hit the soul to love you

While Chu An was flustered inside, but pretended to be calm on the surface, he thought he would calm down temporarily.But I didn't want to turn around and received the photo again.Unlike the one I received yesterday, this time, Tianci was lying next to a man.

If we say that Chu An was calm before, of course it means relatively calm.So at this moment he is collapsed, abnormally collapsed.Let his world collapse in an instant, turning into a barren wasteland.

If it's a woman, he's just angry and doesn't need to distract himself, because he knows that Tianci doesn't like women, but that doesn't mean he doesn't care, he does, and his heart aches.

It's just that I haven't had time to do anything, or the Lord hasn't figured out what to do.I received the photo in front of me again, and for a while, I was so heartbroken that I couldn't breathe.

Chu An looked at the photo he received, and it turned out to be a man today.It can be seen that ordinary people can't understand the gift of heaven.Then this matter can only be done by grandpa, except that he is God-given himself.

Chu An couldn't even try to calm himself down, because he didn't respond to the gift of a woman. He might have had it before, but now he's sure he didn't.But the man himself is not sure, not because he doesn't believe him, but because there are too many reasons and means that can make him lose control.

Chu An returned to the bedroom alone, sweating from the phone in his hand, wondering if he should call Tianci.After the phone call was made, what he wanted to say or express, hesitation and entanglement, even anger and unwillingness, all occupied his mind.

What should I do if he has had anything with other men?To love or not to love these days is not something that can be settled by a decision.It is said that cheating with flesh and body does not count as cheating.Only the distance of the soul is the real distance.

But I feel that whether it is the body~ or the soul, it should be unified together.Love is love, hate is hate, no matter who the other person is or what they mean.

Chu An had no idea at all, and just endured everything that happened silently.

"God-given, what do you want me to do?" From a woman to a man, from a chaotic background to a white bed.My heart also collapsed from the beginning to the current ruins.Do you understand my pain at this time, and can you think of the hurt in my heart?

Chu An muttered to himself, and also said to himself silently in his heart.Not knowing how to deal with what's going on, because I know it's my own will that made things the way they are today.

"Brother Chu, what's wrong with you?"

Chu An calmed down, looked at Xiao Man, and didn't answer him, but asked, "What's wrong?"

"The children are going to class, do you want to join?"

The early education class is held at home, vacating an area in the gym on the third floor.This was decided by Chu An, and he never mentioned it to Tianci.

Chu An thought for a while, and originally thought about it.But now I'm in a mess, "I won't go there yet, I'll call you when I want to go."

Xiaoman nodded and left, because he was afraid that it would be inconvenient for Chu An to go up, so he came to ask.You don't usually have to ask him.

Chu An looked out the window again, alone, alone in the world.This feeling is neither good nor bad.If it wasn't for Xiaoman interrupting his thoughts, if it wasn't for being pulled back to reality by the children's matter.I don't know how long I can stand here, let alone what else to think.

I believe that there are miracles in the world, and I also look forward to miracles happening to me and my children.That is, grandpa let go, Godsend returns.

It feels a little distant, and the possibility of realization is unlikely.But I still look forward to it quietly in my heart, maybe it will be possible in another day.There is nothing more than men and women in this world. If it is not a man, it is a woman.

As for myself, I really haven't figured out what kind of posture to exist in Tianci's life.