Dolphin Bay Lover's Homecoming

Shengjing Hospital.

"Sannie, where have you been?" Xu Zeya opened the envelope with an inexplicable anxiety. There was a letter in the front, and a divorce agreement fell out from the back.

He gently opened the letter with trembling hands:

"Dear family, I am Shanny. When you read this letter, I have already left the hospital. You don't need to look for me. I just went to a very safe and quiet place to think about some problems calmly. .Maybe there are still some things I need to tell you in advance. I'm fine. Don't worry about it.

Dearest grandpa: It seems that the last time I wrote to you was when I was in elementary school, the homework left by the Chinese teacher, a letter to the elders.It seems like the little girl who was playing in your arms yesterday, now she has been working in SET for five years, and she also watched her grandpa make the business bigger and bigger, and slowly run our family.Grandpa, thank you, thank you for cultivating me painstakingly, thank you for worrying about my lifelong events.Being able to be a grandfather's granddaughter in this life is a very fulfilling thing.I remember that when Zeya returned to China, I arranged for me to assist him a lot. At that time, I thought how to integrate if the ideas were different. Later, I gradually discovered at work that Zeya really has the vision and execution ability of a business heir, and can stand up to an operator. standpoint to consider the issue.Thank you for letting me meet Zeya.

Mom who has been worrying about me: I'm sorry to make you worry, Mom.Maybe I am the most unfilial daughter. I have made my mother worry about life and work for so many years.Your difficulties, I know since childhood.I want to thank my mother for teaching me to be strong.Allowing me to bravely face terrible illnesses again and again in the shortest possible time.Let me no longer be afraid of the wind and rain ahead.Don't worry, Sunny has grown up and matured, and wherever I go, I'll be fine.So, from this moment on, Mom, don't worry about me anymore.

Dear Tianbian and Xiaogang: Maybe it’s still early morning on your side.Over the years, one of the things I am most grateful to my dad is that he allowed me to meet my sister, Tianbian, in time.Is your recording in France going well?Recently, I heard from Zeya that you and Xiaogang have finally broken the localized thinking and gradually gained a market. I am also happy for you.Tianbian, my sister, what I want to say to you and express my gratitude may be endless in this letter.You donated bone marrow for me, gave up old love for me... I am obviously a sister and should take care of you, but instead I am taken care of by you, and the pair of father's cups.We are like that pair of cups, never to be separated again, so good.Thank you, Tianbian, for making me feel like sisters are dependent on each other. This is a very happy feeling.I also hope that Xiaogang and you will be happy forever.

Zeya: Maybe the person I am most grateful for and who makes me feel guilty the most is you, Zeya.When I pick up the pen to write to you, my mood is the most complicated.Time flies, and in a blink of an eye, we have been married for more than a year.I remember before, I always blamed God, why did you come to our house, why did you always let you walk in front of me, no matter at home or in the company, I always ranked second, at that time, I really resented Your existence.Even hate myself, why not a boy...

Later, maybe because you persuaded me not to be so strong all the time, I found that I gradually fell in love with you.It scares me a bit, scares me.Because I know you just treat me like a sister.At that time, the topic between us seemed to be inseparable from the horizon forever.I also asked myself, why do I not even have the chance to actively fight for someone I like?Until later, I was diagnosed with leukemia, and that disease completely changed me...

I claim to have always been a very rational person, but looking back, this feeling made me so humble.So humble.Sometimes I am very envious of Tianbian, why is she so blessed that both you and Xiaogang can work hard for her.I am also a normal woman and I get jealous too.Why is my happiness so far away?Why do you always have to receive a fatal blow when happiness is about to knock on the door... But you knew about my illness, and you chose to love me without hesitation.I know, you want me to have no regrets.In fact, I have never blamed you, and others.Because I know that what God has given me is enough.

Recalling that we have been married for more than a year, you took me to see Lake Titicaca, accompanied me to the church to make a wish, and bought me so many surprise gifts.He even gave me a child in order to save me... These are things I never dared to hope for before.Thinking that you have done so much for me and paid so much, I am really thankful that God loves you so that I can always be on the verge of life and death, with you to accompany me, let me find that loving you is a very happy thing.

Thank you, Zeya, for letting me see the different appearances of love, and for letting me feel the warmth of family affection and love even more.You have pampered me with everything, and you are willing to be the one who saves me, the brilliant sun in my life.Zeya, I love you, I really love you, I even pray to God, let me meet you again in my next life, can it be earlier than the horizon.Even if I love you again like now, I won't regret it.

Thinking of that time, you accompanied me to see the lake in front of our house.I love that lake so much, there are so many memories of me and my dad, and memories of me and you.I think this lake is to me what Dolphin Bay is to the horizon.I sometimes even feel like although it was a nice dream, I don't want to wake up.

However, fate is always wrong.Now that I think about it, over the past year, especially in the past few months, sometimes I feel so selfish.From Jennifer, I learned about all your ideas and plans, and I also know your original intentions.

Including the application of Cora reagent, and the plan of follow-up treatment.It was also in this process that I gradually realized how much sacrifice you made for me.

Zeya, I'm sorry, because of me, I have made you bear a lot of things that you shouldn't have accepted.Let you give up the love that belongs to you, and let you have no more choices.During my recent hospitalization, I have also been thinking about our relationship.I saw that you mentioned to me about the child and the future of our family time and time again.In fact, you have always been a person who needs love and protection.You have always spread your wings to protect us, but I never thought about it for you, never let you make a choice that follows your heart.

Zeya, thank you again for your willingness to love me.Now I also know my situation.There are many things that I can handle well by myself, but I shouldn't rely on you all.Because you have done enough.I asked myself again and again, are you really happy with you like this?Am I really happy myself?Has this seriously kidnapped your happiness?Is it a kind of cruelty for you to forcefully love someone who was originally a younger sister for the sake of responsibility?

Now, I can't do much, I think, maybe letting go and giving you freedom is the best result.I have already written the divorce agreement, if you have figured it out, just sign it.We will still be a family, just change the way of getting along.

Zeya, promise me, don't look for me, and don't let other people look for me, okay?Give me some more time to think about it, and I also want to ask my heart, what is the happiness I want, and what is the meaning of living.Neither I nor the children need you to be responsible.I should have enough courage to accept and face everything that will come in my life.But I can't bear to let you accompany me in danger again.This makes me feel that this relationship has a heavy breath, and it makes me almost unable to breathe.

Zeya, you have to remember, what you promised me.In the days to come, you should also be very happy, very happy, do what you like to do, and find the harbor that really belongs to you, deep blessings!

Last but not least, thanks again to all my loved ones.You are all my favorite family.Maybe one day, when I think about it, when I overcome time and the unknown, I will return to you again.Although I don't know when.Thinking of the past two years, because of my illness, you are always careful and treat me as a patient.But I want to truly live out my own appearance, even for a short time.Life and death and love are eternal topics.Death is something that does not need to be rushed. Death is a festival that is bound to come.You shouldn't be allowed to experience the disappearance of life again and again.I think I'll live on until the last moment.During this process, I will follow what I think in my heart, and calmly think about what I want.

I will always pray silently for you in my heart.Shun chanting Xia'an.

Love you: Sunny

"Sanni!" Zeya burst into tears after reading the letter.He then looked at the divorce agreement that Shanny had signed under the letter. "No, I can't!" Xu Zeya was stunned for a moment, then immediately tore up the divorce agreement, feeling as if his heart was missing a piece of pain, then left the hospital quickly, and drove to the place where Shanny might go...