Slag Gong Love History

"Contact me every day, video every day! I will send a lot of things to my brother from there, brother, you must tell me what you want!"

In the airport lobby, Zhou Zhuchen pampered Xiao Kong's head: "You, the most important thing is to study hard and graduate successfully."

"There are still three years to graduate..." Xiao Kong wanted to cry but had no tears: "Brother will wait for me, right?"

"Ah."

"Then, I will come back whenever I have a holiday. If my brother is free, he will also come to England to find me!"

"Ah."

"Brother, you must think of me every day! I really, really miss you every day!"

……

Xiao Hao pinched his brows and squinted at the two who said goodbye.On the way back driving, I occasionally glanced at the side, and was shocked.

"Fuck, Zhou Zhuchen, why are you crying for no reason? Are you sick?!"

Zhou Zhuchen didn't know why he was crying.He didn't want to cry, but he didn't know why the tears kept falling.

Maybe it's just plain reluctance.After all, the United Kingdom is so far away, and there is a time difference of more than ten hours across the mountains and the sea, so now he always feels that the previous two months are like a dream.

And the long separation that followed was like being scratched by a cat, making people feel restless when they think about it.

However, Xiao Kong must be more disturbed than him at this moment, right?

Will the child live well there?Will you eat obediently?Is British food nutritious?It's time to buy some more nutritional supplements for him to take away last night.

Zhou Zhuchen stared blankly at the glare of the sun outside the car window, and the thousands of scenes reversed rapidly.

This is probably the most serious love in my life...

So, all the restlessness, the fear of the future and the confusion, forget about it.

To be strong, you have to be as firm as Xiao Kong.

The difficulties, pains, and all the difficulties and obstacles that will be encountered in the future will all strangle them to death.

I think it should be possible, right?

-

That winter, God Xiao Hao finally reached the threshold of 30 years old.

The 30th birthday party is as crazy as the doomsday carnival.Zhou Zhuchen didn't drink a drop of wine all night, he was only busy turning down the music and closing the curtains tightly, for fear that the police would come and say that there was a crowd of promiscuous people in the villa, and they would arrest and detain all the people Xiao Hao called.

Xiao Hao, who was completely overjoyed, slept until the afternoon of the next day.At that time, Zhou Zhuchen had habitually acted like a cow and a horse and a nanny to tidy up the messy room.

"Are you sober?"

"Well, I woke up...but my head hurts..."

Xiao Hao hunched over and dragged his shoes to the bathroom to wash his face, his slightly curly hair sticking to his wet face.

When he returned to the living room, Zhou Zhuchen opened the curtains, and the bright sunshine at three o'clock in the afternoon came in, and the dividing line between yin and yang fell on Xiao Hao impartially.

"Are they...all gone?"

Zhou Zhuchen was stunned.

"You mean those people who came to have a carnival with you last night? Of course they left. What if they don't leave? Do you want to stay here?"

Xiao Hao frowned a little lonely, staring at Zhou Zhuchen with disdain.

"Fuck, look at your radiant face, you were mopping the floor and humming such an ugly song just now, probably Xiao Kong sent you something from England again?"

Zhou Zhuchen blushed: "I didn't hum..."

"Not yet! I was woken up by you the fucking way. What are you singing for me if you're in the wrong tone!" Xiao Hao rubbed his hair and rolled his eyes: "It's unbelievable that such a fucking thing as you got it before me. Happiness, God is too unfair!"

Zhou Zhuchen was noncommittal and continued to wipe his table.

Xiao Hao stood in the dividing line between Yin and Yang, standing like a statue for a long time.

After a while, he suddenly muttered, "I... want to find Liang Yu."

"Who?" Zhou Zhuchen felt that he might be hallucinating.

"...Liang Yu."

"Can you say that again?"

"I said I'm going to find Liang Yu! You heard me right."

"What, what? Why do you think Liang Yu is out again? You, you... still have contact with him all these years?"

Zhou Zhuchen really felt that the world is really wonderful.What on earth is Xiao Hao thinking?Obviously, it should have been three or four years since he last met Liang Yu. During this long period of time, Xiao Hao hardly mentioned him again, let alone experienced such a rich and colorful love history.

Why do you go around and around, you are 30 years old and back to the original point again?

"No contact." Xiao Hao shook his head: "Since I beat him that meeting and he didn't call the police, there has been no news."

"It's been so long since I haven't contacted you, how on earth did you think of this again?!"

