misplaced love

In the ward.

"Her depression should have started after her sister left." After hearing what Su Jingran said about her past with Qiao Nuoyu, Qiao Xiyou felt his heart sink.

"Actually, in Chen'er's heart, she loves her sister and Bai Youyi very much, but the more she loves her, the more she hates her. She hates Bai Youyi, but she hates herself even more. So after her sister left, she couldn't forgive Bai Youyi's betrayal, and couldn't forgive her own. Weak, she resisted everything Bai Youyi arranged for her, and tortured herself." Qiao Xiyou said to Su Jingran.

"Back when Chen'er knew that her emotions were wrong, she had sought help from the doctor, but a lot of things must have happened at that time. Her condition was not relieved, but made her more and more painful." Qiao Xiyou sighed.

"I think it was because of you that she was willing to receive treatment. She wanted to get rid of the pain." Qiao Xiyou said what she knew.

"But I pushed her in again, didn't I?" Su Jingran said bitterly. She didn't expect such a result. She always regretted why she didn't notice the abnormality of Qiao Nuo's language, why she didn't insist on it again.

"There is no regret in this world, maybe you will be the only one who can help Chen'er untangle her heart." Hearing this past, Qiao Xiyou had a thought in his heart, but it became more and more real. Maybe what happened that year was completely different. It's not what everyone thinks, the person in front of me may be the one who can solve this dilemma, at least she is the only person who did not participate in what happened that year, and she will be the person Bai Jingchen trusts.

"What can I do? As long as it can make her get better, I'm willing to do anything." Su Jingran looked at Qiao Xiyou expectantly and asked, she wanted to make up for herself back then, and she was willing to work harder for the relationship between her and Bai Jingchen.

"I'll let you know after I confirm the doubts in my heart." Qiao Xiyou said.

"What you should do now is to take a good rest. We still have a tough battle to fight." The worry in Qiao Xiyou's eyes was an unresolved sadness.

Qiao Xiyou comforted Su Jingran with a few words and left. He still had something to verify, which was also the most tangled part in his heart. On the one hand, he didn't want what he thought to be true, and on the other hand, he hoped that it would be true. , maybe this truth can untie the knot that Bai Jingchen has been unable to let go of.

"Of course, don't think about it any more. Mr. Qiao is right. The most important thing for you now is to rest well. You need time between you and her. I believe she needs you." Yang Ke also comforted Su Jingran. Feeling sorry for Su Jingran's self-blame, this matter is true and no one did anything wrong, it's just that there are too many regrets and too many misses.

"I know, I don't want to lose it again when I reappear by her side this time." Su Jingran nodded, and said in a firm tone. This time, she didn't want to let go like in the past. Only after losing .

white family.When Bai Jingchen returned home, he didn't expect that Bai Youyi, who didn't show up at the hospital, was waiting for him at home. It seemed that he hadn't gone out today, so he should be here waiting for Bai Jingchen to come back.

"I'm back." Bai Youyi looked at Bai Jingchen who entered the door and said.

"Hello, Uncle." Wei Jie looked at Bai Youyi and called, and handed Bai Jingchen's luggage to the servants of the Bai family.

"It's good to be back." Bai Youyi nodded towards Wei Jie, even if he answered the greeting, looking at Bai Jingchen with deep eyes was complicated.

"Brother-in-law, where's sister?" Shen Xinyao didn't see Shen Xinyu, and felt a little surprised. Since her sister cared about Bai Jingchen, she probably wouldn't be at home.

"She's gone back to Shen's house." Bai Youyi replied, Shen Xinyu told him that she was worried about Bai Jingchen's mood, and she would not appear in front of Bai Jingchen again during this time.Bai Youyi thought of Shen Xinyu, the relationship between them was complicated and simple, he stopped hating, it was too tiring and hurtful.

"Let's eat, it's ready." Bai Youyi said, asking the butler to prepare the meal.

Shen Xinyao had been paying attention to Bai Jingchen's reaction, but seeing that she didn't seem to have any influence on what she said just now, although she felt a little uneasy in her heart, she didn't show it, and led Bai Jingchen towards the dining table.The dishes on the dinner table are all Bai Jingchen's favorites, and they are specially prepared for Bai Jingchen.

During the meal, Wei Jie also told Bai Youyi that they were going to travel abroad, Bai Youyi didn't object, but looked at Bai Jingchen's eyes a little deeper, he couldn't see what Bai Jingchen was thinking, because Bai Jingchen's mood was too emotional now. It was too peaceful, and the calm made Bai Youyi even more worried. Seeing Bai Jingchen hesitate to speak, he finally gave up the idea of ​​communicating with Bai Jingchen.

"I'm fine, go and rest, you haven't had a good rest these few days." After dinner, Bai Jingchen returned to her room, and said to Shen Xinyao, her face was a little tired, but her spirit was still good.

"Chen'er, I..." Shen Xinyao looked at Bai Jingchen, such a calm Bai Jingchen made her worry even more, she would rather the person in front of her be angry with her, make trouble with herself, and don't want her to pretend that nothing happened to her, Such indifference made Shen Xinyao feel even more uncomfortable.

"Give everyone some time." Bai Jingchen looked at Shen Xinyao and said, she had thought a lot these days, she could only recall sporadic fragments, her memory was not complete, so she didn't want to have a result now, because she Nor did she know what was waiting for her when she remembered everything.

"Okay." Shen Xinyao replied, she knew she had to give Bai Jingchen time, but the waiting was also unbearable.

After Shen Xinyao left, Bai Jingchen was the only one left in the room. Looking at the decorations in the room, everything was carefully selected in the empty room, but Bai Jingchen always felt that this place did not belong to her, and the memory of this place disappeared. It's been too long.

Bai Jingchen sat by the floor-to-ceiling window, looking out into the garden, the image of her own mother came to mind.

"Chen'er, if Mommy is no longer by your side, will you miss Mommy?"

"Where is Mommy going? Mommy doesn't want Chen'er anymore?"

"Chen'er doesn't cry, Mommy won't want Chen'er. Mommy loves Chen'er and will always love Chen'er."

A very vague memory, Bai Jingchen remembered, that day was in the garden, she had a conversation with Mommy, at that time Bai Jingchen remembered that she was crying very sad, that was the first time Qiao Xiran said such words, left a deep impression on Bai Jingchen's heart Made a deep impression.

"Mommy, does Daddy still love you? Do you still love me?" Bai Jingchen buried herself in her arms, those chaotic memories included happiness and quarrels, but what confused Bai Jingchen was the original scene What was the car accident like?What happened to her past?And Su Jingran, what happened between them?These questions lingered in Bai Jingchen's mind.