misplaced love

A week after Bai Jingchen woke up, Shen Xinyao returned to City H and went to the hospital to visit Bai Jingchen. After all, they were considered relatives, so she was also concerned about Bai Jingchen's physical condition.

Before reaching Bai Jingchen's ward at the hospital, Shen Xinyao quickened her pace when she heard the commotion in the ward, and when she pushed open the door, she heard the sound of the medicine bottle falling to the ground and shattering. Looking at the place where the medicine bottle was thrown away, I saw Bai Jingchen in a hospital gown, constantly throwing things she could get at the nurses and the others, and yelling loudly at the people inside.

"Get out, all out."

"Chen'er, be good. Chen'er, don't get excited anymore, let's go." A woman looked at the uncontrollable Bai Jingchen sadly, and gently comforted her. Bai Jingchen's violent behavior may hurt herself at any time.

"Get out, you all get out." Bai Jingchen didn't listen to the woman's words at all, but became more emotional, waving his hands, and took a few steps back.

Standing by the door, Shen Xinyao could clearly see Bai Jingchen's actions. Seeing that Bai Jingchen was about to pick up the empty medicine bottle hanging beside the hospital bed, she hurriedly stepped forward to protect Shen Xinyu who was standing closest to Bai Jingchen behind her.

"Sister, be careful." Shen Xinyao didn't know what was going on with Bai Jingchen?But she knew that Bai Jingchen's current actions were very dangerous, the broken medicine bottle just now almost hurt Shen Xinyu.

"Yao'er, you're here." Seeing her sister protecting her, Shen Xinyu knew that her sister cared about her, but the person in front of her is the most important thing right now.

"Chen'er, calm down, we won't hurt you." Shen Xinyu continued to comfort Bai Jingchen softly, trying to make her calm down.

"Stop talking, it's so noisy, so noisy." Bai Jingchen's mood seemed to become abnormal, her eyes became a little confused, she yelled loudly at the people in the ward, her hands held her head tightly, it seemed that she had become very nervous at this moment. uncomfortable.

"What are you doing?" Shen Xinyao wanted to help her sister persuade Bai Jingchen, but she saw that Bai Jingchen was hurting herself, and after yelling loudly, she even threw her fist at the wall. This surprised Shen Yaoyao, she rushed to Bai Jingchen's side, and stopped her with her hand Bai Jingchen's self-abuse.

"Stop being willful and worrying those who care about you." Shen Xinyao restrained Bai Jingchen, and said to Bai Jingchen seriously and resolutely, the two of them were so close that they could hear each other's breathing.

Bai Jingchen, who was imprisoned suddenly, couldn't control her body at all. The oppressive pain in her heart left her nowhere to vent. Looking at Shen Xinyao who was close at hand, she seemed to become quiet. She looked straight at Shen Xinyao, her face The expression on her face became more relaxed, which surprised Shen Xinyu and the doctors and nurses beside her.The doctor glanced at the nurse beside him, motioned her something, and he walked carefully to Bai Jingchen himself.

"Calm down first, don't think about other things." The doctor said to Bai Jingchen, arousing her attention, and the nurse who cooperated with the doctor hurriedly came to Bai Jingchen's side, and before Bai Jingchen could respond, he slapped her hand. A stitch.

When Bai Jingchen realized that he was about to struggle, his body was out of control, and he fell straight towards Shen Xinyao.

"Help her to the hospital bed." Seeing that Bai Jingchen had passed out, the doctor quickly and Shen Xinyao helped Bai Jingchen to lie down on the hospital bed.

"She has already calmed down, why is she still doing this?" Shen Xinyao didn't understand, Bai Jingchen had already calmed down, why did she still need to inject a sedative to make her unconscious.

"Yao'er, Chen'er needs to rest." Shen Xinyu explained to Shen Yaoyao. After Bai Jingchen woke up, the doctor diagnosed her and confirmed that Bai Jingchen had lost her memory. I always want to retrieve my memory, but the more this happens, the more painful my body will react, and I have not cooperated with the doctor's diagnosis and treatment. When I am awake these days, I am always easily irritable.The doctors and nurses who took care of her have been hurt by her several times, so now Bai Jingchen is like a very unstable bomb. When she is irritable and unable to control her emotions, the doctor can only use tranquilizers to calm her down.

The doctors and nurses left after taking care of Bai Jingchen, leaving only sister Shen Xinyao and the sleeping Bai Jingchen in the ward.

"Sister. You must have been very lucky these few days." Shen Xinyao looked at the haggard Shen Xinyu, and recalled Bai Jingchen's appearance just now, she could guess that it would not be easy for Shen Xinyu to take care of Bai Jingchen these few days.

"It's fine, as long as Chen'er recovers." Shen Xinyu picked up the towel in her hand and wiped it for Bai Jingchen, and looked at the sleeping Bai Jingchen with a gentle and loving tone.

