old love [rebirth]

City C has changed its leadership team in the new year, and its development has been changing with each passing day.When Chen Lou left here, the train station was still an old station, and many roads were still potholed. When he came back a year and a half later, he heard that the new train station, which had been suspended for construction, was about to be completed and put into use, and the surrounding area was very convenient.

He came back this time to visit Papa Wu and Old Man Gao, and he didn't bring much with him, so he spent two days visiting, did some work for Old Man Gao, and went back after being scolded.In the winter of this year, it was snowing heavily in City C. When Chen Lou was leaving City C, he happened to hear a broadcast in the taxi, saying that the wall of the parking lot of a building for sale on Jiangnan Avenue in the urban area had collapsed and damaged many vehicles.The hostess immediately asked whether the property should be compensated in this situation and how to obtain evidence on the spot. Chen Lou felt bored after listening halfway, but when he was about to get off the car, he suddenly heard a familiar name-Yangchun Meijing.

The taxi driver went to help him with the luggage in the trunk. After a little delay, Chen Lou regained consciousness and got out of the car. Only then did he realize that he couldn't remember the house number he used to have. Even the number of the building and the number of the building had become blurred. clear.The road behind him was covered with white snow, and the world was so clean, like a brand new picture.Chen Lou pulled his suitcase and stopped on the street. After a long while, he felt full of emotion, but had nothing to say.

The experiment started in the second semester of the first year of research. Chen Lou is a major in surgery. Fortunately, his tutor is unique. He not only gave him directions, but also asked someone to take Chen Lou to the clinic early on.Chen Lou was very grateful for this. Although the mentor often couldn't even remember his name and never responded to text messages, the platform he provided was broad enough.

It was only later that Chen Lou realized that he was simply cheating. This supervisor is a big name in the industry and has a lot of doctoral students. There are a lot of projects and funds, and a wide network of contacts, so every year, many elites squeeze their heads to come in.Later, the boss got annoyed and said that the current students are not as good as the previous ones, and they come up all day to ask how the subsidy is, so they haven't accepted a master's degree for two years.

When Chen Lou first saw him, he was also taken aback. He had met this man once, but the other party was not polite, and directly explained that if it hadn't been for the recommendation of his old classmates, he would not have recruited such a volatile person. A student with high eyes but low hands, Chen Lou was immediately scolded bloody, and blushed in front of several seniors, wanting to die.

It's just that after scolding him, he also aroused his enthusiasm. The disappointment of not being admitted to the master's degree has long been forgotten, and he only reads and supplements literature repeatedly like crazy every day. When he is in class, he wishes to grow four ears. If you don't understand the small foreign language class, you will pester the foreign teacher repeatedly.On average, he only sleeps for four or five hours a day, no lunch break, and no holidays, because he has to stay in the laboratory to raise mice and cells, run PCR, and supplement literature for book reports.In addition, he also took the initiative to take care of the mindless chores of a few seniors - the mentor would not take care of him, and the most direct helpers for the big topics he chose were these seniors.

In the second year of graduate school, he worked hard to see the first results. Chen Lou published a 2-point SCI at the beginning of the new semester, and the opening of the topic is coming soon. The results of his pre-experiment are also quite gratifying.It's just that this kind of joy didn't last long, because the tutor told him disdainfully that among the undergraduate students of S University, someone had already published two SCI papers with a score of 2.Chen Lou was already so busy that his eyes were blurry, but only now did he understand what it means to have someone beyond others.

Although he didn't show it before, he was a little bit arrogant in his heart - he could get into 985 if he was a mixed student in high school, and he could get an A in college if he made do with it.Such situations are indeed not common, and he can be considered smart, so he thinks he has the capital to be willful, such as wanting to be a doctor.I didn't become a doctor in my previous life, so I ended up becoming a small pharmaceutical agent.In fact, there are plenty of good drug dealers, but Chen Lou's mentality was out of balance at that time, he looked down on his peers, and he couldn't get the order.

