wait for me to grow up

Huang Zitao was really drunk that day, slept all night, and didn't remember anything the next day.He didn't have any troubles, but the remaining eleven people had something in their hearts.Especially Wu Shixun and Zhang Yixing, it is particularly obvious.

Bian Baixian just put Huang Zitao's mouth on it, and Zhang Yixing pushed it away reflexively, "What... are you doing?"

Baek Hyun didn't answer, and turned to Kim Jong In, "How is it, is it okay?"

Jin Zhongren didn't know what was going on with this feeling in his heart, he just nodded mechanically, and Wu Shixun beside him simply frowned, "It's not Huang Zitao at all, okay?"

"It's not wrong for him to come in first."

"You dragged it, I saw it!"

"I saw that he came to the door first, why, is it wrong?" Bai Xian blinked, "If it was a wrong kiss, then I will give it back to him?"

Wu Shixun was so blocked that he couldn't speak, he threw the two turntables on the table to the ground, "No more playing, no more playing!"

Everyone felt embarrassed, but Huang Zitao...

Wu Yifan walked up to Huang Zitao who seemed to be frozen, and wiped his mouth with a tissue, Tao still had no expression on his face.

'"Are you all right?"

"Um……"

"We're playing games."

"Um……"

"..."

Here it is again, Zhang Yixing can't say anything, game, what a good reason~ But Tao is like just now, no matter what he says to him, he always "hmm", I don't know if he really heard it clearly.Are you drunk again?Byun Baekhyun is not alcohol! !

Huang Zitao woke up at 10:30, Brother Baozi got up early, the quilt was folded squarely, like tofu cubes.After wrapping the quilt in a daze for a while, Tao got up and resigned himself to folding the quilt.Even stacking and stacking can't make any good-looking shapes, so I just gave up in the end.Before leaving the room, Tao glanced back at the seemingly square quilt, it was really... horrible.

In the living room, Lu Han, Zhang Yixing, Kim Min Suk, and Kim Jong Dae were watching TV. Huang Zitao just wanted to go over and say "Good morning" one by one. Before he could speak, the door of the opposite room opened, and Baek Hyun walked out. Bai Xian didn't expect that he would see Tao as soon as he came out, and he immediately felt a little embarrassed.yesterday……

Yesterday he himself didn't know what he was thinking at that time, maybe two choices flashed through his mind in the first second, and he did it almost without hesitation.In fact, I was still a little scared. If Tao had been a few steps slower at that time, he would have regretted it.But now, even if it is embarrassing, I will never regret it. On the contrary, it seems that there is some sense of gratitude in it.

Zhang Yixing heard a sound, turned around and saw two people facing each other, neither of them said anything, they just looked at each other.

"Tao, wake up, do you want to eat?"

Minshuo also stood up, "That's right, Jingxiu simmered the soup before going out, would you like to drink some? It's better to come out and sit for a while, I'll pour you some honey water."

"Brother, no need, I don't want anything, it's a little uncomfortable." Tao suddenly felt his head heavy, as if something was turning in front of his eyes, but he couldn't think of it no matter what.After one night, he still stumbled to the sofa and sat down like a little drunk cat.Luhan moved to the side, and surprisingly gentle and kind gave him a pillow, "Hey, Huang Taozi, would you like to get some medicine for you?"

"What happened to me last night?" Huang Zitao tried hard to recall, "I remember we went to sing, and how did I come back?"

"Brother Fan brought it back!" Lu Han glanced at Bai Xian from the corner of his eye...and sat down on the sofa, watching Huang Zitao without saying a word.Lu Han's big deer-like watery eyes lowered his eyes, "Wu Yifan told me before going out that you died again!"

"I've lost weight recently!" Huang Zitao emphasized.I really misread it just now, how can Luhan be gentle and kind, this deer is simply a product that is more angry than life.Angrily, he threw the pillow back to Lu Han, and moved it out, Huang Zitao turned his head and asked Bai Xian, "Beef, do you think I lost weight?"