"Sister, you don't have to be so wronged." Shen Xinyao saw her sister sacrificed so much for the Bai family, she felt sorry for Shen Xinyu.

"You don't owe the Bai family, and you don't owe her Bai Jingchen." Shen Xinyao said to her sister. Although she knew a little about what happened back then, Qiao Xiran's death had nothing to do with Shen Xinyu. My sister has to bear such guilt.

"Yao'er, I know you love my sister." Shen Xinyu looked at the younger sister she loved since she was a child. She knew that Shen Xinyao loved her, but this was what she wanted to do most and what she had to do.

"But Chen'er is sister Ran's child, so she is also my child." Shen Xinyu's eyes were firm.

"I will love her well, no matter what she becomes, if you love my sister, you can help her to take care of Chen'er." Shen Xinyu looked at Shen Xinyao and said.

"Just now Chen'er didn't seem to dislike you very much, maybe she can accept you more easily." Shen Xinyu thought of Bai Jingchen's reaction to her sister just now, so she said to Shen Xinyao.

"Sister, she has amnesia now, and she resists you like this. If she regains her memory, won't it be more painful for you in the Bai family? Why do you torture yourself like this? Sister Xiran doesn't want to see you being wronged like this " Shen Yaoyao didn't understand what her sister's persistence was for, but could she sacrifice everything for that so-called reason?

"Yao'er, it's not what you think. Chen'er has become like this, and I have to pay a lot of responsibility. If it wasn't for me, Chen'er wouldn't hate her daddy, and if it wasn't for me, Chen'er wouldn't leave home If you go that far, there will be no accidents." Shen Xinyu's heart seemed to be deeply tugged.

"I thought I could take care of Chen'er for Sister Ran, I thought I could solve all this, but I was helpless, watching the misunderstanding grow bigger and bigger, and lead to the current situation." Shen Xinyu blamed herself Said.

"Sister, sister Xiran's death was not your fault, it was just an accident, no one would have expected it." Shen Xinyao said to Shen Xinyu, she knew that Shen Xinyu had been unhappy all these years, her heart was on the day Qiao Xiran passed away. He died in an instant.

"But if it wasn't for me, if I didn't want to come back, if I didn't want a result, then my sister would not want to leave Brother Yi, and she would not have any accidents to chase me." Shen Xinyu seemed to be recalling the painful past.

"Without me, Chen'er and his family of three would be very happy, Chen'er would not become rebellious, and she would not be what she is now." Shen Xinyu couldn't forgive herself, she put everything on herself, It was her fault that ruined Bai Jingchen's happy family.

"Sister." Shen Yaoyao didn't know how to persuade Shen Yaoyao, there is no right or wrong in this matter, it's just God's will.

"So I don't think about anything now, I just hope that Chen'er can get better, no matter what she will do to me, as long as she can be well." Shen Xinyu looked at the sleeping Bai Jingchen and said sincerely.

"Yao, Chen'er is gone. I just went out for a while, and she disappeared." Shen Xinyao came back from buying dinner outside, and saw Shen Xinyu talking to herself nervously.

"Sister, calm down, she has amnesia, and she doesn't know this place well, where can she go? We will definitely find her." Shen Xinyao was slightly taken aback, and then said to Shen Xinyu, caring would cause chaos.

"Chen'er, she is still injured, and she has lost her memory. We must find her immediately." Shen Xinyu calmed down when she heard her sister's words, but she was still worried.

"Sister, let's look for her separately, you go and ask the doctors and nurses on duty." Shen Xinyao said, she thought that Shen Xinyu had left soon, and Bai Jingchen had no money with her, so she would not go far.

Shen Xinyao agreed with her sister, so they split up to look for it. This hospital is a private hospital, not close to the urban area. With Bai Jingchen's current situation, she must not go far, so Shen Xinyao was sure that Bai Jingchen was still somewhere in the hospital, so she searched for it. Zhang Bai Jingchen's photo, inquired to find Bai Jingchen in the hospital.

Shen Xinyao searched all over the hospital, but she didn't see Bai Jingchen, but she always felt that Bai Jingchen must be in the hospital, so she found a cleaning worker in the hospital, asked about the places in the hospital, and heard that person said that there was an abandoned place in the hospital, As soon as she thought about it, she thought about going over there to find out, maybe Bai Jingchen would really go there in order to avoid them.

That place was really like what the workers said, it had been abandoned for a while, and there were no street lights, so it was completely dark. Shen Xinyao could barely see the road clearly by relying on the light from her mobile phone. She walked all the way, calling Bai Jingchen's name, and No response was heard.Go to a building that has stopped construction.Shen Yaoyao looked at the dark building, there was no one around, and she didn't hear anyone responding to her just now, she was hesitant to give up, but thinking that she had already come, she didn't go up to look for her, so she didn't give up.Gritting his teeth, he took his mobile phone to light up and looked up layer by layer.

