Forced to start CP business with ex-boyfriend
Chapter 29 I'm afraid I don't love you enough
After the recording of the program was completed, Lu Siyuan said that everyone can have fun on this island, and he prepared some special fruits and seafood of the island for everyone to taste.
Everyone cheered and rushed to the venue Lu Siyuan pointed at, only Mo Ruifan sneaked out while everyone was laughing.
As soon as he turned a corner, he saw Lu Siyuan, who was still in the crowd just now, turning slowly from the other side, smiling very softly: "Run so fast, where are you going?"
An embarrassed smile appeared on Mo Ruifan's face: "Go, go to the bathroom."
Lu Siyuan said "Oh", with a refined smile on his face: "Long time no see."
Mo Ruifan bit the bullet and greeted: "Long time no see."
"I'm here for another purpose besides presenting awards to the program group." Lu Siyuan twirled the ring and smiled slightly, "To take you back."
Mo Ruifan was taken aback, and subconsciously blurted out: "I won't go back!"
"Have you been in the entertainment circle for almost two years?" Lu Siyuan's smile remained unchanged, his tone slowed down, as if he was dealing with some disobedient child, "So far, no A-level movie or TV series has been produced. , it can be seen that there is no talent—you should follow me back obediently."
Mo Ruifan had no way to refute, and gritted his teeth: "There are still three years, so I can't tell."
"During my first year in the entertainment industry, I already won the three gold awards." The expression on Lu Siyuan's face remained unchanged, and the contempt in his words was obvious, "Are you sure you want to delay these three years?"
Mo Ruifan pursed his lips.
If he had hesitated before filming "Zi Zi Zhu Feng" - he has a loose personality, usually gives up things he is not good at, and seldom becomes obsessed with anything.The two years in the showbiz didn't bring him many good memories, and it seems easy to give up...
But just in the last six months, he followed Chu Huaixun, and he came into contact with the art of performance a little bit, and he is at the stage of full enthusiasm for performance.Let him withdraw from the showbiz now, I am really unwilling.
Mo Ruifan became ruthless, stood up straight, and stared at Lu Siyuan: "Sure."
Lu Siyuan looked down at him, nodded, and praised him: "Very courageous."
Then he changed his tone - "But you still have to go back with me."
At this moment, a slightly chilly voice sounded behind them - "Rui Rui doesn't want to go with you."
Mo Ruifan turned his head and met Chu Huaixun's gloomy black eyes.
Lu Siyuan looked over, revealing a hint of amusement: "Mr. Chu, this is a family matter between me and Rui Fan, please do not interfere with outsiders."
Chu Huaixun's expression remained unchanged, and he walked over: "Individual freedom is more important than family freedom."
"Oh?" Lu Siyuan slightly raised his eyebrows, "Then what is Mr. Chu's position?"
Chu Huaixun's face darkened for a moment, his gaze passed over Mo Ruifan, and he gently opened his lips: "Friend."
Lu Siyuan laughed "ha": "I thought it was the identity of my ex-boyfriend?"
Mo Ruifan almost choked: "How do you know?"
"Is there anything I don't know about your affairs?" Lu Siyuan said in an extremely ambiguous manner on purpose, and there was even a trace of tenderness in his eyes that made Mo Ruifan shudder, "After all, we are so close..."
Chu Huaixun tightened his lips, his eyes gradually became sharper.
Mo Ruifan looked at Chu Huaixun with some anxiety.Lu Siyuan has been in a high position for many years, and he often speaks and does things with an unconscious air of superiority, and few people can confront him head-on.
However, Chu Huaixun didn't seem to have any sense of the aggressiveness exuded by Lu Siyuan. His black eyes tore off the initial modesty and coldness, and gradually filled with dangerous hostility, like a beast that has been invaded and divided the territory, sending out signals before attacking. .
Although the timing didn't seem right, Mo Ruifan suddenly wanted to shout "Don't fight anymore".
Seeing that the atmosphere between the two was getting more and more tense, Mo Ruifan didn't think too much, and stood directly behind Chu Huaixun, showing half of his head: "I won't go back!"
Because Mo Ruifan chose him, Chu Huaixun restrained his aggressiveness slightly, and took a step forward, deliberately blocking Lu Siyuan's sight.
Lu Siyuan showed an elegant smile: "If I think about it, you won't be able to survive in the entertainment industry."