Bai Xian did not expect that Huang Zitao would take the initiative to talk to him. To be precise, no one in the living room would have thought of it except Huang Zitao.Because last night... Actually, Huang Zitao didn't make a fuss, which is already very strange. Could it be that a guy who has never even had a drink accepted a sudden kiss so readily?

"..."

No matter what others say, Bian Baixian doesn't care at all. In fact, what he fears the most is... what Huang Zitao will think of him after the kiss.So 80% of the hesitation at that second was also because of this.The other 20% are clearly aware that there is an inexplicable impulse in their hearts, but they dare not see it clearly.He was afraid that once he really saw clearly, it would be out of control.When did it start?Different from other people, I have an inexplicable but tightly entangled feeling with this demented panda.

But it was that second of thinking last night that made Byun Baekxian understand what he was feeling in his heart, hesitating and hiding before.In other words, from the very beginning, when I met Huang Zitao, I already had this vague feeling.Otherwise, he wouldn't have declared war with Wu Shixun so naively at the beginning, because he could quarrel over a trivial matter, and the final reason, wasn't it because of Huang Zitao!From the very beginning, I had the determination to win. From the very beginning, I wanted to keep this person by my side, and from the very beginning, I wanted to remove all obstacles.

"Hey, beef, why don't you talk? I really lost weight!"

"...How do I know if you've lost weight? Otherwise, let me hold you and have a look."

"How can you hold it?"

"Now... are you belittling me?" The dignity of a man cannot be trampled on, and Bian Baixian, who was questioned, immediately began to fight, "Come on, come on! Can you see me?"

…………

Lu Han looked at the two people in front of him making a mess, and his heart was filled with mud.How can Huang Zitao act like nothing happened?Or, he also felt embarrassed, so it was like usual.I want to use this way of fighting to avoid embarrassment.He glanced at Zhang Yixing who was watching the TV without saying a word, and what made him feel even more strange...why didn't this guy go to practice?

It wasn't until late at night that Luhan realized that Huang Zitao didn't think about it that much at all, it was just a fragment~ But he couldn't tell Huang Zitao that you let a man kiss you last night, and today you played with that man all day sky. . .

Huang Zitao also finds it strange, why does everyone have a film that hesitates to speak when seeing him?Jin Junmian, who came back from a busy day and announced that they will be filming their personal teaser before their official debut, also looked at himself several times during the announcement.

"Well... Tomorrow, everyone will go to the company to try on makeup. The company will arrange the style after research. Go to bed early today, and get up early tomorrow, so don't be late~ That... Tao, come with me, I have something to tell you .”

"What's the matter, bro."

"I want to talk to you." Jin Junmian still firmly dragged Tao to the balcony under the attention of everyone.Huang Zitao thinks it must be something in his daily life. He has been so good lately, so it must be a good thing! *^_^*

"That, Tao..."

Huang Zitao stared at his brother with beautiful peach blossom eyes, but Junmian didn't know where to start. He hesitated for a long time, and Tao's head was full of black lines, before continuing, "Well, don't worry about what happened yesterday. I care too much, otherwise you or Baek Hyun will be embarrassed."

Tao was thinking, is it because my Korean has slipped again? Why can’t I understand Brother Junmian’s words?

"Actually, we were just playing games. I also know that they played too much, but everyone drank a lot last night, and they were more or less drunk, so..."

"elder brother?"

"Listen to me," Junmian continued, "kissing in games is actually meaningless, just treat it as a kiss for a kitten and puppy at home."

"Dear?"

"But I don't think you and Bai Xian are as embarrassed as I thought. It seems that I am overthinking?"

"Xian Bai……"

Jin Junmian suddenly felt something was wrong, Tao...why did he have that expression?

"Tao..."

"...Brother, you mean Bai Xian? Last night...kissed me?"

"⊙▽⊙ you don't know?!"

"(>﹏<) now I know!!!"

Seeing Huang Zitao running out of the balcony like crazy, Jin Junmian was also in a mess, did he... did something wrong?

