wait for me to grow up

Jin Junmian knows that the company is preparing for a new boy group, and he also knows that he will be a member of it with a certain probability. It is not so happy or fortunate, so... Shouldn't it be a matter of course?In SM company, he is regarded as a real "old man". He has been trained by the company as a reserve captain for a long time, and he has more or less seen the meaning of the company.Debut is quite difficult to decide. In the past, it wasn’t that there were no cases of temporarily joining the team, and many of those who had already decided were replaced. I have seen this kind of thing before. It’s not fair or unfair. The world Isn't that what it is.

Opportunities are all exchanged for your value that can be used.

Jin Junmian has been a trainee since he was very young, and his family has always obstructed him. Over the years, his father has arranged other more decent futures for him more than once, but he still insists on staying here.

why?Do you really want to be an artist?Just want to get adoration and flowers?This... should be a childhood dream. It was decided at that time, and it is still persisting until now.

Maybe... I don't want to change it.

He has always been a person who lives by the rules. He once quarreled with his elder brother, and in the end, he discussed with his mother and obtained consent before leaving home.Chanyeol laughed at this matter for a long time, and then Junmian laughed at himself too, because he was really abiding by the rules.

Because of this personality, managing others can also make the company feel at ease, but it is also because of this personality that he likes good children from the bottom of his heart, at least children who look good.

When I saw Shixun for the first time, he was still too young, he broke into it like a little rabbit in a panic, his eyes were still rolling around when he saw himself saying hello.At that time, I didn’t know why, so I disciplined him and asked him to say hello. It was just subconsciously said, but Shixun kept remembering it. Later, when he was stuck with himself all day long, he would take it out and say it from time to time. With the small eyes of grievance, As if how unforgivable I am.

Jin Junmian once wanted to ignore Huang Zitao's existence, how many Chinese trainees can be like Wu Yifan and the others?At that time, when I heard Brother Xuanjun talk about it, I was just surprised by the "11 years of martial arts learning". When I saw him, I was actually thinking in my heart, so this is what Shaoxia looks like.The reason why he really cared about Huang Zitao was because of Wen Kui's incident. He never thought that a child as smart as Wen Kui would end up in a dead end.For Wen Kui's jealousy towards Huang Zitao, Jin Junmian didn't understand at all at first, a rookie who only has looks and martial arts...

On the contrary, Wu Yifan's protection was unexpected. For Lu Han and Zhang Yixing who had been together for so long, Wu Yifan did not show such complete and thorough protection, but for Huang Zitao who had just integrated into his life, he cared about everything. This made Jin Junmian Some pressure.

It wasn't until Huang Zitao came to see Shixun that day that Jin Junmian finally understood why Wu Yifan cared about everything about Huang Zitao.Because... Huang Zitao is still a child!

Despite his tall stature, martial arts skills, and pretended maturity, a child is a child.The way he sleeps, the way he eats, the way he looks happy, the way he looks angry, the way he looks awkward, and the way he looks obedient...Jin Junmian once again refreshed his love value for Huang Zitao, although this love value will continue to be refreshed in the future , but now to Jin Junmian who still maintains his rationality, Huang Zitao is just a Chinese trainee managed by Wu Yifan who is very attractive but can't get too close.

The real change came on the day when Jin Junmian received the notification of the new boy group. This time, the new boy group has thirteen members, which is a huge number.Li Xiuman has tasted the sweetness in Super Junior, and he always has unspeakable yearning and expectations for the Chinese market, so this time the men's team will still be divided into two teams, one of which will focus on the Chinese market.Brother Lin Xuanjun has taken care of many trainees in his daily life. He and the famous Lee Seung-hwan just talked about it. Those candidates in his mind are indeed on the company's consideration list.

What Dudu didn't expect was Huang Zitao.

Byun Baek-hyun was airborne at this time, the company's intentions were obvious, besides, his voice really gave him the strength to smile proudly.But what about Huang Zitao?The practice time is not too long. Although the performance is good and the potential is great, but until now I haven't spoken Korean fluently, and the whole person is still in a state of ignorance.Can he really debut like this?And... Jin Wenkui, who the company is also hesitating about, if Huang Zitao already has Huang Zitao in the team, how likely is he?

