hit the soul to love you

Chu An didn't think about anything, so he simply did nothing.Also act as if you don’t know, don’t know anything.Even though his heart was already clenched together in pain, making him unable to breathe.However, just pretending that you don't know, you don't know anything.Tianci is on a business trip and will be back soon.

In fact, another voice in my heart felt that Tianci should call himself, not to mention explaining, at least he would test his emotions at this time.Of course, if he still cared, but not now.

This shows what?

Chu An didn't know what to do, so he simply ignored it.Because I don't want to live in fear and speculation until Tianci doesn't act.

Now he didn't call, either he didn't care, or he couldn't take care of it, or he didn't expect that he would know.No matter what it is, I am sad and sad.Because no matter what happens, he wants to be the first person he thinks of.

Don't feel like I've done anything wrong, why is it so unfair?Do you distribute the children to one or two grandpas yourself, and everything will calm down.The final result of insisting is to make concessions, and the final result is the heartache.

Chu An couldn't figure it out, and didn't wait for Tianci's call.A person, living alone, without trust or concern.

In the middle of the night again, Chu An stood motionless in front of the window again.Thinking that Tianci is having a good time, not knowing how to be happy or how to be happy, my heart will hurt, and this pain will spread quickly.He couldn't breathe, and he couldn't cry out.

In the end, Chu An finally let himself let go of everything.Knowing that if he can do nothing and change nothing, then let him be.Whether it's Grandpa, Godsend, or the matter itself.

It develops according to the laws of nature, or according to the laws of the established state of affairs.Maybe the result surprised me, let alone what I wanted.But at least it's not as tired as it is now, and it won't hurt or hurt.

Let him alone, he can't ask him anything anytime and anywhere.

And he is not obligated to do anything for himself, let alone make continuous contributions.Up to now, he has treated himself well, and there is nothing he can do for him.

Let him go, it might be a relief for him, set him free.As far as I am concerned, there is no need to feel so guilty.

Love, the highest state may be letting go.Give each other what they want, and give yourself what you can.

Love, the final result may not be together, but even if they are separated, they will still love each other.

Just like myself, it is impossible to fall in love with others in this life except Godsend.And he will become the only and last pain point in his life.

That's what Chu An told himself, and he silently endured everything that was about to happen.

But he forgot that he never had the final say on matters between him and Tianci.

Suddenly the rain came, just like Chu An's mood.When it is rainy, it is the best portrayal of mood.

Looking at such a night, Chu An's heart began to slowly become numb.It's not that it doesn't hurt anymore, it's that it won't hurt after a long time.

Chu An was extremely sad tonight, feeling that things would change in a new day.At that time, I don't know if I can bear it alone.If not, then, what should I do, and what can I do.

No one gave Chu An an answer, and no one told him what to do.For too long, there was only one person in his life who was alive.Without him, I don't know who else I can trust, let alone who else I can trust.

Tonight, Chu An remembered a sentence that Tianci once said.No one is stronger than yourself, because no one can always be by your side.

It felt like someone was coming, but I knew it was an illusion.But I still can't help looking forward to it, but I dare not look back.