restart breathing

It was close to the afternoon when the interview ended, and Lu Shiqing felt hungry when he walked out of the examination room, as if his stomach was wrinkled together, and he took pride in not grunting in the middle of the interview.

Everything was going well, and the questions were all well-regulated. Lu Shiqing felt pretty good about herself.It will take a while for the result to be announced, Lu Shiqing has no extra thoughts to worry about the result that has no room for effort, he finally relaxes temporarily, turns on his phone, and sends a message to Chen Fang as soon as possible.

"Drip! Your capital purchasing agent is online!"

"The interview went well. I'll have a meal first, and then go shopping later."

Chen Fang didn't reply all the time, probably too devoted to the review, Lu Shiqing didn't urge him, went back to the hotel to pack his things, and followed the navigation into a large shopping mall nearby.

The shopping malls in the capital are very different from the small business districts in the northern district of Zeshi, but Lu Shiqing went around and found that the small business districts are more comfortable.

Or it is more comfortable to be with someone by your side.

Without Chen Fang by his side, no matter how good the shopping mall is, he can't enjoy shopping.Lu Shiqing found a place to eat at random, as if doing a task, searched for "capital specialties" on the mobile phone without emotion, followed the search results and followed the navigation to buy, there were half a car full of large and small bags shopping cart.

It's all food, Lu Shiqing always feels that when he comes to the capital, he has to buy something different to go back.

Looking east and west, Lu Shiqing's eyes fixed on an inconspicuous specialty jewelry store.It seems to be a small workshop, the store is not big, and the decoration is not exquisite, but when he walked in, the boss knocked on a piece of metal bar without raising his head. His skillful and dedicated appearance made him feel that his reliability increased exponentially.

The boss was a shy middle-aged man. Lu Shiqing stood beside him and watched for a while before he realized that there was a guest coming. He smiled implicitly and asked him to take a look.

Lu Shiqing wandered around the store, there were necklaces, brooches, earrings on the wall, and some gadgets that he and Chen Fang would never use and couldn't name in their lifetime.

Finally, he stopped in an inconspicuous little corner of the store, with a few rings on the stand.

There are some simple patterns engraved on the ring, which are quite plain, but he and Chen Fang are not suitable for wearing the ones that are too ostentatious, the plain ones are quite good.

"Do you like this?" The boss came over and asked.

"Ah." Lu Shiqing smiled, "It's pretty pretty."

"This is a self-created series called 'Everything Belongs to You'." The boss explained with a smile, "The pattern was designed by my lover. I engraved it myself, and it has a unique meaning."

Everything is yours.

Lu Shiqing smiled. She never thought that this reserved and shy man in front of him could come up with such a literary and coquettish name once he was influenced by love.

He picked up a ring. Several smooth curves were so dense that they were scattered. The lines were simple, but they looked very comfortable. It reminded him inexplicably of the lights of the cross-sea bridge, which stretched and tightened like these lines, full of old patterns. Eye.

The boss introduced from the side: "Every ring has a name, and this one is called 'Light'."

"Very vivid name." Lu Shiqing smiled, looked at the other rings, and the boss followed suit.

Lu Shiqing noticed a plain ring without a pattern, picked it up and looked carefully, only to find that the pattern on the inner ring, the direction of the lines is somewhat similar to that of the "light" just now, but the feeling is completely different, and asked: "What about this one? "

"This one is called 'Oxygen'."

oxygen.

Lu Shiqing has no artistic appreciation, and doesn't understand why these seemingly abstract lines have names corresponding to their own images, but when people give them meaning, they have meaning.

He likes the image of "oxygen", much like Chen Fang, it is his oxygen.

When paying the money, Lu Shiqing Aiwu and Wu Di also bought the ring named "Guang", which happened to be a couple ring for him and Chen Fang.

Rings always seem to have special and important meanings for couples, Lu Shiqing considered it and decided to take the ring as a gift.

He just wants to give Chen Fang the meaning hidden in the ring, he is worthy of these unique and important.

Lu Shiqing returned to the hotel with two big bags, and took a picture of the special food and sent it to Chen Fang. The ring was hidden in his pocket and was not photographed.

"Results."

Lu Shiqing touched the ring bag in his trouser pocket, the excitement in his heart hadn't passed, and he couldn't hide the matter. After thinking about it, he sent another sentence to Chen Fang.

"There is still a gift for you in person."

Lu Shiqing flipped up the chat page, the last time Chen Fang appeared was in the morning.It has been two or three hours since the last message was sent, and Chen Fang still hasn't replied.

Lu Shiqing waited for a while, and called Chen Fang during get out of class time.

Shut down.

what's the situation?

Under normal circumstances, Chen Fang never shuts down the phone, and even if something happens, he will be notified in advance. It has never disappeared for a whole day without saying a word like today.

Lu Shiqing sent a message to Zhou Fan and the others, and all he got were answers like "didn't see it" or "didn't pay attention to it". Chen Fang was alone with him on weekdays, and no one would care at all. Where did he go and what did he do.

Many things are dormant under the calm.

Lu Shiqing's heartbeat was still as fast as before, but he was uncomfortably stuck in traffic, so he changed his ticket to the fastest bus back to the North District, packed his things and prepared to leave.

It was already night when we returned to school, the campus was quiet, and the dim street lamps could not illuminate the night as usual, but Lu Shiqing felt the thick darkness in front of him slowly flowing, as if to engulf people, oppressing his heart Chest, a burst of suffocation.

Students are studying in the classroom.Lu Shiqing was at the door of the classroom with a bag and schoolbag, and looked at Chen Fang's seat first.

empty.

The scrolls, paper and pens were spread out, and the stool was not pushed into the seat.

The only unusual thing was that Chen Fang didn't sit there.

Lu Shiqing forced himself not to panic so quickly, and walked quickly back to the dormitory with his things, the sensor lights in the corridor were awakened by his eager footsteps, only the floor where he and Chen Fang were was pitch black.The light seemed to be broken two days ago, Lu Shiqing didn't care about whether the light was on or not, some staggering footsteps echoed in the darkness.

He opened the bedroom door and felt for the light switch. The light was a little dazzling. He didn't know if it was dazzled by the light. Lu Shiqing's eyes were scarlet, and he searched the room eagerly.

still none.

There was an extra set of papers on the table, it should be the one that Chen Fang brought back to make last night, the quilt was neatly folded, and the mattress still had wrinkles from where Chen Fang lay on it last night.

The traces are still clear, but no one is seen.

It seemed that there was a piece missing in his heart, and he panicked to break through the gap and flow, making his whole body very empty.

The sense of familiarity as before has become the most heartbreaking thing at this moment. Looking at the environment in which they live day and night, it is clear that nothing has changed.Chen Fang was still doing papers here last night, called him on the phone, and spent the night here. He suddenly disappeared and there was no news, but in the hope and fantasy, he gave birth to the illusion that he just went out in a hurry to do something and would come back at any time.

Will be back.

come back soon.

I have seen a new world and want to take you there.

I have a gift to give you in person.

Lu Shiqing sat on the stool, looking around aimlessly, feeling that breathing became very laborious.

It's as if the oxygen is getting thinner and thinner.

Along with Chen Fang's breath, he slowly pulled away.