Chu Huaixun said coldly: "As long as he wants, he can."
"By the Chu family?" Lu Siyuan laughed again, "But I heard that Mr. Chu has already left the Chu family. Do you want to go back for Rui Fan?"
This time Chu Huaixun's face also changed for a moment.
Mo Ruifan didn't understand for a while, but seeing that the relationship between these two people was getting worse, he called out to Lu Siyuan in a hurry: "Brother, can you leave me alone?"
Chu Huaixun was startled, and turned to look at Mo Ruifan.
Lu Siyuan gave a meaningful "Oh": "It's really unimaginable, I thought you wouldn't call me that even if you were killed."
Having already shouted out, Mo Ruifan bit the bullet and continued: "Brother, I'm doing well in the entertainment industry now. If I don't achieve my goal in five years, I will go home obediently. What about free space?"
Lu Siyuan twirled the ring on his ring finger, pondered for a moment, and unexpectedly nodded in agreement: "If that's the case, then fine."
Mo Ruifan opened his eyes wide in surprise.
"But you must go home during the New Year." Lu Siyuan smiled slightly, raised his head slightly, glanced at Chu Huaixun, and said meaningfully, "Of course, you can also bring your friends back together."
Chu Huaixun's eyes were heavy, and he didn't flinch in the slightest.
Mo Ruifan quickly replied: "I know."
After he finished speaking, he raised his head and happened to meet Chu Huaixun's eyes.
There was not much joy in Chu Huaixun's eyes, only a trace of gloom and a deep possessive desire hidden behind the gloom.
Mo Ruifan even had the illusion that he was going to be eaten whole by this look, so he quickly looked away.
Lu Siyuan looked at the two people, and suddenly said coldly: "Your room in the villa has been decorated, and there are condoms in the bedside table."
Mo Ruifan was caught off guard, dumbfounded: "What?"
Lu Siyuan didn't say anything else, Shi Shiran walked away, and when he walked to Mo Ruifan's side, he patted his shoulder and smiled softly: "Pay attention to your body."
Mo Ruifan explained dumbfoundedly: "Brother Chu and I are not, not..."
"Ha!" Lu Siyuan sneered, and left just like that.
Mo Ruifan turned his head and met Chu Huaixun's eyes as deep as the night, and suddenly couldn't say a word.
No matter how much you deceive yourself, that layer of window paper will still be punctured.
Chu Huaixun's probing and intimacy all the time, the dreadful hostility when facing Lu Siyuan, and the strong possessiveness hidden behind his eyes all fully explained that fact.
Mo Ruifan subconsciously took a step back.
Chu Huaixun seemed to realize that his gaze had frightened Mo Ruifan, so he closed his eyes slightly: "Sorry."
Mo Ruifan opened his mouth, felt the stagnant air, and finally uttered three words: "It's nothing."
He took a step back and said awkwardly, "Then I'll go back first?"
Chu Huaixun stood there without moving, just looked at him, and nodded silently.
There was neither retention nor explanation.It seemed that he wasn't the one protecting Mo Ruifan just now.
Mo Ruifan left the corner just now, and walked to the door of the room chosen from the previous four.
After the show was over, all the doors were opened, and the house with the "F" on it was ajar, waiting for its owner to enter.
Looking at those doors, Mo Ruifan suddenly felt a tightness in his chest.
He looked down at his hands, which seemed to still have the cool touch when Chu Huaixun stuffed the keys in his hands before.
He cursed himself inwardly, turned and walked back.
……
Returning to the corner just now, Chu Huaixun was leaning against the wall, his gaze was as gloomy as the sea in the middle of the night, his fist was clenched tightly in one hand, his whole body was like a drawn bowstring, tense as if he would shoot out at any moment.
Hearing the sound of footsteps, Chu Huaixun turned his head and was startled when he saw Mo Ruifan.
Mo Ruifan grabbed his hand and led him to the half-hidden room.
Chu Huaixun didn't resist and let him hold her hand.
Go in, close the door.
The ambiguous and vast darkness shortens the distance between each other, and gives people an unspeakable sense of security and anxiety.
In such darkness, Mo Ruifan's courage seemed to disappear when Chu Huaixun came in. Standing in front of Chu Huaixun, he opened his mouth and didn't know what to say.
In the darkness, Chu Huaixun spoke first: "Ruirui."