Wu Yifan was not in the mood to think too much, he took the thick document sent by the company and read it carefully, it contained all the things they should pay attention to in the future.He frowned and checked one by one, the things they couldn't say, the things they couldn't do, the emotions they couldn't show casually...they were full of all kinds of "don'ts".

Debut, perhaps the beginning of another war.

When Jin Zhongda entered the door, he glanced at Wu Yifan, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay, I'll study the company's strategy."

"...China, wouldn't it be great to go back to activities?" After a moment of silence, Zhong Da could tell that Wu Yifan was not in a good mood, but he didn't know what to say, so he could only comfort him clumsily.

"Well, it's good to go back to activities, but... I also..."

I haven't been back for a long time... In terms of hometown, a place with relatives is considered home, and there... no one is waiting for him.

"I've seen it on TV. China is a beautiful place. I'm looking forward to it."

Wu Yifan looked up at him, that boy who always had a habitual smile on his face, was obviously going to leave home to go far away, but now he was comforting him...

This...simple feeling of being worried~ No wonder Huang Zitao likes the feeling of twelve people. There are some teammates around him, even when they are exhausted, there are people who can support them, and they will become infinite strength!Just like what Jin Junmian said yesterday when he proposed a toast together, he said, "We are twelve people. Whether it is pain or happiness on the road ahead, it will be shared by twelve people. If the pain is divided into twelve parts, it will become insignificant. Happiness multiplied by twelve will also make greater happiness. We are each other, that is what we have to cherish!"

Wu Yifan lowered his head and smiled, "Zhong Da, what is your dream?"

"Mine? Of course it's singing!"

"Then let's fight for that, for... to be on the biggest stage in the world and sing in front of thousands of people. For that, let's fight together!"

"Ok!"

In fact... Jin Zhongda originally didn't want to talk about such a touching moment, but...

"Well, Wu Yifan, actually I have something to tell you."

"what?"

"Huang Zitao locked Bian Baixian in the room just now. It's been 10 minutes and he still hasn't come out."

"..."

Wu Yifan immediately rushed out...

Jin Zhong scratched his head, "They locked the door~"

Bian Baixian sat on the bed and looked eagerly at the condescending Huang Zitao. His throat was a little dry after he hadn't spoken for too long, and he didn't dare to cough, so he carefully turned his head to one side.

"Be serious!"

Shocked, Bai Xian hurriedly sat down obediently again, and continued to look at Tao eagerly.

"Bian Baixian, you don't have to look at me like that, no matter how much you pretend to be pitiful, it can't cover up the crimes you committed!!!" Huang Zitao said seriously and seriously.

"...you know everything?"

"Do you want me to never know, you liar!" Tao's eyes were wide open, his lips were tightly pursed, like a feline with extreme concentration.

Bai Xian smiled wryly, "It's not as serious as being a liar."

"Why not?" Tao became even angrier when he mentioned this, "Yes, I was drunk, if I hadn't heard that you had gone too far, you wouldn't even have said anything about something so serious that happened. !"

"you listen to me……"

"That's from my first kiss!!!"

Wu Yifan had just closed the doorknob when he heard this sentence through a wooden door.

"What's the matter, what did you say?" The people outside saw Wu Yifan stunned, they were surprised and asked quickly.

Wu Yifan was even more hesitant when asked, feeling as if he had overturned the entire kitchen in his heart, filled with mixed flavors of sour, sweet, bitter, spicy.He slowly lowered his hand, thought for a while and raised it again, but he only knocked lightly on the door.

"Who is it?" Huang Zitao was still depressed, the people who bothered him at this time were all bad guys! ! !

"It's me, open the door." Wu Yifan's deep voice came, Huang Zitao quickly cleared away the curse in his heart, and then threatened Bai Xian viciously, "Quickly, how will you compensate me?"

"……what do you want?"

"One month's lunch, no haggling is allowed!!!" After finishing speaking, Bai Xian ran to open the door without letting Bai Xian answer.

"Brother Fan," Huang Zitao showed a cute smile, "It's all right, let's go out~"

"you……"

"Oh, I'm hungry, what do I have for dinner today?"

"..."