Xiao Hao chuckled lightly: "Don't you think it's Liang Yu's fault that I've fallen to this point?"

"..."

"Already 30 years old, still not serious, can't cheer up, and live a life of luxury and money all day long, with today and no tomorrow. Recently... I really feel that I have had enough time and I am bored."

"Sometimes I also want to find someone to settle down. I really want to, but... I can't."

"Zhou Zhuchen," Xiao Hao raised his head, frowning with a troubled face: "I used to...not be incapable of love."

"At least when I was with Liang Yu, my brain was infected with the virus of 'I want to spend my whole life with the person I like'. It shouldn't be any less than you are now."

"But he's going to die after that, and I'm fucking immune! Even if I mix with you, the king of pure love germs every day, that kind of brain-damaged virus will not be able to infect me at all!"

"What kind of adjective are you..." Zhou Zhuchen was speechless.

"Actually, I also know that I have met many reliable people. Chen Du treated me very well, Wei Yang was also very good, and Cheng Qi was also very good. There are a few people I met later. They are all very good to me. They all really like me, and I know this clearly."

"But I don't know why, when I'm with them, I just can't get involved. If I keep getting along with them, no matter who the person is next to me, I also feel that it is possible for me to be so happy—"

"However, there is always a noise in my head that I can't control, sneering."

"Every time that sneer grows louder, it turns into a curse that whispers in my ears all the time, telling me over and over again that the happiness I hold in front of me is not real at all, and I will never Maybe love someone like before!"

"..."

"Like how I liked Liang Yu back then, like Xiao Kong liked you—that kind of emotion that is completely out of the control of the body, that kind of liking without a trace of perfunctory. Heh, even at your age, I will send you to Xiao Kong. I can't bear to cry even if I walk, but I can't do that kind of thing again!"

"It's as if... there is some self-protection mechanism in the body. In order to prevent re-injury, it turned off the switch for me to fall in love with someone like that!"

"I want to open it up again, I want to try to fall in love with someone frankly just one more time. I think I am still young, 30 is not old, why can't I be as innocent, passionate, and unafraid of being hurt as a young man? Try again in a hurtful way? Obviously, I have always thought so—but I can’t do it no matter what!”

"So in the end every time it ends like that, after a short period of joy, there is only emptiness left. When I wake up in the middle of the night, looking at the sleeping faces of the people around me, I don't think it's cute, and I don't want to kiss him. But I only feel a sense of strangeness, who is this person? Why is he here, and why am I here. "

"Zhou Zhuchen, the reason why I have fallen to this point is because of Liang Yu."

"It's all Liang Yu's fault!"

"He ruined me, why not be responsible? Why should I let him go so easily, let him be happy alone, and live a peaceful and beautiful life as a family of three alone. He has a good idea!"

"Hey! Xiao Hao, hey, don't go crazy if you disagree with me, where are you going?"

"I want to go home." Xiao Hao picked up his coat and wallet and rushed out: "I want to go back to the place where Liang Yu is, and chase him back!"

"Hey, let me tell you to be sober, she is married! The children are so big! If you can catch them back, you can get back a lot back then?!"

"I'm fucking going to chase him again, do you care about me?"

The door slammed on Zhou Zhuchen's face.He stood blankly in the empty living room of Xiao Hao's house, and repeatedly scolded 1 fuckers in his heart.

……

Zhou Zhuchen stayed at Xiao Hao's house and did not leave.

He thought that Xiao Hao would be able to come back in a few days, but he didn't expect that it was only the next night when Xiao Hao stumbled back.He smelled of alcohol all over, and he didn't know where he drank how much.

Sure enough, he returned home without a feather?Or are you too timid to go?Zhou Zhuchen helplessly caught Xiao Hao's precarious body, but saw Xiao Hao's bewitched face smiling illusoryly.

"Heh... I put Liang Yu to sleep."

He made a "victory" gesture, and Zhou Zhuchen wondered for a moment whether he was on drugs.

"You...you don't have a fever, do you?"

"What kind of expression do you have! You really fell asleep! You still don't believe me?"

"..." Zhou Zhuchen silently felt that this world was really fucked up.

Really asleep?So, as long as the devil hooks his fingers, Liang Yu will be pulled back from the straight road for many years in one night?Successfully destroyed a happy family of three in this way?

The 30-year-old Zhou Zhuchen no longer has the clear sense of right and wrong as he did when he was young, and he doesn't have the sense of superiority to stand on the moral high ground and condemn Zha Gong.He just thinks reality really fucks up.That's all.