wait for me to grow up

Ever since the company decided on the personal trailer, Zhong Ren's work has never stopped. He has to go to the company to shoot early in the morning, and after finishing shooting in the evening, he has to practice dancing until late before returning.Started getting busy earlier than other members, except for Kim Junmyeon who slept in the same room, everyone hadn't seen him for a long time.

Huang Zitao was very anxious. According to what Brother Donghai said, to improve the relationship between two people, you need to go through certain things. Doesn't that mean that the two of you need to get in touch first, and now you can't see each other. How could there be any change?Also, Bian's name is Baixian, so why are you walking around all day?

Tao ignored Bai Xian's winking, and turned his head to the mirror, only to startle himself, "Sister, what am I?"

Obviously already have peach blossom eyes, the eyeliner painted reveals the charm covered by lying silkworms exactly, and the whole face is so coquettish that it doesn't look like her~ Tao hurriedly turned back and pulled Sister Cody's arm, "Sister, quickly remove it!" Come on, it's scary."

"How beautiful!"

"Oh, not a man at all!" After staying with Luhan for a long time, Tao also attaches great importance to whether he is a man~

"It's really pretty." Bai Xian looked at him with a smile and said sincerely.

"You're a liar until the end of the month!" Glancing at him, he said quietly.

"..."

Sister Cody stopped joking with him, and began to remove her makeup neatly, "Don't worry, Tao, I just try on makeup, and I won't let you appear on camera like this now."

"What do you mean you can't do it now?"

"Because it's the maknae~" Jin Junmian entered the dressing room at some point, and smiled at Tao in the mirror, "The maknae should have a refreshing image now, not to mention Tao, isn't your setting martial arts?"

"Brother?" Tao could only express his welcome with his eyes because he was held down by Sister Cody, but Bai Xian coughed lightly twice, "Well... I'm going to try on clothes." Then he said hello to Jin Junmian and left .

"What happened to Baekhyun?"

"Who knows." Jun Mian blinked, he wouldn't say that he talked to Bai Xian yesterday, but what he didn't expect was that Bai Xian couldn't hide his expression about Tao...even if he didn't say anything The export words are also clear at a glance.

Jin Junmian still wisely chose not to say anything. This newly born team has no foundation at all. If something serious happens at this time, the whole team will be ruined.So not only can't it be revealed, but also has to help hide it, and my "son" is lucky enough to not know anything.

"Brother, do you know the name of this website?" Tao suddenly remembered something, and asked maliciously.

"……I'm leaving!"

"Oh...brother, I haven't finished talking~"

Jin Junmian poked his head out from behind the half-open door, "Luhan said it just now!!!" He wrinkled his face and walked away angrily...

Before Tao was able to shoot, he watched Zhong Ren dance from the back of the monitor, and couldn't help feeling silently, how many times did he practice under the camera to make every movement perfect in the camera?Even though I sighed in various ways, I was still dissatisfied over and over again, and started over and over again.

Sweat soaked Zhong Ren's clothes, so the next time he turned on the phone, he had to change his clothes and touch up his makeup. When putting on makeup, Jin Zhongren seemed to be thinking with his eyes closed. With such intensity... Huang Zitao sweated for him in his heart.

"Tao, it seems that we still won't be able to reach you today, so you should go back first." The staff told Tao while adjusting the lights.

"Today is another day for Zhong Ren?"

"The first one might want to be perfect."

But... Zhong Ren already looked very tired. Over and over again, he was in good health, but it was the pressure that made him feel more tired.

When Tao walked out of the company, he was still thinking, did he take his debut too simply?Work hard... Who is not hard enough in the group of twelve people?Or who doesn't work hard among so many trainees in the company?When I used to sit in front of the TV and watch other people perform, I never imagined how much hard time they burned for the moment of shining on the stage.What he is most afraid of is not how hard the practice will be, or how much work he has to do. In fact, what he is most afraid of is that he has not studied as long as his brothers and is not considered talented. What if he can't do so well?

The more he thought about it, the sadder he became, the more he thought about it, the sadder it became, Wu Yifan happened to run into that dejected little panda at the entrance of the company.You can tell there is a problem by looking at the expression~

"Tao!"

"...Brother Fan?"

"Are you going back?" Wu Yifan also finished trying on his makeup, but he had to adjust the scenery and angles for the content he wanted to shoot, and he wasn't in a hurry, so he was released back.

"Well... I don't want to go back, but I have nowhere to go~"

"Go shopping with me?"

"Okay~" Tao immediately nodded like the little chicken.

