I got rich after secret marriage

Although I expected that he would not simply abandon everything and follow me, but it was still a bit sad to actually face it.I turned around and looked at my own shadow reflected in the car window.There is only my shadow on it, and Cai Jing's shadow is separated by the frame of the car.

Alone, a little sad for no reason.

I said to the shadow on the car window: "Xiaojing, I don't want to live this kind of life. They are husband and wife, but they don't even have a home."

"Xiaolu..." He seemed to be trying to convince me.

I cut him off straight away. "If you don't come out with me, we—"

"Street!"

I should have said divorce, but I couldn't say it.He didn't let me say it either.

We are outside, so we can't do any unnecessary actions.He wanted to stop me from saying something irreparable, so he could only stop me by shouting loudly.

His voice was so loud that people at the entrance of the mahjong parlor could hear him, and kept casting curious glances at us.

I was too lazy to care about others, so I just looked at him.His expression was a little scared.I know he is afraid that I will divorce him, he really loves me, I know.

If you love me, follow me!

I forced a smile to him: "Your family can't leave, I know. I won't force you."

"Xiaolu, wait for me..." He said it with difficulty and powerlessness, and his face was full of sadness.Do you know that I can't wait for him?Still feel sorry for me?

I do not know.

What is there to be sorry for?I really don't blame him.He has been good to me, no one has treated me better than him.

It is because he is so good that I cannot bear the hopelessness of our future.But I can't wait for him any longer.If I wait any longer, I will be trapped too.

Someone at the entrance of the mahjong hall probably saw that our expressions were not right and we were chattering again, so they wandered over to gossip and ask us what we were talking about.

I smiled, pretending to be nonchalant and said: "It's nothing. I want to invite Boss Xiao Cai to go out to work together after the Chinese New Year. Boss Xiao Cai refuses, and I can't let go of his supermarket."

The man said: "Hey, it's not good who you invite, Boss Xiao Cai. Why isn't his supermarket better than working outside?"

Even others think so.

"Yeah." I said, taking advantage of the presence of others to relax my mind and ease the atmosphere. "Then I'll go by myself, don't say I don't care about the feelings of the old man."

Cai Jing didn't speak, but gave others a chance to chat, and turned around and started gossiping about me. "You are running a good car repair shop, what are you doing when you go out and suffer the crime of working?"

I said, "There is a lot of money outside."

The man seemed to have seen a lot of worlds and sighed: "You young people!" He began to educate me earnestly, "If there is no food at home, who would want to go out to work?" He can't be wrong with the old saying."

It's not speculative, half a sentence is too much.I'm in a bad mood, too lazy to join in.

The others probably saw that I didn't eat oil and salt, so they changed their words and said, "By the time you leave, Boss Xiao Cai will have less company to play with."

I smiled. "Where is it not a companion? It is always a companion at the table." I turned around and said to Cai Jing, "I plan to leave after the Chinese New Year. If you change your mind and want to go out anytime, you can find me."

This is a normal conversation. Our family is always in groups when we go out to work.I went to work and invited a friend, which is normal.

I left him a way out.As long as he comes to me, I'm still his.Of course, in the colorful world outside, when I find my second spring, I will not wait for him.At that time, even if he went to find me again, he would never even think about it.

He is the one who speaks first.Scumbag!

He forced a smile, accepted my invitation, and continued to help me clean the car silently, and I also gathered up my strength to do it again.The people next to me probably saw that there was nothing wrong with us, so we went back to play in the mahjong parlor.

I finished wiping the side windows and was about to turn to wipe the front windows when I suddenly heard Cai Jing calling me in a low voice: "Xiaolu..."

I waited for him, but he looked at me, opened his mouth, and finally said nothing.

I guess he might feel sorry for me and hope I don't blame him.

I don't blame him, there's nothing to blame.If he doesn't come with me, I hate him to death!

I was silent for a while, and said quietly: "I don't blame you. I know that you are in business to make money so that we can be together...but we can't be together if we don't leave."

Go outside, even if life is hard, at least we can be together.

If you don't go out, the deeper you take root here, the more you will be entangled and unable to move, and in the end it will never be possible to go out.

Bit by bit, over time, this is called boiling frogs in warm water.

I think Cai Jing is almost overcooked.

I can't allow myself to be cooked too.

Even two widowed middle-aged people living happily together are happier than us.

Why?Obviously we love each other so much!

But we can only quarrel with caution when it comes to divorce.

No, we didn't even quarrel.