Full of worries, Jin Junmian walked to the door of the practice room, but saw Huang Zitao approaching staggeringly around the corner. Through the polished glass door, Jin Junmian could even see Huang Zitao's dark circles that had deepened again. kitten.He heard that Huang Zitao has suddenly become active recently, whether it is in class or practice, although everyone is working harder because of the pressure of the new boy group, among them Huang Zitao is also the one who works the hardest.

The first one to appear in the company every day, and the last one to leave, or did he not leave?

Jin Junmian thought, even a child is a child with perseverance.

The little panda with only perseverance was probably tired, and couldn't even open his eyes, as he staggered forward.Jin Junmian looked at him, and just as he was ready to smile, he saw Huang Zitao hit the glass door directly, and he was bounced back a long way.

"Yeah, be careful..."

He couldn't help but say it, but Huang Zitao barely stood firm, looked in front of him in disbelief, rubbed his head, and walked forward to touch the glass door.

A series of actions caught Jin Junmian's eyes, and his heart was touched.Which planet did the two-dimensional reflex arc come from?

Huang Zitao, who finally figured out that he had hit the glass, rubbed his head and walked over. When he saw Jin Junmian at the door, he hurriedly greeted him.

"Senior, hello."

"Doesn't it hurt?"

"Ah?" Realizing that he was asking about the matter just now, Huang Zitao immediately shook his head, "It's okay, I'm used to it."

"Ah?" Jin Junmian was amused by his words again, what does it mean to get used to it?How can anyone still get used to bumping their heads?

Huang Zitao wanted to say that he was a martial arts student, and that in Chinese Kung Fu there were gold bells, iron cloth shirts and iron heads, which was trivial.But... how do you say iron head skill in Korean?

Jin Junmian looked at Huang Zitao's wrinkled little face in an instant, he seemed to be speechless, and his anxious little face was so cute~ So the very kind Jin Junmian rescued the child who was deeply troubled in Korean in time, and touched him with a smile. Touching his head, "It's okay, just say what comes to mind, I have a very strong comprehension ability."

"Well... I learned it when I was practicing martial arts in China. My body is stronger than ordinary people, so... I won't be easily injured."

"Is Kung Fu such a magical thing?" Jin Junmian widened his eyes, and his exaggerated appearance suddenly made Huang Zitao laugh.

"Senior, you are really interesting!"

"What, you even call Kyungsoo Brother, and you still call me Senior?" Pretending to be angry, seeing the little panda's flustered expression, Kim Junmyeon suddenly understood the reason why both Sehun and Byun Baekhyun liked him.

"No, senior~"

"Ok?"

"Oh, that...Brother Junmian~"

"Well, that's nice!"

Bringing Huang Zitao into the practice room made a bunch of trainees dumbfounded. What does it mean to be led by Jin Junmian?

Even Park Chanyeol put away his shiny big white teeth, like a little spy, and ran to Jin Junmian, "Brother, why are you with Huang Zitao? Could it be that what others said is true? Huang Zitao is really a member of this debut?"

Jin Junmian glanced over, Park Chanyeol immediately stopped talking, made a zip movement with his hand, his big eyes seemed to say, "I understand, I know, I'm obedient~"

In the middle of the dance practice, everyone was sweating profusely. The teacher finally showed mercy and asked everyone to rest. Jin Junmian's phone rang suddenly.

"Brother Chenghuan?"

"Junmian, please tell the teacher that Donghae and Eunhyuk from Super Junior will go to see the trainees later, and you should be more polite, okay?"

"Understood, bro, are you coming soon?"

"Just made a phone call, it should be here soon."

It is also the most common method for seniors to come to see the trainees. They usually go through the motions, meaning to tell the trainees that the debut they are looking forward to is really imminent.Often at this time, some people will make mistakes, those who are nervous and unable to perform better, those who are too urgent and show their true temperament, there are all kinds of people.In fact, the company really won't trust each of them until the day of their debut.

But today it seems to be different. Hearing the meaning of this phone call, I should have been unprepared before. Could it be that the senior wanted to come?Jin Junmian immediately overturned his own thoughts, how could it be possible?

After communicating with the teacher, Jin Junmian clapped his hands to signal everyone to be quiet, "Everyone, listen carefully, Senior Donghae and Senior Eunhyuk will come to see you later, everyone must remember the rules!"

