Bow down willingly as a child

Shang Xuyan wanted to reach out to wipe away his tears, but in the end he just took out a tissue and stuffed it into his hand.

Deliberately keeping his tone cold, he said, "I have him."

"Ha ha……"

Xu Ming squeezed the tissue in his hand and wiped his face indiscriminately.

Although the answer was within his expectations, it still stabbed him badly when it came out of Shang Xuyan's mouth.

"I'm talking nonsense here, really, I'm probably dizzy, don't take it to heart, I just said it casually."

Wiping away the tears on his face, he said something wrong, but the tears broke the embankment, no matter how much he wiped, new tears still fell, and he gradually became twitching.

His shoulders trembled involuntarily, and he kept sobbing.

The days without Shang Xuyan for half a year came before him, Xu Ming simply stopped pretending to be strong, bent his legs, stepped on the sofa, hugged his knees and cried loudly.

Shang Xuyan sat aside and looked at him, without expressing his opinion.

At this time, if you stretch out a hand to Xu Ming and give Xu Ming a hug, you will be disloyal to Bai Kangzhe.

And this will give Xu Ming the illusion that Shang Xuyan is his life-saving straw when he is drowning in the water, that Shang Xuyan is still where he is, and that Shang Xuyan will accept him.

Shang Xuyan is cruel.

Marriage is Xu Ming's own choice.

No matter how hard or difficult it is, he has to bear the consequences himself.

Because it is his choice.

About 10 minutes later, Shang Xuyan kept ignoring Xu Ming, his crying gradually became softer, and his breathing gradually stabilized.

It's just that his head is still buried in his knees, he must look ugly now, he doesn't want to scare Shang Xuyan away.

With a deep voice: "Yan, if I say that I haven't touched a finger of her in the past six months, will your dislike of me be less?"

Shang Xuyan's splashed ink widened, and he said, "So, why did she treat you like this?"

"one of the reasons."

Xu Ming closed his eyes and hugged his legs tightly.

Heartbroken, he opened his mouth to spit out all the bitterness of the past six months.

He was too tired, and he had no one to confide in for half a year. All the pressure, grievances, and pains were all borne by himself.

It feels like I will die with these negative emotions at any time.

"I have always used the excuse that I have no feelings for her, and I would rather sleep on the floor than share dreams with her. You know, I can't do that kind of thing with her."

Once when he went home, his parents were not there. As soon as he opened the door, he saw her appearing in front of him without a trace.

At that moment, he actually felt sick.

"Probably because she guessed that there was someone in my heart, she didn't want to do those things with me anymore, but then there was an accident on the honeymoon plane, and the family continued to spend all on treatment and skin grafting, and the insurance compensation was only enough for the treatment. , It was not enough for my family's expenses after I was resigned. In the end, the compensation was used up, and the family savings were also used up, so I finished the skin grafting operation and looked for a job again."

"But the skin grafting operation couldn't completely repair my face. The horrible scars on my face and arms became the reasons for being rejected by big companies. After many twists and turns, I found the current job with a mediocre salary."

Fortunately, both parents have pensions, and they live a relatively well-off life.

"But I didn't expect that she would ask for a house. She has a very good impression in front of my parents, and they will believe whatever they say. So, for the down payment, I became what you see now."