old love [rebirth]

Little Hades left early, and called again at noon to say he would not be back for dinner.

Guan Yu happened to be out with the client to socialize, so he murmured, tugged at his collar and said casually, "That little deer, don't contact me either."

He came out of the box temporarily, and as soon as he said a word, he saw his colleagues come out in a hurry to look for it. Obviously, the customers inside were playing tricks again.Guan Yu raised his eyebrows, and his sharp-edged face was a little impatient. Seeing this, his colleague immediately bowed to him, and then hurried back.

Chen Lou's voice was unhurried, and he asked, "Why? The child is very good, and I have a destiny with him." There was the sound of paper flipping over there, although it was extremely light, Guan Yu almost immediately thought that he must be He was slumped on the chair in the pharmacy, with the corners of his mouth gently curled up, but his subordinates mercilessly squeezed the waste paper into balls, and unfolded them boringly.

Guan Yu said, "That's his cousin."

Chen Lou paused when he pinched the paper, and his whole body seemed to be frozen.

Guan Yu asked at the other end: "Chen Lou?"

"Oh, cousin," Chen Lou finally got tired of crooked the crumpled note, threw it into the trash can, and asked, "When did you know?"

"Morning," Guan Yu said, "You already knew?"

However, Chen Lou became a little impatient: "What's wrong with my cousin? You don't know how to love the house and your Wulian cousin also likes it. Ah, no... My point is, should I ask your cousin of the flower of old age how to do it?" Master? Is his deity okay? What happened at home? Do you need our help?"

After a series of questions, Guan Yu finally couldn't bear it any longer, and said in a low voice, "Chen Lou, be careful with what you say!"

"Pay attention to what?" Chen Lou took a deep breath, and someone knocked on the door, reminding him to go to dinner.He smiled at the person with a gentle face, but when the person left, he immediately withdrew his smile and said to the other side expressionlessly: "Guan Yu, your flower of old age, yes, yes, he is very Good. But I have always regarded him as a dead lump in my heart. If you don’t move, I can live in peace. If you move, I can pick three points even if I don’t understand. If you want to be sensible, shut up! Get out! Otherwise... "

He suddenly grinned sinisterly: "I don't know how to scare him, don't I know how to scare you?"

The call ends here.

Holding the phone, Guan Yu resisted the urge to throw things against the wall, turned around twice in place like a trapped animal, and then gritted his teeth and re-entered the box.

Chen Lou didn't come back in the evening. He was working in the internal medicine pharmacy of the hospital's inpatient department. He had two night shifts a week. A while ago, he said that a colleague had asked for leave, so he had to share it for his colleagues, and changed it to four times a week.

Guan Yu believed it at first, but he didn't know until yesterday that he was still free to go to nightclubs.

Guan Yu got the client drunk at noon, and was drunk by the leader again at night.He has always been a good drinker, and today he kept on spinning, and finally lost a little bit of timidity, and fell asleep on the sofa without even taking off his shoes when he got home.

In the middle of the night, the phone suddenly buzzed non-stop. When Guan Yu was woken up with a headache, he picked it up without even looking at it.

The voice on the other end of the phone was a little strange, and after saying a few words, Guan Yu was startled awake by the familiarity in that tone, and sat up abruptly.

The person over there smiled and asked softly, "Are you awake now? I'm Lu Hening."

Guan Yu let out a breath, bent his index finger and pressed it on his temple, and hummed.

Lu Hening is his first love, who just came back from out of town this week.It's just that Chen Lou is particularly sensitive to the other person's name, and usually only uses "he" and "that person" instead, and when he goes to the zoo to point to a red-crowned crane, he insists on saying it is a red-crowned bird.

Guan Yu's head was dizzy, thinking of this inexplicably, he couldn't help but smiled while holding his forehead and closing his eyes.

"Why, is it inconvenient now?" Lu Hening heard that he didn't answer for a long time, and asked tentatively: "If it's inconvenient, forget it, you and Chen Lou have a good rest."

"No inconvenience," Guan Yu regained consciousness, cleared his throat and said, "He's on the night shift tonight, so he's not at home."

