old love [rebirth]

"Slight alcoholism, drink more boiled water and eat more fruits after waking up. Young man, if you can't toss about it, don't toss about it. It's half a year before graduation. My infirmary started to receive heavy drunks yesterday. I also met a person who got cerebral edema after drinking. What do you think you guys can do after you go out? Aren’t you just creating trouble for the motherland and the people?”

The slightly stern voice was neither soft nor heavy, just enough for Guan Yu who had just woken up to hear it clearly.

His eyelids were so heavy that he still couldn't lift them, Guan Yu tried twice, but finally he could only give up, and instead wrinkled his nose and sniffed.He thought this should be a ward of the hospital. After all, he fainted at the entrance of the inpatient department yesterday, and it wouldn't be too troublesome for Chen Lou to carry him directly to the ward.

It's just strange that the smell of disinfectant in the room is not strong, but there is always a pungent scent of flowers drilled into the nose.

Chen Lou's voice suddenly rang in his ears, but it was a little hoarse, and said, "Thank you doctor, I know all about it. Can the potted flowers be moved out temporarily? This classmate is allergic to narcissus pollen."

When Guan Yu was in his senior year, he drank too much and went to the infirmary. After waking up, he had small red bumps all over his body, and it was unbearable. Later, he went to the hospital for an investigation and found out that the allergen was the pot of daffodils in the infirmary.It's just that it's been six or seven years since Chen Lou didn't mention it, and Guan Yu himself forgot about it.

His heart softened inexplicably, but in the next second, he was suddenly taken aback - daffodils?Don't daffodils bloom in winter?And how could there be this in the hospital? ?

The doctor snorted, and then said, "Okay, then I'll have someone carry it away later. The current students, it's really..." The rest of the voice was a little fuzzy, and it probably wasn't a pleasant word.

Guan Yu frowned, thinking that everything this man said was strange, but he was out of energy, and fell asleep in a drowsy state before he could think of anything.

It was evening when he woke up again.

In the dimness, there was a chubby figure leaning against the bed with his head tilted, his head nodding, obviously sleepy.Guan Yu looked at the outline of the man, and called out hesitantly: "Chen Lou?"

Chen Lou was startled by him, woke up suddenly, and sat up in a daze.

Only then did Guan Yu see clearly that the round silhouette was made of gray down jackets.

Chen Lou was nestled in the down jacket at this time, looking at himself with a pair of slightly misty eyes.It's just that he has lost a lot of weight. Half of his face is hidden in the darkness, and the other half has thin lips and a straight nose. The lines outlined by the twilight light are neat and graceful. From a distance, it looks like a caricature full of charm.

Guan Yu asked, "Where is this place?"

Chen Lou's eyes gradually cleared up, but his expression gradually cooled down. He stared at Guan Yu and asked without answering, "What did you call me?"

"Chen Lou, what's the matter..." Guan Yu looked around the room again. Although his sight was not strong, he could still clearly see the rules for university students of Dongdong University and a schematic diagram of the washing process hanging on the wall with a white background.The wall was painted green all the way down, and there was a half-old electric heater near the base of the wall, far away from him, and I don't know if it works well.

No matter how stupid Guan Yu was, he could tell where it was—the infirmary of their alma mater, Tunghai University.

Guan Yu looked at Chen Lou again in disbelief, and this time he saw clearly that the latter hadn't lost weight, but had completely returned to his college appearance, with fair and firm skin, a slightly pointed chin, and no long-term irregular work and rest in his eyes. The bags and dark circles under the eyes even look a little green.

It's just that Chen Lou's expression was not green, he first looked at Guan Yu patiently and then he was in a daze, and then he saw a little shocked expression on Guan Yu's face, and then asked with a half-smile: "Is there any question?" ?"

Guan Yu already had a bold and novel guess in his heart, but it was all like a dream, which made him a little unbelievable after all.He kept silent vigilantly, squinted his eyes slightly, and looked at Chen Lou calmly.

Chen Lou lost his patience, clicked his tongue, pointed to the electric radiator in the corner and said, "Do you still remember it? In the first semester of senior year, your hair boy Cen was setting up a table to treat guests and officially announced his relationship with Wu Jiajia. You are at the bar The drink on the table was a mess, and I was sent to the infirmary by a classmate."

Guan Yu was startled, and couldn't help but glance at the electric radiator.

Chen Lou paused for a moment, and the corners of his eyes gradually became colder. He said: "You are just slightly alcoholic and have not had a good rest for a long time, but that classmate made a big fuss and insisted on asking the school doctor to examine you. Later You had a full sleep in the infirmary, and when you woke up, you said it was cold in the room. That classmate rushed to move the electric radiator in the corner, but it didn’t matter that the radiator was already on. He got burnt out of desperation. Bubble."

"So you do the opposite again, and you send him back. On the way back, that classmate told you..." Chen Lou paused this time, and after a long time, he slowly said: "You, hello, I My surname is Chen, and my name is Chen Lou."

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The handsome boy was clearly carefree, but that night he was inexplicably shy and nervous.

Standing under the bare tree, he introduced himself seriously: "You, hello, my name is Chen, and my name is Chen Lou."

