[Danmei] You and I never meet

A clear, red and swollen palm print appeared on the right side of his face.He didn't fight back, he didn't even scold me, he just let that face hurt there, his eyes were still looking at me sadly and quietly, as if he had thousands of words.He said softly: "Because I love you."

There are no three words in this world that are warmer than "I love you", and there are no three words in this world that are more hurtful than "I love you". "Do you love me?" "I love you" "Can you stop loving me?" "...but I love you." "I beg you don't love me!" "...but I love you!"

"Qi Yang." I took a deep breath secretly, "I'm warning you for the last time, I don't care if you like me, love me or not, and I don't want to care, but you figured it out, I don't like you, I have The person I love, I am very happy with him, if you really still like me a little bit, please don't disturb my life anymore, please don't come to destroy my already happy life now, don't let you The impression in my heart, bit by bit, became a despicable villain!"

"I can't do it." There was a tear in the corner of his eye, "I'm just a mean person."

"Then how far do you have to go to be willing?" My teeth were shaking with anger.

How that day ended, I don’t remember anymore, I just remember that day, just before the night fell, a group of birds passed by, leaving the last light silhouette of this winter in the gray sky, they gradually Going away, gradually going away, and finally, only a group of indistinct black can be seen, like the dark cloud gathered in the sky before the heavy rain.

After that text message, Zhang Zhang never contacted me again.I also don’t want to go out again, so I borrowed a batch of books from the library, read them in the room all day long, and read them in the dark, occasionally surfing the school’s forum online, and thanks to the efforts of Lu Junwen and Cheng Qi, I managed to suppress them. , On the other hand, as the New Year approaches, everyone visits relatives and friends more often, and they no longer keep them on the forum.Temporary lull.

On the night of New Year's Eve, I watched the Spring Festival Gala with my parents at home, and then went downstairs to set off fireworks.The fireworks blooming brightly in the night sky one after another are shockingly beautiful.I was silent for a long time, but I couldn't help feeling frightened by them.

My mother said from the side: "When you were young, you always complained that your dad bought those small fireworks every time, and it was not fun to play. This time, your dad went to Liuyang to order four boxes."

I nodded, then turned my head quietly, hiding the touched tears in the darkness.

At times like this, I always have a lump in my throat, even though I have thousands of words to say, it is difficult for me to speak.

Dad lit another box, ran over with a smile on his face, and said, "Xiao Yang, do the fireworks look good?"

I nodded vigorously and said, "It's beautiful!"

I looked at their aging faces, but felt sad in my heart.

Dear parents, if you learn that your child is a boy who likes boys, will you still accept your child?

Dear parents, please forgive your unfilial son.

Dear parents, please believe that you, an unfilial son, love you very much, love you very much.