"Really?" Park Chanyeol became extremely excited~

"Especially you...Park Chanyeol!"

Chanyeol, whose name was called, closed his grinning mouth and complained to Baek Hyun next to him, "Brother is really stingy today, didn't I just ask him a question with my mouth, why are you targeting me all the time T^T."

"You also know that you are cheap?"

"Xian Bai……"

"I get it, I get it, you are the most pitiful~" Baek Hyun patted Chanyeol's cheek very unemotionally, as if to comfort him.

"Hey, are you too perfunctory?"

"I can't help it, I didn't think you were so pitiful." Baekhyun didn't care if Chanyeol was angry or not, and asked directly, "But why did the seniors come? Could it be that there is really someone who is about to debut among us? ?"

"Isn't this... an obvious thing?" Chanyeol murmured, "No one is stupid, everyone knows what the company means. But, Baekhyun, have you ever been afraid?"

"What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid... this will be a parting."

"Chanyeol..." Seeing that Chanyeol, who was always smiling, became serious, Baekhyun also felt that the atmosphere was depressing, he understood what Chanyeol was thinking.Unlike myself who just came here not long ago, there are so many important people around Chanyeol, debut is a boundary, some people cross it, but some people may stay where they are.So between them...isn't it a difference?

"No, we will debut together!"

Looking at Baekhyun's sincere eyes, Chanyeol was a little moved, "Ah, kid!"

"Why, didn't you let me comfort you?"

"You... bastard..." Lowering his head, Chanyeol still smiled.

The drowsy panda couldn't hear Jin Junmian's words clearly, so when he saw Li Donghai coming in, he almost jumped up uncontrollably.

"What's wrong with you, Tao Zi, why are you so excited?" Lu Han grabbed Huang Zitao from behind, "Can you stop embarrassing yourself in front of senior?"

"No, little deer, that..."

"Oh, sit down!"

As soon as Dong Hai entered the practice room, he saw the child in the crowd, and when he looked at him with peach blossom eyes, he was full of surprise.They have always met in private, and only Eunhyuk was told among the team members that they met a cute younger brother.This time, it was Eunhyuk who insisted on going to see this younger brother, and even paid a lot of money for it!

After everyone finished asking, Donghai nodded, "Thank you for your hard work, our SJ schedule is very busy recently, the two of us will be representatives to come and see you, everyone in class A is the leader among the trainees, everyone must pay attention. keep it up!"

"Yes, senior!" The trainees responded one after another.

"Everyone is too tired to practice, but now is the time to grow your body, you must take care of yourself, and be careful of dark circles~"

The trainees laughed one after another, but Zhang Yixing frowned, and whispered into Wu Yifan's ear, "Don't you think it's strange? He's always looking at us."

Wu Yifan looked at the very restless panda, his eyes were full of hesitation.

Over there, Eunhyuk also looked towards them, before Wu Yifan could think any more, Donghae had already had people bring in a lot of pizza and drinks to share with everyone.

Eunhyuk snatched the pizza from Donghai, and then ran to Wu Yifan and the others, together with Huang Zitao and the other four hurriedly thanked and bowed, Eunhyuk stared at the dark-eyed boy with a pair of curious eyes. .

"Here you are, seafood!"

"...Thank you, senior. I don't know why senior Eunhyuk knows his favorite taste, Huang Zitao thinks he must have something to do with Brother Donghai.

However, it’s been a long time since I’ve eaten pizza~

Huang Zitao's thinking was immediately taken away, only pizza was waving to him in his eyes and mind.Seeing Huang Zitao's eyes, Dong Hai knew that he couldn't bear it anymore, so he smiled and said to everyone, "You are welcome, eat quickly."

"Have you heard that, eat it quickly, there is still enough~"

"Yeah, thank you senior!" Huang Zitao happily found a suitable place in the back, sat down and ate with his head down, this world...has nothing to do with him anymore.

Jin Junmian was still distributing food to everyone, but he saw that Huang Zitao had already entered the food camp first, with a small mouth full, like a little squirrel, his eyes were still looking around, touching When I looked into my eyes, I was only slightly stunned for a moment, and then I opened a big smile.