Byun Baekhyun sat there alone for a long time, and suddenly realized, that panda...what the hell was that kiss?In the end, he could only show a wry smile. Is this result joy or sorrow?

"But brother, would you play like that in private?"

That night, a red panda on the phone silently appeared on the balcony. He wrapped himself in a thick blanket, nestled in the leeward corner of the balcony, and talked on the phone with Brother Donghai.

"I've played it too. The members are all boys, and they all lived together in the beginning. It's not that particular."

"But won't it be awkward?" the little panda asked seriously.

"It's awkward... That's okay, because after a long time, everyone is too familiar, so there will be nothing, and they all have a personality that likes to make trouble. And... if it's just a game, I don't take it to heart at all, and have no feelings The kiss is just lips touching each other, it can't be called a kiss at all."

"So I was thinking too much~" The little panda was a little relieved.

"But, is there really nothing between you? You treat him or he treats you~"

"...Brother Donghai, sometimes I think Baek Hyun is cute, and I think that when I find a girlfriend in the future, I must be like him. He can act like a baby and take care of others, and he is also smart. You don't have to be afraid of anything when you are with him. "

"It's as if you're in love with him..."

"(>﹏<) No way? What should I do?"

I absolutely don't want to believe it, but I can't find a reason to refute myself. I really admire Baixian all the time, and I am willing to stay with him.But, is this even like it?That kind of liking that contains the meaning of love.

"Okay, I lied to you." Over there, Donghai laughed until his stomach ached, "There are many kinds of relationships between people, who said that friends can't be relied on? If you don't appreciate him, you won't become friends with him Friends, how can love be so simple?"

"really?"

"Of course, I also don't believe that Tao, you are the kind of person who wants to protect the first kiss, and you won't make a promise just because you kissed me?"

"Of course not!" said the little panda confidently.

"Then don't think about it so much. Maybe it will be nothing in a few days. We all live together, and the embarrassment will be forgotten in a few days."

"Did you have embarrassing people before?"

Asking this question, Tao didn't think of Baek Hyun in his heart, he can get along very comfortably with him, so even if there was something that happened that night, even if he had thought about it a lot in his heart, he could still be very natural. Get along with him.But... Among the members, there are indeed people who are awkward when getting along, like Jong In, like Chanyeol.

"Awkward?" Donghae thought carefully, "I should be fine, but Lee Hyuk Jae was really awkward with Heechul brother, both of us are good, it's hard to be caught in the middle. But then they are also good ah,"

"How did it get better?" The little panda actively learns.

"There must be something wrong, I didn't pay attention, but the relationship between the two people seems to have changed in an instant, and it seems that changing the relationship is really an instant."

"A moment?"

"Well, it should be that something specific will happen." Donghai said.

…………

Huang Zitao finally hung up the phone contentedly, moved around, and adjusted to a more comfortable posture, ready to start playing with his dear mobile phone.I accidentally ran into a call, and just as I was about to log out, I saw a string of unfamiliar numbers on my call log.

well?The time of the call was last night, oh, why don't I remember it?Could it be after the fragmentation? =￣ω￣=Really... I have no impression at all~

Call back and ask.

Oh Se-hoon is having a video game battle with Park Chan-yeol, and the two of them are having a good time.Suddenly, Chanyeol's cell phone rang cheerfully beside Sehun~

"Ah, Park Chanyeol, take care of your phone!"

Chanyeol was staring at the screen, "Help me pick it up, it's right next to you."

"Who, at this time..." Wu Shixun reluctantly answered the phone with one hand, "Hello, who is it?"

"I..." Huang Zitao was confused, it seemed to be Shi Xin's voice, but it wasn't his number.

"Are you looking for Park Chanyeol? He's playing a game, who are you?"

It turned out to be Chanyeol's number, but...how could he call himself?Huang Zitao was even more confused, "Well, I made a mistake."

"what?"

"What's wrong?" Chanyeol saw Sehun frowning looking at the phone that had been hung up.

"Say it was a typo."

"That's a mistake." Chanyeol ignored it and continued to fight.

