?" Huang Zitao couldn't sit still when Jun Mian told everyone. It was such an important time, what happened to those two guys?If there is anything that can't be settled in the dormitory, why go to the company?Is it still a child?

Jin Junmian was also worried about how to deal with the matter. According to Li Seung-hwan's temper, it seemed that this matter could not be easily suppressed. Can't put it down.The trainees have seen too much in the long time, how many people have no way to persevere in the end, and left regretfully.Such a sense of crisis has shrouded each of them from the very beginning, sticking like a shadow.It's impossible to smile comfortably.Because of this, everyone has put in 12 times the effort. If the Long March stops at the 99th step, it will be a pity to death!

This incident made everyone nervous, but when Zhongren and Shixun came back, no one was the first to ask what was wrong.It seems that after asking, no matter whether it is good or bad, the results will be forced to accept, and I am not ready for this.

Jin Zhongren said dully, "We're back."

Wu Shixun said directly to Brother Junmian, "Brother, I'm sorry, we got into trouble."

"What did Brother Chenghuan say?"

"..." Wu Shixun knew that Zhong Ren probably wouldn't reveal it, so let's keep it as a secret.Although I am also afraid, but more, I am worried about what Huang Zitao will be like when he finds out about this...

That's right, that's it.The red pandas in the crowd looked at them pitifully, caring so much... It makes people feel comfortable~

"Huang Zitao, come with me, I have something to tell you!"

Surprisingly, Jin Zhongren actually rushed ahead of him and said everything he wanted to say.Shixun stared at Huang Zitao, hesitated for a moment, and followed obediently.And he was being pulled by Luhan Junmian to ask various questions...

Nothing to answer...

Can he say that I fought with Kim Jong-in because of Huang Zitao?

Can he say that Li Chenghuan told us that the way to save ourselves is to betray Huang Zitao?

Can he say that he will never hurt Huang Zitao no matter what?

Could it be... can he say that he actually likes Huang Zitao?

So he... can't answer anything!

Lin Xuanjun blocked Li Chenghuan in the office, his face was full of unhappiness, "What do you mean? You let me listen to you in everything, but you should at least discuss it with me! I don't care as much as you, but this team I also care about people, what do you think of me?"

"You calm down."

"I'm very calm! Also, what's the matter with Guan Tao? What do you mean? You explain it to me, otherwise I won't let you go!"

"Lin Xuanjun, we are members of the company, not their elder brothers. You should first understand what you are standing here for and what you are talking to me about."

"I know, I know," Lin Xuanjun looked at him coldly, with a sense of alienation in his eyes, "But Li Chenghuan, I'm not cold-blooded."

"Trust me, I'm not trying to kill them. I'm just stopping them from planting a rape now for their future."

"Are you sure it's not for the company to eliminate harm?"

"I think...these two things are the same." Lee Seung-hwan said word for word.