It's just that because the mouth is full of food, this smile is not very standard, but it is more satisfying.

After Dong Hai and the others left, Huang Zitao received a text message.

[Don't thank me too much, Eunhyuk bought the pizza. by: Brother Donghai]

[Isn't it my brother who blackmailed me? by: Tao】

[Hehe, if you want to see us Tao, you will have to pay some price ~ by: Brother Donghai]

Huang Zitao put away his phone and smiled knowingly.Brother Donghai's warmth made him forget the hard work of training recently, and he became more confident.

Now I can't smile kindly at Brother Donghai, it's because I'm afraid that others will say that I rely on someone to survive here, so I must stand firm before I can stand beside Brother Donghai, no to hide their relationship.

For that day, he will work hard to debut!

Apart from Wu Yifan and the others, Jin Wenkui also noticed something was wrong, why did Eunhyuk seem to be very interested in those Chinese people?Asked Wu Yifan a lot of questions, and always smiled at that foodie Huang Zitao.It just doesn't feel right.But right away he wasn't in the mood to think about it so much, Brother Junmian immediately announced that the company would conduct an assessment next Friday.It is said that it is an investigation of their learning achievements, but everyone knows that it is not the company's selection of reserve personnel.

Upon hearing this news, the four people in China looked at each other and went out, probably to discuss countermeasures.Wen Kui asked Zhong Ren beside him, "How are you doing? What are you going to do?"

"Let's talk later."

Zhong Ren replied lazily.

Recently, Zhong Ren's attitude is also very strange. I don't know if it is because he has practiced too much, so he is not very willing to speak.Wen Kui didn't ask further, just nodded, "We can also form a combination, let me know if necessary."

Zhong Ren hesitated for a moment, and then said "hmm".Jin Zhongren didn't know whether to believe Huang Zitao's words before, if he believed, then his friend Wen Kui...is he really the one he knows?There will be times when he gets angry, but the Wen Kui he knows is the kind of person who is gentle and kind to everyone!A boy with a heart like gold who helps others when they are in trouble...

Watching Wen Kui walk towards a trainee looking around, talking to him very gently.

Look, he's still the same as before.So, Huang Zitao, should I trust you?

"what happened?"

"Brother Wen Kui, this..." The trainee held a mobile phone, "I saw Huang Zitao accidentally dropped it when he was leaving, and wanted to return it to him, but now I can't find anyone else."

"Huang Zitao's?"

"Yeah, it seems like I went out just now."

Wen Kui nodded. Those four Chinese people must be thinking about some secret weapon. After all...the chances of all of them making their debut is not very high.

"Give it to me, I'll see him later and help you return it to him."

"Really? That's really troublesome brother, I just have something to do."

"Why are you being so polite? Huang Zitao should be the one thanking me. You can go now."

"Well, see you later!"

"Goodbye."

Huang Zitao?Wen Kui walked out with his mobile phone, but he often saw them on the rooftop.Laughing in his heart why he was meddling in Huang Zitao's business, Wen Kui actually knew that the pimples in his heart towards Huang Zitao had nothing to do with Huang Zitao himself, besides Brother Junmian said that, the relationship was too stiff and there was no way to end it.This time I should be regarded as an active gesture of kindness, if that kid dares not to thank you, hehe~

Just as I was thinking about it, my phone rang suddenly, and it was a text message.

Wen Kui stopped in his tracks, hesitated for a while, and turned on the phone by accident.Huang Zitao's phone didn't even have a password, it opened with a simple swipe.

[In short, Tao, even if you work hard, you have to take good care of your body. I can’t deliver you pizza every day~ Waiting for our future superstar Huang Zitao^O^fighting~by:Brother Donghai]

Looking at the sender, Jin Wenkui was stunned.

So, did those two people know each other?

It turned out that this was his confidence that he would be able to make his debut.

It turned out that Huang Zitao's superficial innocence really deceived everyone!

Huang Zitao trotted towards him, passed by Wen Kui, who hesitated but said hello, and then walked towards the practice room.

"Huang Zitao."

"senior?"

"Are you looking for this?"

Seeing his mobile phone, Huang Zitao finally felt relieved, "Senior, thank you very much, I'm afraid I won't be able to find it!"