"Oh, did you drink alcohol? Your voice is so hoarse?" Lu Hening paused and said, "That's right, I'm at zero degrees, Xiaolu drank too much, I can't handle him alone."

Guan Yu hesitated for a moment, but there was still no polite word on the other end of the phone, obviously he was sure he would go.

He glanced out of the dark window - he couldn't see anything under the cover of night, but he could vaguely hear the sound of rain hitting the screen window.He rubbed his hair, paused when he walked to the door with the key, turned around and went to the bedroom, took a thin woolen coat from Chen Lou, and hurried out with an umbrella.

-

Chen Lou was lying on his side in the duty room, slowly dozing off with his hands on his forehead.After a while, Xiao Dong, who was on duty together, came over after grabbing the medicine, and sat on a small stool to continue chanting.

People who are on duty at night may not be woken up at any time to take medicine, so except for a few lucky ones, they sleep as soon as they touch the table. Others mostly chat and watch TV to pass the night.

Chen Lou closed his eyes, and heard Xiao Dong continue to give a speech and said at length: "...What future do we have here! When we go out and talk about working in XX Hospital, others are envious, but in fact, we are also Those who graduated from prestigious universities are now working as third-class citizens in hospitals.”

Chen Lou closed his eyes and corrected him: "It's you, you graduated from a prestigious university, I am not."

Xiao Dong exclaimed, and said slightly proudly: "Brother Chen, why are you so clear?" He sighed, continued to wring his fingers and said, "Doctors and nurses, anyway, have a future and a bright future. Our job Well, just memorize which cabinet and what medicine all day long, what else can I have? No more! The salary subsidy is also less than others, the oil and water are not as rich as those downstairs, and the skills are not as high as those upstairs."

The pharmacy is on the first floor, the office purchasing department is downstairs, and the upper floors are wards.Chen Lou had heard him say this four or five times, and felt a little nagging, so he turned his face to the other side.

Xiao Dong asked: "Brother Chen, have you been working for five years? Why don't you bother?"

"I'm infatuated," Chen Lou said with drooping eyelids, "I'm infatuated and dedicated, I love what I do, even if I'm impatient in every way, I can't stop falling in love for a long time!"

Xiao Dong puffed, and spit out a mouthful of water: "Brother Chen, you are fooling me again, where are the lyrics, you are really talented."

"I don't have talent, but if I have talent, I will go to a prestigious university." Chen Lou opened his eyes, looked at him seriously, and said, "The so-called sense of happiness comes from comparison. You see, we both do the same job." , you are a famous brand, I am not a famous brand, then I must be much more comfortable."

Xiao Dong's complexion changed slightly, a little unsightly.

Chen Lou looked at him and continued: "You too, the better you expected, the more disappointed you will be when you actually get it. Once you are disappointed, all you see is bad. Think about your classmate, isn't there someone else here?" What do you do in a pharmacy? Standing exhausted every day, it’s just a job as a cashier, and you have to take on the task of selling medicines. If you can’t sell them, you will be deducted. It’s like you are in a hospital, a regular worker, and the job is stable and benefits are good? Let’s talk about the hospital What about the new little nurses who are as old as you or older than you? When you take medicine, don’t you show your face to others? Nurses are obviously more unlucky in this regard!"

Xiao Dong made him say that his face turned white and red, and then he felt that it made sense, and he was much better than his classmates.After a while, I felt that Chen Lou was beating him for throwing face at the nurse.But this person looks pure and good, and at this moment he is looking at him sincerely with his eyes without sadness or joy, and he can't guess what his attitude is.

He suddenly heard the rumors when he first came.Everyone said that Mr. Chen Lou from the pharmacy had a decent mind, and he had never failed any exams in these years. He had piles of certificates in his hand, and he was the most positive in the hospital's prescription reviews.It doesn't look like someone who wants to stay in the pharmacy often, who knows that after several years, this person's position has never changed.

This kind of person is either a fool or a thorn in the head. Not long after Xiao Dong came in, he weighed it in his heart and felt that it was probably the latter.