"……Um."
"What do you want to say to me?"
"..."
Chu Huaixun sighed softly: "Ruirui, I have never hyped CP with others before."
Mo Ruifan nodded, and immediately remembered that it was so dark that Chu Huaixun couldn't see it, so he said in a low voice, "I know."
"I've never cheated on fans either."
"I know."
"So do you know why I agreed to do CP with you?"
This time Mo Ruifan was silent for a long time before replying in a low voice: "Now I know."
Chu Huaixun wanted to reach out and touch the person in front of him, but he suppressed it forcefully: "Then, what's your answer?"
"I--"
"Answer after you think about it." Chu Huaixun's voice echoed wonderfully in the dark room, like a frozen flame that was almost about to break through the ice, "Ruirui, you still have feelings for me. "
This sentence is not a question, but a certainty.
Mo Ruifan could not refute.
Just like Mo Ruifan fell in love with Chu Huaixun at first sight back then, Mo Ruifan now still cannot resist Chu Huaixun's attraction.
Mo Ruifan felt a tingling throbbing in his chest.Now he suddenly wanted to rush up and hug Chu Huaixun.
But in the end he still stopped where he was, and opened his mouth to spit out a few words: "I'm afraid."
"What are you afraid of?" Chu Huaixun was silent for a moment, "Afraid of me?"
"No." Mo Ruifan shook his head, tightened his fingers, and whispered, "I'm afraid I don't love you enough."
Chu Huaixun was slightly taken aback.
"I do... have feelings for you now."
The first sentence starts, and then it flows a lot more smoothly.Mo Ruifan continued in one breath, "It's true that I had feelings for you at the beginning, and it's true that I didn't feel any feelings for you later—I can't guarantee how long the feelings for you now will last. Brother Chu, I'm afraid I will still As before..."
Chu Huaixun didn't expect Mo Ruifan to give this answer, and after a long pause, he whispered: "No. I...was wrong before. This time I won't let you down again."
"No, it's not your problem." Mo Ruifan pursed his lips and hesitated for a moment, as if he had made up his mind, "It's my innate problem——I can't maintain long-term interest in anything or anyone."
作者有话要说:感谢在2020-10-0412:40:46~2020-10-0517:21:10期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Yuebai°; 1 bottle of clear lami and HUIER;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
Everyone cheered and rushed to the venue Lu Siyuan pointed at, only Mo Ruifan sneaked out while everyone was laughing.
As soon as he turned a corner, he saw Lu Siyuan, who was still in the crowd just now, turning slowly from the other side, smiling very softly: "Run so fast, where are you going?"
An embarrassed smile appeared on Mo Ruifan's face: "Go, go to the bathroom."
Lu Siyuan said "Oh", with a refined smile on his face: "Long time no see."
Mo Ruifan bit the bullet and greeted: "Long time no see."
"I'm here for another purpose besides presenting awards to the program group." Lu Siyuan twirled the ring and smiled slightly, "To take you back."
Mo Ruifan was taken aback, and subconsciously blurted out: "I won't go back!"
"Have you been in the entertainment circle for almost two years?" Lu Siyuan's smile remained unchanged, his tone slowed down, as if he was dealing with some disobedient child, "So far, no A-level movie or TV series has been produced. , it can be seen that there is no talent—you should follow me back obediently."
Mo Ruifan had no way to refute, and gritted his teeth: "There are still three years, so I can't tell."
"During my first year in the entertainment industry, I already won the three gold awards." The expression on Lu Siyuan's face remained unchanged, and the contempt in his words was obvious, "Are you sure you want to delay these three years?"
Mo Ruifan pursed his lips.
If he had hesitated before filming "Zi Zi Zhu Feng" - he has a loose personality, usually gives up things he is not good at, and seldom becomes obsessed with anything.The two years in the showbiz didn't bring him many good memories, and it seems easy to give up...
But just in the last six months, he followed Chu Huaixun, and he came into contact with the art of performance a little bit, and he is at the stage of full enthusiasm for performance.Let him withdraw from the showbiz now, I am really unwilling.
Mo Ruifan became ruthless, stood up straight, and stared at Lu Siyuan: "Sure."
Lu Siyuan looked down at him, nodded, and praised him: "Very courageous."
Then he changed his tone - "But you still have to go back with me."