"But..." But that voice was so familiar~

"Ah, Wu Shixun, you are going to die!"

"Wait...wait a minute!" Wu Shixun quickly put all his doubts behind him, and followed the game with all his heart...

Jin Zhongren was in a bad mood for no reason. He was sitting alone in the practice room, with deafening music playing in the earphones, and his eyelashes were trembling with his eyes closed.After a while, he finally opened his eyes, took off the earphones, and took out the phone that was vibrating wildly in his pocket.

"Hey?"

"Hey, Jin Zhongren, I heard that you are going to debut!"

"...Lee Taemin." Jin Zhongren lowered his head and smiled, "You kid, you know how to make a phone call?"

"I'm very busy, please, don't you know? I'm very hot lately~"

"Beautiful!"

"What, you are jealous, naked jealous!!!"

"Mo? Jealous of you? Am I crazy?" The smile on his face became more and more obvious. When Jin Zhongren looked at himself in the mirror, he realized that the smile was so far away from him in the past few days.

"Lee Taemin, am I... am I a difficult person to get along with?"

There was a blank space for a while, and Taemin suddenly asked loudly, "Tell me, who let your conscience find out? Is it a woman? Is it a woman?"

"What the hell are you thinking? Are you crazy?"

"Look, you are really difficult to get along with~"

"..."

"Jin Zhongren, you won't be able to find a girlfriend like this. You should treat girls like pets, can't you treat girls like puppies?"

"..."

"Occasionally, you have to think about romance, and you have to talk more sweet words. Don't let girls give blindly. You have to strive for it, you hear?"

"..."

"Also, if you like someone, you can't just like someone silently. You have to tell them. Even if you're embarrassed to say it, you have to keep hinting to let them know. There's no use in having a secret crush, and you're not suitable for this method."

"...I'm dead!"

"Huh? Wait, I'm still...beep-beep-beep-"

Throwing the phone back into his pocket chicly, Kim Jong-in also plugged in the earphones, and took it off again after a moment of stupefaction. Taemin's words flashed in his mind like a revolving lantern. If it's not a girl, do you still want to get along like that?

When Jin Zhongren returned to the dormitory, Du Jingxiu was still cleaning the kitchen, "Jongren, Chanyeol made biscuits, do you want to eat them?"

"Why is it so quiet today?" It's not too late to come back, Lu Han and Huang Zitao should still be arguing at this time.

"I have to get up early tomorrow. Tao said he was a little tired. They all went to bed first. You should go to bed early too."

"What about that brother?"

"I have a biological clock. I can't fall asleep now, but I can wake up in the morning." Du Jingxiu took a book to the sofa to read, and Jin Zhongren looked at the cover. The name of the book was "Comprehensive Analysis of Enneagrams"...

"What do you mean by first kiss?"

"It's the first kiss, Zhang Yixing, you really don't understand?" Lu Han looked at the dimpled man on the bed next to him with a look of contempt.

"Of course I know, but how do you know that?"

"Huang Zitao's voice was too loud at that time!" Lu Han was also outside Baixian's door at that time, although he couldn't hear it as clearly as Wu Yifan was so close, but he could still hear Huang Zitao's roar.It scared him too. "However, does Huang Zitao mean that he has never had a girlfriend?"

"...Have you had many girlfriends?" Zhang Yixing still looked at Lu Han who was frightened at the moment with contempt.

"Of course, don't underestimate Lord Lu, he was a school grass! How many girls have been in love secretly, and women are of course..."

"So you want to tell me about your love history?" Zhang Yixing interrupted Lu Han impatiently, "I'm not interested in this, I'm going to take a shower!"

Lu Han's words were blocked back, he blinked, and shouted at Zhang Yixing's disappearing back, "Zhang Yixing, you took the wrong medicine!"

Zhang Yixing didn't know what was wrong with him, the anger that night was already inexplicable, and now he has become very sensitive when hearing others say it.He wanted to take a cold shower to suppress the evil fire in his heart, but there seemed to be someone in the bathroom.

