love is not allowed in hell

The alarm of the mobile phone rang tirelessly beside Chen Liye's pillow.

Still vibrating, buzzing.

Chen Liye woke up.After staying on the bed for a while, he slowly stretched out his hand, covered half of his face, and let out a long sigh.For some reason, this time he not only felt a headache and a strong sense of unreality as usual, but also inexplicably felt tightness in his chest, as if he was about to suffocate.

He lay like this for a long time.Then, he sat up slowly, picked up his phone, and turned off the alarm.

He felt very bad, very depressed.

After all, this time, Hell not only gave him back the past between him and Xie Renjian, but also gave him back the things that "Gu Liye" most wanted to forget 12 years ago, including his inner collapse and depression.

Chen Liye had just woken up, but he already felt physically and mentally exhausted.He looked at the time on his phone tiredly, then turned to look at the drawn curtains.The dark curtains were dimly illuminated by the morning light, and the morning light poured in through the gaps in the curtains, splashing a glowing strip on the bed.

Chen Liye looked at the light in a daze.

He knew why Xie Renjian would give himself a pseudonym of "Renjian".

And he never thought that 12 years ago—to be precise, 2000 years ago, 12 years ago, when "Gu Liye" was seven years old, such a thing would happen.

I don't know if it was because of what happened 12 years ago or because Xie Renjian asked him if he wanted to go against him at the end, Chen Liye felt bored like a big stone was crushed in his heart.

In every dream in the past, most of the time he just remembered things about Xie Renjian.Although his identity and past as the son of a criminal subject were also mentioned, but those were all neutralized by the existence of Xie Renjian.The existence of Xie Renjian dilutes the sense of existence of his tragic life experience, so that Chen Liye's eyes and thoughts are always on Xie Renjian, and he even somewhat forgets his tragic past - of course he also feels sorry for his identity, but It's just sad.

But this time he realized it clearly.

He is the son of a criminal.

Those insensitive and powerless things that have long gone, each of which has crossed the long river of 2000 years, once again weighed him down so hard to breathe.

Xie Renjian may have known this would happen a long time ago, so he was unwilling to tell him at all.

Xie Renjian is the person in the world who understands how much Gu Liye's short and depressing life will hurt Chen Liye.He knew that he was depressed and silent all his life, so he understands how precious his current life is better than Chen Liye. Those heavy things 2000 years ago have nothing to do with him in this life, and they must have nothing to do with him.

Xie Renjian didn't hide it from him to suppress himself, but to protect him.

He wanted him not to live a tragedy like his previous life.

It's a pity that things backfired, Chen Liye was still thinking about it step by step.

Chen Liye sat on the bed for a long time, covering his head in thought.He never confessed to Xie Renjian that he would have such a dream about 2000 years ago every time he came back from hell, because every dream is about his heartbeat, which is really hard to tell.

And his intuition stopped him from speaking.

And judging from the current situation, even if Xie Renjian knew about it, he probably wouldn't change his mind about going to death.Even if Chen Liye remembered everything that happened 2000 years ago, it was all 2000 years ago.Saibei is no longer Saibei, and the capital is no longer the capital. Everything has nothing to do with the newborn Chen Liye.

Xie Renjian has nothing to do with Chen Liye, he must think so.

It's useless to say.

Chen Liye understood this, so he never said it.

But now he remembered the most terrible thing. The oppressive feeling of the "son of the guilty minister" firmly imprisoned him, and Chen Liye felt a little uncomfortable.Things have developed to this state, even if Chen Liye doesn't tell, Xie Renjian will see that something is wrong with him.

But, maybe it was because Gu Liye didn't want to tell Xie Renjian at that time, and Chen Liye didn't want to tell Xie Renjian either.

The more he thought about it, the more he didn't want to reveal too much to Xie Renjian.

Chen Liye sighed.Then, he turned and opened the curtains.

The morning light came in one after another, and the warm light filled the entire bedroom, but the dark clouds of depression in Chen Liye's heart were getting thicker and thicker. It was the first time in his life that he felt that the light outside had nothing to do with him.It seems that he is also gradually regaining the mentality of "Gu Liye" back then.

Sooner or later you'll have to see a psychiatrist.

Chen Liye sighed again.

There was the sound of cooking outside the door.It seems that although Xie Renjian's attitude is very cold, he still cares about his three meals.

Chen Liye suddenly remembered the young general in his dream who burned his fingers while cooking for him for the first time, and pretended to be fine.He frowned rarely, turned over and got out of bed, changed his clothes and took a shower.

Anyway, the class is still on.

Xie Renjian cooked a meal for him as usual, and then sat on the sofa to check his phone.

Chen Liye came out of the bathroom, rubbed his hair and walked to the sofa, picked up the chopsticks without saying a word, and prepared to eat.

Xie Renjian looked up at him.Xie Renjian knew him too well, he could tell at a glance that there was something strange in Chen Liye's expression, so he squinted his eyes, and asked a rare question: "What's wrong?"

"...?" Chen Liye was a little confused, he didn't react for a while, and blinked: "Huh?"

"You look wrong." Xie Renjian squinted his eyes and said, "What happened to you last night?"

Chen Liye was not surprised to be spotted by him.Holding the bowl, he casually told a lie to hide it: "It's nothing, it's just a dream."

"……Oh."

Xie Renjian still didn't believe it, but Chen Liye said it was fine, so he couldn't ask further questions.So he lowered his head in half-belief and started playing with his mobile phone, but he always glanced at him once or twice from the corner of his eye.

Chen Liye ate as if nothing happened.

