Dolphin Bay Lover's Homecoming

Xu Shanni finished writing the letter at 3 o'clock in the morning, changed her clothes and left silently.In recent days, she has always felt a lot of apology, helplessness, and reluctance, but the moment she put down the letter and the divorce agreement, she seemed to feel much more relaxed.There is a feeling of a burden that has been on my body for a long time and is finally let go.

She drove through the city, past the lake in front of her house, maybe her grandpa and mother were still waiting for her to go home, but she didn't want to go in.She drove past Teresa's House, where she and Zeya often came, and there are many memories of her and Zeya here.

Holding the steering wheel in this way, aimlessly going to an unknown destination in the early morning light, she seems to feel good, and her mind seems to have finally taken a vacation.

Ahead was a cliff in the mountains.

She finally stopped here and looked around.Below the mountain, the whole city is still sleeping, and it can be seen at a glance.

Looking at it, she felt a sense of relief.

She mentioned in the letter that she wanted to find a quiet place to rest.So, is death also one of the choices?

She looked down the cliff, could everything end here?

It is said that life is accidental and death is inevitable.There are always countless endings and beginnings in life.

She can finally follow her heart and make some choices.

Xu Shanni thought, slowly parked the car aside, looked down again along the top of the mountain, and at the same time remembered some things she asked Jennifer yesterday.

"Now Zeya is arranging the hospital and Dr. Aiden to treat you together. You also have a baby now. You have to believe in mother-to-child blood transfusion, which can save your life to a large extent."

"What we all hope is that you can live a good life, you know Shanny. I know you have checked a lot of information and know that this disease may be dangerous to the fetus, but these cases are inherently special. The most important thing It’s about you and your child, do you know? Sometimes life is more tenacious than you think. There are also many successful examples. Don’t think about it too much, and take good care of your body. Right now, the baby is still young, maybe Your condition is still more obvious, but when the child is a little older, through feeding back, it is very likely that you will slowly recover."

Jennifer understands the truth, moves it with emotion, and speaks objectively and vividly, full of appeal and educational significance.

But she is not herself after all.After all, she is also a mother.A mother's love for her children has always been unconditional, but from now on, she asks her own flesh and blood to do something for herself. Is this what a mother should do?

The mother should be an angel, a god-like role.At this moment, for some reason, she remembered a little story she read in middle school:

The Angel's name is Mommy

Once upon a time there was a child ready to be born.

Oneday thechildaskedGod: "They tell me you are going to send me to earth tomorrow but

howamIgoingtolivetherebeingso@@allandhelpless"

Godreplied: "Amongthemanyangels, I have chosen one for you. She will bewaiting for

you and will take care of you."

"But," said the child: "tell me here in Heaven Idon'tanythingelsebutsingand□□ile.That'whatIneedtobehappy!"

God said: "Yourangelwillsingforyouandwillalso□□ileforyoueveryday.Andyouwill

feel your angel's love and be happy."

"And," said the child: "how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me, If

I don't know the language that mental talk"

"That's easy", said God: "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words

you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you howtospeak."

ThechildlookedupatGodsaying:"AndwhatamIgoingtodowhenIwanttotalktoyou"

God□□iledatthechildsaying: "YourangelwillPlaceyourhandstogetherandwill

teach you how to ray."

The child said: "I've heard one earth there are ebadmen. Who will protect me"

Godput this arm around the child, saying: "Your angel will defend you-even if it means

risking life!"

The child looked sad, saying: "But I will always be sad because I will not see you any more."

God hugged the child: "Yourangel will always talk to you about me and will teach you the way to come back tome, even though I will always be next to you."

At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from earth could already be

heard.

Thechild,inahurry,askedsoftly: "OhGod, ifIamabouttoleavenowPleasetellmy

Angel's name!"

Godreplied: "Yourangel's name is of no importance...you will simply call her MOMMY!"

(Chinese translation)

angel's name is mom

There is a baby about to be born.

One day, the child asked God, "They told me you were sending me to Earth tomorrow, but why am I so small and helpless there?"

God said, "Of all the angels, I have chosen one for you. She will wait for you and take care of you."

"But," the child asked, "please tell me—in heaven I do nothing but sing and smile. These are all I need to be happy!"

God said, "Your angel will sing and smile for you every day. You will feel your angel's love and you will be happy."

"And," the child asked again, "if I don't understand the language they speak, how will I understand when people speak to me?"

"It's very simple," said God, "your angels will teach you the most beautiful and sweetest words in the language, and with the utmost patience and care your angels will teach you how to speak.

The child looked up at God and said, "What should I do when I want to talk to you?"

God smiled and said to the child, "Your angel will put your hands together and teach you how to pray."

The child said, "I heard that there are bad people on the earth, who will protect me?"

God put his hand on the child and said, "Your angels will protect you, even at the risk of their own lives!"

The child looked sad and said, "I will always be sad because I will never see you again."

God embraces the child. "Your angel will always tell you about me and teach you how to get back to me, though I'm always with you."

At this moment, the child felt extremely peaceful in heaven, but he could already hear the voice from the earth.

The child was a little anxious, and asked gently, "God, if I'm going to leave now, please tell me the name of my angel!"

God replied that your angel's name is not that important, you can simply call her - "Mom".

…………

This is a story from a long time ago.Xu Shanni didn't know why she remembered it, she was a little warm and a little desperate.

After thinking about it for a while, Xu Shanni really felt tired, so tired, so tired, she didn't want to continue to be strong, and she didn't want to use such a plan, and the reagent Cora.

She didn't want her child to bear all her misery prematurely, even if he hadn't been born yet, he had the right to come or not to this world.Just as I can choose my future path now.

What mother doesn't want her child to be healthy, safe and happy?If you can't bring him 100% blessing and love, and ask him for something, that's not what Xu Shanni will do.

She didn't want to hurt anyone or owe anyone any more.

Will everything be liberated and everything will be fine?

Thinking of this, she slowly approached the cliff, as if she had finally made up her mind.

Xu Shanni walked along the cliff little by little, the guardrail was set up a little perfunctorily, and there was a gap in front.

With just one leap, you can say goodbye to this world gorgeously.Everything has been explained in the letter.Maybe from now on, there will be no more debts.

"Jump, jump off." An idea in her heart guided her.

Xu Shanni slowly took off her shoes and put her bag aside.Then I thought, no, I can’t let them know that even if I leave, I have to leave cleanly and completely. Anyway, in the letter, I just said that I will leave. I hope that in their hearts, I just went to take a rest. It's a long vacation.

Thinking so, she put on her shoes again and picked up her bag.At this moment, the phone rang suddenly.

She was a little surprised when she heard the bell.No, the methods of relevant contacts have been blacklisted.

Xu Shanni frowned, but still took out the phone, which was still beeping non-stop.

Even if you are about to leave, don't leave any regrets.