Slag Gong Love History

Zhou Zhuchen took good care of Yan Xu. In a sense, that kind of kindness even surpassed his sincere kindness to Xu Xu and Lin Shiyun back then.

Of course, Zhou Zhuchen at that time hadn't understood the harm of this kind of pretended tenderness.

He didn't even know in the end whether Yan Xu had noticed the disguise.And whether Yan Xu's feelings for him, like him, are limited to the ordinary tenderness of the world.

In true love, when a person truly loves another person, he will be jealous, restless, have messy whimsy, and even lose himself and become not like himself.

Of course, it is likely to lead to the total failure of the relationship in the end, just like Chen Du.

That's a double-edged sword.

But if it is like those books that teach love, there are ten points in love, five points are used to love yourself, three points are used to love family members, and two points are enough to love your lover, that kind of love will last forever ——Zhou Zhuchen believed in this point of view, but with Yan Xu, he was a little uncertain.

The sense of security has always been overwhelming.He never had to worry about Yan Xu changing his mind or cheating, and it seemed that Yan Xu never had to worry about him.

But when he was with Yan Xu, Zhou Zhuchen had never tried the kind of worrying about gains and losses that Chen Du was with Xiao Hao.

Just like the "happiness" joy on Xiao Hao's face when he was with Wei Yang recently, he also felt that he was far away from him.

"Hey... What's the matter with your turmoil? You have only been dating for a long time, why do you look like an old couple who have been married for ten years?" Chen Du also began to persuade him recently: "I'm serious. Yes, comrades can talk like you when they fall in love, and it's... really weird."

"..."

"However, maybe it's okay for you to do this. Don't worry, your mood won't always go up and down like a roller coaster. You know, the feeling of going down to the bottom of the dark valley below the [-]th floor of hell is really not that bad. Come here."

Zhou Zhuchen nodded, but asked with inexplicable reluctance: "But, there will always be times when you go to the clouds, right?"

"Huh? Of course there is! You will be ecstatic when you make a mistake, or when you see little hope! If you haven't tasted that kind of crazy sweetness, you think I'm willing to be a masochist! Although That kind of joy will pay a price in the end, but the feeling at that time was so cool that I can’t even mention it! Of course, if I do this once, twice or three times, I will naturally be reduced to the miserable situation I am now.”

"So..." Zhou Zhuchen blinked at Chen Du: "Xiao Hao is unreliable, and you know it."

"Of course I know! Have you always thought of me as an idiot? An idiot with low IQ who surrendered to Xiao Hao's magic power?"

"……"that's about right.

"You feel this way because you haven't met the person who makes you happy to be cheated and hurt by him. When you meet him, you will understand. At that time, you will look back at the person you are now. A choppy relationship with no highs and no lows can feel like it’s never been lived.”

"But, who knows? Maybe a choice like yours is the path that ordinary people should take. After all, not everyone is so strong and can survive the darkness alone. Sometimes I feel that falling in love is a thing It’s the same as speculating in stocks—high risk comes with high return, I knew that the probability of me getting Xiao Hao in the end was pitifully small, so I still invested in it, and in the end I lost money, so I can only admit it to myself.”

"It's pretty good," Chen Du babbled here alone, and reached out to pat Zhou Zhuchen: "I can't achieve ordinary happiness like you, and I'm also very envious."

Zhou Zhuchen remained silent.He didn't know whether he was worthy of Chen Du's envy.

Many things are like this, just like people know the temperature of drinking water.He didn't know whether he chose such a safe and ordinary life because he was down-to-earth, or more out of conservative timidity.

He thought that he was just an ordinary person.

He is not a proud son of heaven like Xiao Hao, and his aptitude is even far worse than that of Chen Du.He has no gambling capital and can't afford to lose, so he can't bet on the kind of gorgeous and carefree life with ups and downs.

……

The days with Yan Xu were more or less down-to-earth and trivial.

It's like the dreary and depressing reality faced by any ordinary married couple-who gets up early to buy breakfast, who does the dishes, who does the laundry, and who will mop the floor.Every seemingly insignificant thing is challenging the patience of the people involved.

But Zhou Zhuchen didn't complain.

Although Zhou Zhuchen does not go to work, his work and rest are very regular, and he gets up at six or seven in the morning for activities; Yan Xu must sleep until he wakes up naturally when he is not working, and he wakes up naturally, always after eleven o'clock in the morning.

Yan Xu goes to work early and returns late, so Zhou Zhuchen naturally does all the housework.He was willing to understand Yan Xu's hard work, but when Yan Xu took it for granted that he should pay half of the rent, he began to be silently unhappy.

Zhou Zhuchen has not been a person who has a plan for money since he was a child. In the past, he was able to support Chen Du Xiaohao for so many years, which proved that he was never a stingy person.

The problem now is that he has no formal job and no savings.

More importantly, he and Yan Xu are not roommates.

He didn't argue with Yan Xu, although he should have a point in the debate - you invited me to live with you.I used to have a place to live, and I didn't need to pay rent for the place where I lived.

But Zhou Zhuchen thought about it again, it was not easy for everyone.Neither he nor Yan Xu is a rich second generation like Xiao Hao with economic freedom.In the city of Beijing, the rent is extremely expensive everywhere. Yan Xu is mainly buying things for the family at present. His salary is not considered high, and it is really difficult to pay all the rent.

If it's a girl, maybe she can live in her boyfriend's house with peace of mind.But he is a man, and in fact he is a gong... (Although he himself feels a little strange about this.)

Now that we are together, we should understand each other and support each other, and we should not worry about such things.

However, although I forced myself to think so.But Zhou Zhuchen still couldn't ignore the bumps and bumps in his life.

When Yan Xu calculates money, he always calculates fairly and clearly.

Even go to the supermarket and even buy a vegetable.One of the parties paid the money first, and Yan Xu had to take the receipt and figure out which AA would be more appropriate when he got home.

Zhou Zhuchen is really not used to him like this, every time Yan Xu counts money piece by piece, he feels that this is very natural.He also told Yan Xu many times, but Yan Xu didn't agree with Zhou Zhuchen's idea that "since we are together, my money is your money".