At this moment, a slightly chilly voice sounded behind them - "Rui Rui doesn't want to go with you."
Mo Ruifan turned his head and met Chu Huaixun's gloomy black eyes.
Lu Siyuan looked over, revealing a hint of amusement: "Mr. Chu, this is a family matter between me and Rui Fan, please do not interfere with outsiders."
Chu Huaixun's expression remained unchanged, and he walked over: "Individual freedom is more important than family freedom."
"Oh?" Lu Siyuan slightly raised his eyebrows, "Then what is Mr. Chu's position?"
Chu Huaixun's face darkened for a moment, his gaze passed over Mo Ruifan, and he gently opened his lips: "Friend."
Lu Siyuan laughed "ha": "I thought it was the identity of my ex-boyfriend?"
Mo Ruifan almost choked: "How do you know?"
"Is there anything I don't know about your affairs?" Lu Siyuan said in an extremely ambiguous manner on purpose, and there was even a trace of tenderness in his eyes that made Mo Ruifan shudder, "After all, we are so close..."
Chu Huaixun tightened his lips, his eyes gradually became sharper.
Mo Ruifan looked at Chu Huaixun with some anxiety.Lu Siyuan has been in a high position for many years, and he often speaks and does things with an unconscious air of superiority, and few people can confront him head-on.
However, Chu Huaixun didn't seem to have any sense of the aggressiveness exuded by Lu Siyuan. His black eyes tore off the initial modesty and coldness, and gradually filled with dangerous hostility, like a beast that has been invaded and divided the territory, sending out signals before attacking. .
Although the timing didn't seem right, Mo Ruifan suddenly wanted to shout "Don't fight anymore".
Seeing that the atmosphere between the two was getting more and more tense, Mo Ruifan didn't think too much, and stood directly behind Chu Huaixun, showing half of his head: "I won't go back!"
Because Mo Ruifan chose him, Chu Huaixun restrained his aggressiveness slightly, and took a step forward, deliberately blocking Lu Siyuan's sight.
Lu Siyuan showed an elegant smile: "If I think about it, you won't be able to survive in the entertainment industry."
Chu Huaixun said coldly: "As long as he wants, he can."
"By the Chu family?" Lu Siyuan laughed again, "But I heard that Mr. Chu has already left the Chu family. Do you want to go back for Rui Fan?"
This time Chu Huaixun's face also changed for a moment.
Mo Ruifan didn't understand for a while, but seeing that the relationship between these two people was getting worse, he called out to Lu Siyuan in a hurry: "Brother, can you leave me alone?"
Chu Huaixun was startled, and turned to look at Mo Ruifan.
Lu Siyuan gave a meaningful "Oh": "It's really unimaginable, I thought you wouldn't call me that even if you were killed."
Having already shouted out, Mo Ruifan bit the bullet and continued: "Brother, I'm doing well in the entertainment industry now. If I don't achieve my goal in five years, I will go home obediently. What about free space?"
Lu Siyuan twirled the ring on his ring finger, pondered for a moment, and unexpectedly nodded in agreement: "If that's the case, then fine."
Mo Ruifan opened his eyes wide in surprise.
"But you must go home during the New Year." Lu Siyuan smiled slightly, raised his head slightly, glanced at Chu Huaixun, and said meaningfully, "Of course, you can also bring your friends back together."
Chu Huaixun's eyes were heavy, and he didn't flinch in the slightest.
Mo Ruifan quickly replied: "I know."
After he finished speaking, he raised his head and happened to meet Chu Huaixun's eyes.
There was not much joy in Chu Huaixun's eyes, only a trace of gloom and a deep possessive desire hidden behind the gloom.
Mo Ruifan even had the illusion that he was going to be eaten whole by this look, so he quickly looked away.
Lu Siyuan looked at the two people, and suddenly said coldly: "Your room in the villa has been decorated, and there are condoms in the bedside table."
Mo Ruifan was caught off guard, dumbfounded: "What?"
Lu Siyuan didn't say anything else, Shi Shiran walked away, and when he walked to Mo Ruifan's side, he patted his shoulder and smiled softly: "Pay attention to your body."
Mo Ruifan explained dumbfoundedly: "Brother Chu and I are not, not..."
"Ha!" Lu Siyuan sneered, and left just like that.
Mo Ruifan turned his head and met Chu Huaixun's eyes as deep as the night, and suddenly couldn't say a word.