I said, "Xiaojing, I'll wait for you to think about it in the next year. It takes time for you to deal with family affairs. If the time is short, I'll go together after you finish. If it's long, I'll go first and wait for you to come to me. But If you decide not to go out or cannot make up your mind..."

I paused and looked at him.

"Xiaolu..." He also looked at me, pleading in his eyes, begging me not to say anything.

I closed my eyes, and finally said those two calmly.

"We divorced."

He also closed his eyes, turned his eyes away, and didn't look at me again.I turned around and moved to the front of the car, but I couldn't see him anymore.

We did not discuss this issue further.I admit that it is a bit too much to persecute and threaten him, but that is because he broke his promise first.I also gave him so much time to think about it, which is enough tolerance.

After that, as usual, he came to see me when he was passing by, and washed and repaired the car with me.

It's just that we talk less and less, and sometimes we don't know what to say.

Anything that can be noisy or noisy is a small conflict.If there is a big conflict, there will be no trouble.

I thought, I might know his decision.

Damn it, I am a lively adult, but he is not as important as a supermarket.I went out to work with him, would he deduct his salary?Will you not let him send money home?Will you work with him to earn money for your younger siblings?

Cai Jing, you bastard!I am really blind!

During the Chinese New Year, Widow Liu's son and daughter came back, and our two families had a meal together, which was considered their wedding banquet.Because Widow Liu wanted to be with her son during the Chinese New Year, she still stayed at their house instead of coming to live with my dad.

Good.I thought I'd have to get used to having a woman who wasn't my mother sleeping next door.

This year, I have had more blind dates than ever before.One reason is that I am 22 years old and have reached the age of marriage.We are very cruel to people of this age here. They think that when they are of marriageable age, they must marry.Secondly, I now have an extra stepmother, that is to say, an extra matchmaker, looking for a blind date for me everywhere.

The more blind date I got, the more determined I was to go out.I have endured it for three years, and I can't imagine that I will endure it year after year.Cai Jing's shield will disappear one day, he can give up on me for the supermarket now, who knows when he will give up on me for something else.

I absolutely want to get out of here.

Therefore, I do not refuse blind dates.

Of course, I'm not really here for the blind date.Although Cai Jing may not want me anymore, I haven't degenerated enough to deceive girls.The girls on the blind date all came back from working outside, and I went on a blind date with them just to ask about the situation outside.For so many years, all I know about the outside world, other than what I heard from Sheng Wei and the others, are these blind dates.Although there are also online, but everyone says that there are many deceitful people on the Internet, so generally I don't read much, and I don't believe it.Sheng Wei and the others are not in the same dimension as me. Only the people these blind date girls come into contact with have reference value for me.

I summed it up, those who have a skill go out with their skills, such as haircuts, car repairs, and some electric welders.Those who do not have the skills to go out mainly make clothes and shoes, followed by opening online stores to sell clothes and shoes, and some work as small laborers on construction sites.The most powerful thing is to go out as a boss and lead people to make clothes and shoes. This earns the most.

Strange, I thought the most people were going to deliver express.

I should be able to get my car repaired, but an online shop might be more promising.

Or, I can go to deliver the courier, and I can also repair the unit's tricycle.

This year's Valentine's Day is after the Lantern Festival, and the migrant workers have gone back to the city one after another.I finished the last wave of car business, but Cai Jing still didn't give me an answer.

Oh shit!Do you really want to divorce me?

I may have been wrong about him.

He doesn't love me that much.

That's right, he sang "I don't love you enough" the year he graduated.

If you don't love, you don't love!Even if he is abandoned, Laozi still has the dignity of being abandoned.

After packing up my luggage, I will go outside to enjoy a beautiful life in the world of flowers and flowers, and I will never hang myself on this crooked neck tree like him.

That being said, I don't love him that much either.

What a natural pair, what the world proves, it's all self-deceiving bullshit!

We were never married at all, and we didn't care about divorce.

When I opened the closet, the first thing I saw was his pajamas.It was the one I bought for him when he first came to my house to sleep over that year.Dark blue pajamas with white arabesques.Every time he comes to spend the night, he will put on this pajamas and hug me to sleep.

It's been four months since he wore this dress last time, and it's been almost two months since we haven't seen each other.

Before and after the Chinese New Year, we all seemed to have a tacit understanding and didn't meet much.Firstly, because I am busy, and secondly, many people go home from outside.People who come back from the outside world have more knowledge and may notice that there is a problem between me and him.They come and go, but we are here to live.

We have to be careful.

I stared blankly at it for a long time with my pajamas in my hands, and finally I couldn't help but bury my face in it.The pajamas have been washed, of course there will be no smell of him, only the smell of my laundry detergent.