Just when Shen Yaoyao was about to give up, she seemed to see a black shadow on the seventh floor, an illusory shadow shone in by the moonlight, Shen Yaoyao's heart tightened, and she walked towards that direction, holding the phone tightly in her hand, still feeling the pain in her heart. Up and down.

"Bai Jingchen, is that you?" Shen Xinyao approached a little closer, and asked in that direction cautiously.

"Everyone is looking for you." Shen Xinyao continued, getting closer and closer to the shadow.

"I know you're here, let's go back. If you're bored, I'll go out for a walk with you next time." Shen Xinyao was looking forward to some response, also to give herself courage.

"Bai Jingchen." Walking to the shadow place, holding the mobile phone to cover the corner, there is really a person here, in white hospital clothes, sitting curled up on the ground, the clothes are dirty in many places.

"Are you okay." The phone lit up, allowing Shen Yaoyao to see clearly that the person was Bai Jingchen, and walked towards Bai Jingchen cautiously, hoping that he would not stimulate her emotions.

The sudden bright light made people in the dark feel uncomfortable. They raised their heads to look directly at the bright light, and stretched out their hands to cover the glare of the light, so that they could clearly see the people coming through the slits.

"Sister and the others are all worried about you, let's go back." Seeing that Bai Jingchen didn't overreact to her approaching, Shen Xinyao walked to Bai Jingchen's side, squatted down and said to Bai Jingchen gently.

"Who are you?" Bai Jingchen looked at the person in front of him, who was unfamiliar yet familiar, the first person he saw when he was awake.

"My name is Shen Xinyao, and I'm Shen Xinyu's younger sister. Your father is my brother-in-law." Knowing that Bai Jingchen had lost his memory, Shen Yaoyao said to her.

"Then who am I?" Bai Jingchen frowned and continued to ask coldly.

"You are Bai Jingchen, the eldest lady of the Bai family." Shen Xinyao heard Shen Xinyu talk about Bai Jingchen's physical condition and what happened in the past few days, until she was very concerned about her amnesia.

"You were in a car accident and injured your head, that's why you lost your memory. When your head injury heals, you will remember." Shen Xinyao said to Bai Jingchen patiently in a soft voice.

"Really? Then when will I recover, when will I remember." Bai Jingchen's voice was hoarse, with hysterical sadness and loneliness.

"As long as you listen to the doctor's words well and take care of your health, you will surely recover your memory soon." Shen Xinyao looked at Bai Jingchen and said seriously.

"You lied to me, you all lied to me." Hearing Shen Yaoyao's words, Bai Jingchen's mood became uneasy, and she scolded Shen Yaoyao angrily. No one knew her fear, her panic, and all the dialogues that people around her said to her these days It was a stranger to Jing Chen, no matter how hard she tried to recall the past, it just gave her a splitting headache and excruciating pain.But the more this happened, the more unstable Bai Jingchen's emotions became. Negative emotions such as emptiness and loneliness in her heart have been suppressed in her heart, making it impossible for her to vent her emotions. She can only do so by torturing herself and the people around her. feel better.

"Are you afraid?" Shen Xinyao looked at the trembling Bai Jingchen, met her sad eyes, and suddenly felt that the person in front of her was someone who had lost her memory and the past. Seeing such a disaster, I can't accept it for a while.

"Don't worry, we will always be by your side and won't hurt you." Shen Xinyao tried to touch Bai Jingchen. As soon as her hand touched her, she could feel her body trembling and tense, but there was nothing extreme about it. Shen Xinyao knew the vigilance in her eyes.Bai Jingchen is trying to accept herself, which also means that she has less resistance to herself.

"Is it because I am the person you said? You won't hurt me, right? If I wasn't her, what would you do to me?" Bai Jingchen looked at Shen Xinyao and asked, as if she was looking forward to Shen Xinyao's answer .

"You have so many questions, which one do I have to answer first?" Shen Xinyao looked at Bai Jingchen's childish look, and suddenly felt that the person in front of her might not look like they were worried about at all, and it was just a moment of discomfort.

Shen Yaoyao imitated Bai Jingchen and sat on the ground, the temperature at night was getting colder, Bai Jingchen was only wearing a thin hospital gown, Shen Xinyao could feel her coldness, so she reached out and hugged her in her arms, using herself to protect her from the cold.

"You are Bai Jingchen, this is a fact for Miss Bai, and no one can change it." Shen Xinyao said to Bai Jingchen gently.

"We are your relatives, and nothing we do will hurt you." Shen Xinyao said.

"Dear ones?" Bai Jingchen murmured the word. For her, loved ones were strangers, and so were their feelings.

"Chen'er, can I call you Chen'er in the future?" Shen Xinyao saw the wavering emotion in Bai Jingchen's eyes, and the vigilance gradually disappeared.

"I will be by your side, don't be afraid, everything will be fine." Shen Xinyao looked at Bai Jingchen's probing eyes, and finally saw that the vigilance and alienation in those eyes disappeared.