No matter how much you deceive yourself, that layer of window paper will still be punctured.
Chu Huaixun's probing and intimacy all the time, the dreadful hostility when facing Lu Siyuan, and the strong possessiveness hidden behind his eyes all fully explained that fact.
Mo Ruifan subconsciously took a step back.
Chu Huaixun seemed to realize that his gaze had frightened Mo Ruifan, so he closed his eyes slightly: "Sorry."
Mo Ruifan opened his mouth, felt the stagnant air, and finally uttered three words: "It's nothing."
He took a step back and said awkwardly, "Then I'll go back first?"
Chu Huaixun stood there without moving, just looked at him, and nodded silently.
There was neither retention nor explanation.It seemed that he wasn't the one protecting Mo Ruifan just now.
Mo Ruifan left the corner just now, and walked to the door of the room chosen from the previous four.
After the show was over, all the doors were opened, and the house with the "F" on it was ajar, waiting for its owner to enter.
Looking at those doors, Mo Ruifan suddenly felt a tightness in his chest.
He looked down at his hands, which seemed to still have the cool touch when Chu Huaixun stuffed the keys in his hands before.
He cursed himself inwardly, turned and walked back.
……
Returning to the corner just now, Chu Huaixun was leaning against the wall, his gaze was as gloomy as the sea in the middle of the night, his fist was clenched tightly in one hand, his whole body was like a drawn bowstring, tense as if he would shoot out at any moment.
Hearing the sound of footsteps, Chu Huaixun turned his head and was startled when he saw Mo Ruifan.
Mo Ruifan grabbed his hand and led him to the half-hidden room.
Chu Huaixun didn't resist and let him hold her hand.
Go in, close the door.
The ambiguous and vast darkness shortens the distance between each other, and gives people an unspeakable sense of security and anxiety.
In such darkness, Mo Ruifan's courage seemed to disappear when Chu Huaixun came in. Standing in front of Chu Huaixun, he opened his mouth and didn't know what to say.
In the darkness, Chu Huaixun spoke first: "Ruirui."
"……Um."
"What do you want to say to me?"
"..."
Chu Huaixun sighed softly: "Ruirui, I have never hyped CP with others before."
Mo Ruifan nodded, and immediately remembered that it was so dark that Chu Huaixun couldn't see it, so he said in a low voice, "I know."
"I've never cheated on fans either."
"I know."
"So do you know why I agreed to do CP with you?"
This time Mo Ruifan was silent for a long time before replying in a low voice: "Now I know."
Chu Huaixun wanted to reach out and touch the person in front of him, but he suppressed it forcefully: "Then, what's your answer?"
"I--"
"Answer after you think about it." Chu Huaixun's voice echoed wonderfully in the dark room, like a frozen flame that was almost about to break through the ice, "Ruirui, you still have feelings for me. "
This sentence is not a question, but a certainty.
Mo Ruifan could not refute.
Just like Mo Ruifan fell in love with Chu Huaixun at first sight back then, Mo Ruifan now still cannot resist Chu Huaixun's attraction.
Mo Ruifan felt a tingling throbbing in his chest.Now he suddenly wanted to rush up and hug Chu Huaixun.
But in the end he still stopped where he was, and opened his mouth to spit out a few words: "I'm afraid."
"What are you afraid of?" Chu Huaixun was silent for a moment, "Afraid of me?"
"No." Mo Ruifan shook his head, tightened his fingers, and whispered, "I'm afraid I don't love you enough."
Chu Huaixun was slightly taken aback.
"I do... have feelings for you now."
The first sentence starts, and then it flows a lot more smoothly.Mo Ruifan continued in one breath, "It's true that I had feelings for you at the beginning, and it's true that I didn't feel any feelings for you later—I can't guarantee how long the feelings for you now will last. Brother Chu, I'm afraid I will still As before..."
Chu Huaixun didn't expect Mo Ruifan to give this answer, and after a long pause, he whispered: "No. I...was wrong before. This time I won't let you down again."
"No, it's not your problem." Mo Ruifan pursed his lips and hesitated for a moment, as if he had made up his mind, "It's my innate problem——I can't maintain long-term interest in anything or anyone."
作者有话要说:感谢在2020-10-0412:40:46~2020-10-0517:21:10期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Yuebai°; 1 bottle of clear lami and HUIER;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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