The protagonist is blocked by me [Quick Transmigration]

I don't like men.

perhaps.Maybe.

We Wudang faction people are supposed to cut off our six senses and have nothing to do with the world of mortals.Where there are so many likes or dislikes.

I just don't like that person not being there.

I grew up in Wudang Mountains.

The first person I met was probably Eldest Brother.

I remember that this person talked with me, ate with me, practiced sword with me, and was punished with me.We seem to have nothing that we have not experienced together, we are so close that I can see him as soon as I turn around, as if we will never be separated in this life, I will be with him for the rest of my life, and he will be with me for the rest of my life.

So he was the head of the house and I was the deacon, everything was so natural, as if it was predestined by God long ago.

But that day.Lu Xiao met him.

Then Lu Xiao said that he wanted to marry him.That is.Lu Xiao wants to snatch him away from me.

How could I let it.

Without him.How should I live alone.

Actually, I'm jealous of Lu Xiao.If he is jealous, he can say what he wants, even if the whole world knows it.

He is not afraid.

But I'm afraid.Just something I don't have.Why do others have it.

So I have to tell him.It's not that easy.

Even if what I can't get belongs to someone else in the end, I still have to make him uncomfortable.

otherwise.How can I be worthy of my jealousy.

I poisoned the elder brother.

The poison that cannot be spoken.A poison that has lost its internal strength.

I asked Lu Xiao to easily bring the elder brother back, just to let him know what it means to be unforgettable when he loses it.

He got it.

I'm doing fine.That quack did a good job too.

Then my big brother came back to me.

No.wrong.

The person who came back to me was not my big brother.Even though they look exactly the same.

I started to dread seeing him.I am afraid that the closer you get to him, the more you will find the difference between him and the big brother.I'm afraid I won't even be able to pretend when I see him.

But I'm even more afraid of not seeing him.

I'm afraid that I really know the fact that the elder brother is not there.If he is gone.How should I live.

I started looking for everything related to him in Wudang Mountain.

I became the head of the Wudang sect.He even became the leader of the Righteous Path Alliance.

I sat in the chair he used to sit in, fell asleep on the bed he used to sleep in, took the pen he used to copy, and copied the posts he used to copy.I imitated his appearance in the days when he was not around, I wanted to be him so that I would never leave him again.

But his breath, after all, disappeared in my imitation day by day.

He is gone.The person who was always by my side is gone.Only one person who looks like him is left here.

I see him every day every day.Then he lied to himself that the senior brother was still there.

Actually I know everything.

Then Lu Xiao came.

I know he will come.But sooner or later.

I was looking forward to him coming too, I suddenly wanted to end it all.Although I don't understand what the so-called end means in my heart.But when Lu Xiao's sword pierced my body, I understood.

I understood what the end I was vaguely looking forward to was.

Just let him go.Leave with our memory.Leave together with the century-old foundation of Wudang Mountain.

in this way.It will be complete.

I don't feel tired.