Wu Yifan and Huang Zitao walked side by side, his heart turned and turned, but the expression on his face remained the same. There were many things he wanted to ask, but recently they seemed to talk less and less. I don't know how to get along with him.It's really like raising a child. When he is completely attached to himself, he wants him to learn how to take care of himself, but when he really goes out into the world, he will feel lonely and can't tell.

"you……"

"I……"

The two of them spoke at the same time, and then both laughed with a snort.

Huang Zitao scratched his head, "I feel so embarrassed, Brother Fan, why don't you talk~"

"What do you want to say?" Wu Yifan glanced back at him, then quickly turned his head to look in front of him, "You...and Byun Baekxian..."

"That matter, don't mention that matter."

"You...don't care?" He tried his best to make his voice sound like he was talking casually. To be honest, Wu Yifan was most annoyed by Huang Zitao's attitude. These days, he and Bai Xian still do whatever they want, he has already Got it, don't you?

"What if it's all boys who care about it? I don't know how to get along with him anymore." Huang Zitao smiled dryly, "It's a game, I can't say anything even if I'm angry, besides because It seems strange to be angry, and Baekhyun is not willing, to be honest, it is not so difficult for him to do it compared to others whose object is me."

"What are you thinking about for him at this time!" Wu Yifan's expression began to turn ugly.

"No, because this will be a bit hypocritical? Anyway, I..."

"You can do whatever you want!"

Just now realizing that Wu Yifan's mood was a little off, Tao quickly walked a few steps to follow him, secretly poking at his sleeve, "Brother Fan, are you angry?"

Stopping to look at him, Huang Zitao stared at him with moist peach blossom eyes without blinking, his little expression was so cute.Wu Yifan despised himself in his heart, but still couldn't help ruffling Tao's hair, "That's your business, what's your position to be angry?" He knew that Tao was right, so his tone softened, "You yourself If I can handle it well, I won’t care about it.”

"I can't handle it myself!" Tao said anxiously, "Brother Fan can't leave me alone~" Tao finally breathed a sigh of relief when Brother Fan finally couldn't stand him and smiled. Brother Fan recently...has a weird temper. ~

Wu Yifan has recently felt scared, the feeling of worrying about gains and losses is getting worse and worse, he is afraid that he will accidentally reveal his psychology, that feeling is very subtle, before he just believed in his child, but now there are many people who are kind to him, around him Surrounding all kinds of people, of course, makes people feel threatened.I am afraid that even my own position in that child's heart will be easily replaced by others.I... After all, isn't he just an older brother?Now he has more and more brothers~

"Brother Fan, take me to get my ears pierced, go to that store." Tao's words interrupted Wu Yifan's thoughts, and then he looked at him very puzzled, what did Tao just say?Are your ears pierced?

"It's the store you took me to before. Did you forget that time?"

How could it be forgotten?The warmth he got from Tao that time is still fresh in his memory, it is impossible to forget it.Thinking about it now, it seems that he never dared to forget anything about Huang Zitao, nor would he ever forget it.

"Why are you suddenly... not afraid of pain?" I remember telling Tao at that time that in order to stop the pain in the hole in my heart, I would let another hole appear in my body, so Tao he...

"Don't look at me like that! Keep a souvenir for yourself when you start again, Brother Fan...can you buy me the first earring?"

"You really want to..."

"Let's go, let's go, before I regret it, let's go!" Wu Yifan didn't have a chance to ask, Huang Zitao pulled him forward, Wu Yifan could only squint his eyes and look at Tao's profile because he was too close , just looking at Huang Zitao's face can be described as "beautiful", and there is a fatal attraction that is not clear.That person standing in front of you and not speaking will frighten you with aura, but once he speaks, he will break his skills immediately. His soft milky voice, high-pitched when he is anxious, and his natural cuteness make people look at him Always consciously or unconsciously, my heart is crisp~

What a very complicated child, complicated but also simple.

Probably because of this, I fell in love with him so easily.At the beginning, I didn't even think about the reason, but I already felt uncomfortable because of the approach of others, especially Baek Hyun... I suddenly thought of myself that night...

Wu Yifan quickly turned around, afraid that his expression might reveal something.That day...he didn't know what was wrong with him, but he had the guts to go straight into Tao's room. Originally, he just wanted to look at his sleeping face and say good night, but what caught his eyes was his defenseless appearance. , so I didn't control my impulse...

"Brother Fan?"

"Huh?" Wu Yifan was startled.