"Right away." Wu Yifan's deep voice came from inside, after a while the door opened, Wu Yifan's hair was also wet, but Zhang Yixing didn't feel any heat when he passed by him, instead he felt a slight chill.

"you……"

"What's wrong?" Wu Yifan stopped and waited for him to finish speaking.

"...It's okay, go to bed early."

Although Wu Yifan didn't say anything, the impact of that kiss last night on him was not unfounded. For Huang Zitao, it would not be an exaggeration to say that he has been stamped with the label of Wu Yifan.Starting from actively caring about everything about him, consciously or unconsciously always surrounding him, it means that this person is different from others.Seeing Bai Xian leaning forward at that time, it was as if his things had been robbed, and the anger in his heart has not completely subsided until now.I have always been very clear about my own thoughts, so there is nothing difficult to accept. I know when I care about it. I like Huang Zitao not just like a younger brother.Instead, he was afraid that if he showed too clearly, Tao would be frightened.You really don't need any reason to like someone. It's okay to be romantic, but you can't be sure what the other person thinks. How can you easily reveal your sincerity?Because the more you care, the more you are afraid that the other party will not think like you.Tao...he is as innocent as a child, and he once claimed that he had a girlfriend, but the child who still kept his first kiss, how much experience can he experience about love...?How much can you understand?

Tao is just a blank piece of paper, he wants to draw a gorgeous picture on it, but he is afraid that if he writes a little too biasedly, it will ruin everything, so he has been hesitant to write.

But even if I don't say it, the irritability in my heart will not decrease, and the more I think about it, the more uncomfortable it becomes, especially today when I heard Huang Zitao say it through a door...why wasn't that person's first time himself?

I know it's weird to think like this, but... I still can't help but think this way.

If Tao's blank sheet of paper must be impregnated so early, then the first stroke should be the self who has been preparing for such a long time, right?

The clock in the living room ticked every second, as if sticking to the most noble cause in the silent night, without stopping for a moment.The moon outside the window was covered by clouds, and the cool light shone in the room with no curtains. Kim Min Suk fell asleep while facing the window sideways.Huang Zitao's tightly closed eyes had small upward curves at the corners of the eyes, and his mouth was pursed into an M shape, which was extraordinarily delicate and beautiful under the moonlight.

On an ordinary night that was supposed to be peaceful, this room ushered in an unexpected visitor.

The door was gently pushed open, a shadow fell from the top of Tao's head, one hand stroked the corner of his eyes, and rubbed gently.

"fool……"

The owner of the deep voice looked at Tao with tenderness in his eyes. While watching carefully, he used his fingers to outline every inch of Tao's skin.Eyes, nose, cock, until it slides all the way to the lips, and then stops.From the light touch at the beginning to the later exertion of strength, Tao may feel uncomfortable and opened his mouth, and his fingers slipped in naturally, touching the soft tongue... This frightened the owner of the fingers Jumped and froze there.

Breathing gradually became heavy, Wu Yifan seemed to give up, replaced fingers with his own lips, and gently covered them.It was like holding the only treasure in the world, cautiously, afraid that I would wake him up, so I even suppressed the sound of my own heartbeat.Knowing that the heart in his chest is dancing wildly alone, this kiss is exactly what Wu Yifan has wanted to do for a long time, besides imagining it for a long time, there is also jealousy.

Only by letting his traces cover up the previous ones, and let him re-stain his own breath, can he stop being bothered by Bai Xian's kiss, and stop tossing and turning without sleepiness.

Only when he truly possesses this person in this second, can Wu Yifan see his heart clearly, it turns out that he yearns for the person in front of him so much, and when he kisses, there is also a flame burning in his heart, as if he accidentally fell into love with him. Burn yourself out, leaving only ashes.This person can only belong to me, otherwise love will kill both of them!

Wu Yifan finally kissed Tao's forehead, imprinting Tao's cute sleeping face in his heart, so he left with peace of mind.

…………

Once again, the room became quiet again. Under the moonlight, Jin Minshuo turned around slowly, quietly looking at Huang Zitao who was still sleeping, with complicated expressions in his big eyes...