Guan Yu put his hands in his pockets, smiled and said, "Chen Lou? Thank you for taking care of me today. Are your hands okay?"

"It's okay, it doesn't matter," Chen Lou shook his hands, his fingers were well-proportioned and slender, and from a casual angle, they looked like hand models posing.Guan Yu remembered that when he had just grabbed it to look at it, he felt slight calluses on the pads of his hands, and couldn't help but ask, "Are you learning bass?"

Chen Lou listened to him very seriously, and was a little strange when he heard the words, and said, "No!"

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"When you asked me if I had learned bass, I always felt strange. Even if it was because of calluses on my hands, my first reaction was to ask a lot about the guitar. How did you become a bass now? I later found out that it was because you I think I am like Lu Hening. When you are together, he will sing when you play the piano, and he will accompany you with the bass when you talk about the guitar. After you broke up, your life would be worse than death. How could you not think about it when you saw me that day," Chen Lou laughed at himself Smiling: "Guan Yu, I've always wanted to ask you. You must have been very disappointed when you found his shadow in me. If that's the case, why do you have to deceive yourself and others to live with me for seven years? I'm so Don't you bother to torment?"

As dusk fell, Chen Lou was completely submerged in the darkness.

Guan Yu's heart sank little by little with his calm tone, and now he was forced to ask, he suddenly felt a little nervous.He subconsciously touched the right side of the hospital bed, and sure enough there was a square switch.

"Don't turn on the light," Chen Lou said suddenly, "Answer me."

Guan Yu's fingers clasped on the switch in embarrassment.There was a hint of irritability in Chen Lou's voice, and a barely audible sigh. Guan Yu picked up all of these, and the way they were together these years naturally appeared in his mind.

They have been together for seven years, the first two years are the most peaceful, and they are also the thinnest in his memory.During the two years in between, the two could be regarded as harmonious, but at that time they both had their own work to do, and the most harmonious place was between the dining table and the bed, where the two of them satiated their appetites, and the proportion was very small.

In all fairness, during these seven years together, the deepest impression they had was the day-to-day quarrels and quarrels.Guan Yu prided himself on being a good family man, he handed over the financial power to Chen Lou, Chen Lou would do all the small things as he pleases, and he would negotiate with both parties on major matters.In fact, except for the fact that he was wrong about Lu Hening, he always thought that he was impeccable in the rest.Yet their fights were frequent, often over trivial matters, such as his misplaced dirty laundry in the closet, or his failure to kiss when they went to bed.

Chen Lou raised his voice slightly, this time he became more impatient, and said in a deep voice, "Guan Yu, answer me."

"Annoyance," Guan Yu's voice was very calm, and he added without a trace of hesitation from the flood of memories and depression: "It's annoying, disgusting, and unbearable. I don't know what to do to make you live in peace. I don't know why you insist on clinging to some old things from that year. If I didn't have enough capital to support myself to leave the house and fly away, it would be difficult for me to guarantee whether you and I can make do with these years. "

There are already some troubles when problems arise between them.

The house was bought by the two of them together, and the car was also changed together, both with loans.There are a lot of debts in the credit card. Although the two earn a lot every month, they spend more.Guan Yu was kicked out of the house by the Guan family after he came out, basically because he had no savings and no backing. Although Chen Lou hadn't come out, his situation may not be much better.

The life of the two of them felt a little bit of a pity that the food was tasteless and it was a pity to throw it away. After all, under such conditions, it was impossible for anyone to say that I don't want the money, just take it and get out of here.They are all mundane, they all care about, and after calculating and calculating, breaking up a partner has become a broken business with benefits far lower than risks.

Guan Yu speaks directly and ruthlessly, but it is indeed the most naked reality.

Chen Lou finally let out a long sigh of relief.

Guan Yu didn't know what he was going to do, so he pressed the switch again, only to hear the sound of a bench moving behind him.In the next second, Chen Lou's voice sounded calmly.

He said, "Fortunately, I'm far away from that radiator today."

With a snap, the switch was turned on, and the room was brightly lit.Chen Lou put his hands in his trouser pockets, stood at the door and raised his eyebrows to look at him.There is a tie at the end of Guan Yu's bed with the words "French Department Class 03-Guan Yu" written on it.

Everything in front of them gradually merged with the scene when they first met seven years ago, almost exactly the same.

The ups and downs of speculation in Guan Yu's heart finally came to fruition - if this wasn't a dream, then they were reborn in the past.

A long-lost relaxed smile appeared on Chen Lou's face. He looked at Guan Yu and said, "I wish you a happy college life."

Then, he pointed to the electric radiator in the corner, raised his eyebrows and said, "If it's cold, you can move it yourself. Oh, by the way, you were drunk at the banquet with Cen Zheng and Wu Jiajia yesterday, so I sent you to the infirmary." Entrusted by your friend, you don’t need to thank me, and you don’t need to ask me for my name. Even if you know, please maintain the proper measure of a stranger.”

He opened the door, and when he took another step, he paused again, then turned around and added earnestly: "Student Guan, after tomorrow, we'd better have nothing to do with each other."