However, he doesn’t have the capital to be arrogant now. Looking around, there are many students who are better than him. Some people recruited 390 to come in. When Chen Lou looked at the questions later, he estimated that the score was about 330. According to the admission line of the year, he couldn’t even get in. s big.This is the real elite group, and he also hides in it like gravel, and can't move forward unless he tries his best.

Chen Lou finally chose a path that was quite difficult for him—he took the scientific research topic combined with clinical research as the main direction of his published papers.As an undergraduate non-clinical person who is now working in a laboratory, this is tantamount to using one's own short board to fight for other people's long board. One senior was quite puzzled because of the difference between clinical thinking and their scientific research thinking Quite old, Chen Lou insisted on going his own way, but unexpectedly got the support of his mentor.

This doctoral supervisor likes to go to the specialist outpatient clinic for special needs, and take a look at difficult and miscellaneous diseases. When Chen Lou first came to the clinic, he didn't explain anything. Now he finally added a sentence: "This is my new primary school student. You look at it and use it hard." That's fine, don't get used to his idleness." The chief physicians who followed him nodded and smiled in agreement, but turned around and immediately let Chen Lou be the first assistant.

Chen Lou broke away from the chores of writing doctor's orders and copying cases and occasionally going to the emergency department to stop the medical staff, but he still respects the doctors and nurses around him. After going back and forth like this, everyone will remember to greet him occasionally: "Xiao Chen, you Come and take a look..." Or a new female nurse in the hospital will remember to greet him: "The so-and-so in the pediatrics department, the skin feels so slippery..."

By the time the second and third papers were published one after another, Chen Lou had already lost ten catties, so much so that when he was named to give lectures on literature, he won the title of a skinny beauty.

The thin beauty gained fame and was favored by the big boss, and she published three papers in the second research.

On this year's severe cold day, the birds were severely ill, and Mizusawa's belly was firm. Chen Lou was recommended by the big boss to directly blog, and the full scholarship was deducted from the tuition fee. In addition, there was a lot of scientific research funding every month, and he received a bonus from the department when he went to the clinic. , and someone who has been here told enviously that although the big boss is strict, he has a good reputation and is willing to promote students. Whether he goes to the hospital or stays in school in the future, Chen Lou has a bright future.

During this period, Lu Hening finally gave up the routine confession to him. It is said that he was attracted by the idiot boss of the rival company.Chen Lou remembered what Guan Yu had said before, and carefully asked the other party's name, searched the Internet and found no pornographic news, and finally told him to speak to himself if he was in trouble.

Lu Hening had a headache and quickly agreed, and when he was about to hang up the phone, he said in a relaxed tone, "Chen Lou, do you know what I like about you?"

Chen Lou asked, "What?"

"I like your character and attitude," Lu Hening said with a smile, "Besides that, I also like me when I liked you... Before I met you, I was selfish, lonely and vain, but later I saw you and me apart from looks. Other than that, there is almost no similarity, so I can't help but start to compare and then envy. You make me full of ambitions in real life... Although I can't be with you, I am still very happy and grateful. "

Chen Lou smiled here, and then heard him say: "Buddha said that life is suffering, birth, old age, sickness, death, resentment and hatred, love parting, what you can't ask for... I used to think it was difficult to understand, but now I think about it." I think, it’s actually just our pursuit of self-feeling, if life, old age, sickness and death follow fate, love, hate, resentment and hatred follow fate, and there are not so many desires to forcefully achieve perfection, maybe it will not be bitter.”

After he finished speaking, he felt a little funny, couldn't help laughing at himself twice and asked, "Where are you going for the Chinese New Year?"

Chen Lou thought for a while: "Go home."

It was rare for him to pack his luggage on time during his annual leave, fly to the provincial capital, and return to his hometown in Lu Zhecheng's car.

He is no longer the graduate who has to save even air tickets and has a bleak future, and he doesn't have to exchange the money he saved for a dime ticket.He had a lot of money with him, and he planned to give some of it to Wang Gufen, and the rest would be given to the old lady for retirement. After calculating the amount, he felt like returning home.