"What, why did you stop and not go?" Huang Zitao originally dragged Wu Yifan forward but it was getting harder and harder so what happened?Does this brother think he is a [-]-year-old girl?Don't you know how much you weigh? -_-||

"So, why did you get your ears pierced?" Wu Yifan couldn't answer and wanted to change the subject, Wu Yifan didn't even look at Huang Zitao, and hurried ahead.

"..."

Huang Zitao's heart is full of black lines, is this brother crazy?

In the Nana store, Wu Yifan looked at the new products in the store, while Huang Zitao asked with a confused face, "Will it really hurt?"

The elder sister in the store smiled, "It will hurt a little anyway, it's tolerable."

"Then how long can I stay out of the water?"

"It will take a week at the shortest. Pay attention when washing your face and taking a shower. Where do you want to hit?"

Seeing that they have already started preparing tools, Huang Zitao quickly shook his head, "Don't worry, don't worry, let me think about it!"

Wu Yifan on the side couldn't help laughing, "Forget it, stop hitting."

"No, I want to fight!!!" Huang Zitao turned his head and said to his sister in the store, "Shoot the same as him!"

Wu Yifan was shocked by this sentence, he looked at the steadfast Tao in puzzlement, did he hear correctly?Or... Did he think too much about the meaning of that sentence?Thinking about this, Wu Yifan didn't try to persuade Tao to give up, but just held his hand, feeling his pain.Earrings that Wu Yifan personally selected were added to the ears. There were no complicated styles, and simplicity was the most suitable for Tao at this time.Huang Zitao insisted on not saying a word, which surprised the elder sisters in the store, who were obviously still very scared just now.

Huang Zitao frowned and smiled at her, "When I was practicing martial arts, I got hurt more than this."

Wu Yifan's heart ached when he heard it, he tightened his hold on Tao's hand a little bit, Tao looked at him puzzled, while he murmured, "Then don't get hurt from now on."

"That's not what I say." Tao smiled inexplicably, "Brother Fan, can we go to the Han River to stay for a while before we go back?"

The water of the Han River is not like the sea in my hometown. It has always been quiet and quiet. Although it is a kind of tranquil beauty, it also lacks the ups and downs like life.Every time he misses the sea in his hometown, Tao will always come here, but every time, he can't shake the expectation in his heart.This way of drinking doves to quench thirst will only intensify the longing in my heart.I remember that before leaving, my friends patted him on the shoulder and told him to have a good time, but they also held his hand and said that if they felt hard, they would come back.He knows that no one will laugh at his cowardice, but he also wants to tell the world that Huang Zitao is no worse than anyone else!

He has his persistence!

So, here we go.

"I never thought that I could meet so many people who influenced my life. Brother Fan, after I came to Korea, I really met a lot of people who really treated me and took care of me. I will let go of all of them. In my heart. Among these people, the most special one is none other than you, Brother Fan, you have been my idol from the beginning to now!"

Wu Yifan didn't expect Tao, who was standing quietly beside him, to suddenly say something like this, "Wait, I'm not ready yet." Not ready yet, to accept this kind of sensational plot.

"Brother, just listen to me. I didn't want to say these words, because I can't tell you my feelings in words all the time, and the tacit understanding I think may be distorted. Brother, can you not understand? What about my thoughts?" Tao looked at Jiang Mian and said lightly, his tone was like that of a wise man who has seen through life, "It should be like that, so I have to tell you what I think. Before Wen Kui What happened to my senior made me understand one thing. The plots in TV dramas will also happen in real life. It’s like misunderstandings one after another. Brother Fan will know that I have to believe when I have to say something against my will. what."

"Well, what am I supposed to believe?"

"Brother Fan, you are better than anyone else, really."

"..."

"Better than anyone else, handsome, talented, gentle and a little cute. It also helped me the most. In fact, I was a little scared when I saw you for the first time. I thought you were as cold as you looked. You turned around and looked at me. At that time, I was scared to death~ But later I found out that he was such an easy-going brother. At that time, I was almost unable to survive in Korea. I had only you as my only support, so now it is also the one I want to remember the most. It's you, Brother Fan!"

"..."

"Didn't you ask me why I have my ears pierced? I found that my purpose is different from yours. I don't have a hole in my heart, because the people around me have filled my heart with so much warmth, and there are so many overflowing , so much that I want to give you some. Anyway, you gave me some of the warmth. The reason why I pierced my ears is to let myself remember, remember all the moments with Brother Fan , I don’t know if one day we will be forced not to be together like brother Yixing, but I already have your imprint on my body, the kind that follows you like a shadow. So even if it hurts, I won’t feel sad , because this kind of pain is a trace of a lifetime, and I will remember it more clearly."

