misplaced love

dinner.Bai Jingchen didn't go down to eat, but asked someone to bring the food into the room. The Bai family was quiet and silent. Everyone had different thoughts in their hearts, but they couldn't say it out. On the contrary, the closer they got, the less they wanted to hurt, but But it hurts the person you care about the most. Sometimes silence is also a knife that kills people without blood.

study.The lights were still on inside, Bai Youyi didn't go out today, and he paid Bai Jingchen and the others to eat at noon, so he stayed in the study all the time, not knowing what he was doing in there.

"Come in." The study door rang, and Bai Youyi couldn't help frowning when he was suddenly interrupted. Usually no one would disturb him in the study.

"Daddy." The person who knocked on the door and walked in turned out to be Bai Jingchen, which surprised Bai Youyi, and the expression on his face instantly recovered.

"Chen'er, haven't you rested yet?" Bai Youyi looked at Bai Jingchen who was walking towards him and asked.

"I want to ask Daddy something." Bai Jingchen walked to the desk, her eyes fell on the photo frame on the desk. The photos on it were the group photos of their family of three and their own photos, but it didn't last long. Shen Xinyu's photo.As the current hostess of the Bai family, Bai Jingchen doesn't seem to have seen a photo of Shen Xinyu and Bai Youyi in the Bai family. I don't know if this is because of scruples about Bai Jingchen or why, but Bai Jingchen didn't care about it before.

"Ask." Bai Youyi looked at his daughter, thinking about what she would ask.

"Do you still love Mummy?" Bai Jingchen looked at Bai Youyi and asked, looking directly at Bai Youyi, trying to see clearly any emotion on his face.

"Love, your mommy is the woman I love the most in my life." Bai Youyi's eyes tightened, and he was silent for a while, replying without avoiding Bai Jingchen's eyes.

"What about Aunt Yu? Do you love her?" Bai Jingchen frowned and continued to ask. Although her memory has not been fully restored, those fragments made her have more doubts about the truth of the past.

Bai Youyi's complexion finally changed, his whole body became tense, he did not answer Bai Jingchen's topic in time, looked at Bai Jingchen with complicated eyes, and did not answer for a long time.

"Then do you love me?" Bai Jingchen looked at Bai Youyi's silence and asked.

"Love, you are my Bai Youyi's daughter, the only thing your mommy left me." The expression on Bai Youyi's face was sad, and the emotion he looked into Bai Jingchen's eyes was forbearing.

"I understand." Bai Jingchen said.

"I want to get back my past memories." Bai Jingchen continued, she was not surprised by Bai Youyi's answer, maybe she really missed something back then.

"I know, I won't stop you this time, but Daddy hopes that you won't hurt yourself again because of what happened in the past." Bai Youyi nodded, he knew that he couldn't stop Bai Jingchen from retrieving her past memories, but He didn't want to see Bai Jingchen hurt himself even more, that's why he cut off any method that could make Bai Jingchen remember the past.

"I will." Bai Jingchen agreed, maybe the memory of the past is heavy, but it also belongs to her.

"Take good care of yourself, if you can, don't hurt the people you love and those who care about you." Bai Youyi looked at Bai Jingchen and said with good intentions, he didn't want Bai Jingchen to repeat the mistakes he made in the past, he thought what he did was right, Everything in the name of love is worthy of forgiveness, but he forgot that it hurts more because of love.

"Okay." Bai Jingchen nodded and said, she will try her best to make everything better, and she will also try her best to make herself better.

coffee shop.

Shen Xinyu had been sitting here very early. Last night she received a text message from Bai Jingchen asking her out, and she didn't have much rest all night. She thought a lot, but she couldn't think of why Bai Jingchen would come to her on her own initiative.Shen Xinyu already knew from Shen Xinyao's side that Bai Jingchen remembered some things from the past, and her attitude towards her made Shen Xinyu even more worried.

"Aunt Yu." When Bai Jingchen entered the door, he saw Shen Xinyu sitting by the window, and walked towards that person and called.

"Chen'er, you're here, do you want something to eat? I ordered some of your favorite snacks." Shen Xinyu said to Bai Jingchen, the snacks on the table were ordered by Shen Xinyu.

"Actually, I don't like eating mangoes. It's just that Mommy likes to make mango desserts. I don't know why Mommy likes to make them, but she doesn't like to eat them." Bai Jingchen looked at the mango class on the table. Halberd, said as if thinking of something.

"Aunt Yu, do you like mangoes?" Bai Jingchen looked at Shen Xinyu and asked, holding the coffee in front of her, and took a sip.

"Xiran likes to make things very much, and I prefer to watch others eat and make things by myself." Shen Xinyu was slightly taken aback, her eyes fell on the mango halberd, Bai Jingchen's words reminded her of something, and she said as if remembering.

"Really? Maybe!" Bai Jingchen said lightly, her eyes fell on Shen Xinyu, she never thought that he could face Shen Xinyu so calmly.

"Aunt Yu, do you love Daddy?" Bai Jingchen looked at Shen Xinyu and asked, she also asked Bai Youyi last night, but she didn't get an answer from Bai Youyi, today she also wanted to know how Shen Xinyu would answer.

"Your daddy loves you very much, and he also loves your mommy very much." Shen Xinyu was slightly startled, and met Bai Jingchen's eyes, the surprise in his eyes turned calm.

"What about you? Have you ever loved?" Bai Jingchen continued to ask, but she was not satisfied with Shen Xinyu's answer.

"Chen'er, in many cases, it doesn't mean that love can solve everything. Your father is a very good person, and I owe you all." Shen Xinyu's answer seemed to answer Bai Jingchen's words, but also seemed to not.

"Then do you regret it?" Bai Jingchen leaned on the sofa, looked at Shen Xinyu and asked.

"Even if you regret it, what can you change? Everything has already happened." Shen Xinyu said bitterly, no matter how much she loved that person back then, all of this has passed, and if you lose it, you will really lose it.

"Perhaps." Bai Jingchen held the coffee in his hand, thinking about the conversation with Shen Xinyu just now, to see if he could get what he wanted.

"Have you reconciled with Yao'er?" The silence between the two made Shen Xinyu feel a little uneasy, and she asked Bai Jingchen, who was in a daze.

"What kind of reconciliation is Aunt Yu referring to?" Bai Jingchen frowned and asked, with a serious expression on her face.

"Yao'er cares about the relationship between you very much. I don't want to cause misunderstanding between the two of you because of my relationship." Shen Xinyu said worriedly. She never thought that her sister would have a relationship with herself, and fell into such a situation. In the relationship, she knew how much pressure such a feeling would bear, so in her heart, she didn't want her sister to get too deep and hurt too much.

"Don't Aunt Yu find such feelings unacceptable?" Bai Jingchen looked at Shen Xinyu honestly and asked straightforwardly.

"I don't think the Shen family and my dad will accept such feelings." Bai Jingchen said with self-deprecation.

"I just don't want the two of you to get hurt." Shen Xinyu shook her head, she didn't know what Bai Jingchen said, she had persuaded Shen Xinyao before, but if she could persuade Shen Xinyao about feelings, there wouldn't be so many misunderstandings with pain.

"I don't want to hurt anyone either." Bai Jingchen replied in a low voice, she will work hard, try to let herself solve all this, but she will also know what the final outcome will be.