He went to work after eating, but this time he didn't take care of himself in class.As soon as he arrived in class, Chen Liye lay down on the table as if he had lost his love.

Some colleagues were startled and surprised when they saw his air pressure was so low. After all, Chen Liye was cold-tempered and had no interest in anything, and he wouldn't be curious even when the sky fell.

There is true love in the world, and a group of colleagues quickly surrounded him, and someone asked him with concern: "What's the matter, Lao Chen, didn't you feel fine yesterday? Lost your wife?"

Chen Li was wild and wild: "How can I have a wife..."

The man was silent for a moment: "Yes."

Another person followed his words and asked, "Is the computer useless?"

"……no……"

"By which idiot client did you harm?"

Chen Liye was speechless: "I haven't taken any new cases recently..."

"Then what's going on with you." Someone frowned, "It's so strange, I've been working with you for more than two years, this is the first time I see you like this, you are not the kind of Buddhist who is not interested in anything character?"

Chen Liye laughed weakly.

"I think both you and Luo Zi have something wrong." Li Zhong walked over from behind Chen Liye, holding a water glass, and said, "Recently, the air pressure has been inexplicably low, and I don't know if it was an agreement between you two or a mutual understanding—hey, Did Luo Zi do something to apologize to you?"

"...?!"

When Li Zhong mentioned this, Chen Liye suddenly raised his head as if waking up from a dream, startling all the colleagues around him.

Yes.

Yao Chengluo has indeed been a little depressed recently, and he is depressed to death when he is working.Chen Liye always thought that it was because he always had dreams about Xie Renjian that he was affected, but after thinking about it carefully, maybe it was because he was also affected by his previous life.

After all, they are brothers, they both experienced the incident of being forced to kill their father 12 years ago, Chen Liye still has a thank you for lighting up the world, Yao Chengluo is not as lucky as him.

Chen Liye felt that he had something to hide from him early on.

Is it from a previous life?

He knows it all?

Did he also know something that Chen Liye didn't know?

...But he doesn't seem to want to talk about it.

He didn't want to say it, and Chen Liye couldn't force him to say it...

So Chen Liye sighed again and lowered his head.

The few people around him watched him raise and lower his head, feeling that he was acting out the ups and downs of life in his heart.

"What are you doing, Brother Chen." Someone said helplessly, "If you have something to say, it's easier to relax. Come on, there are no outsiders here."

Chen Liye heheed twice.

"If you hold it in, you will get sick." Someone also echoed twice, and just wanted to say a few more words, but when he saw the person, he changed the subject and said, "Hey, Luo Zi is here! Luozi, your brother is here, he seems to have lost his love—”

Chen Liye trembled when he heard Yao Chengluo's name for the first time.

He raised his head slightly, turned around and saw Yao Chengluo just walked in the door.He's downer than usual today, his hair is a little messed up, and there's something wrong with the look on his face.As soon as he saw Chen Liye, he froze on the spot, as if some bad memory had been recalled, his face turned slightly pale - this was the first time Chen Liye saw Yao Chengluo turn pale.

The people around Chen Liye originally wanted to watch the excitement, but when they saw Yao Chengluo's expression, they all felt a little bit of a commotion.The most important thing for a lawyer is the network. Everyone present has a lot of skill points in terms of interpersonal communication.It is no exaggeration to say that a lawyer is definitely a career that observes words and looks.

To be sure, there were lawyers here.Seeing that the two of them were wrong, everyone paused for a few seconds, and then, led by one person "Oh, I'm going to court", they all said to themselves very wisely and dispersed.

Although they all dispersed, everyone's heart of gossip is still burning.After returning to their seats, they still watched the brothers quietly, trying to find out what happened.

Yao Chengluo paused for a while, and after he and Chen Liye looked at each other for a long time, Chen Liye looked away, turned his head and turned on the computer.

Yao Chengluo also took another step.

He sat next to Chen Liye, and said in a sullen voice, "Good morning, brother."

Chen Liye also replied sullenly: "Morning."

Then they both went about their business, neither of them talking.

Everyone: "..."

This scene is very strange.

Some melon-eating crowd who were watching from a distance from their own seats were a little surprised when they saw this weird scene, and whispered to others: "Did they quarrel?"

The person next to him was also eating melons, heard the words and lowered his voice, raised his eyebrows and said: "It shouldn't be, you have seen someone quarreling and asked the other party early, are you crazy..."

"Then what's wrong with them?"

"I don't know where to go."

Chen Liye turned his head and glanced at Yao Chengluo.

Yao Chengluo looked in a very bad mood.It just so happened that he also turned his head to look at Chen Liye, seeing that he was also looking at him, he paused for a moment, then turned back to do his own thing.

Chen Liye looked at Yao Chengluo for a long time before turning his gaze back.He opened WeChat, found Yao Chengluo, and sent him a message: What did you dream about.

Yao Chengluo's cell phone dinged for a message.

He picked up the phone and glanced at it: "..."

Yao Chengluo twitched the corner of his mouth, but did not reply.

"I also dreamed about it. It happened 12 years ago. I don't know if you dreamed about it." Chen Liye then sent a message, "Let's have a meal together at noon and talk about it."

"..."

Yao Chengluo was silent for a long time, as if hesitating.Finally, he finally made a decision, clicked on the message box, and started typing.

Not long after, Chen Liye received his reply.

"No."

Yao Chengluo said, "This matter is supernatural. If I explain it in detail, I'm afraid you will remember it, so I won't tell you."

"I dreamed that you were dead."

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感谢在2020-07-3020:41:16~2020-07-3114:08:54期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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