Wu Yifan looked at the person in front of him, as if he had lost the ability to speak, and there was something oppressive in his heart, but it wasn't pain, but the satisfaction of being hugged tightly.When I saw Huang Zitao for the first time, I didn't care that much. It was just a superficial impression, a...a good impression. Later, because of the rashly stretched out little hand, he decided that this person was his trouble, a trouble that could never be solved. .And now, he's in love with this "trouble."At this moment, his "trouble" said something similar to a confession, not knowing how tempting his words were.

He didn't know how much he wanted to hold Tao tightly in his arms.

"Brother Fan, you are my trace now, for the rest of your life." Tao looked at him with a smile, that smile made the sunlight lose its color, and the water behind him seemed like a glass wall that sealed dreams, firmly locking that smile in into Wu Yifan's heart.At that moment, he seemed to see an angel, his exclusive angel...

"You are also my trace, forever."

"What?" Tao stared at the peach blossom eyes, "What marks are you talking about, I actually stamped this one, why didn't I see my brother's?"

"In my heart."

"……What did you say."

"I said it was in my heart."

"It's disgusting!"

"Well... I think so too."

The two looked at each other, smiling like two little fools, those words that were like vows, besides each other, what they heard was the quiet Han River...

"Didn't Tao come back?" Junmian felt strange because he obviously left before him, why is this kid still running around?

"Didn't Wu Yifan come back?" Lu Han didn't turn his head, staring at the football game on the TV and answered Jin Junmian, "Maybe they went shopping, Huang Zitao is different from me, he can't go shopping by himself .”

"Do you have anything to do with him?" Wu Shixun, the "little brother" next to Lu Han who obediently handed potato chips, raised his head and asked.

"It's nothing wrong," Jin Junmian looked at the door, which hadn't moved at all, "You didn't go out today?"

"It's hard to do nothing, of course I want to be an otaku again." Lu Han curled his lips, "I can't understand Zhang Yixing's mentality who is still practicing desperately at this time."

"If I don't make progress, I still have to blame others~" Park Chanyeol came out of nowhere, feeling sincerely, but before Luhan could refute, he continued, "But... I don't understand either." As he spoke, he and Lu Han clapped his hands tacitly.

Wu Shixun shook his head and rolled his eyes, "You guys are so cheap!!!"

Jin Junmian looked at the three live treasures in front of him, and secretly sighed in his heart, what kind of weird is this team~ He needs to be healed now!

Thinking of this, Huang Zitao pushed the door in with a smile all over his face. Seeing Jin Junmian's eyes lit up, he called out sweetly, "Ma Ma~"

"Oh, my son, why did you come back?"

After changing his shoes, Tao obediently went to Junmian's side, "I bought something delicious~"

"You bought it?" Wu Yifan who came in behind him questioned this point.

"...Well, I chose it, and Brother Fan paid for it."

So the four people present smiled "I think it should be like this".

Jin Junmian poked Huang Zitao, "Come with me!" He secretly exchanged small glances, and then went into his room.Huang Zitao turned his head and met Wu Yifan's inquisitive eyes, he just gave a meaningless smile and ran away behind Ma Ma.

Wu Yifan looked away, and saw that the three live treasures in the living room were having a great time sharing snacks. After watching for a while, he still couldn't help interfering, "Hey, you guys! Save some for Tao!!!"

"What's wrong?" Huang Zitao sat on Jin Junmian's bed with a big face, "Are you interested in listening to me tell the story of the website?"

"Looking for death!" Jin Junmian grabbed one of the pillows and prepared to cover Tao, Huang Zitao struggled effortlessly, "Mama, you are so unkind! Hmph~"

"Damn child, I wanted to give you something good..."

"Good thing, what is it?" The peach blossom eyes suddenly turned into star eyes, and a certain panda began to rub its numb leg with an expectant expression.

"I decided not to give it to you!"

"...Actually, it's not a good thing at all, is it?"

"Well, it's not a good thing, it's just a ticket to the Big Bang event that senior gave~"

The star eyes of a certain panda began to shine brightly, "GD? I'm going, I'm going, I'm going~ Mama~ You are the best, give me, give me, give me~"

"It depends on your performance." Jin Junmian said very arrogantly.

It seems that the best way to master a boy fan is to start with his idol~ Sure enough, there is nothing wrong with it.