He smiled vaguely, a little looked down on Chen Lou, and was inexplicably afraid of him, so he said something else casually, and went to the toilet to drain the water.

Chen Lou grabbed two slips after he left, and when he was holding his chin in a daze at the medicine on the slips, he heard someone shouting at the door: "Brother Chen, your family Heiwuchang is looking for you, waiting at the door."

-

Guan Yu was a little drunk tonight, he was afraid that he would throw up accidentally, so he could only stand by the door with his hand on the wall.

The drizzle drove the breeze into his neck, Guan Yu shuddered, and suddenly remembered that he had come to pick up Chen Lou in the rain a long time ago.At that time, Chen Lou bought a big one-yuan black umbrella from the Internet. The ribs of the umbrella were strong enough to cover two people.Guan Yu was going to see off clients that day, and happened to be on the way, so he was wearing a black suit, holding a big black umbrella, and stood upright in the rain.When Chen Lou hurried out from the inpatient department, the white robe on his body was still on, and the two of them were stunned when their eyes met, like a pair of black and white impermanence, looking at each other a few steps away.

They laughed at the same time and didn't stop for a long time.

The smile of "Bai Wuchang" was really beautiful that day, like a magnolia blooming brilliantly in the spring rain, clean and dazzling.Guan Yu was shaken for a long time before he came back to his senses. Later, the two went to take the bus together, holding hands.Chen Lou's eyes were shining brightly, he hesitated to speak a few times, and when he got off the car, he couldn't help but say, "I really like you."

Guan Yu replied, "Me too."

Things in the past are a bit long, looking back now, it's like being separated by a layer of frosted glass, vaguely but beautiful and terrifying.Guan Yu squeezed the space between his eyebrows, feeling chest tightness and shortness of breath all the time, so he let out a breath slowly and leaned against the wall in the hallway.

Chen Lou came out after a long time.

The rain had stopped at some point, and in the cold night there was a gust of cool wind, blowing the corners of Chen Lou's clothes, and under the white robe was a pair of washed and wrinkled jeans.Guan Yu was not in the mood to look any further, he pressed his painfully swollen forehead, turned his face and asked him: "Chen Lou, did you touch my phone when we were walking along the path?"

He asked inexplicably, but Chen Lou was taken aback for a moment, then understood the reason, and said with a sneer, "Yeah, what's the matter?"

"How can you go so far?" Guan Yu couldn't help frowning.Back then, Lu Hening borrowed money from him for life-saving money, but after he raised it, he realized that he could not contact the other party.A year later, he learned about Lu Hening's situation from his old classmate, and only then did he know that something happened there.He has been guilty of this for a long time, blaming himself for not being able to ask more people.

"Why did I go too far?" Chen Lou snorted, and said sarcastically, "I thought you were here in the middle of the night, why did you come here to question me? Yes, I touched your mobile phone back then, and I not only sent you I was dragged into the blacklist, and even deleted the text messages he sent you, what can you do? Guan Yu, you care more about Lu than your own mother, you think I'm dead? I have never seen such a thing that can be justified while eating from a bowl and looking at the pot!"

"You..." Guan Yu was so angry that his brain throbbed and hurt, but he was blocked and couldn't speak.

Chen Lou gritted his teeth and said with a smile, "What's wrong with me? I'm on duty in this rainy day, did you bring me clothes or an umbrella? You don't take me seriously, what am I going to do to you? Kneel and lick?"

Guan Yu subconsciously grabbed Chen Lou's coat that he had brought, and after groping for a couple of times, he realized that someone was going to give Xiao Lu to wear it.He came tonight to seek evidence, but he didn't really want to question anything.It's just that he and Chen Lou have been complaining about each other for a long time, and they choked up as soon as they opened their mouths.He wanted to explain, but felt that his brain was turning very slowly at this moment, and the things in front of him began to have double images.

Finally, Chen Lou's complexion was a little strange, Guan Yu opened his mouth, and with a flash in front of his eyes, Chen Lou's eyes widened, and he suddenly rushed towards him.