Slag Gong Love History

"I'm not interested in taking care of you, nor do I want to be taken care of by you. We're all men, isn't that great?"

Not good, not good at all!Zhou Zhuchen said in his heart, I would rather take care of others, or be taken care of——

Because when Da Da is raising money to support others, he can express his love nakedly; and when he is being raised by others, he can completely feel loved.It's not about money, it's about love!

Zhou Zhuchen thought about how he had taken care of Xu Xu and was taken care of by Lin Shiyun in the past. He could accept any of them, and he felt very happy about them. The only thing he couldn't accept was the embarrassing AA system.

When I earn money from work, I will definitely take care of you!Thinking of this, Zhou Zhuchen, who was so flirtatious all day long, sighed helplessly—he still has three years of graduate studies to study!

The days when Yan Xu was raised in wild hope were extremely far away from the present him.

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"Oh, money is like that in every family! Isn't it normal that you pay half and I pay half? Now that you are married, both husband and wife must pay for the family!"

"But when he married me, he swore that my own money would be used as pocket money, his money would be used to support the family, and the housework would be shared, but now——now I have to pay half of everything!"

"Just listen to the words before marriage! How can you believe it! You are not a big beauty like a flower, how could you only be responsible for your beauty, you must also contribute to the family. Just think about it They are married, his money is your money, your money is naturally his money, it doesn't matter if you or me!"

"But this is completely different from what was agreed before! Besides, we've only been married for a few years now, and the enthusiasm before marriage is gone! Even married life is rarely done a few times a month now! It's 3 minutes at a time, and you ask me if I'm happy ? Cool you big-headed ghost!"

"Oh, who doesn't live like this after marriage! They are old couples, how can there be so much enthusiasm! Once a month is already very good! Okay, okay, young couples come to accompany each other, tolerate each other together, old So I won't be alone..."

Zhou Zhuchen tapped on the computer, feeling his scalp tingle: "Ahem, Sister Liu, Sister Wang, although I don't object to your chatting about family affairs during working hours, at least you should see that there are still young people like me in the office. ah!"

"It doesn't matter! It's okay! We old women don't treat young children like you as men! Hahahaha!"

"..."

"All in all, just like the elder sister said, you are over 30, oh, don't dream like a little girl! Life is very realistic, your husband can earn money and not cheat, it is already very good Yes! Look at the little Zhang from the language department next to him, Xiaosan has come to the unit confidently and confidently, isn't he angry!"

"Woo... If I had known that life after marriage would be like this, I would not get married just like Director Li from the Overseas Study Department next door! He is about the same age as us, but his figure and face look like 27! You don’t have to worry about your husband, children, and mother-in-law even if you have money, and you can go where you want to play during the holidays!”

"What's the use of that? At this age, no man is willing to ask for it. What will you do when you get old? Let me tell you, two people are together to live together. Don't have too high expectations for love. It's all vain. Yes! Only a down-to-earth life is realistic!"

"but……"

"What a but! Marriage, that's how it is. What kind of love, it turns into a family relationship in the end! It's enough for two people to talk, talk less and be a companion. There are so many demands that are divorced from reality! Let me tell you, to lower the requirements, Lower your expectations and be content with life! It’s all like this, and this is a valuable experience for someone like me!”

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Many years later, Zhou Zhuchen looked back and thought about it.It was the "words of someone who came here" from the eldest sister in the office, and then cheated him for two full years of youth.

At that time, Zhou Zhuchen believed these words without reservation.

It strengthened his and Yan Xu's belief in going on in an ordinary and boring way.

He felt that what the eldest sister said was reasonable.After all, looking at the old couples among my relatives and friends, how can there be a couple like new lovers like Xiao Hao and Wei Yang, who are surrounded by pink and dreamy?Basically, they are exhausted physically and mentally and hate each other, but they can still unite to the outside world. For example, during the Chinese New Year, when husbands and wives sing together and put on a philistine face and urge Zhou Zhuchen to find a girlfriend earlier and consider future marriage and other issues.

That's right, the kind of spirit that has no love but absolutely has kinship and can share the same hatred with the enemy should be a firm revolutionary friendship that allows them to support each other until they grow old.

After all, he is Zhou Zhuchen, an ordinary person who cannot be found among the crowd.

Without the heaven-defying charm of Xiao Hao, there is no luxury of living in unreliable love forever.

Zhou Zhuchen wants to grow old with someone to depend on.

I don't want to spend recklessly when I was young, and end up alone when I am old.

So he decided even more that he and Yan Xu should just be together like any ordinary lover or husband and wife, living down-to-earth in a slightly ordinary and tasteless reality.

A few years later, when Zhou Zhuchen, who was already in his early thirties, looked back on this story, he felt that he was really ridiculous back then.

It's too realistic, the me back then was so fucking realistic!

How could he be willing to sacrifice a certain amount of happiness and freedom in exchange for stability and security at such a young age when he should have had unrealistic dreams?

The problem is that self-righteous "realistic and reasonable" choices are not necessarily "good" choices.

In the end, it can only prove how naive and ridiculous I was when I was young.

"Zhou Zhuchen, you have to figure out that you are gay! Why on earth do you insist on adhering to the life style of monogamy in society, and put the shackles of loyalty on yourself?"

Many years later, Xiao Hao revealed the truth with one sentence, and Zhou Zhuchen was speechless.

Only then did he understand that, indeed, without the legal marriage contract, without the running-in of two families, without a common child as a guarantee—even if a man and a woman couple want to grow old forever, it would sound like empty talk .

What's more, in the GAY circle where there is almost no true love, how can such an extravagant wish come true without enough love?