I sent him a message: Xiaojing, do you really want me?

We seldom text each other because messages leave a record.

It was impossible to send this kind of information before killing people.But now I can't control it, I can't say it on the phone, at least the information is okay.

But so what?Can't do anything.I was just sad and wanted to tell him.

My dad went to play mahjong again, and having a woman can't control his bad habit. In the future, the garage may slowly collapse again.Forget it, the woman has already married and returned home, so it doesn't matter if she collapses or not.

Suddenly a familiar beep sounded downstairs, it was the sound of Cai Jing's tricycle.

I froze for a moment, almost thinking I was hallucinating.But as the sound of the engine stopped, there was the sound of the door opening downstairs in my house.Usually I keep the door closed at night, but there is a panel that can be opened from the outside and locked when someone comes back.Only my dad and Cai Jing know about this door panel.

This point can't be my dad.

My heart pounded violently.I almost jumped out of bed, and the moment I landed, I was so excited that I almost fell over.

There were already footsteps in the corridor, not my dad's footsteps.

I rushed over and opened the door, just crashing into a chest, a chest wrapped in cold wind and snow.

"Xiaojing..." I hugged him tightly and buried my face in his shoulder.

He also hugged me tightly.

He carried me back to the bed, and for the first time we rolled without fear.I pestered him, he pestered me, again and again, as if to consume all the remaining enthusiasm in this life overnight.

Obviously love me so much!I cried and shouted, almost begging him: "Xiao Jing, come with me, come with me!"

"Lulu..." He hugged me, kissed me, and called me by my name. His expression seemed to be more sad than mine, but he just didn't say what I wanted to hear.

I was desperate, biting and thumping him and asked him, "Why didn't you come with me?"

He didn't answer either, just responded to me with a warmer hug.I kicked him and kicked him so he wouldn't touch me again.But he is stronger than me, holding me tightly with both hands, kissing me constantly, not letting me run away.

I couldn't move anymore, and gradually calmed down in his arms.When we finally calmed down, we didn't know what time it was outside the window.The sky is dark blue, the windows reflect white snow, and the light of the snow confuses the time.

He was still holding me, kissing my lips back and forth on the corners of my eyes and shoulders.Every time it ends, he likes such gentle, very gentle movements, which are both pity and intimacy.

But he doesn't go out with me.

I didn't move and let him kiss me.My dad was supposed to be home, but he didn't.It should have gone to Widow Liu's house, but the snow fell heavily, so she didn't come back.

Damn, why don't you come back!Come back and catch rape!Do you know that your son is being bullied?

Later, he stopped kissing me, and turned sideways, looked at me with his head propped up, and slowly touched my body with one hand.

My eyes were a little puffy, and I squinted and looked up at him.His eyes were clear, and he didn't intend to do it again, probably just wanted to touch me.

His hands moved to my belly and made two circles around my navel.A little naughty, a little itchy, I couldn't help but smile.

He also smiled slightly.

This smile made the previously silent and heavy atmosphere a little easier.

I sighed softly and said, "It's a pity that I can't have a baby."

If I can have children, with his sense of responsibility, he will definitely leave with me.

If I can have a child, even if he doesn't come with me, I can take a child with him.

If I could have children... Damn, if I could have children, we would have been happily married for a hundred years!

He was stunned for a moment, his big hand rested on my lower abdomen, and after a while, he stroked back and forth repeatedly, as if a child would really appear if he touched it more.

I added: "If I could have children, we would probably have two fur babies by now."

He smiled and said, "Are you so good at giving birth?"

I thought about it for a while, and said, "You see, my needs are so great, so I must be able to give birth!"

Every time he used this to attack me, now I can fight back, so cool!

He smiled again, touched his hand back, and put it on my chest to play with. He seemed to ask intentionally or unintentionally, "Lulu, do you want a child?"

I said, "Yes, of course I do."

The movement of his hands stopped and he didn't move me again.

I know what he's thinking.Damn it, scumbag!He doesn't want Lao Tzu anymore, and he still cares about whether Lao Tzu will have children with women.

In the past, I was so considerate and would definitely take care of his emotions.But now I don't care, I wish he could be more sad.It's best to think clearly, if he doesn't go out with me, I will definitely be with someone else, and he will be sour!

I continued: "I can't have children, so of course I want children. Haven't you heard? Everyone wants what they don't have, and whoever wants it will want it if they have it."

It's like I want to have a home with him, a home just for the two of us, a home where we can confidently say that we are a husband and wife and a family.

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