Chaos in Xianzhou

Complex emotions

Zhou Gudao stared closely at the door in front of him, the door was like an invisible wall, blocking him and Chang Qiu directly, and he couldn't say a word that was stuck in his heart.

Li Wuqing looked carefully but couldn't find it, and found that he was still staring at the door of the room tightly, as if he wanted to see what was going on inside through the door.

After about a stick of incense, Zhou Gudao flicked his sleeves, turned around, and said coldly to Li Wuqing:

"This time I absolutely have to talk to him clearly. Let's leave here and find an inn to stay in. We'll talk about the rest tomorrow. I don't believe he never plans to see me."

In the last sentence, Li Wuqing heard a trace of silence. In fact, he didn't want to attack the ancient way of Zhongzhou at all, and Chang Qiu probably thought so.

My apprentice still understands it no matter what, after all, the two have been together for so long, and he is often raised by him, so...

He sighed softly, but Li Wuqing still couldn't bear to tell Zhou Gudao about this matter, and the two people who followed him left here.

In fact, Chang Qiu in the room had been eavesdropping on the voices outside, observing the movements of these two people, and heaved a sigh of relief when he heard that the two of them had left.

In fact, if Zhou Gudao never came to look for him, maybe Chang Qiu thought that the two of them would never meet again in this lifetime, but he never thought that Zhou Gudao would still come to him.

Chang Qiu lay quietly on the bed, and suddenly he remembered what he was like when he was a child, when he took Li Wuqing back home in a daze.

At that time, he wanted to find his father with all his heart, and even sat on the bed alone every time in the dark, with his hands tightly

embraced his legs.

He kept yelling, "Father, where are you?"

But the only answer to him was the cold air, and the dark night around, until Chang Qiu gradually became colder, and even said that he would hide his emotions.

These are all taught by Li Wuqing. Li Wuqing once told him:

The world is too complicated, so you must learn to hide your emotions, and don't tell anyone your true inner thoughts, because no one really loves you.

In fact, Chang Qiu didn't understand this sentence at all at the beginning, but gradually he finally understood, and even said that at the beginning, as long as someone asked him to be born and healed, he would absolutely agree.

But he can cure some diseases, and some diseases are already terminally ill, but those family members don't care about these. They just think that this person is a quack doctor, and there is no way to keep his family members well.

Chang Qiu was very angry, but found it was useless, he was beaten out severely, and at that time he also stayed up all day in order to save the patient.

Extremely weak, he was pushed straight out of the door like this, lying on the street, his eyes fixed on the dazzling sunlight, and he found that everything became very funny.

He finally understood what his master said. Since then, his whole person has changed, and he has hidden all his emotions under his expression.

No matter how angry he is, he will definitely smile and tell his true thoughts in his heart, and even tell them that he is very angry now with a smile.

It's just that all this was broken when he met Ran Yi. He found that he still had emotions, and even said that the person in front of him was willing to tolerate all her emotions.

Thinking of this, the corner of Chang Qiu's mouth slowly curled into a smile, when he turned his head to look at Ran Yi, he found that you opened your eyes and stared closely at Chang Qiu in front of you.

After the two of them stared at each other for a while, Ran Yi slowly sat up and hugged Chang Qiu tightly in his arms.

In fact, he was already awake when Zhou Gudao and the others came, but in order not to embarrass Chang Qiu, he still chose to close his eyes tightly, and then pretended to be asleep.

It's just that he was still carefully observing the situation outside, and when he saw Chang Qiu came back here alone, Ran Yi was actually very puzzled...

In fact, he didn't know whether it was right for him to do so, and even said that he was a particularly embarrassing existence, so embarrassing that Chang Qiu couldn't make up his mind at all.

In fact, if he thought about it differently, Ran Yi knew that he would definitely recognize this father, anyway, he was his biological father, even though the two hadn't seen each other for so long.

Although Zhou Gudao did not fulfill his responsibilities as a father, he still had the heart anyway, and was willing to find himself back.

But Ran Yi didn't know how to tell Chang Qiu these words, every time he wanted to discuss these things with him, Chang Qiu always avoided.

In fact, Ran Yi also knew in his heart that Chang Qiu did this because he was afraid of losing Ran Yi.

"Actually, you have to believe that I will never create any barriers between you because of Zhou Gudao, so if you have something you want to do, or don't give up anything because of me.

In this case, I will definitely be sad, because I hope you can be happy, at least you can laugh happily by my side. "

After saying this, Ran Yi stared closely at Chang Qiu's expression in front of him, and found that he was still indifferent, and then slowly shook his head at himself.

"Forget it, let's talk about it later, I'm really sleepy now, let's go to bed, we have more important things to do tomorrow."

Ran Yi sighed softly, he knew that the final result of the two people's discussion would be like this, so he didn't say a word, just lay there with his arms around Chang Qiu and planned to sleep.

Not long after, the sound of heavy breathing entered Chang Qiu's ears, and Ran Yi still fell asleep, but Chang Qiu couldn't fall asleep at all now.

He tried his best to warn himself in his heart: it's getting late, you need to go to sleep now, you can't let these emotions affect you, and you can't let Ran Yi see it.

After about half an hour like this, Chang Qiu fell asleep in a daze. In the dream, he vaguely dreamed of the young self, who was lying in the bed and kept calling his father.

A tear slowly flowed from the corner of his eye, I don't know if it was because of joy or sadness.