[Danmei] You and I never meet

On the first day of the new year, we went to my grandma's house to pay New Year's greetings.Dad and uncle are playing cards in the same room.Mom sat in another room with aunts and aunts, eating melon seeds and chatting.I didn't care to listen to what they said, and kept playing with the tablet computer in my hand.

The bustling Chinese New Year atmosphere did not make me feel better, but my face was still beaming and happy. How can a child still have a dull face during the Chinese New Year?It just raises suspicions.

It's just that when I often put down my smile behind others, I feel very tired in my heart.It was as if something was pressing on my heart, heavy and breathless.

I was taking off my earphones to relax my ears when my aunt suddenly said, "Hey, do you remember the family who lived upstairs the year before last?"

"Which one?" Mom asked.

"It's the family where the man made money and moved away." The aunt said, and I saw her eyebrows dance vividly. "Do you know what happened in that family?"

"What's the matter?" Auntie answered cooperatively.

"A few days ago, I heard someone say that the child in their family, yes, the one who looks good and looks well-behaved, turned out to be gay!"

My heart trembled quietly.His eyes were still fixed on the screen, not daring to raise his head.

"Really?" My aunt exclaimed in surprise, "In this world, tsk tsk tsk, you really have everything."

"Isn't it?" The aunt flicked her hair happily, and threw back the bangs that fell off before, "When I saw us, there was nothing, why did so many messy things happen, I just wanted to eat something good , dress better, marry better, now that life is getting better and you don’t have to worry about anything, all these ghosts and snakes will appear in a mess!"

My mother was silent all the time, and only now slowly said: "You can't say that, some of my students also like the same sex, so what? We still eat the same, sleep the same, and study the same With scholarships, some are now company executives, and some are now living abroad, in fact, what is the matter with ghosts and snakes?"

Auntie and Auntie looked at each other and fell silent. They obviously didn't agree with each other, but because of their mother, it was inconvenient to say more, so they quickly changed the subject and started talking again.

My heart couldn't calm down anymore.

Mommy mommy.

I didn't dare to look up from the beginning to the end. I don't know if they cast a few glances at me when they were talking about this topic, and I don't know if there is any flaw in my expression for them to discover.I don't know how I survived this long torment in their short conversation, and I don't know how I hide my inner shock and fear and pretend that it has nothing to do with me.

However, just when she heard people around her talk about this issue in reality, when she was extremely shocked and frightened in her heart, mother, she spoke softly, she spoke softly, she neither criticized nor said Agree, as if talking about a very ordinary event in everyday life.Who knows, it is because of this ordinaryness that my fearful heart seems to be touched by her warm palm.I seemed to be the tender baby lying in her arms again.People have forgotten that when a person is a special existence in the eyes of others and himself, his pursuit of the ordinary will never be inferior to an ordinary person's pursuit of the extraordinary.

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