When Huang Zitao's little friend was obedient to him for three days in a row, extremely obedient and mixed with various types of coquettishness, not only Jin Junmian lamented the beauty of life, but everyone else was also puzzled, it was their collective madness Yet?Their pandas can't be this cute~

In the end, Huang Zitao went to the show with Junmian as he wished. When he left, he was very happy, his head was full of fireworks.Bai Xian originally went out to the company with him, but when he saw Jun Mian waiting for Tao at the door, he immediately found an excuse and turned back, watching Tao Pidianpidian followed him away, that's so bad~

"Ah, Baekhyun, what are you doing?" Chanyeol just saw that he left with Tao.

"Well, it's nothing, you...go back?"

"Oh, together?"

"Go out and see if Jin Junmian is here!"

"What's going on with you recently?" Obviously avoiding Junmian, "What's going on between you two?"

"Guess what!"

It's just... that person knows what he's thinking.I showed my thoughts in front of him without a doubt but still wanted to hide.

In fact, when talking with Bai Xian that day, Junmian said a few words that sounded meaningful to him, but he didn't pay much attention to it afterwards, so that he simply forgot. Of course he didn't think that Bai Xian would have been thinking about it for so long .Of course, from a certain point of view, he hoped that Bai Xian could keep a proper distance from Tao, and this was realized in another way.

As for that fellow Tao, if he conceals it well, will he not know what kind of mood Bai Xian is in the end?

"Tao, here."

Seeing Huang Zitao approaching with a smile all over his face, "Shall we go now?" It was completely looking forward to it~

"Let's go to dinner first, it will start in the evening. I have already arranged everything, let's eat first, and then take a walk there."

Obediently following Junmian into the car, Tao thought about it and asked him, "Brother, how did you get your ticket?"

"Anyway, it's not stealing or robbing, so you just follow along obediently." Telling the driver to go to the restaurant he reserved, Jin Junmian looked at Huang Zitao, "Did you stay up late again recently?"

Huang Zitao looked like "a miracle, how do you know~", Jin Junmian smiled and patted his head, "Your lying silkworm has gained a lot of weight~"

"I do not have……"

"Call Minshuo later, see if you're still lying?"

"...It's Luhan!" Huang Zitao immediately betrayed without integrity, "Luhan recently played against me in the game, he won't let me sleep!"

"Really?"

"real!"

"What game are you playing? Don't know if we are going to debut?" Junmian's face darkened, "You don't know how tired Zhong Ren has been recently. I feel distressed when I look at him, but the kid still doesn't say anything. Although he was always practicing dance in the past, it is different now, he is under pressure, so he is even more tired. But you guys are still playing! Our group cannot do without the dance part. You went to China to develop together, you can't rely on him alone, and you can't relax, do you know?"

"I know." Tao no longer had a playful smile on his face, he knew that Brother Junmian said these words to himself because he saw Zhong Ren's hard work, "Brother Junmian, I have also practiced hard, and I will not let you down. Actually It's none of Luhan's business, I can't sleep at night because of..."

"Did you sleep well?" Hearing Tao said that he couldn't sleep, Junmian immediately became anxious, "Are you tired recently, have you taken the vitamins I gave you on time? Drink some milk at night."

"...um...don't like milk." Tao muttered softly.

"Whatever you like or don't like, just drink it like medicine! You can't sleep well at night, how can you be energetic during the day? Aren't you still taking vocal lessons recently? How is your throat? And the previous injury, will it still hurt? Didn’t Yixing say that there is a kind of ointment that is particularly good? I have someone I know who went to China, should he bring some back?”

Junmian asked with concern, and when Tao saw his serious eyes, he suddenly felt that his eyes were a little sore and swollen, as if something wanted to flow out.Because of caring, Brother Junmian is afraid that he is not working hard enough, and because of caring, Brother Junmian is worried that he is working too hard...

Like my friends in China, I put aside everything and just hope for my own well-being.This is the most beautiful thing he got after he came to South Korea. The care from the people around him, which is deeply painted in his heart, is the strength to warm himself every day.

"elder brother……"

"what happened?"

"My brother is really like my mother~"

"……what."

"The same, the same... They are all so good to me." *^_^*

Growth itself involves a lot of pain, as if walking a road full of thorns, only after breaking the cocoon can we have a pair of wings with the power to support the future.When going through the difficulties and obstacles of life, accompanied by sweat and blood, holding back tears, and still insisting secretly, a pair of supporting hands, or warm greetings, is what makes me move forward with more confidence. worry.

Thank you, all the people who support me.

All I can give you is mine to work harder and be stronger!