Wang Gufen was still living in the next courtyard. To Chen Lou's surprise, the old lady was also taken care of very well. He couldn't figure out whether it was Wang Gufen's sex change or a temporary superficial effort, so he asked the old lady himself, and learned that the last two days Nianwang Gufen has been doing this all the time, and she is finally relieved.

Wang Gufen was really happy to see her son came back. Although she knew that their mother and son were at odds, she still wore new clothes and went around every day, telling everyone that her son was back.Someone with a lot of trouble will ask your son about his job, right?where?Is the salary high?Wang Gufen didn't know it in her heart, but she casually said that it was high, thousands of dollars a month, in a big city.

She flaunted around like a peacock with its tail open every day, and Chen Lou didn't bother to care about her, so he just took the old lady by car to Yiyi County Hospital for a physical examination.There is an old saying in the village that when the old man reaches 7384, the king of hell will die if he doesn't tell him.And the old lady happened to be stuck in next year, that is, the 84 hurdle in her last life. Chen Lou was reluctant to give up and didn't know what to do, but subconsciously wanted to work hard.

It’s just that the results of the examination are helpless—the old man came here by eating chaff and swallowing vegetables and digging bark when he was young. There is no way to plug the leak.Chen Lou still took some medicine, and played with the old lady all day like coaxing the children. On the night of the New Year's Eve, the family of three reunited for the first time. Wang Gufen cooked the dishes while Chen Lou made dumplings , when eating in the evening, the old lady sat in the upper seat, speaking as an elder for the first time.

She first said about Wang Gufen: "My mother and I have been angry for decades, you are old and angry with me, but I am also old, and I can't get angry with you, so let's just leave it at that. It's just the same, son, good cause Kind of good fruit, these years, as a mother, ask yourself, are you sorry for Xiaolou..."

Her eyes were already cloudy, but they were exceptionally sharp.Wang Gufen sneered: "Isn't this kid promising too?"

"...how much has he suffered..." The old lady sighed and said, "That's all."

Chen Lou watched her pick up the small wine cup, thought for a while and said, "Grandma, can I give you another juice? Is this wine a bit high?"

The old lady shook her head and said with a smile: "You are like your father and your grandfather. You can pour it just by looking at the bottle, which is not up to me." She also said: "Don't be too tired outside, the body is The most important thing is that you have to be good, if you are good, grandma will not be worried."

Chen Lou nodded yes, and after talking with her for a while, the old lady went to bed.

The layout of the old house has basically remained the same, with the same two courtyards divided on the left and right, with three large tile-roofed houses on each side.Chen Lou waited for Wang Gufen to go back. He walked out of the main house and walked around the yard. When he saw the vegetable field covered with film neatly tidied up in the yard, he wondered what was planted there. Sprinkle some fertilizer on for the old lady, and saw that the outer wall of the house was a little crisp, exposing the red bricks inside, so I decided to find a construction team to clean up the house in the next few days.Looking at it this way, I picked out many places. The roof tiles need to be laid, the gate needs to be replaced, and the brick road from the gate to the main house is uneven in several places...Anyway, the money I brought is enough.

Chen Lou originally planned to find a pen and paper to write them down one by one, but after searching around, he found nothing, so he could only write it down in his heart and go to sleep first.

The next day he slept until he woke up naturally. He lit the stove and heated up yesterday's dumplings before going to wake the old lady up.

The old lady lay motionless on the bed with kind eyes and kind eyes.Chen Lou's heart skipped a beat, he gently reached out to shake him, and yelled twice... After a long while, he finally couldn't help crying.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, the old lady drove back to the fairyland to return to the Paradise of Paradise. As the eldest grandson, Chen Lou knelt down for five days with his death certificate, and finally spent half of his money on the funeral.After the funeral, he knelt three times and kowtowed nine times in front of his ancestral grave, and left his hometown from then on without any worries.