"Yes, you should be afraid. If you lose it, how many people will know your secret?"

"Senior, what do you mean?"

Wen Kui smiled, "Huang Zitao, I found out that you are really good, why are you learning to sing and dance? Go straight to acting, you will win an award!"

"senior……"

"No matter how dirty your methods are, I won't be afraid. Huang Zitao, let's make an agreement. In the next week's assessment, the one with the lower score will withdraw automatically!"

Huang Zitao didn't understand what was going on now, he only understood the agreement.

"Why, senior, I won't make an agreement with you like that..."

"It's not up to you!"

Wen Kui held up the phone to let Huang Zitao see it clearly, "Look, your brother Donghai's text message!"

"This is..." Zitao wanted to explain, but he didn't know how to put it. He was obviously afraid of being misunderstood. Did he still misunderstand in the end?

"I've already sent the screenshot to me, so...Huang Zitao, do you want to agree to my proposal?"

"senior……"

"Let's contact by text message, but... I just wait for you until tomorrow."

Until Wen Kui walked away, Huang Zitao was still in place.

In the end... what should I do?

Sitting in the small square where he often made appointments with Brother Donghai, Huang Zitao was worried all by himself, he couldn't let Brother Donghai know about this matter, but to whom should he tell his grievances?

No, I can't tell anyone, even Jin Wenkui, I can't let others know this secret of mine.Otherwise, not only will there be more and more people who hate him, but Brother Donghai may also be implicated.

In fact, Brother Donghai is just a brother who is very kind and kind to himself.

But what would others think?After all, he lied.It's not lying, it's hiding.But what's the difference?The more Huang Zitao thought about it, the more sad he became. Knowing the truth, no matter if it's Brother Fan, Brother Yixing, Xiaolu, Baek Hyun, or Sehun, they will all hate him...

On the way back, Jin Junmian accidentally saw the little panda that he thought he had completely hidden.The panda sat there sadly by itself, and the surrounding air was sluggish~ It was really pitiful to look at, so Jin Junmian passed by according to his instinct.

"Tao?"

"...Brother?" His voice was a little hoarse, and Huang Zitao's voice always had a coquettish ending.

"What's wrong with you?" Patting Zitao's head, Jin Junmian sat down, "If you have anything, you can tell me and see if I can help you."

"elder brother……"

It is a great comfort that there are still people willing to treat me well at this time.Huang Zitao's heart is warm but also bitter, because he doesn't know how long this kind of warmth can last, and he doesn't want to disappoint the people who like him.If a person who believed in himself before looked at him with disgust in his eyes one day, that would be the most unacceptable thing for him.

"Brother, am I really that bad?"

"No, we Tao, handsome and cute, and so serious, really great. Really!"

"Thank you brother for saying that, I know I'm not that good, but brother, you are really kind!"

"Tao..."

It seems that this panda must have encountered something difficult to solve, but why did he start to doubt his ability?Jin Junmian felt that those peach blossom eyes were about to shed tears, and felt uncomfortable, so he quickly took Huang Zitao into his arms, let Huang Zitao's head rest on his neck, and gently stroked his junior, as if he was in his arms. is a child.

"It's okay, whatever happens, it's okay."

"elder brother……"

"Yeah, we Tao, we will definitely overcome all setbacks, Tao~"

Brother Junmian's warmth and carefulness moved Tao even more.When I was helpless, there was still someone supporting me. This feeling was really blissful, as if I was surrounded by the best things in the world.

"Brother, you are like my mother~"

"Yeah, ah, that's not right! Mom?" Junmian was taken aback. Did that child just say... Mom?

Anyway, Huang Zitao found his smile again, and said firmly, "Yes, I have to believe in myself, I will win! Huang Zitao, nothing is impossible for you in the world!"

After returning home that day, Jin Junmian thought for a long time, and finally couldn't hold back, and asked his brother, "Brother, do you think I look like a girl?"

The elder brother who was reading a book gave him a cold look, "If you were my sister, I would run away from home!"

"Brother... I am your own brother after all!"

"That's right, luckily it's my brother." The elder brother continued to read.

"........."

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I'm so cute, please comment~ Dear friends, don't be stingy to communicate, don't let me stand alone, I really don't have any motivation at all~cry_